give you a soft spot

The button of the navy blue silk pajamas was unbuttoned to the third, and the hand with the knuckles stopped, the deep eyes looked down at me vertically, the breathing was fast and rhythmic, and the exposed collarbone was the undulating chest.

The posture of Xi Zhuo supporting me is too sexy, and it is too tempting for me.I won't be so stupid that I don't know what he wants to do, but I restrain the hot impulse in my body and stick to the bed without welcoming or hiding.

I'm looking at him, he's looking at me.The moonlight, which was blocked by the heavy curtains, shone into the bottom of my heart.

The person in front of you is the person in your heart.The sky-defying appearance is already fatal, coupled with the absolute silence at this time, it makes me nervous and awake.

Xi Zhuo's stillness was stuck in a dilemma, and the strength ignited in his expression slowly dissipated.After the adam's apple bulged, I tilted my body and fell beside me, lying face up and looking at the ceiling.He blended the long sigh into a peaceful tone: "The line says that falling in love with someone will make you feel overwhelmed, it's true, just like now, Cheng Ming, I can't help you if you want to leave."

I'm such a sinner, the words I said against my will when I was impulsive made it so difficult for him to do it, the fingertips that were ruthlessly digging the palm of my hand were hidden in the clenched fist, the pain made the real guilt come to me violently.

"Brother Zhuo, I'm sorry."

Xi Zhuo turned to look at me: "Thank you and I'm sorry you told me too much, you should know what I don't want to hear."

Yes, I know how to say these two useless words the most, they are used to represent myself who is also useless, and I was so choked that I couldn't answer.

While I was still in the original posture, Xi Zhuo grabbed my shoulders and pulled me over. We lay on our sides facing each other, with the tips of our noses forming a line.

He looked lonely: "Actually, from the very beginning, I knew that you were very disturbed. I was selfish and thought that as long as I was nice to you, it would be fine. When I heard you tell me this personally today, I suddenly felt that I was too useless to give you. want."

"It's not your problem, it's me." I looked straight into his eyes, stubbornly sinking in a little bit, I smiled wryly, "It's because you are too good, I can't catch up with you."

Xi Zhuo shook his head: "You just don't understand why, you just need to be yourself."

"I've lost myself," I said, avoiding my eyes, nose stuffy, "doing a job I like, with a decent income, but I always feel like I've left something behind in this comfort , the closer I get to you, the more I feel that I am far away from you. The things that once surged in my blood are extinguished. I am afraid that one day I will completely get used to looking up at you and spurning myself, becoming lazy and compromising. The persistence of dreams."

I never told Xi Zhuo about this, because I was afraid that if he didn't understand, he would feel that it was my ink marks. I lay beside him and faced him face to face, and the things hidden in my heart floated out in the middle of the night, and I could see everything at a glance.

He touched my face and said softly: "True empathy does not exist, so I will not look at the problem from your perspective, I will stand in my position to support you, no matter good or bad, Difficult or easy, if you want to leave, then I will send you off, if you want to come, I will also pick you up, we are all recruits when it comes to love, I am older than you, but I still don’t know how to face it correctly, but I Promise, if I can make you smile happily, I will never make you cry sadly."

Invisibly, a slap was slapped on my face. Cheng Ming, you can see clearly how good this man is. He loves you and cares about you. He never puts any pressure on you. Your pressure is all self-inflicted.You are the one with low self-esteem, you are the one who thinks about it, and you are the one who wants to solve it by leaving.Don't cry if you want to go, and don't make him feel powerless if you don't want to go.

I didn't smile happily, and I didn't cry sadly. Xi Zhuo's words made me feel the third kind, crying happily.

The first time I cried in front of him was when he expressed his heart to me. He was just as bewildered and flustered that day as he is now.

"I'm fine," I wiped my tears carelessly, "I'm really fine."

"Don't...don't cry," he leaned over and stared at me, "Did I say the wrong thing?"

I was completely amused by his ignorance, tears were still streaming down my face, slipped into my mouth, pursed my lips: "No, Brother Zhuo, you are quite stupid."

Xi Zhuo didn't expect such a turning point at all, his eyebrows were frowned in confusion, his mouth half-opened: "Huh?"

It's really hard for me to pinpoint his position. Sometimes he is very mature, sometimes he is naive. He is a peerless male god and also a funny male nerve. The only downside to him might be me.

I looked at him carefully, from forehead to face, from eyebrows to eyes, not wanting to look away.He is the master who is not afraid in front of thousands of cameras, but I feel a little scared when I see him.Looking at me with half-open arms, he tentatively said, "Get up and go out or come into my arms, I respect your choice."

What else to choose, I leaned forward and hugged him, my face just rubbed into his bare chest, holding on to him like an octopus.

I don't know if it was tickled by me, Xi Zhuo smiled like a child, hugged me and rolled on the bed repeatedly, finally he stopped, lowered his head and asked: "Is it in a good mood? Don't you feel awkward anymore?"

I rolled my eyes: "Who said that, I plan to hug you before getting up and going out."

"So greedy," he tightened his arms, "It's too late, I refuse to let you go."

I hit his chin when I wrestled out of his arms, and both of us gasped in pain.He stretched out his arms and caught me again. The tone of the elder brother: "Come, tell me about your dream."

I was willing to bow down to such a leaping thinking, and obediently rolled back and waved away my hippie smile like an on-site interview.

Xi Zhuo and I were talking like two long-time friends lying on the bed, one was in pajamas and disheveled, the other was wearing underwear and shoes.I said something to him, all kinds of laughter mixed in the words.

The topic is serious for a while and not serious for a while, and I don't know when they fell asleep cuddling each other.

But I know when we wake up.

When Bai Yang came in the morning.

Hearing a sound at the door, I got up reflexively to get out of bed and hide in the tall wardrobe.Xi Zhuo quickly pulled me back and stuffed me into the quilt, tidied up quickly and took me out the door.

The suite is big and full of rooms. I was terrified as I was lying under the quilt like a mummy, thinking that if it was not safe here, I would go to the balcony.

With the heavy quilt and the double blocking of the bedroom door, he had no idea what was going on in the living room, so nervous that he thought it was Bai Yang who lifted the quilt, closed his eyes and shrunk his shoulders.

There is a soft touch on the forehead, and Xi Zhuo's smiling face opens his eyes.

"Didn't get enough sleep? Woke up."

"Brother Bai Yang is gone?"

"Well, let me send you off, I'll be back later..."

I didn't hear him finish, I got out of bed and ran, almost biting my tongue: "Brother Zhuo, I'm leaving first."