Hades out

Hades never got to the bottom of what he liked about Bai Bailuo, was it just because of that photo of an onmyoji?That seemed too superficial, but it was because of that photo that he became very interested in Bai Luo, and then had the idea of ​​destiny.After the two lived together, he felt that Bai Tianluo was good in everything, and he liked him no matter how he looked at it, but he couldn't tell when he really wanted to count them.The more he was afraid that Bai Luo would underestimate his feelings because of his answer, the less he dared to answer rashly. He didn't expect his hesitation to be rewarded with Bai Luo's thank you, and that thank you seemed to indicate something he didn't want to hear. ending.

"You said thank you, what do you mean?" Yan Wang was very disturbed. He really wanted to have an attitude today, the attitude of Tian Luo. He didn't dare to expect Bai Bai Luo to have the same feelings as him. Luo can tolerate his liking.He desperately wanted to know Bai Luo's thoughts, but now he was timid.

During the day, Luo smiled lightly, as if answering a very innocent question: "Thank you but... we two are not suitable."

"It's not inappropriate, it's very suitable... You let me take my time, I will write down everything I like about you, I can write a lot!" Yan Wang said and was about to get out of bed.

Luo stopped him during the day: "Meng Dashu! No need!"

"wait……"

"I don't like you!" Yan Wang thought he was mentally prepared to be strong, but when Bai Luo said these words so bluntly, he still felt hard to breathe.He wasn't breathing at first, but now he seemed to be choked by the throat, and instantly understood the collapse of human beings dying due to lack of oxygen.This is different from the feeling of being burned by the sun, it is more invisible and more terrifying.

Bai Bailuo's words were so straightforward, as if he had no hope at all, he was struggling to grasp something: "I don't like it now...what if later..."

"Not in the future, no matter how long, no matter what kind of feelings you have for me, I can't fall in love with you, do you understand? You don't have to like me, and I can't give you the response you want." During the day, Luo stared straight at Hades without the slightest dodge.He lied, he said he didn't like Meng Dashu, but he didn't lie either, he really couldn't give Meng Dashu the response he wanted, he couldn't let his future life be entangled with a male ghost all the time.

"Is it because I'm a ghost?"

"It's not just because you're a ghost, it's the same even if you're a human being. I'll get married and have children, and I'll build a home with the girl I like, and live the life I want to live..."

Bai Luo's expression looked particularly sincere. At this time, he was not serious, but gently said his prayers for a better life, his tone was gentle and yearning, and he even smiled a little.Like a tolerant elder, he didn't blame or debate the troublesome children too much, but said earnestly that you should go home obediently.Yan Wang felt that he was that child, and his love for Luo Na seemed to be a trivial matter during the day, so he just waved his hand and said stop making trouble.

"Why are you so sure you don't like me?"

"There is no reason for liking, and there is no reason for disliking. Everyone knows their truest feelings. You should understand this truth."

Hades' heart seemed to be bleeding. When Bai Tianluo repeatedly emphasized that he didn't like him, the pain he felt was tens of thousands of times stronger than that afternoon in Paris.He reached out and hugged Bai Luo, and couldn't help asking: "Xiaobai, do you hate me? You don't hate me, right? Otherwise, you wouldn't be so kind to me, wouldn't let me eat and sleep with you, wouldn't ..."

During the day, Luo was not in a hurry to break free, but calmly interrupted Hades: "I don't hate you, it's because you were trampled to death by me, and because you will only be a small episode in my life, but now It's different, you were not killed by me, and you didn't want to just be an episode. Meng Dashu...or I should call you Lord Yama, I don't hate you yet, but if you continue, I don't know if you will It's not going to be a nuisance."

Yan Wang felt that his mind was like a rock, and he couldn't think of a single reason to convince Bai Luo. He hugged Bai Luo almost piously, buried his head in his neck and smelled his good smell, desperate and at a loss.

During the day, Luo knew that the more he dodged, the harder it would be to break it. He didn't struggle at all, but patiently persuaded: "Let go...it's useless."

Yan Wang stubbornly held Bai Luo Luo in his arms, as if he would not lose him as long as he did not let go.He couldn't find a reason for Bai Bailuo to love him, he couldn't even find a reason for Bai Bailuo not to reject his love.He could use his power to force Bai Luo, but he was unwilling to do that. If he did that, he would not really love Bai Luo.He was unwilling to use the methods he could use, but he had no other alternatives. He felt deeply helpless, and that kind of helplessness made him taste the most unforgettable despair in his life.His silent crying finally turned into a deep sob, which made Bai Luoluo's almost shattered heart tremble.

During the day, Luo raised her head and wiped away her tears while King Hades couldn't see.He patted Hades lightly, and said, "Let go, I'm going back... If you miss me, you can visit me."

Yan Wang seemed to have received an amnesty, and raised his head to confirm: "Do you agree with me to visit you?"

During the day, Luo smiled helplessly: "Even if you disagree, I can't stop you..."

If during the daytime Luo did not object to seeing him by himself, Hades would follow him every day as before, trying to find a place in his world, even if during the daytime Luo repeatedly emphasized that it was impossible for him to fall in love with him, he would still want to be in his Add some presence to your life.But what Bai Luo said clearly meant that he was not willing, and the little hope that Yama had just ignited was instantly extinguished.During the day, Luo had just given him the last life-saving rope, but he was reluctant to let him hang on the edge of the cliff, unwilling to fall down and unable to climb up.It was as if a bowl of diaper with ice slag was splashed on Hades' hot body, which filled him with pain, and the pain was piercing to the bone.

Luo pushed him away during the day when Yan Wang was in a daze, and he stood up and said mercilessly: "Although I can't control you, I can control myself. I hope I won't be disturbed by you in the future, I think , the best way to guarantee this is to not be able to see you, so... there is something I want to return to you."

When Yan Wang saw Baitian Luo stretching his hands towards his ears, he immediately panicked. He jumped off the bed in a hurry, trying to stop Baitian Luo's movements, but Bai Bailuo quickly took off the ear clips.

Yan Wang understood that Bai Luo was determined to sever ties with him, and he was desperate again and again, but he never thought that Bai Luo could make him despair to this extent.

"I found Xiao Hei, and I returned the ring. I don't need to be an onmyoji anymore. In the future... I don't want to see ghosts again, so I will return this to you..." Bai Luoluo was about to put his ear on his ear as he spoke. Put the ear clip into the hands of the king of hell, and the king of hell retracted his hand to prevent Bai Bai Luo from touching it, and then Luo Bai put the ear clip into the pocket of his pajamas instead, the king of hell was afraid that the ear clip would fall out of Luo Bai's hand, so he had to stretch out both hands Clamping Bai Bailuo's wrist like iron tongs, pressing him against the wall, begging with his blood-red eyes open: "Xiaobai... don't give it back to me...you don't have to wear it if you don't want to, but don't give it back to me." I."

Yama knew that Bai Tianluo was not born with a yin-yang physique, and that he could see ghosts only by relying on spiritual objects. Without these things, he would be no different from ordinary human beings.This is no longer a question of whether I can still see him. If Bai Bai Luo returns the ear clips back, then no matter what he does, Bai Luo will not be able to see him, and he will completely disappear from Bai Luo's world.

Even though Bai Luo was full of reluctance, he still hardened his heart: "It's useless, I can't stop you, and you can't stop me, even if I don't throw him here today, I will leave him somewhere else tomorrow." , since that’s the case, you might as well let it return to its original owner.”

Hades really has nothing to do, he can only rely on Baitian Luo to be soft-hearted: "Why do you have to do this?"

"Lord Hades, people and ghosts have different paths, why should you..."

"I know that people and ghosts have different paths. I won't look for you, I won't disturb your life, I'll just wait for you here, and let me see you when you come down later." Yama repeatedly lowered his bottom line, He knew that he couldn't do it, but he didn't care whether the promise could be fulfilled at this moment, he just wanted Bai Luo to keep the last contact between the two.

During the day, Luo knew that Yan Wang's words would not be true, so he followed his words and defeated Yan Wang's army: "If that's the case, take back the ring...it doesn't make any difference."

Hades who was seen through was helpless, he couldn't believe that he and Bai Luo would end up like this today.It turns out that Bai Luo's kindness to him really doesn't mean that he has a chance. It turns out that the so-called will think that he is so vulnerable, and it turns out that losing can come so thoroughly.Things happened suddenly that day in France, and both of them were a little impulsive. He could understand Bai Luo's merciless treatment of him who was dying, and he could excuse him.After waking up, he sorted out the clues over and over again. He analyzed whether Bai Luo might even have a slight liking for him. He wondered whether Bai Luo would come to see him and forgive him.He believed that Bai Luo had a crush on him, so he accepted so many hugs and kisses so sweetly, and he also accepted Bai Luo's growing dependence, which was reflected in his eyes. The twinkling joy made him believe that he would not miss a chance.But now it seems that his self-confidence, which has been suppressed to a small extent, is full of absurdity and pitifulness. He is not qualified to expect forgiveness and opportunities. He is not even allowed to appear in Baitian Luo's world.He was helpless, but still unwilling to give up, "...Xiaobai, is there nothing you miss about me? Do you have to stay away from me so completely?"

Bai Luo's heart is far from being as calm as he looks. He is destroying his love with his own hands, and cutting off the connection between him and his beloved.He knew that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and he wanted to end this matter as soon as possible, but he didn't want to make Meng Dashu suffer so much.He was obviously suffering so badly but still pretended to be ruthless. Only he knew how tormenting it was.At this moment, the person he loved so much was tortured to the point of haggardness by him, which made his heart feel sour layer after layer. This sourness was entangled with the original heartache, and a more intense sadness broke out, which finally made him unable to bear it. Stop crying.

Yan Wang was startled at first when he saw Bai Luo Luo's tears, and then became joyful. He released a right hand that was holding Bai Luo Luo, stroked Bai Luo Luo's cheek vigorously, and asked in front of Bai Luo Luo as if hypnotizing and confirming: "You're crying...Actually, you're also reluctant, right? You're as sad as I am, right? You came to me because you care about me, right?"

He anxiously waited for Tian Luo's answer, but only got a sentence: "If I don't have a magic weapon, I won't have a Yin-Yang constitution. If you come to see me, don't look at me for too long. I will get sick. If you are really like what you said If you love me so much, you should be reluctant to let me always go to the hospital..."

He is pushing himself!Yan Wang knew that during the day Luo was forcing himself to let go step by step!Whether he likes him or not, he is determined that he can't bear him!

Yan Wang didn't want to hear what he didn't want to hear anymore, so he forced himself to cover Bai Luo's mouth with his own lips.It was an aggressive kiss, mad and desperate.Hades wanted to melt Bai Bai Luo's frozen heart with this fierce kiss, Bai Bai Luo accepted it sadly, trying to calmly remember the last intimacy that belonged to the two of them.He knew he was wrong early on, but he made excuses for himself and forced the mistake not to be a mistake.He went farther and farther on the wrong road, only waiting for a red light to stop himself, but he couldn't wait for the red light for him, so he had to step on the brakes himself.On the verge of collapse, he clings to his rationality tightly, with thousands of melancholy accumulated in his heart, he slowly closes his eyes, and let go of the hand holding the earring.

In the next second, Bai Luo returned to his home.His last impression of the Underworld was the eyes and eyebrows of Meng Dashu who were close at hand in the room that was so red that it didn't look like hell, it was his fluttering thick eyelashes and cold lips, it was that kiss that was not panting but extremely intense.

The moment he let go of his hand, he returned to his home, a home full of traces of Meng Dashu's life.

During the day, Luo dragged his tired legs to climb onto the bed, hid in the quilt and burst into tears.He could only hide and cry, he didn't even dare to make a sound, he couldn't see Meng Dashu anymore, he didn't know if Meng Dashu would hide in some corner and watch him, would he see his love in his surging tears? sincere.

The cold wind was blowing outside the window, and the biting coolness invaded through the cracks in the window, freezing the whole room like a hellish hell.Luo didn't turn on the floor heating during the day, he was shivering under the quilt, but he didn't want to get up and do something for himself, he felt that his frozen hands and feet were warmer than his own heart no matter what.The wind whimpered, like ghosts crying and wolves howling. During the day, Luo didn't know whether he was more sad or the wind was more sad.

During the day, Luo fell into a deep sleep with endless tears. Maybe he was too tired, or maybe he spent the last time in the underworld as an ordinary human. He fell asleep for two days before waking up.The phone was out of battery, Luo charged it up and turned it on during the day, reported to Ke Qi who had called him several times that he was safe, then squinted his eyes and retracted his hands under the quilt.

After Bai Luo woke up completely, he started to tidy up the house. He needed to forget the past six months, and even forget everything from meeting Xiao Hei in the orphanage.He found a big cardboard box, threw in the clothes of the same style as Meng Dashu's, and threw in all his clothes that Meng Dashu had worn.The suitcase he brought back from France still contained Meng Dashu's face-kini. He squeezed the thing with a wry smile, pulled it, and threw it in helplessly.

The suit was also worn by Meng Dashu, and it was quite expensive. Luo hadn't worn it a few times during the day, but he still gritted his teeth and threw it in.

There is also the dog-headed sweater bought at the playground. During the day, Luo remembered that he said he would burn it to Meng Dashu, but Meng Dashu refused to let it go. At that time, he thought that after Meng Dashu left, he would put away the two clothes for a thought, but now what? Couldn't find another one either.During the day, Luo took out all the clothes in the closet and threw them on the bed as if to vent his anger. He searched one by one, over and over again, but still couldn't find Meng Dashu's one.He hugged his dog-headed shirt in his arms, curled up in the pile of clothes as if he had been wronged, and secretly wiped his tears with the clothes under his body.

In the end, Bai Luo still couldn't find the dress. He moved the big box of things to be thrown away to the stairwell, and then folded the clothes he found out one by one and took them back into the closet.He was so tired that he was sweating profusely, but he didn't want to stop. He started to tidy up other rooms, and he wanted to remove all things related to Meng Dashu.

This place must become a brand new home, for Meng Dashu who came to peep secretly to see it, and also for himself who needs to get out of Meng Dashu's shadow.

Luo walked around the room during the day, and suddenly realized that he was completely useless.

The slippers were worn by Meng Dashu, the pots and pans were used by Meng Dashu, the sofa was once sat on by Meng Dashu, the bed was once slept by Meng Dashu, and even he was hugged and kissed by Meng Dashu. traces are completely erased.

Luo Luo couldn't solve this problem during the day, so he could only throw himself into the sofa weakly, and turned on the TV to divert his attention.

The world of animals was broadcast on TV. During the day, Luo remembered that Meng Dashu liked to watch it very much. He learned how to call animals while watching it. At that time, he always complained about his childishness, but the more he complained, the more he wanted to learn, and he even pulled himself to listen to him like Not like, I made myself learn from him in order to correct him.

During the day, Luo didn't want to see this kind of program related to Meng Dashu, so he changed channels around, and finally stopped at a noisy variety show.The people on the TV looked happy, but that kind of happiness couldn't reach Bai Luoluo's heart, he didn't think it was funny at all.This show has nothing to do with Meng Dashu, but Bai Tianluo still thought of him. The guests on stage were playing a game about taking photos of specified actions, and Bai Bailuo remembered that there was another photo of him and Meng Dashu, the only one.

During the day, Luo found that photo in the photo album. The group photo was obviously to realize Meng Dashu's wish, but there was no smile of Meng Dashu in that photo, but during the day Luo seemed happier.The face kini prevented Meng Dashu from revealing his true self, and the sunglasses even covered his most beautiful eyes. Meng Dashu's emotions were all expressed by gesticulating fingers, like a well-behaved photo of a tourist.

What was Meng Dashu's real feeling at that time?Probably really happy.

During the day, Luo remembered that Meng Dashu always praised him for his beautiful eyes, but he felt that his eyes were flat, but Meng Dashu's eyes were more beautiful.Meng Dashu's eyes are big, but they are not blindly round. The head of his eyes is slightly down, and the end of his eyes is a little bit up, like the soft and charming shape of flower petals.When he is not frowning, there is always a smile in his eyes, and his eyes seem to have a glass of peach blossom wine in them, which is full of romance and can make people feel slightly drunk.If he laughed, the wine seemed to be more fragrant, as intoxicating as old wine, he looked at himself with a slight smile, eyes narrowed, holding hands, he could see himself in a trance, not knowing where he was.

In addition to the eyes, Meng Dashu's mouth is also very beautiful. The corners of his mouth have a very special curvature. When he tilts his mouth and smiles, he always has a feeling of knowing everything. If both sides of his mouth are curled up, he looks like a cunning fox, clever And charming, can fascinate people.

Not only the appearance, Meng Dashu's behavior is also very special.When Bai Tianluo recalled the extent to which he had tolerated his presumptuousness towards him in the past six months, he found it inconceivable. Meng Dashu acted like a romantic pervert, always hugging him stickily and saying sweet things.If he was a human being, Luo Bai would definitely have an alarm bell in his heart, but he is a ghost, a ghost who does not understand human affairs, and a ghost who seems to be using those to express love, so Bai Luo accepted in desperation. , got used to it, addicted to it.

He pretends that he does not understand, but in fact it is himself who does not understand.

During the day, Luo zoomed in and zoomed out the photo, zoomed in and zoomed out again, he stared at the photo reluctantly for half an hour, and finally clicked delete.

Except that this is not a group photo, they also have a chorus that is not a chorus.

During the day, Luo found the song in the singing software. He clicked on the play and listened to it again, but he still felt that it was his own song.At the end of the song, a sentence from Luo Baitian was recorded, "it's over" with a smile, which was what Meng Dashu said when he roared "because of love".

As if everything had been foreshadowed long ago, Meng Dashu did it because of love, and what he could give was over.

It really should be over.

During the day, Luo reached out and clicked delete, but when the confirmation pop-up popped up, he couldn't do it anymore.Once the song is deleted, it really disappears, completely disappearing from this world, no matter how much he misses it in the future, it is impossible to restore it.Bai Luo hesitated for a while, and finally clicked cancel.

During the day, Luo felt that he was simply deceiving himself and others, making things difficult for himself.He restored the group photo from the photo recycling bin, went to the stairwell to move back the big cardboard box, and locked it in the cabinet containing the guitar.

What needs to be changed is not these things, not this family, but himself.During the day, Luo opened the thick curtains in the house, and opened the curtains in front of every window in the house. He wanted the sunlight to come in and shine in from every window in his house.

He wants Sunshine to take him to forget everything related to ghosts and start a new life.