give you a soft spot

The soaring rationality made me take off the ring on my left hand before I left the hotel. During the few hours of flying in the air, the situation took a new turn. It was confirmed that I once took a special liking at Xi Zhuo's concert.

The really tricky thing is never to manipulate the source, but as long as someone throws out an idea, those dogs with sharp noses on the Internet will amplify and track the gossip.

The new hot spot has evolved into that I, Cheng Ming, have ulterior motives and deliberately use the ring to get close to Xi Zhuo in order to achieve the purpose of increasing my popularity.

I almost believed it myself, and I couldn't find anything wrong with the sound analysis.

It was indeed after that concert that I got closer to Xi Zhuo's life like a big leap forward, from his fanatical fans to his staff, from his staff to his male friends, from his male friends The friend becomes his rumored boyfriend.

It can be said that step by step, all in one go, it looks like it is completely planned.

Previously, the photos of me and Xi Zhuo at the beach were released, and many people called me a crazy villain. Later, it was rumored that I approached Xi Zhuo maliciously to tarnish his reputation, and many people called me a scheming villain.

In short, I understand that no matter what happens to us, no matter what they believe, I am destined to be the one who will be scolded the worst.

When everyone wanted to run up to me or question or insult me, Bi Gong who came to pick me up didn't say anything, just like when my sexual orientation was told to the whole class by a classmate in junior high school, he didn't like everyone else Disliked and laughed at me, still asked me to go home after school.

At that time he said: "Whether it is true or not, I am on your side, because we are good buddies."

Now he said: "Don't worry about those rotten people, give yourself a vacation, and spend time with your mother at home."

I was still afraid of waking up my mother, so I entered the door lightly.Seeing her old man watching TV on the sofa in the living room, he asked softly, "Mom, why are you still up so late?"

She sat up: "I got up just after dawn, and I can't sleep until now."

My mom was woken up early this morning by various calls from her good old sisters.

At the end of the day, she must have been worried and anxious. I felt a little distressed, so I advised her to go to bed.

She said to me in a soliloquy tone: "It was so sudden, how could it have been exposed."

I pulled her to stand up: "Mom, the person who wants to attack you behind the scenes will not tell you in advance."

"Is it true what is said on the Internet?"

"There's too much nonsense, don't believe it, let alone answer anyone," I continued after a pause, "It's best not to even read it, it might be passed on later."

After sending my mother back to the bedroom, I turned off the TV and sat in the dark living room for a long time.

There was no movement on Xi Zhuo's side, maybe he was still watching, or he couldn't find a way to deal with it.

I dare not contact him, too many people are putting pressure on him, if I push him further, what will he do.

More and more unread messages piled up on the phone, Yuan Miao must be crazy, her messages accounted for more than half of them, every text opened was a large piece, every voice was a long strip, those with exclamation marks added I chose to ignore the words and the maddening tone.

When I was about to force myself to go to sleep, a call came in from my mobile phone that I had forgotten to mute. The sudden sound of music made me hang up immediately.

Yan Yiyun's news came in quickly: "I know you're back, I'm downstairs at your house, you come down."

I went to the window and looked downstairs. He really stood under the streetlight and looked up. Because he didn't know the specific floor of my house, he looked at the whole building.

Why is this kid making trouble? Why is he coming to my side at this juncture.I still want to choose this day to deal with other people's ways and not respond, but his news came in again.

"I'll stand until you get down."

This person really wasn't trying to fool me, he stood there for nearly two hours at a time.

I came out of the room thinking he would leave before I could wait, but I didn't expect him to be still standing like a fool.

Feeling unbearable was my first reaction, so I picked up the keys, put on my shoes and went out.

When I got downstairs and walked out of the unit door, I said, "You go back, if there is anything to do, we can talk about it later."

Yan Yiyun walked towards me, expressionless: "I'm going to say it now."

I frowned and scolded in a low voice, "Why are you so disobedient?"

"I am obedient," he said slowly, "I will listen to whatever you say."

"Then why don't you go back?"

"I'll leave after I ask a question."

After listening to his words, I can even be sure what he wants to ask, I don't want to answer directly or lie to him too deeply, so I quickly organize the answer in my mind.

"Is your relationship with Brother Xi Zhuo what they say?"

I sighed: "Many things are unclear."

"You don't need to say," Yan Yiyun grabbed my arm, "Just nod or shake your head."

"I've already come down, don't stand still, it's cold in the early morning..."

"I seem to know the answer."

The young man interrupted me, his eyes dimmed, he watched me retreat step by step, turned around and ran away.

His figure getting farther and farther away in my sight finally disappeared at the gate of the community, and I felt the feeling that I was afraid of before. He might never want to call me Brother Cheng Ming again.

What does it matter, it is in his interest not to know me.

In the dream that night, I dreamed of Yan Yiyun for the first time.It was the first time we met at the station. He smiled and said his name to me, but then he ran away suddenly, avoiding me like the plague.

I didn't know that he ran away like crazy that time, it was the evacuation of the so-called friendship between me and him, and the clear and pure boy might have disappeared after that scene.

Two full days passed, and those who survived and refused to listen to the gossip on the Internet were about to turn their backs.

The inaction of Xi Zhuo's team was regarded as a blatant acquiescence, and during this period of time, I was not only scolded, but also remembered.

I thought that I would be less disturbed by staying at home and avoiding contact with the outside world, but I didn’t know who told me the address of my home. A disguised reporter came to the door, and the doorbell kept ringing, yelling various reasons and excuses just to let me open the door.

My mother came back from shopping and saw a stranger walking by the door, so she called me and told me not to open the door.

However, she had long been dug out to be a teacher of a certain dance academy, but she failed to escape the sight of those people, and was frantically surrounded and questioned in the corridor.

When I heard the sound and felt that something was wrong, I opened the door and ran out. My mother was already lying on the stairs a few meters away from me.I pushed away the people who saw me coming out and approached me, and ran to my motionless mother.

"Mr. Cheng, may I..."

"Get out of here!"

I glanced around angrily, and the super-loud shouts echoed throughout the corridor. I was sure that whoever took a step closer would kill me.