give you a soft spot

It took Bai Yang 13 minutes to get the response he wanted from me, and my vulnerability saved him 7 minutes of expectation.

In this game, he is the hero and I am the deserter.

He won because I really love Xi Zhuo himself rather than his fame and status, so it is effective to attack the heart.Presumably from the very beginning, he stood still and observed in secret. How could my unprepared and panicked movements be able to resist his meticulous thinking in arranging formations along the way.

I knew exactly how I lost, but I didn't have any resistance. I lost willingly. As long as I can keep Xi Zhuo and protect him well, I will accept the outcome.

All I could do was send him ashore and submerge in the water, and completely disappear before he turned his head.This is not selflessness, but selfishness, because only if he is better than me will I be better.

It was Bai Yang's last love to send me to the subway entrance and drive away. My soul was taken away, and I squeezed onto the subway to go to the company like a corpse. I passed too many people coming and going along the way. The sky was very blue. The sun is very warm, but all I have left is sadness.

The joy that may never return also takes away all the anxiety and fear.

I will, eventually, lose Xi Zhuo.

I spend more time as a passer-by than being close to him, so I should get used to it, but I am so delicate that thinking of never seeing him again makes my breath ooze.

I suddenly remembered He Xiu's story about a tree falling in love with another tree across the road, how ironic, and now I can also sit in the same seat.

Both Xiaoyou and He Xiu went with the team, the office is empty, it seems that Bai Yang just wanted to unplug me at this time, deliberately leave me alone, it is really difficult for him to arrange so naturally, even I, the client Believe that everything is just a coincidence.

Thanks to the Cindy next door who is still there, so that I will not let me know before I leave.

I let her down, she was so optimistic about me, reused me, and promoted me, but I suddenly stood at her desk and told her that I was going to resign.

Cindy was really surprised and basically asked me why.

"For clothing, I think I like designing more than matching. This job is very good, but I am not suitable for it."

After I finished speaking, she was silent, poured me a glass of water, and motioned me to sit down.

After receiving the glass of water, I remembered the first time I met her, backstage at a concert, and she stuffed the glass into my hand so kindly and considerately.

The sudden nostalgia made my nose sore, seeing her silent for a long time, I continued: "Sister, I must have let you down."

I prayed that Cindy would disappoint me once, but she still didn't.She raised her head and said to me: "Cheng Ming, don't ask for other people's opinions when you buy something that you think is good. This is actually the same as the choice in life. You live too terrified. You always think more about others than yourself. If you think about it, go ahead and do it, I’m still optimistic about you, I don’t know what will happen to a person who is too kind in the future, but it will definitely not be bad.”

After I came out of Cindy's office, I started to write my resignation letter. It was so simple that I didn't need to waste my brain cells to word it. I knew that even if I handed in a blank sheet of paper, I would be done.

Bai Yang's quick-cutting style of doing things can be regarded as giving me a good time, no time for nostalgia, no time for mourning.

First go to Minister Liu to get the seal, then to Mr. Luo to get the seal, and finally submit it to the Human Resources Department.

It didn't take more than 10 minutes for the approval, which was ridiculously fast.

No one asked me why I left. Everyone was used to the flow of people, but I got the final respect subconsciously.

The surface is calm and the heart is torn apart, all the sadness is taken over and swallowed with a smile.Living rationally is painful. I didn't understand it before, but now I seem to understand it.

At ten o'clock in the morning, I went downstairs to leave.

The elevator went all the way down smoothly, as if it was rushing to see me off.

When the elevator door opened, I ran into Yan Yiyun and three other children. The two young men born behind should be the new assistants.

"Brother Cheng Ming?" Yan Yiyun greeted with a smile.

I patted him on the shoulder and came out sideways. Instead of following his companion into the elevator, he walked over to me, looked at the small storage box I was holding and asked, "You...are you no longer working here? ?”

He guessed it lest I say it, I nodded and smiled easily: "Yes, it's not here anymore."

"Where are you going then?"

I thought about it and answered him patiently: "Not yet."

He was surprised and didn't continue to ask, but disappointed on his face: "We will debut at the end of the year, can't you leave then?"

The child is indeed a child, and his requests are so naive, but I like his naivety, and said with a smile: "It's okay, just work hard so that I can see it everywhere."

It’s fine if you don’t, it’s Xi Zhuo’s mantra, and it seems that I’ve picked it up inadvertently.

The assistant waiting there kept calling Yan Yiyun, and I didn't waste his time any longer. Before I left, I told him not to be sad, and we can keep in touch in the future.

The boy stood in the hall and watched me go. I walked down the steps outside and looked back. He was still standing there, expressionless, like a stone statue.

It is better to say goodbye hastily than not to say goodbye. I am content and hope he is too.

Du Teng bought food for me after he got off work at night, and when he entered the house, he said braggingly that he had trained the two newcomers today.

After putting away the lunch box, I turned around and lay on the door of my room, and I was stunned when I saw what I had packed.

"Xiao Ge, where are you going? On a business trip? Why don't I know?"

He was startled when he heard that I was going home: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, something happened at home, I have to go back and deal with it."

Speaking to Du Teng, this reason is more reliable than resigning to pursue a dream.

Sure enough, he believed it completely, and said sincerely: "If you have any difficulties, you must remember to tell me."

Regardless of whether he was polite or not, it sounded quite comfortable, I smiled: "Yes."

"when are you leaving."

"The plane tomorrow morning."

"It's so urgent, then I'll see you off."

"No, I'll just call a car."

"No, I'll take you off, let me know in advance when things are done and come back, and I'll pick you up again."

I really wanted to tell him, buddy, I don't seem to be coming back, but I didn't, and a good word almost used up all my energy.

From meeting Bai Yang in the morning to going to bed at night, I didn't show any extreme behavior, and I controlled my emotions very well.

But after receiving the message from Xi Zhuo.

I don't even want to be a grown man, I want to be a wayward kid.I want to cry, want to make a fuss, want to tell him how wronged I am.

"I'm thinking about you, what are you doing?"

After I covered myself with the quilt, the words on the screen of my mobile phone began to become more and more blurred, and my nose was blocked so that it was difficult to breathe.

Forcibly tell yourself, Cheng Ming, don't answer anything, absolutely don't answer.

Soon the phone began to vibrate crazily in the palm of his hand.

There was a strong conflict in my body, and I held my phone tightly, neither answering nor hanging it until the screen went off.

Tears slid down the pillow.

I'm sorry this time, Xi Zhuo couldn't hear him.