Hades out
Chapter 25———————
In early December, Bai Luo received a call from Ke Qi.During this period of time, the two of them did not communicate frequently, and only occasionally chatted a few words in the circle of friends. No one took the initiative to bring up the previously agreed to meet again another day.
When Luo received the call during the day, he thought that Ke Qi was asking him to have dinner, so he clicked to answer and looked at his watch, wondering if Meng Dashu had started cooking at this time.
To Bai Luo's surprise, Ke Qi did not invite him to get together, but invited him to France to participate in a series of activities such as forum meetings.It turned out that Ke Qi also had business dealings with one of the partners of Bai Bai Luo's new project. He happened to know about Bai Luo's cooperation with the other party, and intends to introduce some French professionals in related fields to Bai Luo.It just so happened that Bai Luo also wanted to carry out cross-border cooperation recently, and he was worried about the lack of connections, so he immediately agreed to Ke Qi's invitation.
This trip is extremely important, Luo Bai thought it over and decided not to take Meng Dashu.On the way home from get off work, during the whole day, Luo Luo was thinking about whether Meng Dashu would be furious or sad when he heard the news, and he, who was always cautious, took two intersections in succession.
Hades cooked a few big dishes that day, and waited eagerly for Bai Tian Luo to praise him, but what he was waiting for was the news that Bai Bai Luo was going to travel far.The King of Hades is a bit troubled, people have national boundaries, and ghosts also have them. The six realms in France are completely different administrative agencies, and King Hades is not a brother of the ghost world over there.Ordinary ghosts will die as long as they go out of the country. The King of Hades is extraordinary. He can go out of the country, but his magic power will be weakened in a foreign country, and his survival will be more difficult.
If this happened half a year ago, the danger would have been greatly reduced, but he has been in the Yangworld for almost half a year, and recently he has clearly felt that he is not as strong as when he first came here, and even casting spells has become more difficult than before.If it wasn't for his poor condition, he could have grasped those two strands of soul better that day and ran faster, so it would be impossible for Bai Luo to catch up with him.If he could practice a little bit, there would be no such obvious changes, but he has never dared to practice, he was afraid that when he practiced, his ghost energy would be too strong, and other onmyojis would perceive his special identity.
He is not afraid of anyone discovering his identity, except Bai Luo.He was afraid that this kind of news would reach Bai Luoluo's ears, and he couldn't take such a risk.
Meng Dashu neither yelled that he couldn't do it nor acted coquettishly, but instead had a deep expression on his face, which made Bai Luo feel very fresh and a little bit disappointed.He originally thought that Xia Zijing was very dependent on him, and he even fantasized about Meng Dashu pestering him and insisting on accompanying him, but now it seems that he takes himself too seriously, and he has no intention of following him at all.
Ever since he discovered his little thoughts, during the day Luo often thought, Meng Dashu always said that he would stay by his side, was it true or false?If it is true, then what does he want to stay in Yangjian, or stay by his side?Killing him himself, but being regarded as a reliance by him, what kind of psychology is this?Do you regard yourself as a life-saving straw to stay in the sun and continue to live, or is it something else?
What does a person mean to a ghost? The answer is ready to come out.
During the day, Luo didn't want to think about that. He preferred that Meng Dashu simply missed the world, or that he really wanted to be friends with him, or even wanted to be with him.
Seeing that Meng Dashu didn't speak during the day, Luo had to make arrangements for him: "If you don't want to stay at home alone, go out and roam around by yourself. This is a big city with so many temptations. Maybe you won't want to come back after wandering around... But you'd better be careful of other onmyojis, even if the underworld doesn't accept you now, some unknowing onmyojis might beat you up and arrest you and send you over."
In fact, Yan Wang only hesitated for a few seconds before making up his mind to go with Luo Bai. He was thinking about three things in his mind. It's how he wants to keep himself safe.Yan Wang was thinking about these few things with all his heart, and he didn't listen to a word of Luo's jealous words during the day.
Seeing Luo get up during the day to find his passport, Yan Wang followed behind and asked, "Why are you going to France all of a sudden?"
Luo walked into the study during the day without looking back: "Work, Ke Qi invited me to go, there will be a forum event, and there will be related social gatherings and seminars afterwards."
When Yan Wang heard the name of Ke Qi, he immediately felt unhappy, thinking that even if he died in France, I would follow him.
During the day, Luo sat at the desk and rummaged through the documents needed for visa application. Hades couldn’t find an extra chair to sit on, and was too lazy to move it in the living room. .
After a while, Yama Wang said, "I'll go with you..."
"No." Bai Tianluo interrupted Yan Wang's request very simply, his tone was cold, but there was a tinge of joy in his heart.
Yama knew that Bai Luo would definitely refuse, and that the rejection was reasonable, so it was not easy for him to ask why.During the day, Luo saw that he stopped asking questions and stopped his movements. He turned his head to look at Hades, and added with a serious face: "This matter is very important to me, and I don't want to be distracted by you."
A stone fell from Yama's heart. It seemed that Bai Tianluo didn't know that ordinary ghosts couldn't go to other countries at all.
Yama pretended to be disappointed, and held Bai Luo's arm: "Then when are you going? How long will you be going?"
During the day, Luo turned his gaze back to the materials on the table, and replied, "The earliest activity is on the 26th, and I will start around the 20th, and I will go for about ten days."
Yan Wang stood up, stared blankly at Luo Bai, and said nothing more.Luo Luo was startled during the day, and felt that Meng Dashu's reaction was a bit unusual. He looked up at Meng Dashu suspiciously, wanting to ask what's wrong, but saw Meng Dashu lower his eyes, lightly kicked the corner of the table twice, turned and walked out of the study .
During the day, Luo froze for a moment, then reflexively followed.
Hades' play hard to get, he knew that Bai Tian Luo was following him, and when he reached the door of the study, he suddenly turned around to face Bai Bai Luo, who was caught off guard and bumped into him.
Yan Wang held Bai Bailuo's waist with one hand, held his forearm with the other, and fixed his body so that he would not retreat too far. He looked deeply at Baitian Luo, and said in a deep voice: "Xiaobai... today you When I was not at home, someone from the underworld came."
There was a bang in Luo's head during the day, and he clenched his fists, feeling a chill all over his body.
"Yes... are you going to take you away?"
"In half a month, almost before you go to France, they will come and take me away."
During the day, Luo's mind was extremely clear, but he couldn't move, and didn't know what to say or do.His nose was sour almost instantly, but the urge to cry was quickly suppressed by him.Meng Dashu was going to leave sooner or later, he was mentally prepared, but the parting came so soon, it was beyond his expectation.In fact, it's not fast, it's just that he has avoided this matter a bit recently.When I first met Meng Dashu a few months ago, he hoped that he would go away every day, but now he was waiting for him to leave and hoped to have more memories about him, just like a Ferris wheel with a limited time. After finishing this lap, I have to go down, and I clearly understand that I must return to the ground, but when I am in it, I still hope that the time will be longer.
During the day, Luo couldn't understand his mood. What he got was a news that he had expected. He resisted that moment, but he was looking forward to it. That day would bring him redemption and end his wrongful indulgence. , He can finally force himself to end some feelings that he shouldn't have.There are mixed emotions in his heart, some are lucky, some are sad, some are obedient, some are reluctant, and some are worried... He is worried about Meng Dashu.
What will happen to Meng Dashu after he is taken away?He is different from Xiao Hei. Xiao Hei is free and has always been free. He has not been taken away by any onmyoji or ghost messenger, so I can still count on seeing him again.But Meng Dashu, will he reincarnate quickly, or will he experience a long wait in the underworld?Can I see him again?
During the day, Luo clenched his fists, looked at Hades with wet eyes, and asked, "Then will you come back to see me?"
His tone was not as calm and crisp as before, it was limp, like a little kitten flopping into a ball when it was unsteady, full of natural cuteness and helplessness.
When Yan Wang saw Bai Luo's expression, he was sure that he was sad. He almost wanted to expose his lie immediately, and hug Bai Luo in his arms to coax him.But only by setting a long line can he catch big fish, so he had no choice but to endure the pain in his heart, pretending to be sad and hesitating to speak, and swallowed.
During the day, Luo blinked timidly, and suddenly smiled in a concealed manner, and his tone became very hard on purpose: "Actually, I want to say that you must never come back after you go, don't act so sad, and make you I'm not even happy."
Yan Wang saw through Bai Bai Luo's unnaturalness at a glance, he leaned forward again tentatively, put his forehead against Bai Bai Luo's forehead, and asked, "Will you miss me?"
With a simple sentence, Luo Baitian lost all other feelings, leaving only a sour stream flowing around the bend in his heart.The place touched by the running water left a burning pain after being sour, it was hot.His heart seemed to have been kneaded forcibly, like discarded waste paper, twisted into a decadent ball in his heart.
A minute ago he was still thinking about how to get rid of Meng Dashu, but now he got the news that Meng Dashu would leave him forever. He was so sad that his voice trembled, but he didn't allow himself to be sad, he shouldn't be sad.He was absurdly bewitched by a ghost, drowned in his eyes, presumptuous in his tolerance, weak in his company...he indulged himself in allowing himself to love him for a while, knowing that the mistake would end .When that moment comes, he should accept it frankly, be grateful devoutly, and bravely forget that he should have done this...but all of this is so difficult.
He has always been restrained and reserved, strictly planning his life, and implementing it step by step.Accidents should not occur, and should be resolved as soon as possible, and then quickly get back on track.This is Bai Luo, and this is the attitude he should have.
During the day, Luo resisted the simmering emotions, hugged Meng Dashu gracefully, patted his back lightly, and said, "I will miss you, as I said before."
Yan Wang hugged Bai Luo Luo forcefully, and he was also in a complicated mood.He couldn't fathom Baitian Luo, who was undoubtedly good to him and had feelings for him, but what kind of feelings and how deep the feelings were, Bai Luo's performance was not obvious at all.Sometimes he resisted himself, and sometimes he took the initiative to show his favor, repeatedly, indifferent.If he took a step closer, he would obey with a frown, but if he took another step closer, he would immediately draw out his protective knife and shout back ten steps.
Hades doesn't know how many steps are still between the two of them. He feels that although he lives in Baitian Luo's house, he is still just walking around the edge of the house. He is very close to Baitian Luo, but Bai Bailuo seems to stick to some bottom line , to exclude him solidly.
What did Bai Luo exclude him from?
It felt like more than just love.
It seems to be excluded from his life.
A passer-by, a passer-by he didn't intend to keep in his life.
Because they are passers-by, they treat each other politely and warmly, not to mention enthusiasm, and there is no need to be indifferent. Anyway, in the end, it is just a relationship of waving and saying goodbye.
Because it is a passerby, because it will not stay for a long time, so it is unnecessary to like or dislike it, and it does not matter whether the memories left behind are good or bad, as long as the traces are not so heavy.
Hades began to feel uneasy again. He made such a fuss because he planned to play hard to get, and finally persuaded Luo to let him go to France when he was reluctant to part with him during the day. Now he was very afraid that he would be turned into an army.
Hades learned to be apprehensive, but he never learned to give up.
Outside the long pavilion, beside the ancient road, we will meet again after seeing off.Hades was worried, but he didn't take this matter too seriously. If this trick failed, he would continue to think about it. If one trick fails, there are countless other tricks.
The fact that Hades is going to leave is nothing but a lie to himself, but it is a big deal to Luo Bai. Luo Bai is concerned about this matter, but he is unwilling to show it.He suppressed all his thoughts, thinking about this matter endlessly in his head, feeling depressed for a while, cheering up himself for a while, tossing himself silently.From that day on, he couldn't sleep well. He either dreamed all night or had insomnia almost all night. He was more tired after sleeping than not sleeping, and he couldn't work at all during the day.He has to be busy applying for a visa, preparing for the meeting, and familiarizing himself with the companies that Ke Qi intends to match him with in advance. He is obviously very busy, but he has to be distracted by the wrong lover. Melancholy about to leave, almost driven crazy.
It is impossible for him to keep anything, because of emotion and reason, it is impossible to keep him or the other party, but he still wants to do something.
He remembered that Meng Dashu still had a wish, to sing a song with him.
In fact, it is not difficult to sing together, but it is difficult for Bai Bailuo to record Meng Dashu's voice.I used facekinis and clothes for taking pictures, what can I use for singing?
During the day Luo thought of an idea.
Yan Wang was very surprised when he saw Bai Tian Luo moved out the guitar to teach him. He didn't understand how Bai Luo was still in the mood to do these things when he was about to leave. Could it be that he wanted to train him a skill before he left?Yan Wang had no intention of studying, and knew that he was not that material, but during the day when Luo pinched his fingers and taught him how to play chords, he enjoyed it very much, so he didn't say anything against it.
After all, Meng Dashu is not a human being. During the day, Luo did not dare to overestimate his ability to learn to sing and play the piano, so he chose a song that he could sing along after listening to it three times, and the chords were very simple.Meng Dashu's voice can't be recorded, but the voice he created can be recorded. During the day, Luo wanted to play and sing with his guitar as a surprise for him.He didn't tell Meng Dashu his plan, but only asked Meng Dashu to practice hard at home during the day and wait for him to come to check and accept.The spell that Hades knew didn't include how to play a piece of music, so he had to fiddle around with his own hands. After a few days, he didn't learn the chords, but he broke a guitar string.
Yan Wang was ready to be scolded, but he didn't expect that Luo didn't scold him during the day, but changed a string from the piano shop and asked him to continue practicing.Yan Wang waved his hand, indicating that he was really not that material.Bai Bailuo persuaded Yan Wang patiently for several rounds, but Yan Wang still refused. Bai Bai Luo hugged the guitar back, stared at Yan Wang directly, and put all the resentment into his eyes.
Yan Wang was so stared that his heart was frightened. Just as he was about to give in, he saw Tiantian Luo sighed, got up and put the guitar into the cabinet, and sighed in a lost tone as he walked: "I want to help you realize your wish. If you don't care, then it's fine." gone."
Yan Wang lay on the back of the sofa and looked in the direction of Bai Luo's walking, and asked suspiciously, "Help me realize my wish?"
During the day, Luo closed the cabinet door, leaned back on the cabinet and crossed his hands. He glanced at Meng Dashu, then looked at his feet: "Don't you want to sing with me? I think if you can play the piano, you can record it. .”
Yan Wang was shocked: "Are you doing it for me?"
During the day, Luo walked back to the sofa and sat down, turned on the muted TV again, and said to himself: "Is there any point for me? Someone doesn't care about himself, so there is no play."
Yan Wang grinned, stretched out his hand and snorted Bai Bailuo's head, and boasted, "Why are you so cute!"
During the day, Luo let out an unhappy "tsk" and turned his head away.
Yan Wang laughed and jumped up, ran back to the cabinet, took the guitar out and threw it into Luo Bai's arms.
"You play!"
"I play?"
"Yes, you play, I can't learn, I will sing with you."
"What's the use of that, it's all me in the recording."
Yan Wang blinked at Bai Luo and said, "It doesn't matter."
After thinking about it during the day, Luo felt that he might be too persistent.Originally, whether it was photos or singing, the one who could really keep it was himself, and it was of no use to Meng Dashu.Meng Dashu wanted to record the sound and picture, probably to leave some proof that he had lived like a human being. The picture could be burned to him, but what about the sound?Even recording it is useless.
So it doesn't matter to Meng Dashu.
But it would be great if it could be recorded, at least I can still listen to him when I think about him.Thinking of this during the day, Luo lowered his head and smiled wryly.He reopened the guitar bag, took out the guitar and tuned it.Since Meng Dashu's voice could not be recorded, there was no need for recording. During the day, Luo was too lazy to take out his mobile phone, so he positioned his hands and raised his chin at Meng Dashu to signal to start.
As soon as the first sound was played, Hades stopped calling. As if he suddenly thought of something, he ran to the cabinet again, took out two small rustling hammers from the bottom of the cabinet, turned around and asked, "What is this?" Is it an instrument too? Could it be simpler?"
Those were two maracas, as small as toys, and holding them in Meng Dashu's big palm looked ridiculous.These two maracas were given as gifts when I bought the guitar, and they were stored together in the cabinet, just behind the guitar.Bai Luo never used them, so he completely forgot their existence.
Maraca, it's really simple.
During the day, the song Luo taught Meng Dashu was very lively, and it was also very suitable to use maracas.During the day, Luo looked at the lyrics displayed on the pad, and quickly mastered the key points of using the maraca. He pointed to and taught Meng Dashu word by word. IQ matches well, in short this time I learned it quickly.
After Meng Dashu got acquainted with each other, the two began to cooperate formally. This time, during the day, Luo turned on the recording.
[I just want to pamper you,
Is this love?
I still don't understand,
Happy things want to share with you,
Sad and want to give you shoulders,
Nervous for a person for the first time. 】
Bai Luo could never tell Meng Dashu about the little emotions in the song, so he thought he should sing it, and just confess his thoughts.He still doesn't quite understand whether this is love, even though he is no longer young.
The two of them became happier and happier as they sang cheerfully. During the day, Luo felt that his fingers were about to fly.Both of their voices were full of joy and sweetness, but they both thought it was just their own inner drama.After singing the last line, Yan Wang shook his maraca like a child, and added "because of love" loudly.
During the day, he reminded with a smile at the side: "It's over."
He picked up his phone and the recording just finished.
The two got together and started recording with great interest, to listen to the expected less than perfect recording.Even though he knew that there was no voice of Meng Dashu in the recording, Bai Luo was a little disappointed when he actually heard it. The feeling was very strange. It was obviously two people who sang together. Yes, only his voice can be recorded, as if it was just a dream.But the sound of the sand hammer that appeared again and again reminded him that there was still a "person" and Meng Dashu.It was better than having only your own voice, at least it proved the existence of others, but having such an extra voice added some loneliness to the excitement, which made Bai Luo not happy at all.
"You sing really well!" King Yan praised sincerely.
During the day, Luo turned his head to look at Meng Dashu, expressing his regret with his eyes: "Did I take it for granted? It sounds like I still don't think I have you..."
Yan Wang smiled, stretched out his hand to touch his earlobe, then pinched his earlobe, and said softly: "It's okay, you heard me, use this to remember." After speaking, he touched Tiantian again. Luo's head, the last palm touched his chest: "Here, and here."
Use your ears, your brain, your heart, remember me.
During the day, Luo wanted to catch Meng Dashu's hand which was touching his chest a little presumptuously, but Meng Dashu obediently let go of it.During the day, Luo's ears turned red with embarrassment. He pinched his earlobe to cover up, and muttered: "Why are you hitting so hard? It hurts from pinching."
Yan Wang came over and gave him two blows, and asked, "Does this still hurt?" After asking, he played two more blows.
During the day, Luo's ears were prone to redness, but now they were even redder. He kicked Meng Dashu away and got up to collect the guitar.
He put the phone in his pocket and felt that it was very hot.
Yan Wang was elated when he thought of the harmony between the two just now, as happy as drinking honey.He put his feet up on the sofa and thought about it, remembering that his father said, "Beloved, love is only love if you pet it".
It's a really good song.
When Luo received the call during the day, he thought that Ke Qi was asking him to have dinner, so he clicked to answer and looked at his watch, wondering if Meng Dashu had started cooking at this time.
To Bai Luo's surprise, Ke Qi did not invite him to get together, but invited him to France to participate in a series of activities such as forum meetings.It turned out that Ke Qi also had business dealings with one of the partners of Bai Bai Luo's new project. He happened to know about Bai Luo's cooperation with the other party, and intends to introduce some French professionals in related fields to Bai Luo.It just so happened that Bai Luo also wanted to carry out cross-border cooperation recently, and he was worried about the lack of connections, so he immediately agreed to Ke Qi's invitation.
This trip is extremely important, Luo Bai thought it over and decided not to take Meng Dashu.On the way home from get off work, during the whole day, Luo Luo was thinking about whether Meng Dashu would be furious or sad when he heard the news, and he, who was always cautious, took two intersections in succession.
Hades cooked a few big dishes that day, and waited eagerly for Bai Tian Luo to praise him, but what he was waiting for was the news that Bai Bai Luo was going to travel far.The King of Hades is a bit troubled, people have national boundaries, and ghosts also have them. The six realms in France are completely different administrative agencies, and King Hades is not a brother of the ghost world over there.Ordinary ghosts will die as long as they go out of the country. The King of Hades is extraordinary. He can go out of the country, but his magic power will be weakened in a foreign country, and his survival will be more difficult.
If this happened half a year ago, the danger would have been greatly reduced, but he has been in the Yangworld for almost half a year, and recently he has clearly felt that he is not as strong as when he first came here, and even casting spells has become more difficult than before.If it wasn't for his poor condition, he could have grasped those two strands of soul better that day and ran faster, so it would be impossible for Bai Luo to catch up with him.If he could practice a little bit, there would be no such obvious changes, but he has never dared to practice, he was afraid that when he practiced, his ghost energy would be too strong, and other onmyojis would perceive his special identity.
He is not afraid of anyone discovering his identity, except Bai Luo.He was afraid that this kind of news would reach Bai Luoluo's ears, and he couldn't take such a risk.
Meng Dashu neither yelled that he couldn't do it nor acted coquettishly, but instead had a deep expression on his face, which made Bai Luo feel very fresh and a little bit disappointed.He originally thought that Xia Zijing was very dependent on him, and he even fantasized about Meng Dashu pestering him and insisting on accompanying him, but now it seems that he takes himself too seriously, and he has no intention of following him at all.
Ever since he discovered his little thoughts, during the day Luo often thought, Meng Dashu always said that he would stay by his side, was it true or false?If it is true, then what does he want to stay in Yangjian, or stay by his side?Killing him himself, but being regarded as a reliance by him, what kind of psychology is this?Do you regard yourself as a life-saving straw to stay in the sun and continue to live, or is it something else?
What does a person mean to a ghost? The answer is ready to come out.
During the day, Luo didn't want to think about that. He preferred that Meng Dashu simply missed the world, or that he really wanted to be friends with him, or even wanted to be with him.
Seeing that Meng Dashu didn't speak during the day, Luo had to make arrangements for him: "If you don't want to stay at home alone, go out and roam around by yourself. This is a big city with so many temptations. Maybe you won't want to come back after wandering around... But you'd better be careful of other onmyojis, even if the underworld doesn't accept you now, some unknowing onmyojis might beat you up and arrest you and send you over."
In fact, Yan Wang only hesitated for a few seconds before making up his mind to go with Luo Bai. He was thinking about three things in his mind. It's how he wants to keep himself safe.Yan Wang was thinking about these few things with all his heart, and he didn't listen to a word of Luo's jealous words during the day.
Seeing Luo get up during the day to find his passport, Yan Wang followed behind and asked, "Why are you going to France all of a sudden?"
Luo walked into the study during the day without looking back: "Work, Ke Qi invited me to go, there will be a forum event, and there will be related social gatherings and seminars afterwards."
When Yan Wang heard the name of Ke Qi, he immediately felt unhappy, thinking that even if he died in France, I would follow him.
During the day, Luo sat at the desk and rummaged through the documents needed for visa application. Hades couldn’t find an extra chair to sit on, and was too lazy to move it in the living room. .
After a while, Yama Wang said, "I'll go with you..."
"No." Bai Tianluo interrupted Yan Wang's request very simply, his tone was cold, but there was a tinge of joy in his heart.
Yama knew that Bai Luo would definitely refuse, and that the rejection was reasonable, so it was not easy for him to ask why.During the day, Luo saw that he stopped asking questions and stopped his movements. He turned his head to look at Hades, and added with a serious face: "This matter is very important to me, and I don't want to be distracted by you."
A stone fell from Yama's heart. It seemed that Bai Tianluo didn't know that ordinary ghosts couldn't go to other countries at all.
Yama pretended to be disappointed, and held Bai Luo's arm: "Then when are you going? How long will you be going?"
During the day, Luo turned his gaze back to the materials on the table, and replied, "The earliest activity is on the 26th, and I will start around the 20th, and I will go for about ten days."
Yan Wang stood up, stared blankly at Luo Bai, and said nothing more.Luo Luo was startled during the day, and felt that Meng Dashu's reaction was a bit unusual. He looked up at Meng Dashu suspiciously, wanting to ask what's wrong, but saw Meng Dashu lower his eyes, lightly kicked the corner of the table twice, turned and walked out of the study .
During the day, Luo froze for a moment, then reflexively followed.
Hades' play hard to get, he knew that Bai Tian Luo was following him, and when he reached the door of the study, he suddenly turned around to face Bai Bai Luo, who was caught off guard and bumped into him.
Yan Wang held Bai Bailuo's waist with one hand, held his forearm with the other, and fixed his body so that he would not retreat too far. He looked deeply at Baitian Luo, and said in a deep voice: "Xiaobai... today you When I was not at home, someone from the underworld came."
There was a bang in Luo's head during the day, and he clenched his fists, feeling a chill all over his body.
"Yes... are you going to take you away?"
"In half a month, almost before you go to France, they will come and take me away."
During the day, Luo's mind was extremely clear, but he couldn't move, and didn't know what to say or do.His nose was sour almost instantly, but the urge to cry was quickly suppressed by him.Meng Dashu was going to leave sooner or later, he was mentally prepared, but the parting came so soon, it was beyond his expectation.In fact, it's not fast, it's just that he has avoided this matter a bit recently.When I first met Meng Dashu a few months ago, he hoped that he would go away every day, but now he was waiting for him to leave and hoped to have more memories about him, just like a Ferris wheel with a limited time. After finishing this lap, I have to go down, and I clearly understand that I must return to the ground, but when I am in it, I still hope that the time will be longer.
During the day, Luo couldn't understand his mood. What he got was a news that he had expected. He resisted that moment, but he was looking forward to it. That day would bring him redemption and end his wrongful indulgence. , He can finally force himself to end some feelings that he shouldn't have.There are mixed emotions in his heart, some are lucky, some are sad, some are obedient, some are reluctant, and some are worried... He is worried about Meng Dashu.
What will happen to Meng Dashu after he is taken away?He is different from Xiao Hei. Xiao Hei is free and has always been free. He has not been taken away by any onmyoji or ghost messenger, so I can still count on seeing him again.But Meng Dashu, will he reincarnate quickly, or will he experience a long wait in the underworld?Can I see him again?
During the day, Luo clenched his fists, looked at Hades with wet eyes, and asked, "Then will you come back to see me?"
His tone was not as calm and crisp as before, it was limp, like a little kitten flopping into a ball when it was unsteady, full of natural cuteness and helplessness.
When Yan Wang saw Bai Luo's expression, he was sure that he was sad. He almost wanted to expose his lie immediately, and hug Bai Luo in his arms to coax him.But only by setting a long line can he catch big fish, so he had no choice but to endure the pain in his heart, pretending to be sad and hesitating to speak, and swallowed.
During the day, Luo blinked timidly, and suddenly smiled in a concealed manner, and his tone became very hard on purpose: "Actually, I want to say that you must never come back after you go, don't act so sad, and make you I'm not even happy."
Yan Wang saw through Bai Bai Luo's unnaturalness at a glance, he leaned forward again tentatively, put his forehead against Bai Bai Luo's forehead, and asked, "Will you miss me?"
With a simple sentence, Luo Baitian lost all other feelings, leaving only a sour stream flowing around the bend in his heart.The place touched by the running water left a burning pain after being sour, it was hot.His heart seemed to have been kneaded forcibly, like discarded waste paper, twisted into a decadent ball in his heart.
A minute ago he was still thinking about how to get rid of Meng Dashu, but now he got the news that Meng Dashu would leave him forever. He was so sad that his voice trembled, but he didn't allow himself to be sad, he shouldn't be sad.He was absurdly bewitched by a ghost, drowned in his eyes, presumptuous in his tolerance, weak in his company...he indulged himself in allowing himself to love him for a while, knowing that the mistake would end .When that moment comes, he should accept it frankly, be grateful devoutly, and bravely forget that he should have done this...but all of this is so difficult.
He has always been restrained and reserved, strictly planning his life, and implementing it step by step.Accidents should not occur, and should be resolved as soon as possible, and then quickly get back on track.This is Bai Luo, and this is the attitude he should have.
During the day, Luo resisted the simmering emotions, hugged Meng Dashu gracefully, patted his back lightly, and said, "I will miss you, as I said before."
Yan Wang hugged Bai Luo Luo forcefully, and he was also in a complicated mood.He couldn't fathom Baitian Luo, who was undoubtedly good to him and had feelings for him, but what kind of feelings and how deep the feelings were, Bai Luo's performance was not obvious at all.Sometimes he resisted himself, and sometimes he took the initiative to show his favor, repeatedly, indifferent.If he took a step closer, he would obey with a frown, but if he took another step closer, he would immediately draw out his protective knife and shout back ten steps.
Hades doesn't know how many steps are still between the two of them. He feels that although he lives in Baitian Luo's house, he is still just walking around the edge of the house. He is very close to Baitian Luo, but Bai Bailuo seems to stick to some bottom line , to exclude him solidly.
What did Bai Luo exclude him from?
It felt like more than just love.
It seems to be excluded from his life.
A passer-by, a passer-by he didn't intend to keep in his life.
Because they are passers-by, they treat each other politely and warmly, not to mention enthusiasm, and there is no need to be indifferent. Anyway, in the end, it is just a relationship of waving and saying goodbye.
Because it is a passerby, because it will not stay for a long time, so it is unnecessary to like or dislike it, and it does not matter whether the memories left behind are good or bad, as long as the traces are not so heavy.
Hades began to feel uneasy again. He made such a fuss because he planned to play hard to get, and finally persuaded Luo to let him go to France when he was reluctant to part with him during the day. Now he was very afraid that he would be turned into an army.
Hades learned to be apprehensive, but he never learned to give up.
Outside the long pavilion, beside the ancient road, we will meet again after seeing off.Hades was worried, but he didn't take this matter too seriously. If this trick failed, he would continue to think about it. If one trick fails, there are countless other tricks.
The fact that Hades is going to leave is nothing but a lie to himself, but it is a big deal to Luo Bai. Luo Bai is concerned about this matter, but he is unwilling to show it.He suppressed all his thoughts, thinking about this matter endlessly in his head, feeling depressed for a while, cheering up himself for a while, tossing himself silently.From that day on, he couldn't sleep well. He either dreamed all night or had insomnia almost all night. He was more tired after sleeping than not sleeping, and he couldn't work at all during the day.He has to be busy applying for a visa, preparing for the meeting, and familiarizing himself with the companies that Ke Qi intends to match him with in advance. He is obviously very busy, but he has to be distracted by the wrong lover. Melancholy about to leave, almost driven crazy.
It is impossible for him to keep anything, because of emotion and reason, it is impossible to keep him or the other party, but he still wants to do something.
He remembered that Meng Dashu still had a wish, to sing a song with him.
In fact, it is not difficult to sing together, but it is difficult for Bai Bailuo to record Meng Dashu's voice.I used facekinis and clothes for taking pictures, what can I use for singing?
During the day Luo thought of an idea.
Yan Wang was very surprised when he saw Bai Tian Luo moved out the guitar to teach him. He didn't understand how Bai Luo was still in the mood to do these things when he was about to leave. Could it be that he wanted to train him a skill before he left?Yan Wang had no intention of studying, and knew that he was not that material, but during the day when Luo pinched his fingers and taught him how to play chords, he enjoyed it very much, so he didn't say anything against it.
After all, Meng Dashu is not a human being. During the day, Luo did not dare to overestimate his ability to learn to sing and play the piano, so he chose a song that he could sing along after listening to it three times, and the chords were very simple.Meng Dashu's voice can't be recorded, but the voice he created can be recorded. During the day, Luo wanted to play and sing with his guitar as a surprise for him.He didn't tell Meng Dashu his plan, but only asked Meng Dashu to practice hard at home during the day and wait for him to come to check and accept.The spell that Hades knew didn't include how to play a piece of music, so he had to fiddle around with his own hands. After a few days, he didn't learn the chords, but he broke a guitar string.
Yan Wang was ready to be scolded, but he didn't expect that Luo didn't scold him during the day, but changed a string from the piano shop and asked him to continue practicing.Yan Wang waved his hand, indicating that he was really not that material.Bai Bailuo persuaded Yan Wang patiently for several rounds, but Yan Wang still refused. Bai Bai Luo hugged the guitar back, stared at Yan Wang directly, and put all the resentment into his eyes.
Yan Wang was so stared that his heart was frightened. Just as he was about to give in, he saw Tiantian Luo sighed, got up and put the guitar into the cabinet, and sighed in a lost tone as he walked: "I want to help you realize your wish. If you don't care, then it's fine." gone."
Yan Wang lay on the back of the sofa and looked in the direction of Bai Luo's walking, and asked suspiciously, "Help me realize my wish?"
During the day, Luo closed the cabinet door, leaned back on the cabinet and crossed his hands. He glanced at Meng Dashu, then looked at his feet: "Don't you want to sing with me? I think if you can play the piano, you can record it. .”
Yan Wang was shocked: "Are you doing it for me?"
During the day, Luo walked back to the sofa and sat down, turned on the muted TV again, and said to himself: "Is there any point for me? Someone doesn't care about himself, so there is no play."
Yan Wang grinned, stretched out his hand and snorted Bai Bailuo's head, and boasted, "Why are you so cute!"
During the day, Luo let out an unhappy "tsk" and turned his head away.
Yan Wang laughed and jumped up, ran back to the cabinet, took the guitar out and threw it into Luo Bai's arms.
"You play!"
"I play?"
"Yes, you play, I can't learn, I will sing with you."
"What's the use of that, it's all me in the recording."
Yan Wang blinked at Bai Luo and said, "It doesn't matter."
After thinking about it during the day, Luo felt that he might be too persistent.Originally, whether it was photos or singing, the one who could really keep it was himself, and it was of no use to Meng Dashu.Meng Dashu wanted to record the sound and picture, probably to leave some proof that he had lived like a human being. The picture could be burned to him, but what about the sound?Even recording it is useless.
So it doesn't matter to Meng Dashu.
But it would be great if it could be recorded, at least I can still listen to him when I think about him.Thinking of this during the day, Luo lowered his head and smiled wryly.He reopened the guitar bag, took out the guitar and tuned it.Since Meng Dashu's voice could not be recorded, there was no need for recording. During the day, Luo was too lazy to take out his mobile phone, so he positioned his hands and raised his chin at Meng Dashu to signal to start.
As soon as the first sound was played, Hades stopped calling. As if he suddenly thought of something, he ran to the cabinet again, took out two small rustling hammers from the bottom of the cabinet, turned around and asked, "What is this?" Is it an instrument too? Could it be simpler?"
Those were two maracas, as small as toys, and holding them in Meng Dashu's big palm looked ridiculous.These two maracas were given as gifts when I bought the guitar, and they were stored together in the cabinet, just behind the guitar.Bai Luo never used them, so he completely forgot their existence.
Maraca, it's really simple.
During the day, the song Luo taught Meng Dashu was very lively, and it was also very suitable to use maracas.During the day, Luo looked at the lyrics displayed on the pad, and quickly mastered the key points of using the maraca. He pointed to and taught Meng Dashu word by word. IQ matches well, in short this time I learned it quickly.
After Meng Dashu got acquainted with each other, the two began to cooperate formally. This time, during the day, Luo turned on the recording.
[I just want to pamper you,
Is this love?
I still don't understand,
Happy things want to share with you,
Sad and want to give you shoulders,
Nervous for a person for the first time. 】
Bai Luo could never tell Meng Dashu about the little emotions in the song, so he thought he should sing it, and just confess his thoughts.He still doesn't quite understand whether this is love, even though he is no longer young.
The two of them became happier and happier as they sang cheerfully. During the day, Luo felt that his fingers were about to fly.Both of their voices were full of joy and sweetness, but they both thought it was just their own inner drama.After singing the last line, Yan Wang shook his maraca like a child, and added "because of love" loudly.
During the day, he reminded with a smile at the side: "It's over."
He picked up his phone and the recording just finished.
The two got together and started recording with great interest, to listen to the expected less than perfect recording.Even though he knew that there was no voice of Meng Dashu in the recording, Bai Luo was a little disappointed when he actually heard it. The feeling was very strange. It was obviously two people who sang together. Yes, only his voice can be recorded, as if it was just a dream.But the sound of the sand hammer that appeared again and again reminded him that there was still a "person" and Meng Dashu.It was better than having only your own voice, at least it proved the existence of others, but having such an extra voice added some loneliness to the excitement, which made Bai Luo not happy at all.
"You sing really well!" King Yan praised sincerely.
During the day, Luo turned his head to look at Meng Dashu, expressing his regret with his eyes: "Did I take it for granted? It sounds like I still don't think I have you..."
Yan Wang smiled, stretched out his hand to touch his earlobe, then pinched his earlobe, and said softly: "It's okay, you heard me, use this to remember." After speaking, he touched Tiantian again. Luo's head, the last palm touched his chest: "Here, and here."
Use your ears, your brain, your heart, remember me.
During the day, Luo wanted to catch Meng Dashu's hand which was touching his chest a little presumptuously, but Meng Dashu obediently let go of it.During the day, Luo's ears turned red with embarrassment. He pinched his earlobe to cover up, and muttered: "Why are you hitting so hard? It hurts from pinching."
Yan Wang came over and gave him two blows, and asked, "Does this still hurt?" After asking, he played two more blows.
During the day, Luo's ears were prone to redness, but now they were even redder. He kicked Meng Dashu away and got up to collect the guitar.
He put the phone in his pocket and felt that it was very hot.
Yan Wang was elated when he thought of the harmony between the two just now, as happy as drinking honey.He put his feet up on the sofa and thought about it, remembering that his father said, "Beloved, love is only love if you pet it".
It's a really good song.
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