Heart Medicine

You Jingxing was sleeping next to him, and he was sleeping with his arms around his waist, this was something Song Liusheng couldn't even dream of.

His eyes widened and he shrank his neck, trying to break free and back away.

Feeling the movement of the person in his arms, You Jingxing also woke up at this moment, he grabbed Song Liusheng's hand at once, and held him firmly in his arms without giving Song Liusheng a chance to break free.

Song Liusheng was even more taken aback, and his words trembled: "Don't...don't do this, I'm afraid I will..."

"What will you do?" You Jingxing stared into Song Liusheng's eyes. At this moment, he was different from his usual politeness and gentleness, and was a little more domineering.

Song Liusheng's eyes dodged, he was embarrassed to look directly into You Jingxing's eyes.He was afraid of scaring You Jingxing, and he didn't want to hurt You Jingxing, or...

He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, and would not be able to resist kissing Jing Xing.

You Jingxing almost guessed his worries, he not only held Song Liusheng's slightly cold hand, but also gently rubbed the back of Song Liusheng's hand with his fingertips: "I know, you are worried that you will scare me, and that if you suddenly get sick, you may not be able to Be careful not to hurt me."

Song Liusheng lowered his eyes, but he didn't say anything, acquiescing.

"Song Liusheng, when you got sick, what else would you do besides wearing a skirt and cutting yourself with a knife? Would you point a knife at me and stab me?"

How could Song Liusheng dare to think about such a terrible thing, he trembled just hearing it: "I... I don't know."

"You won't, absolutely not!" You Jingxing's tone was firm.

The living environment and experiences from childhood to adulthood led Song Liusheng to develop a habit of forbearance, and he silently endured the wronged, and swallowed all the bitterness in his stomach.

When the disease is painful, he will only hurt himself, how can he hurt others, even You Jingxing?

He is absolutely reluctant.

But if he becomes more and more depressed and mentally disturbed, what if one day he becomes like his mother, crazy, with an uncontrollable brain and no idea what he is doing?

"You Jingxing, I...I don't want to trouble you."

Before he finished speaking, You Jingxing immediately retorted: "You are not my trouble, never have been."

"Song Liusheng, since when did you like me? How long have you liked me?"

When Song Liusheng heard this, his body suddenly froze, and his face was dumbfounded and he didn't speak, but his eyes were red.

The name "Youjingxing" is very meaningful. The phrase "Mountains stand upright, Jingxing walks only" comes from the "Book of Songs", which roughly means to admire a person of high morals, prestige, and talent, and use his behavior as a code of conduct to learn from him.

Jing Xing, that is, "behavior aboveboard", "Xing" was usually pronounced hang before, not xing.

Just stepped into the high school campus, and the new semester of the first year of high school began. Every student in the class had to introduce himself on stage. Since there were multiple phonetic characters in his name, You Jingxing introduced the meaning and pronunciation of his name at the beginning.

But there were still people who yelled wrongly afterwards. They used to call out "Brother Xing", and sometimes half-jokingly said: "Brother Xing, are you a man? Are you okay?"

You Jingxing just laughed it off, didn't care about it, and let them shout happily.

Song Liusheng never missed it, and for more than ten years, he called his name in his heart almost every day.

The three years of being in the same class in high school was not short, but they were separated for seven full years afterwards.

After the college entrance examination, Song Liusheng filled in the same university and major as You Jingxing's first choice on the volunteer form, and he also reached the admission score line of the school. Unfortunately, he was squeezed out by other rich and well-connected students and lost his place.

In desperation, Song Liusheng had no choice but to go to the university of his second choice. Fortunately, it was only two streets away from You Jingxing's school.But he is too inferior and timid, always just hovering at the school gate, only daring to look at Shang Jingxing from a distance.

After graduating from university, Song Liusheng began to look forward to the possibility of working with You Jingxing after work, but... You Jingxing went abroad for further studies.

In No. 11, who silently liked You Jingxing, Song Liusheng celebrated his 27th birthday. Perhaps it was God's mercy that allowed him to reunite with You Jingxing in the company.

It's late December, Christmas is over, and the end of the year is only a few days away.When New Year's Day arrives, his secret love will last for 12 years.

Too long years, it is too fairy tale, sometimes even Song Liusheng himself finds it unbelievable, but it really happened to him.

Song Liusheng's IQ and EQ are not high, but he revolves around You Jingxing and considers everything for him. For more than ten years, he has entrusted his time, youth and a devout heart to one person, and delivered To a secret and hopeless love.

In such a quiet late night, You Jingxing put his arms around Song Liusheng, gazing tenderly into his eyes, his tone was soft and soft, like a feather brushing his heart.

"Song Liusheng, you like me, and you still like me until now, right? Your eyes can't fool me."

Qiu Yizhi reminded You Jingxing before that whenever he mentioned Song Liusheng, his eyes were always warm and bright.

Indeed, no matter how desperately suppressed, love cannot be hidden after all, even if you don't say it, it will flow out of your eyes.If you really like someone, when you look at the person you love, his eyes will shine.

When Song Liusheng looked at him, there was love in his eyes.

"On Christmas Eve, I just found you, and I said you are responsible for me, Song Liusheng, do you understand what it means?"

Song Liusheng shook his head in a daze, he didn't dare to think too much.

You Jingxing bent his lips and smiled, pointing to his own lips: "Don't forget, you kissed me, Song Liusheng, you ran away after kissing, don't you have to be responsible?"

"..." Song Liusheng was completely dumbfounded, his heart was beating wildly, his heartbeat had never been so fast, it was about to pop out of his chest.

You Jingxing looked at him with a dazed expression, felt that he was too cute and innocent, his heart was tickled, and in the next second he suddenly leaned over and pressed Song Liusheng's soft lips.

You Jingxing kissed him lightly: "I like you, Song Liusheng."

Yes, his feelings for Song Liusheng have long surpassed ordinary friendship.

During the days when he didn't see Song Liusheng, he changed and became restless, thinking about Song Liusheng every day.After finally finding Song Liusheng, You Jingxing saw that Song Liusheng had too much contact with other men, and knew that Song Liusheng was still thinking about other men, so he was actually jealous.

"We have known each other for more than ten years, Song Liusheng, if the previous me was your dream, it was too far away from you, you dare not approach and touch, but the present me is right in front of you at this very moment.

You no longer have to look at me from afar and like you secretly, you can touch me, hug me and kiss me, and feel my breath and heartbeat. "

"Song Liusheng, don't always feel that you are not good enough. In fact, you will find that I am not so good and perfect. I also have shortcomings and shortcomings, but this kind of us is the real one."

Originally, You Jing Xing wanted to wait until a more suitable time, find a more suitable place, and then confess in a more romantic way.

But plans are worse than changes, and he couldn't help himself, so he said everything in one go.

Because he can wait, but Song Liusheng is too disturbed, he loathes himself, feels inferior and depressed, if he procrastinates for one more day, You Jingxing will feel distressed for one more day.

The corners of Song Liusheng's eyes were moist, and he said after a while: "Stop talking, I...I will take everything you said seriously."

"Why not take it seriously?" You Jingxing was a little anxious, and squeezed Song Liusheng's hand tightly, "Although it was a bit abrupt and hasty, and I didn't have time to prepare it carefully, but now I solemnly tell you again, Song Liusheng, I like it." you."

His eyes were full of affection and affection: "How many times do you have to tell me before you believe me. Song Liusheng, I like you, I like you, I love—"

Before the word "you" could be said, Song Liusheng took the initiative to kiss You Jingxing.

Enough was enough, he was sure of the answer.

Afterwards, You Jingxing put his arms around Song Liusheng, pressed him under him and kissed him wildly.The two men, who are both in their late thirties, have no experience in love, and this is the first time they are emotional.

Song Liusheng closed his eyes slightly, feeling that You Jingxing's hot breath was sprayed on his face, his cheeks were flushed, and his eyes gradually blurred.

The lips of the two pressed against each other, You Jingxing sucked a bit, and then pried open Song Liusheng's mouth.His long tongue stretched into his mouth, swept across Song Liusheng's gums, teased his sensitive palate, and began to chase and hook-lick Song Liusheng's uvula again.

The sound of tongue stirring and sucking-licking water came from the eardrum, Song Liusheng's face became more and more red, and he couldn't help but hugged You Jingxing's neck tightly, and You Jingxing was also deeply infatuated with the sweet taste of Song Liusheng's mouth, and was intoxicated by it...

In fact, like this kind of thing, sometimes I really can't explain it, a feeling that I don't know, it doesn't necessarily need any reason, it means liking someone, and I have been thinking about it for so many years, and I can't let it go.

Because I like him, because he has already appeared in my life, other people can no longer catch their eyes, and I don't want to let it go easily.Sometimes just thinking about it, there is his existence in this world, and you will feel very bright and beautiful.

I met You Jingxing at the age of 16, and now I am 27.Song Liusheng has a wish every year, and all the wishes are accumulated, but in fact there are not many, because every year is about the same——

It would be great if You Jingxing could also like him.

Song Liusheng once thought it was wishful thinking, but now, his wish has come true.