romeo and fourier

June 1928, 6 was a day that Fu Li would never forget.

[I went back in early June, are you surprised?Are you happy?Master, I want to kill you! 】

At that time, he was a little nervous, looking at the crooked handwriting on the letter paper, imagining the appearance of that idiot who studied for a long time before writing such a line of words, his heart was a little warm, a little embarrassed, and a little bit of anticipation.

That person has pursued himself for 20 years, 20 years... How many 20 years can there be in life?

From disliking him, to admiring him, gradually began to rely on him, love him, and now... Finally, she couldn't hide, and admitted that she also had him in her heart.

[When I come back, you have to give me a promise, don't bully me anymore, you're stupid. 】

At that time, he flipped through the thick stacks of letter papers one by one, and couldn't help smiling when he saw this line of writing. He really wanted to ask in person, if he still didn't give you an answer, can you eat me or what? of?

【Is the wooden bed I carved for you comfortable?Is it tough?I deliberately thickened it by three layers, and I will use that one when we two have a wedding, shake it casually, shake it hard, no matter how you shake it, it won’t break it hahahahahahahahaha! 】

He stared at the line of words, and counted the number of haha ​​in a very boring way. He sulked and blushed as he counted.

Come back soon.

At that time, he only had these four words in his heart.

Luo Er fool, come back quickly.

I figured it out, and I can't bear to keep you waiting any longer.

So you idiot, come back quickly.

Waiting for him to come back, waiting day after day, and finally waited until the belated June, he stroked the three words "early June" on the latest letter, and for the first time understood what it meant to live like a year.

[Big handsome, handsome, it's number three~~]

The subordinates are all teasing him, is it really so obvious that he looks restless?

[I heard that Luo Shuai and the others are already on the train, and they will arrive tomorrow night!Jin'er, your big daddy is coming back, are you happy? 】

Luo Jinzhi, who had grown into a teenager, rolled his eyes, with a look of disapproval: 【Come back and snatch Daddy from me, I don't want him to come back. 】

At that time, I blushed in front of a group of people for the first time, and scolded fiercely on my face, but I was still made fun of by these rebellious guys all night.But... Thinking that I will finally see that guy tomorrow, I am in such a good mood that I don't want to worry about anything.The man left for more than half a year, and promised him that everything would be resolved as soon as possible, and that he would definitely come back before the snow this year, but he really didn't expect that Xia Tian would come back soon.

That idiot must have spent his life on the front line again, and he wants to come back to see me soon... Thinking of this, I feel sweet again. I don’t know if I haven’t seen him for more than half a year. Is that person thinner or stronger? He is still as stupid as before, he will only giggle when he sees himself...

After tossing and turning all night, he finally waited until the evening of the next day. He waited and waited at the train station, waiting so desperately that his heart was so hot that his palms were sweating slightly.

What do you want to say when we meet?

She never took the initiative to hug him, at least... give him a hug, right?

What will you say after hugging?I can't really say anything... Ahem, I miss you so much, right?That's too embarrassing...

The mood of anticipation and nervousness passed by minute by minute, but he waited from the high sun to the sunset, from the moonlight to the dawn... He waited eagerly for the train all night, but he never showed up.

【Fu Shuai...】

He turned around in a daze, looking at the guard who had followed that person for half his life who suddenly appeared from behind.

【Why are you here?You are not taking the train...]

The man was covered in mud, knelt down with a plop, and his voice was hoarse from crying.

[The train...was bombed, they ambushed explosives in the bridge hole...Fu Shuai...everyone...everyone in that carriage...]

He couldn't hear the words that followed, or all the voices that followed. He was stunned for a long time before he mechanically found a voice: [Where is he...? 】

[We took the road and quietly transported the person back to the mansion... Fu Shuai!Fu Shuai, slow down! 】

Everything that day became blurred. Every time I tried hard to think about it, I couldn’t remember what I heard or saw on the road. My memory seemed to be stuck at the moment when I opened the door. The people who had waited eagerly for hundreds of days and nights were finally reflected in his eyes again, but they could no longer see what they should have been.

Only eyes full of bright red blood remained.

Suddenly, I felt a knife piercing my stiff and stagnant heart inch by inch.

He's still alive...?

With such a serious injury and so much blood, how could he... still be alive?

[He has been hanging on his breath, Fu Shuai...he has been waiting for you...]

He walked over step by step, and gradually couldn't see the person's face clearly, as if he was blind, he couldn't see anything clearly, only a patch of blood dripping down the person's eye socket intermittently.

He didn't say a word, he couldn't speak, he desperately wanted to shout, wanted to shout, but his throat seemed to be cut, and he couldn't even make a sound.

That person obviously didn't open his eyes, obviously he couldn't open his eyes anymore, his face was already bloody, he didn't know how that person saw him, how he heard him, how he opened his mouth, and uttered every word Such a hoarse voice.

He was facing his direction, on the face that had always been smiling for 20 years, for the first time, he saw his tears.

"do not Cry……"

He was crying, struggling to look at him, and murmured in a hoarse voice: Don't cry.

Master, don't cry.

Ting Li, don't cry.

He talked to him so much, and every day there were countless words that he said to him, twittering in his ear, making noise like a sparrow.But after so many words, he actually remembered every sentence clearly. For so many years later, every time he passed by the place where he walked together, he could always remember that person who had lingered in his ears with a smile, and talked endlessly. nag.

He remembered all of them so clearly, except for this sentence, which he desperately wanted to forget.

do not Cry.Ting Li, don't cry.

Why can't you forget it?

Why can't I forget such a simple sentence after spending half my life.

When he finally lay on that wooden bed and closed his eyes, he suddenly thought, forget it.

I have endured it for so many years, in the last minute of my life, just let me be willful once, is that okay?

Luo Yuting, at that time I told you, hold on, I will promise you anything, as long as you survive, I will promise you everything... But did you hear this sentence?

But it doesn't matter, whether you heard it or not, I have already promised you, so fool, we are actually married a long time ago, you know?

Although I didn't have time to hold a wedding, and I didn't have time to wear the two dresses I secretly prepared on us, but it doesn't matter. If you don't have time to finish when you are alive, you can do it after death.

I heard that if a ghost marriage is held, the marriage will continue in the next life. If you want me to be your daughter-in-law so much, then when I close my eyes, you will hurry up to pick up your Mrs. Yazhai.

You idiot bandit, this time you are not allowed to miss the appointment again.

When I open my eyes again, you must come to pick me up.

But you must come and pick me up.

【Hi! 】

The tall and strong fool followed him all the way, holding back for a long time, and finally got the courage to wave his paw at him with a silly smile.

[That... Hi!So what, you, why don't you talk? 】

At that time, he never imagined that the unforgettable person imprinted in his memory, with such a silly face, was entangled with him again.

He finally waited for him, finally hugged him, and finally gave him all the regrets and all the love that he didn't have time to send. He drowned in his arms, sinking wantonly in his hot breath, he thought Fate was finally willing to take pity on him once, allowing him to use a lifetime of suffering in exchange for a life that could be unbridled and happy.

But it turned out that all he thought was just a fake and self-deceiving joke.

"Fuli? Fuli!"

He raised his head, just like many, many years ago, he couldn't see the people in front of him clearly, and he couldn't hear those annoying voices clearly. He opened his eyes blankly, and his head was empty.

"How is Luo Ou? Are you still trying to rescue him? You...don't be like this, isn't there still no result? Don't scare yourself..."

"Guan Ling."

Guan Ling and Gao Lin who rushed over after hearing the news stared eagerly at the sign "under operation" in front of them, and the former immediately said, "I'm here, please calm down..."

The man's icy body moved slowly, and the words he spoke were as calm as if nothing had happened: "Do me a favor, can you?"

Guan Ling was taken aback, then nodded quickly: "Say it."

"The doctor says there's little hope, but...it's okay."

Gao Rin stared at him nervously. Hearing what he said, he couldn't help reaching out and grabbing his arm: "Fu Li, Luo Ou will be fine. We'll wait for the results of the operation to come out. You should sit and rest for a while..."

"I have no one else to turn to, so I just turn to you."

"...What do you want to ask for?"

Fu Li raised his eyes, and a smile appeared on his pale face.

"When the time comes, please do me a favor and bury us together."

……

Luo Ou always felt like he had a long, long dream.

That feeling was a bit inexplicable, as if floating in the air, surrounded by confused mist, it seemed that there was light, but it seemed to be wrapped in darkness, and I wanted to speak, but found that I couldn't even make a single tone.

The body is very light, and after taking a small step, it flew out lightly.

……what happened?

It's a weird feeling, but it's so weird... there's a terrifying sense of familiarity.

It made him shudder, resist, and don't want to recall it.

[Luo Yuting. 】

A strange man appeared in front of him. He was dressed in a dark green military uniform and a cloak. He was tall and thin, with strikingly handsome features.

The heart thumped, as if it was about to explode in the chest cavity.

【Is it funny?They told us not to resist... Heh, the devils had already hit the door, but they told us the 40 Northeast Army not to resist and to surrender directly... Haha, how ridiculous. 】

[I didn't care about them, I brought someone to call them, so now...]

The man smiled wryly, stretched out his hand, and gently touched the tombstone in front of him.

[But again, I will still send troops. I have lived until now, and there is only one thought left.] The man bent his straight spine and stretched out his arms, as if he was embracing the cold building. Tombstone, [Don't worry, our previous agreement, even if I am the only one left, I will stick to it. 】

[I promised you that to let us ordinary people live a dignified life, sooner or later, I will use these hands to seize our freedom, and when that day comes... I will go to you, okay? 】

He wanted to walk over, reach out his hand, and hold the man tightly in his arms.

But he couldn't walk, couldn't move, and couldn't even make a sound.

Just staring blankly like this, day after day, year after year, gradually, I became silent, as if my heart ached for a long time, and gradually became numb, I just accompanied him silently, non-stop Looking at him quietly, it seems that he is content with nothing.

[I almost died today... I'm really old and useless. 】

【It doesn't matter if you can't see it, I always feel that you took a fancy to my face before, but now I don't want you to change your mind when you see it. 】The man smiled and poked at the tombstone, which was already a bit broken, 【It's getting colder and colder, it seems to be snowing soon, remember to come to Fengtian to see me on the day of the first snow, I'll be waiting for you at home. 】

【You are really ruthless. After so many years, you have never had a dream. Are you really so willing to let me go? 】

The man coughed for a while, then slowly straightened his back, and lightly touched the words on the monument: [I'm going south, I may not be able to see you for a long time, don't miss me too much. 】

[Luo Er fool, I'm leaving. 】

Day after day, spring and autumn came, and he gradually couldn't remember how many days and nights passed. It seemed that one day, the surrounding suddenly became very lively. Everyone was cheering and crying. It made him, a lonely ghost, happy, and danced along with the endless crowd.

The man also drank too much, dragged his body covered with scars, limped to a dilapidated mausoleum, grabbed a bottle of wine, leaned his back against the crumbling tombstone, and laughed hoarsely: [Luo Yuting, we won. 】

【We won... Luo Yuting, we won...】

[What I promised you, I did it, Luo Yuting, I did it...Did you hear that?I did it...]

The man murmured nonsense, looked up at the dim moon above his head, and laughed drunkenly: [You don't keep your promise, I'm different, I'm... just as we promised, I've been waiting for you. 】

[But you bastard, it's been almost 20 years... It's been almost 20 years, bastard, why don't you come to see me once...]

【Did you really forget me...】

He has been watching silently for so many years, and that time, finally, it was the same as the beginning again, trembling all over, knelt down unbearably, stretched out his hand, and covered his face tremblingly.

"do not Cry……"

The man blinked, his reddish eyes froze for a moment, then he tilted his head and smiled.

[I didn't cry, I didn't cry once. 】

"Master, as soon as you cry, I... can't bear to leave..."

The man's pupils trembled, the corners of his eyes were slightly moist, and he asked with a smile: [Then I cried, will you come back? 】

"..."

[I'm crying, can you not leave? 】

"..."

The man raised his hand, wanting to grab him, but he was in vain, the hallucination in front of him really dissipated, he didn't speak any more, just smiled foolishly, then lowered his head after a while, the laughter stopped slowly again.

It seemed like a long time passed, but it didn't seem that long. On that day, Fengtian, which had been renamed Shenyang, was covered with heavy snow.

It was obviously the first snow, but it was blown by a biting cold wind, and it fell like weeping.

The man stood there all day in the snow.

Standing at the place where the train station no longer exists, on a barren plain, he went from the station when the sun was high to the sunset on the western mountain, from the moon and stars to the dawn, and then to the morning light, until the wind stopped and the snow fell. After stopping, he finally moved slowly, turned around, and walked back slowly step by step.

He was still floating behind him, watching his frail steps slowly stepping into the room, watching him touch the wood carvings on the table with his own hands, and then lay on a phoenix-patterned wooden bed, scratching Holding a silver pistol, he slowly closed his eyes.

His breathing was very slow, slower and slower, slower and slower, until the thin chest no longer rose and fell, until the shallow and slow breathing finally stopped completely.

He thought he should go too.

Without a trace of nostalgia, there would no longer be any power to hold him so strongly and persistently for so many years.

Suddenly there was a hint of dew after rain in the breath.

Cool and warm, just like the cold and gentle man buried deep in his heart.

A dazzling light suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

The light dissipated, and the man stared at him in a daze not far away.

It was the haughty and handsome appearance when they first met.

He watched from afar, suddenly smiled, then raised his arms, and opened his arms towards the man.

It seems... Seeing his stubborn young master cry.

The boy ran towards him and threw himself into his arms.

At the last moment, he thought, it's great, after so long, you finally hugged me.

"Roo."

The erratic consciousness fluttered slightly for a moment.

"Roo."

He came back to his senses in a daze, lowered his head, and found this familiar scene again.

"can you hear me?"

The man held his hand, brought it to his lips, and kissed it lightly.

There was a faint tear, and suddenly, it fell on the back of the hand.

With a sudden shock, he stayed there for a long time, and involuntarily stretched out a vanity hand, covering the man's pale face.

Just like many, many years ago, he could no longer embrace his lonely time.