give you a soft spot

The upper limit of happiness is still fixed, but the lower limit of pain is constantly refreshed.

During the two seconds I was running towards my mother, the image of her never waking up was in my mind, my heart was crushed instantly, and I even thought that if something happened to the woman who loves me the most, I would die .

When I got closer and saw her secretly half-opening her eyes and winking at me, I went from great sadness to great joy, and the heartbreak that followed was all acted out.

It was the ambulance called by the aunt from the opposite door, and the community security always arrived late, clamoring to drive those people away.

After I got in the ambulance, I squeezed my mother's hand, leaned over and asked, "Mom, did you really fall?"

Ms. Yuan Shujie opened her eyes and saw me smiling. The posture of about to sit up made the medical staff in the car panic, and quickly motioned her to lie down and not move.

With many years of dancing skills, my mother thought that she would have no problem if she fell, and the pain was caused by scratching the skin. After the examination was diagnosed as a waist muscle strain, she felt a little sluggish, saying that she lowered her center of gravity and chose to It must be the reason why she is getting old if she is on the ground and can hurt herself.

When Bi Gong arrived, I had just completed the hospitalization procedures, and it was Aunt Bi who called him, which inevitably exaggerated, he thought my mother was unconscious.

"Some of the muscle fibers were broken, and there was slight bleeding under the skin. The doctor said that it will recover in two weeks. I don't plan to toss her back."

Bi Gong snorted and said: "Go back to the fart, I will definitely not let you rest when you find your old nest. It will be better in the hospital, and it will be convenient for Auntie Yuan to recover from illness."

Xi Zhuoying saw my yell on the Internet that was marked as emotionally refusing to interview, and called that night, it was the landline number.

He eagerly asked about my mother's situation, and he was relieved only after making sure that there was no serious problem.

"Where are you? Are you okay?" I asked him.

"I'm at home with my mom and dad."

He then said: "I'm sorry, I failed to ease the matter and caused you trouble."

I chuckled: "Why do you apologize to me, we are in the same camp, if we can't overcome the storm, then we will suffer together."

"Cheng Ming, I've calmed down and thought a lot these past two days, and I've thought about it," Xi Zhuo said in a low and serious voice, "I'm going to announce the truth, and then I won't be an actor anymore. We've lived our lives, I... …”

"No, Brother Zhuo," I stopped, "You can't do that."

"you listen to me......"

"You listen to me first!"

At the corner of the hospital corridor, I shouted this sentence and my tone softened: "You once asked me if I thought about coming out to the world with you, and I answered you that I think you can hide me forever. I know now The situation is not optimistic, but from the day we were together, we should have thought that this day will come, it will come, but sooner or later. Promise me, don't admit it, as long as you don't admit it, no matter how hard the evidence is, everything will be true It's just speculation."

Xi Zhuo on the other side of the phone was silent until I asked him if he was listening, and he hummed.

"I love you on the screen, and I love you in real life, and I want them all to live well, Brother Zhuo, don't waver, say we are good friends now, use your team to find ways to kill this fact , first smash this nail down and nail it in, no matter what we have in the future, we will have a basis to withstand doubts, I am not afraid of wind and rain, I just want to wear the hat of a good friend and accompany you as a lover first."

I have walked through darkness alone, and I am still in darkness, but I carry light with me.

Xi Zhuo is the light that advances and retreats with me.

I hope that he can receive many favorite plays during the golden creative period of an actor. I hope that he can balance life and work and take care of himself. I hope that he can experience all the good things in the world in time.After many years, he can change from a famous star to an old artist with both virtue and skill. I will coexist with him in any lonely city.Even if one day he will introduce me in front of the whole world, it will be in the future, not now.

He must have been under a lot of pressure these days, and he kept suppressing his sobs after I finished speaking.He used to make me cry, but now I make him cry.

It’s just that he used to be strong and steady to be my reliance and coax me instead of crying with me, but I cried worse than him, my nose burst into tears, and there were not enough tissues in my pocket.

In the eyes of doctors and patients passing by occasionally, I, a family member of a patient, cried bitterly because of the serious illness of a close relative. In my own eyes, I was the most promising to cry for a rough love today.

The call lasted an hour and 10 minutes. Before the end, I asked Xi Zhuo to take a good rest and pay attention to his body.Then he adjusted his mood, found out Bai Yang's phone number and called.

Since I knew his feelings for me and Xi Zhuo were clear, I didn't hide anything from him, and I expressed my feelings to him.

"Brother Zhuo didn't let anyone intervene for more than 50 hours. He closed himself. One side is his future and the other side is you. He is making the most difficult decision." Bai Yang continued after a pause, "It's you who took the initiative to stand up The other side of the scale ended his pain, thank you for still willing to leave him to the world now, he is very lucky to have you."

No one knows what will happen in the future, but in the controllable present, make the best choice, this is what life has taught me.

"The reason why I still call you after talking to Brother Zhuo is that I am afraid that he will only listen to me temporarily, and then he will carry out his intentions to the end without authorization. I understand that he wants to give me an identity, and I know that he is never afraid Against the whole world, but that's enough, and I'm willing to stand in the shadow behind him."

When I asked whether it was Luo Shu's hands and feet, Bai Yang gave me an affirmative answer without reservation.He also told me that I was not alone.

With a full bow and arrow, after things turn into a direction, hit them directly.Xi Zhuo's team finally gave a response early the next morning, every word clarified my relationship with Xi Zhuo.

He generously admitted that I was involved in the concert ring incident, and explained every step of the way, even boldly affirming the difficult fact that I am gay.

Don't hide or hide, don't dodge or dodge, the lines that should be there will only increase and not decrease.Correct that Xi Zhuo and I are friends and not a couple, and point out that our relationship is very good. To sum up, I have a deep friendship with Xi Zhuo today. I never thought that someone would use the beach snaps and my sexual orientation to make a big fuss about Xi Zhuo. defamation.

This wording has aroused strong support from supporters of same-sex emotions, and it has also attracted the response of thousands of stars.

The rhetoric throughout the article is sharp, and the counterattack is delightful.How many people will believe it is not the point, the point is to give a reasonable and well-founded denial.

There is no shortage of truth in this world, but few people know it.

The wind and rain have not stopped, and the road ahead is unpredictable. We choose to bury the truth temporarily.

Falling in love with a man like Xi Zhuo, all the suffering is doomed, I can see it clearly, and accept my fate.