Just A Bit Obsessed

Alexander stopped outside the familiar door, raised his hand to knock on the door, but stopped.

God, this is crazy.What is he doing here at this hour?The sensible thing to do would be to wait until tomorrow instead of showing up at one o'clock in the morning like a junkie in desperate need of a fix - and that metaphor isn't far from the truth.Christian and his grandma must be asleep by now, and Christian is probably mad that he kissed him and kicked him out of the car.Not to mention that Christian has not indicated that he wants to take his friendship further.Christian isn't in a relationship, and he says he wants Jared.

Alexander gritted his teeth.No.The longing in Christian's kiss and his attachment to his own touch was not Alexander's hallucination.This -- this irremediable attraction -- cannot be one-sided.He didn't know what to do if he was really hot.There will be no good results.Alexander secretly suspected that if Christian said he was not interested, he would not be able to bear it.Just thinking about the possibility made him restless and apprehensive.He doesn't want to be like Jared.Unlike his cousin, Alexander didn't think he could watch Christian with someone else.His self-control is far from that good.

Alexander found his fists crackling at his side and forced his hands to relax.Hold.Maybe years of tolerating and avoiding emotions had been a bad idea: he was completely at a loss right now.Christian sometimes jokingly calls him a pervert.Alexander had a bad hunch that Christian might be on to something.He's like a faucet with a broken switch: once it's turned on, it can't be turned off again.If Christian turned him down, he certainly had the potential to turn into a psychotic stalker.Gosh, Christian better not say no.

Alexander leaned against the wall, took out his cell phone and called Christian.

He waited a long time for Christian to pick up.

"Huh?" The other party asked vaguely, his voice was full of sleepiness, he was not fully awake, and his eyes might still be closed. "Who are you? What the hell are you calling me in the middle of the night?"

"Do you really want Jared?"

silence.

"Alex?" There was the creak of mattress springs on the other end of the phone.

Alexander licked his mouth, imagining Christian in bed, with warm skin, disheveled hair, sleepy eyes, and a swollen mouth——

"Alexander?"

"Do you really want him?" he asked, his voice more urgent than he expected.He couldn't help it.

Another moment of silence.

"Are you jealous?" Christian asked hesitantly.

Alexander took a deep breath. "Maybe."

Christian chuckled. "Oops, you're really messing up my brain."

Alexander's only thought was: This is fair, after all, Christian has turned his smooth and orderly life upside down. "Do you want Jared?"

Christian sighed. "Did anyone ever tell you that you're like a dog that bites the bone? No, I don't want Jared. Are you happy now? And why are you calling me at this hour?"

"come out."

"what?"

"Come out. I'm just outside."

There was silence for a while. "Are you serious? Outside my house at one o'clock in the morning?"

"Yes."

"why?"

"I was just passing by," Alexander said.

"And decided to make a goodwill visit, huh?"

"almost."

"Pervert," Christian cursed softly before hanging up the phone.

A minute later, he heard the sound of the lock being opened from the inside, and Alexander tensed up all over.

The door was opened, and it was closed immediately after Christian came out.All he wore was a pair of black boxer briefs."The floor will creak," Christian said, blushing, rubbing his eyes, arguing. "If I walk around, I'm afraid grandma will wake up. She's a light sleeper."

"I haven't said anything yet." Alexander didn't know where to look, his fingers were itchy, and he wanted to touch everywhere.Swallowing, he noticed that Christian's nipples were hard, and then he realized the most likely reason for this scene.

"You'll catch a cold." Alexander took off his coat and wrapped it around Christian's shoulders.

Christian gave him a strange look. "So what do you do?" he asked, adjusting his coat slightly.

Alexander tried not to stare.Seeing Christian wearing his own clothes, he felt a strange emotion in his heart.His second child was also strange.

"Alexander?"

Alexander looked away from the black fabric against Christian's skin, but his eyes were drawn to Christian's sleepy, flushed face, tousled hair, and soft red lips.God, his heart was beating so fast, like he was still a 16-year-old kid.A rush of heat rose from his stomach and spread to his limbs.He couldn't think.

"I want to talk to you," he said, taking a step forward.

"Talk about what?"

Alexander put his hands on the door behind Christian, skillfully confining him in his arms.He took a deep breath and looked into those chocolate brown eyes.

Christian's lips parted. "Alex? What are you doing—"

"I wish I'd turned it down when Mira suggested a threesome," Alexander said hoarsely. "I wish I'd never felt this way. It's not beautiful at all. It's ugly and scary."

Christian swallowed. "Alex? Are you drunk or something?"

Alexander curled his lips into a smile. He looked at Christian's twitching Adam's apple and said, "I hope too."

He lowered his head and brushed his lips over the fair skin of Christian's neck.Christian gasped, his body trembling with tension, like an arrow about to be shot from a bow.Alexander was pretty sure he was shaking too, but he held back enough to pull Christian towards him.In fact, none of their bodies touched—except for his lips on Christian's neck.

Christian whimpered inaudibly, and Alexander finally took a small piece of his flesh with his teeth and sucked hard, trying to leave a hickey for everyone to see.

He opened his mouth and kissed upward until he found the spot on Christian's jaw that made him shiver.He sucked hard, almost frantically longing. "What the hell did you drug me?" he whispered, licking there.

Christian gasped, grabbed his hair and pulled him away.He didn't look much better than Alexander: glazed eyes, flushed face, labored breathing.But he said, "Wait, we can't—fuck, I want to—but we can't. You have a girlfriend."

"No more. We just broke up." Seeing Christian's stunned expression, Alexander laughed miserably, "I know people with a bit of conscience should wait a while, but... I can't wait." He leaned over and kissed The corners of Christian's mouth and cheeks touched.He sniffed his scent greedily. "Seriously, what the hell did you do to me?" There was a bitterness in his voice, and he couldn't hide it anymore.

Christian ran his fingers through Alexander's hair and pulled him away so they could look at each other. "You're fine, idiot," Christian said with a smile in his eyes.

Alexander shook his head. "You have no idea what's going on in my head. I've got some—some crazy thoughts that scare me. I'm telling you, and you'll be scared too."

Christian smiled and ran his fingers through Alexander's hair. "Tell me. Don't worry. I already knew you were a weirdo."

Alexander laughed. "Are you ever serious?"

Christian showed two dimples. "No, but don't you love this?"

Alexander stared at his smile, trying to hold back a desire that had nothing to do with lust. "Maybe I really love."

Christian's smile faded and his black eyes became serious. "Alex?"

Alexander leaned forward and kissed Christian on the cheek. "I want you," he said succinctly. "promise me."

Christian froze.He whispered, "Promise what? What do you want to do with me? Make love?"

Alexander took a sharp breath, and their foreheads touched. "Of course I want sex," he whispered hoarsely.He grabbed Christian's ass so hard his fingers sank into the round buttocks. "I want to fuck you. I want to kiss you. I want to touch every inch of you. I want to fuck you to cum." Christian's close lips quivered.Alexander could barely control the urge to kiss him. "I've never wanted someone so much, it's creepy, but sex isn't enough for me. I know you don't fall in love, but I don't and I don't have casual relationships," he feels Even his lips are twitching. "And this... this is not a casual relationship at all. So if you agree, you have to make a full deal with me, there is no room for negotiation."

He distanced himself, trying to get a good look at Christian.

Christian's eyes were wide open and vulnerable, but then a dazzling smile spread across his face. "Do hugs count?" He put his hand on Alexander's chest. "I really like hugs."

Alexander felt his heart beat faster.At this moment, looking at Christian's smiling face, he felt that he was willing to agree to anything. "Special service, only for you."

"Then invite the full set of deals."

Alexander caught his breath.He gripped Christian's ass harder. "Are you sure? Then you can never get rid of me."

Christian's hands slid down his neck, and he pulled him closer until his foreheads touched, his breaths entangled. "Maybe I don't want to get rid of you."

Then Alexander kissed him hard, pressing his body against the door, sucking eagerly and biting his full lips, making him tremble.God, it's okay.

He vaguely remembered the kiss two months ago, it was that kiss that started everything.After one lap, return to the origin.Same place, same people, but his longing was more private, more intense.

more terrifying.

Went to his.

Alexander cupped Christian's face in his hands, and kissed him more fiercely and rudely.

If you look at him and think "this is mine", take it for yourself.If you have the ability, grab it.

That's what he did.

-The End-