cry for me

【72】

Xiao Gao's plan was very unsuccessful.

His passion for travel contains too much drama.

He doesn't like traveling, and he doesn't like crowded places.

Feng Qing didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in Gao Qiming's gourd.

So he followed Gao Qiming's suggestion very cooperatively, and Xiao Gao planned to drive him to a nearby ecological park.

A day trip to the ecological park sounds like a spring outing for elementary school students.

Feng Qing wanted to laugh, but finally held back.

At about [-] o'clock in the morning, Gao Qiming drove to the ecological park. As soon as he entered the parking lot, he was told that it was almost the Spring Festival, and all the staff in the park were on vacation.

Feng Qing wanted to laugh again, but he still thoughtfully held back.

Gao Qiming seemed a little at a loss, he looked at Feng Qing in the rearview mirror, Feng Qing pretended to yawn.Gao Qiming wanted to ask Feng Qing what to do now, but he was too embarrassed to ask, so in order to hide his embarrassment, he checked on his mobile phone what restaurants were nearby, his internet was not very good, and it took him a long time to load it.

Gao Qiming was about to suffocate.

Feng Qing: Let's go eat first, it seems to me that there is a restaurant on the road.

Gao Qiming nodded immediately, and Feng Qing floated from the back seat to the front seat.About two, three, and 10 minutes later, they returned the same way and arrived at a restaurant in a nearby town.

Feng Qing: I ate first.

Feng Qing took out the joss stick and planned to chew it.

Gao Qiming's meal was also tasteless, and he thought he seemed to have screwed up again.

After Feng Qing gnawed the last incense candle on his body, he found that Gao Qiming didn't even finish half a bowl of rice.

Feng Qing: When you finish eating, let's go for a walk.

【73】

There is a small river in the middle of this small town.

Generally, the residents of the town will come here for a walk after eating in the evening and wanting to digest their food.

Feng Qing: The scenery is nice.

Gao Qiming: Yes, I came here when there was a funeral.

If Feng Qing didn't know Gao Qiming too well, he might feel that Gao Qiming was choking him.

Feng Qing: What have you been doing all these years besides attending funerals?

Gao Qiming: Eat and sleep.

Feng Qing...and more.

Gao Qiming wanted to say "I miss you", but he didn't have the nerve to say it.

But then again, after all, Gao Qiming has been dancing on the grave for so many years, no matter what, he must have some experience in watching people talk about people and watching ghosts talk nonsense, so he quickly thought up an excuse for himself.

Gao Qiming: I plan to find another one.

Feng Qing: ...

It's good to see people talk about people and watch ghosts talk nonsense...

Feng Qing was still pretending to have amnesia, so he asked again.

Feng Qing: What happened to your ex?

Gao Qiming was taken aback for a moment, he might have breathed on his hands because he felt a little cold.Feng Qing guessed that Gao Qiming might be thinking about how to answer this question, but Gao Qiming changed the topic.

Gao Qiming: Tell me something else.

Feng Qing didn't intend to continue asking, and the two were silent for a while.

Gao Qiming: Don't you ask me who I plan to find again?

Feng Qing: I will.

Gao Qiming: ...How do you know?

Feng Qing: Because I am your ex.

Gao Qiming asked cautiously.

Gao Qiming: Do you remember?

【74】

Yes.

Feng Qing remembered everything.

Including his last conversation with Gao Qiming and how he died.

Now Feng Qing recalled the past again, he found that he had a mysterious self-confidence when he was alive, he felt that he knew Gao Qiming too well.He always thought that Gao Qiming was a person who looked cold on his face, but his heart was even colder than his face, so he could easily see through Gao Qiming's mind.

He is so egotistical.

He should get to know Gao Qiming more carefully.

In this way, he will realize that Gao Qiming was so cautious when getting along with him, he should have noticed that the night before his death, Feng Qing saw Gao Qiming's expression in the crack of the door when he turned around and closed the door, Gao Qiming seemed to be at a loss on his face, his lips trembled slightly, looking extremely pitiful.

Feng Qing was upset at that time.

He wrapped his coat casually, it was too cold at night.

He was standing at the intersection waiting for a traffic light when a large truck whizzed by and rolled him under the wheels.It wasn't until he was overwhelmed by the pain that Feng Qing vaguely looked at his almost crushed body that he realized at this moment that he was going to die and he couldn't live.

Feng Qing struggled to crawl to the side of the road.

He thought: Even if it is disabled or only a few hours to live.

He can't die now.

After he said these things to Gao Qiming, if he died now, his death would only make Gao Qiming more unfortunate.Feng Qing was tortured by the huge pain and almost fainted. He should have thought that Gao Qiming was such a gentle and fragile person in his heart.Feng Qing couldn't help recalling Gao Qiming's expression just now.

Feng Qing: Help me...help me...I don't want to die...

His face was full of tears, and he was praying to the deserted streets.

It was so cold that day, and the night was already deep.

Feng Qing was completely cold, and he no longer wished for himself to survive.

In the end, he became a ghost with strong guilt and reluctance to stay in the world.

【75】

It took Gao Qiming a long time to force himself to believe the news of Feng Qing's death.

He lowered his head and thought: he finally made the person he loves the most unhappy.

Originally, the person he loved was so happy.

Feng Qing should have a brighter future.

【76】

As it was getting dark, Feng Qing took advantage of the last ray of the setting sun to look at Gao Qiming.Gao Qiming was still wearing that cheap suit, his hair looked a bit messy, his cheeks were very gentle against the setting sun, he frowned slightly, moved his lips a little, all these subtle movements showed that Xiao Gao was now very nervous.

Xiao Gao: Then do you still want to be with me?

Feng Qing: But I'm already dead.

Xiao Gao: I'm dead too.

Feng Qing: You're talking nonsense again, don't you want to live a good life?

Xiao Gao scratched his head, and secretly looked at Feng Qing a little embarrassedly.

Xiao Gao: If you are still willing to be with me, then I can continue to live.

Feng Qing raised her chin, stretched out her hand to stroke Xiao Gao's hair, and nodded as if reluctantly.

【77】

As a ghost, Feng Qing's wish is fulfilled.

It was completely dark, and the people across the river started to set off fireworks.

Under the fireworks, Feng Qing's outline became much clearer.

He sincerely thought in his heart: He hoped that Gao Qiming could find happiness.

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