give you a soft spot

There is a saying, don't get close to your hero.

Not to pry into the truth behind their fame and prestige,

If you violate this taboo, you will see them purely,

But a depraved showman.

I've violated this taboo seriously, but I haven't seen any of Xi Zhuo's inconsistencies.

In my eyes, he is sincere, funny, and his life is terribly monotonous, except that he is working and preparing to work.

The new drama this time is a large-scale costume fantasy drama adapted from a novel. I have read the original novel many times. I have always resisted the film and television adaptation of novels. Adding too many commercial elements and deleting them beyond recognition will only destroy those irreplaceable memories in the hearts of readers. thing.

But after watching the official announcement of the casting, I immediately overturned my long-standing concept, thinking that Xi Zhuo is the most suitable hero for this drama.

It is naked selfishness to change the rules and bottom line for idols at will, and every star chaser has this feeling, so I will not be ashamed of my fickleness.

During the six-month filming period, once Xi Zhuo left, it would be the end of the year when we returned. We will be separated in different places for the past six months, missing each other and struggling separately.

He jokingly told me whether Kao would consider replacing him so as not to be a widow often.

I smiled and said nothing, he would not understand, the biggest reason why widows are still complacent is that no one else can compare.

The application for Phantom Light was done by Qiyi Remotely. I willingly accepted his willingness to help me, so I never asked him any questions until I got the application letter.

Phantom Ray's competition system has been changed this year. The final has been customized as a catwalk show, which will be co-produced with the TV station. The organizer is nothing more than addicted to making money. Otherwise, a group of weirdos will talk through the screen and talk about art that few people will understand. Aspect.

The one that caught my heart the most was Chen Zuoyi.But the chemistry teacher didn't reply for a long time, which made the situation fall into a deadlock.

Just when I decided to find another way, Yan Yiyun called and said that I wanted to contact that student.

I really didn't know that Yan Yiyun was watching this matter for me. Based on past experience, he never asked me anything that I didn't take the initiative to disclose, so I didn't know how to answer it. I was struggling to find a high school student. Mental preparation.

He suggested: "Since you have something to talk about, let's make an appointment to meet up."

It would be the best if I could meet Chen Zuoyi through Chen Anli, but I have no confidence in asking a child out as a strange adult.

When I couldn't make up my mind, Yan Yiyun said: "Leave it to me, we are the same age, we should be able to chat."

I have paid attention to Yan Yiyun's itinerary. He is going to record a new song in the past few days. I was afraid that my private affairs would distract him, so I refused.

This kid didn't accept it at all, and told me to wait at ease before hanging up the phone forcefully.

In the week before I started preparing for the Phantom Ray, there was no news from Yan Yiyun, but I was not in a hurry. After the Myanmar aid, I became very relieved of him.

One Wednesday, things moved on.

Yan Yiyun sent me the time and place to meet Chen Anli, but he didn't come that day.He is getting more and more busy, and the straight-up road is not easy to walk, but he still cares about me in the middle, and more than once made me feel that his younger brother is worth paying for me.

The first time I saw the delicate and beautiful Chen Anli in the American pastoral style coffee shop, a sentence appeared in my mind: boys and girls are either rich or expensive.

There is nothing wrong with him. His father is in charge of clothing design. The clothing of many people in this world has a direct or indirect relationship with him. Money, fame and fortune come with a wave of his hand. He has been in a nest of gold and silver since he was born inner.

But this young man who walked towards me didn't look like a kid from a rich family at all. He came alone, with a schoolbag on one shoulder, dressed low-key, and had a modest attitude.Standing still in front of me who got up, my eyes were bent, my lips were red and my teeth were white: "You are looking for me?"

It didn't take me a cup of coffee before I got the news that Chen Zuoyi would return from an outing and didn't know when he would return. I couldn't even get in touch with my own son.

"My dad is getting weirder and weirder, and I can't figure it out. I'm worried about him, but he doesn't tell me anything."

I said sincerely, "I'm bothering you because I really can't get in touch with him. Thank you so much for coming to see me."

I don't know if Chen Anli's last promise that he would contact me if he got news of his father was just perfunctory.I began to feel that the whole thing was like a child's play. I knew Chen Zuoyi's situation but still insisted on forcibly approaching him. It was really arrogant and rude.

However, I still want to exchange my shamelessness for the possibility of successfully meeting Chen Zuoyi.I found time to contact Chen Anli almost every two days. I was tired of my sloppy face, but that child was still polite and polite as always. The upbringing is really a good thing.

The draft for the preliminary round of Phantom Light was submitted at the end of July, which was also the fifth week of Xi Zhuojin's group.He said that the film and television city is so hot that raw rice can be cooked into mature rice.

After joining the group, he disappeared from the eyes of the media, but he kept in touch with me every day. I even knew in detail what he had for breakfast, how many times he took a shower, and the color of his underwear.

A week later, I was notified that I had entered the preliminary round of Phantom Light. I was in a completely different mood than when I ran 800 meters in my sophomore year. I just smiled calmly and continued to prepare for the next stage.

The preliminary competition is to test the designer's innovative design skills with graphic design drafts. The semi-final competition is a batch themed clothing exhibition. The final competition is about design concepts and character matching. I am going to the final competition. Among the fixed amount, the first couple wanted to use Ji Yikuan and his girlfriend Pearl White.

I left the hotel late that night, came uninvited, and walked into the bar where Ji Yikuan was a part-time bartender, intending to have a face-to-face interview with him.

The cooperation in the street shooting last time was very pleasant. This kid stole a lot of money from me. I am not surprised that he will open his mouth again, but this time he can't let him be at his ease.

He shook the wine glass in his hand, and smiled very naughty: "Then you can say what you want, as long as the money is in place, buddy, I will do anything."

It's not unreasonable to look up to Qian, I took a sip of the wine in my glass: "Not much, just one request, when you need it, no matter day or night, you must be on call."

People who like money are always easy to get along with, as long as you have what he wants, he will go with you.I suddenly like people like Ji Yikuan, who have a clear and pure purpose in doing things.

I didn't come out of the bar until it was almost dawn. The ground in the early morning was covered with water vapor, and there was dampness in the coolness. I squatted on the side of the road and vomited overwhelmingly. Retching.

When the phone calls suddenly, you can tell it's Yan Yiyun when you hear the ringtone, it's the new single from Billions of Years.