give you a soft spot

"you've been drinking?"

My "um" was trembling, Yan Yiyun had seen me in too many embarrassments, I didn't move the microphone away, and kept spitting out the vomit that hadn't been cleaned up from my mouth.

"I don't like you like this."

His suddenly freezing words pierced my heart, and I asked, "What am I like now?"

"I don't love myself more and more."

I smiled weakly: "When you grow up, you will know that many things are beyond your control."

Yan Yiyun paused every word: "I have grown up."

It is true that he was exposed to world affairs before most of his peers, but he was still just a child in my eyes, and I asked him why he called so early.

It turned out that Chen Anli couldn't be contacted and I called him. I checked my phone quickly, and when I stood up, there was darkness in front of my eyes for a long time before I receded.

In the bar, no matter what the status of the phone is, it is equivalent to silent. There are indeed missed calls from Chen Anli. This kid is honest enough. He really managed to contact me as soon as there is news about his father. As an eyeliner, he is very dedicated.

After Yan Yiyun finished talking about the business, he kept asking: "Where are you? Can I go back to the hotel by myself? Do I need to pick you up?"

"I can do it myself. Aren't you going to another place today? Prepare well."

He smiled: "How do you know?"

Xi Zhuo Film and Television Culture recently launched an app that uploads the official itineraries of all the artists in the company, achieving enclosure management, which is convenient for fans to find idols and quickly spread the news.

It was on the homepage of that software that I saw the itinerary of billions of years. I have to say that this group is currently the company's key training target. They spent a lot of money on packaging and publicity when they debuted. The four teenagers really lived up to expectations. Going forward, he has achieved outstanding results among the same type of youth groups in the entertainment industry.

In the end, I was able to find Chen Zuoyi thanks to Yan Yiyun. The rest is up to me. His journey should not be such trivial things.

My doubts about why Chen Anli fully cooperated with me were explained when he took me home.

Three years ago, Teacher Chen's beloved wife passed away due to illness. He was so sad that he had no intention of retreating into the world. He quit the clothing design industry and then spent his days idle. His behavior became more and more strange, and his whereabouts were often unknown.

"So instead of me helping you, it's better to say you help me. I hope you can convince my dad to pick up his old job and do what he likes. I don't want to see him like a wandering soul without the focus of life, maybe Once you go out, you will never come back.”

In the face of mother's leaving forever and father's failure to cheer up, the most difficult thing is this 17-year-old kid. He is so sensible that people feel distressed.

I entered the house with Chen Anli with a more meaningful purpose, but was kicked out after just saying hello.

After Chen Zuoyi waved his arms emotionally to let me go out, the helpless Chen Anli told me not to give up through the crack of the door with an apologetic face.

What I saw was not a closed door, but a mountain of knives and a sea of ​​flames. I wanted to go by myself, and I couldn't stop even if there was no way out.

When he was still a student of Chen Zuoyi, he knew that he had a strange personality, but he did not expect that it would be more difficult to get close to him when he met again.Aside from the fact that people who engage in art are a bit strange, his behavior is more of a heartbreak and mischief.

I'm like a pervert, creating more opportunities to get in touch with him. Chen Anli, who is on summer vacation, is like a monitor I put next to Chen Zuoyi, and news about his travels can always be transmitted as soon as possible.

"My dad is going out to the concert."

"My dad is probably going to play football."

"My dad is going to drive out this afternoon, either to climb mountains or go fishing."

......

For the next month, rain or shine, I experienced what it was like to be a paparazzi, and tried my best to make sure that wherever there was Chen Zuoyi, there would be me.

Until later, he hid when he saw me.During the period, I couldn't get rid of it twice, and I called the police. Thanks to Chen Anli's explanation to the police system, I was able to escape.

I found that Chen Zuoyi was alone in all his whereabouts, no matter what he was doing.In the crowd, there is also loneliness overflowing in the eyes.

The day before I was urgently recalled by the studio, I sat with him on a park bench for an afternoon.

Without a single syllable, he quietly looked at the golden artificial lake not far away, like a statue.

Until the last sunset, he stood up, and I stood up as usual to watch him leave.

"Mr. Chen, are you really not going to hear why I came to you?"

He continued to walk without looking back, and still gave me a cold and thin back as an answer.

I stood there decadently. I'm afraid I really can't take this man in his 40s.He lives in a web of sorrow, even if I stand beside him, I still can't get close.The departure of a person who loves to the core is fatal. His soul seems to have gone with his wife, and he has to leave an empty shell to support his son.

Seeing problems in the studio, and the rematch of Phantom Light is coming soon, I no longer have the energy to squander, all the pressure is telling me: give up on Chen Zuoyi.

During the more than 30 days with Chen Zuoyi, I even suffered from a layer of depression. When Bi Gong came to pick me up at the airport, he thought I was not going well in the game when he saw me silent on the way.

"Should people live for others or for themselves?"

Bi Gong likes to smoke while driving, but today he didn't light it up, and he slurred his words while driving: "Why are you asking this question suddenly?"

I squeezed out a smile: "It's nothing, tell me about the studio."

"Don't mention it, I really can't handle it, and Ji Ming is going to die of anger."

The employees secretly sold the design drawings, and the other party first made the ready-made clothes and put them on the shelves. The studio put them on the shelves normally without realizing the problem, and the defendant plagiarized.

The most hateful thing is not that the house thief is difficult to guard against, but that the other party is a big-name online store, which distorts the facts by using the huge fan base every minute and rhythm, and clamors for Kakang Siyao, the boss, to speak out after repeated negotiations to no avail.

The first thing I did when I came to the studio was to apologize to all the staff, blaming me for not being able to keep an eye on the dynamics of the studio and making them feel wronged.

After returning to the office, Ji Ming followed him in: "I knew that you must apologize first when you enter the door."

I took off my coat and threw it on the chair: "How to say it."

"Senior, you are the kind of person who obviously felt that you were deaf when someone else pressed the mute button. Why would you blame others first?"

What kind of metaphor is this, I looked at Li Xi who was about to knock on the door, and beckoned her to come in directly.

"Boss, do you want to find out the ghost first?"

I shook my head and looked out of the window with absent-minded eyes: "At present, unification with the outside world is the top priority, and the family affairs will be discussed after the foreign enemies are repelled and the door is closed. You..."

Sudden calls from strangers.

After answering, the other party's calm voice filled his ears.

"See you at my door at five o'clock in the morning on September 9."

I looked at the other two people in the room who didn't know what to do amidst the sound of hanging up, "Damn it! It's Teacher Chen!"

Ji Ming and Li Xi looked at each other in bewilderment, and turned to go out with the look of this guy going crazy.