cry for me

【61】

Xiao Gao fell into a deep sleep.

He dreamed about the story between himself and Feng Qing again.

After their performance was over that day, Gao Qiming slipped out from the backstage and quietly found Feng Qing in the auditorium. He was a little embarrassed to speak, so he called Feng Qing outside the auditorium.The play of other students in the room started, and the two of them could vaguely hear a little sound outside the door.

Feng Qing asked him what's the matter, Gao Qiming opened his mouth and didn't know what to say.

Feng Qing felt a little baffled.

Feng Qing: If it's okay, I'll go back first. It's my roommate's play, so I have to watch it carefully.

Xiao Gao: You always seem to be very happy.

What Xiao Gao said was a bit strange, Feng Qing didn't quite understand what it meant, so she made a joke.

Feng Qing: Not really, the play you wrote was so depressing, I was in a bad mood after watching it.

Gao Qiming was a little nervous.

Xiao Gao: Well, I'm sorry.

Feng Qing felt that Gao Qiming's reaction was exaggerated. He opened his eyes a little bit in surprise, and then laughed. Feng Qing's smile gave people a natural sense of intimacy, which made Gao Qiming feel very cordial. .

Feng Qing: I'm just kidding, you wrote it well.

Xiao Gao: Thank you.

Feng Qing: Don't be so serious all the time.

Gao Qiming wanted to ask Feng Qing to use WeChat, but he didn't know how to say it.

After all, he has no experience in flirting with others.

Feng Qing took a look at Gao Qiming, there was no doubt that he was good-looking.Xiao Gao lowered his eyelids, his eyelashes were illuminated by the top light one by one, casting a thin and slender shadow under his eyes, and there was a little light on the tip of his nose. Gao Qiming's face was very three-dimensional, but he didn't look aggressive.

But also because he is tall, he always likes to lower his eyelids to look at people, and he has no expression on his face, so some people always think that Gao Qiming is not easy to get along with.

Feng Qing is not a person who judges people by their appearance.

He was indifferent to Xiao Gao's beauty, but he was a little interested in Xiao Gao's bewildered expression.

Feng Qing: Let's add a friend.

Xiao Gao: OK.

Gao Qiming touched his trouser pocket and found a serious problem. He left his phone in the background.

Feng Qing thought he was unwilling, so she smiled considerately.

Feng Qing: It's okay, if you don't want to, forget it.

Xiao Gao: Come backstage with me.

Feng Qing:? ? ?

Xiao Gao: My phone is in the background.

Feng Qing: You tell me your mobile phone number, I will add you, just don't forget to pass.

Gao Qiming stared at Feng Qing and saw him enter his mobile phone number into the search bar, and then his avatar popped up on the mobile phone screen.

Feng Qing: My God, your name is Gao Qiming.

Xiao Gao: Yes.

Feng Qing looked Gao Qiming up and down.

Feng Qing: Can I interview you?What is your mentality to write a play with your own name, and to write the protagonist with the same name as yourself so miserable?

This question touched the little darkness in Xiao Gao's heart, so he quickly changed the subject.

Xiao Gao: I couldn't think of the name at the time, so I picked it up casually.What about you? What's your name?

Feng Qing: Me, my name is Feng Qing, and the word "Qing" is the same as the dead young master in your script.

Xiao Gao: What a coincidence.

Feng Qing smiled and signed the friend request.

Feng Qing: Don't forget to pass.

Xiao Gao was very happy in his heart, but he didn't show it and just nodded calmly.

【62】

When Feng Qing returned to the dormitory, her roommates were about to go out to have a celebration banquet with their crew members.

Roommate: Are you going?Just next to West Street, eat grilled fish.

Feng Qing: If you want to treat me, I will go.

Roommate: Oh, boring.

Feng Qing: Look, let me say that I saw through your conspiracy to find one more person to share the meal money wittily.

The roommate was running out of time, so he didn't talk to Feng Qing anymore.

Gao Qiming didn't go to the celebration banquet that day, and the first thing he did after returning to the dormitory was to approve Feng Qing's friend application.

He felt that he could say "good night" to Feng Qing or something. He recalled the conversation he had with Feng Qing today, and suddenly felt that something was wrong.

Feng Qing was amused when she saw Gao Qiming's WeChat.

Gao Qiming actually told him: When I wrote the character "Wu Qing", I didn't expect to have the same word as him. I was very embarrassed, and felt as if I was cursing Feng Qing.

Feng Qing lay on the bed, thinking that Gao Qiming was a little cute.

Feng Qing typed very fast, he immediately replied a very long paragraph, and added several expressions at the end of this paragraph, Gao Qiming, like an old man, put on his glasses and read Feng Qing's post word by word. That article, he thought about the wording carefully, deleted and deleted and revised, and finally dawdled until Feng Qing sent him good night, and he hadn't finished editing.

Gao Qiming was a little discouraged.

So he didn't say anything, just said good night dryly.

After he finished speaking, he began to worry about whether to send an emoji or not.

【63】

Gao Qiming was right.

Feng Qing is a happy person. In other words, he has a positive attitude towards life and is willing to find fun in life.Occasionally smokes and doesn't like to drink. My favorite hobby is perming my hair. I often change the color of my hair.Feng Qing may not be a particularly smart person, nor does he have a strong sense of professionalism.

But his bed is always the cleanest in the dormitory.

Feng Qing's desk was tidy, and there were only three or four idle books borrowed from the library.

Occasionally he will study recipes, or write novels on the Internet like herding sheep.

Feng Qing has a wide range of hobbies, and she may not be good at everything, but she enjoys herself every day.

Gao Qiming is the opposite of Feng Qing.

He has very detailed plans for the future.

He's smart and can do anything if he wants to.

Gao Qiming's life was dull, his face was bright and beautiful, and the dormitory was as messy as a pig's nest.

He was almost irresistibly attracted to Feng Qing.

He sincerely yearned for Feng Qing's life.

【64】

Roommate: Why is that Gao Qiming always looking for you?

Feng Qing: I didn't always look for it.

Roommate: What's the matter?He wants to tease you.

Feng Qing thought of Gao Qiming's indifferent face and smiled.

Feng Qing: Why do I feel that I teased him?

Roommate: You are so obsessed with sex, think about Gao Qiming's character, can you resist it?

Gao Qiming didn't eavesdrop on purpose, but he happened to be standing outside the door when the two were discussing him.According to his past experience, Feng Qing may complain about his character with his roommates in the next step, and the script usually develops like this.

Feng Qing: What kind of personality, you analyze it, and then write a biography of the character, and I can hand in the homework directly tomorrow.

Roommate: Can you find a warmer one if you are looking for a male ticket?

Feng Qing: You look down on my taste, and besides, I haven't flirted with you yet.

Roommate: What happens after you get kicked?Do you collect stamps?

Hearing this, Gao Qiming lowered his head and looked at his toes, feeling a little sad.He recalled the experience of the two of them getting along, too, every time it was basically Feng Qing who was looking for a topic, when the two of them went out to eat, Feng Qing always said casually when he asked him what to eat.Gao Qiming is a person who has no enthusiasm for life, and during this time he is completely leaning on Feng Qing's side to keep warm.

No one wants to fall in love with someone who is so cold and reserved.

He thought that he might not dare to come to Feng Qing again.

Feng Qing: Just get on with it after flirting.

Roommate: Oh my god, you're lying on ice begging for carp here.

Feng Qing: I'm not a literary star, where do I get so many requests, it's enough for the two of us to be comfortable together.It's good that he has his own little thoughts, but if he is too like a moth to a flame, I won't dare to deal with him.

Roommate: What's the matter, Teacher Feng, tell us something?

Feng Qing: If he would kill you for your sake, then he must have very high demands on you.When it comes to relationships, just take care of yourself, and you will be looking for life and death all day long. How can you go on with this day.

Roommate: How can I live with a piece of wood all day long?

Feng Qing: You are prejudiced against Xiao Gao.

Roommate: He doesn't love you, he loves himself, he came to you to find warmth, you know?

Gao Qiming's small thoughts were all right.

He heard Feng Qing smiling in the room.

Feng Qing: I know all about it.

Roommate: Then you are still unrepentant.

Feng Qing: But I am very happy with him now, I will say goodbye when this feeling is gone.

Roommate: Are you going to save sentient beings?

Feng Qing: No, I plan to save him alone.

Feng Qing was silent for a while, and suddenly said gently with a little smile:

Feng Qing: I hope he can be happy.

【65】

Feng Qing died.

【66】

They had a fight.

Feng Qing said the most cruel sentence in her life.

He said to Gao Qiming.

Feng Qing: You make me feel a little contemptuous of you.

Gao Qiming stretched out his hand to grab Feng Qing.

Feng Qing's expression was very calm, and he never raised his voice or showed anger even during the quarrel.

Feng Qing: I doubt very much that one day I die in front of you, and you won't shed a single tear for me.Although I already knew what kind of person you are, I still feel a little bit chilled when the real thing comes to an end.

Gao Qiming let go of his hand.

Feng Qing: Goodbye.

Feng Qing took one last look at Gao Qiming, this was the last sentence he said to Gao Qiming before his death.

After that he died.

The whole person was crushed by a big truck.

【67】

In fact, Gao Qiming's heart is so sensitive.

He deeply felt that he was imagined to love him.

Gao Qiming sat in the small room rented by the two of them.

His eyes were as dry as a desert, not a single tear could flow.

Gao Qiming just sat in the room by himself for a whole day.

He thought the two of them had lived together in this room once.

There was still a sticky note that Feng Qing had posted on the refrigerator.

The tablecloth on the table was also bought by Feng Qing in the supermarket.

There were too many traces like this, Gao Qiming couldn't stay any longer.

【68】

Gao Qiming did not attend Feng Qing's memorial service.

When Feng Qing's family members were crying, he stepped on a train that didn't know where he was going.

His life doesn't matter anymore.

Feng Qing's roommate does not have Gao Qiming's WeChat account.

So he found Gao Qiming's Weibo, and Feng Qing's friends were also very calm and restrained.

He only asked Gao Qiming one question:

Do you have heart?

【69】

Gao Qiming woke up from his dream.

The hangover gave him a severe headache, and he saw Feng Qing floating around the room boredly.

Gao Qiming: Has Xiaoling gone back?

Feng Qing: She's gone. I'll see her off on the train in the morning.

Gao Qiming didn't ask Feng Qing why he didn't wake him up. He guessed that Xiaoling insisted on not wanting him to give it to him.

In fact, he is very grateful to Xiao Ling and Lao Lin.

In these few years he learned to cry and also learned to laugh.

These are things his family didn't teach him.

【seventy】

As soon as Gao Qiming went to work, he found that the boss was already waiting for him in the office.

Boss: Are you a polished commander again?

Gao Qiming: Yes.

The boss was still holding the thermos, Gao Qiming watched him stroke the few hairs on his head.

Boss: When did Xiaoling leave?

Gao Qiming: I left the next day after attending Lao Lin's funeral.

Boss: That's right. I could see that she wanted to leave. It's a pity.

Gao Qiming asked casually.

Gao Qiming: You want to chase her.

Boss: No, I just think she is good-looking, and I have a wife.

Gao Qiming expressed incomprehension to his boss' mentality of seeing beautiful women everywhere despite having a wife.

The boss put the thermos bottle aside with a look of someone coming.

Boss: My wife and I have been inflated all these years. We get fatter day by day, our complexion is not good-looking, and our mentality is also broken. The main reason is that we are old.I just thought, you young people are really full of vitality from the cracks of your bones, and we should be buried in the ground in the next second.

Gao Qiming: Boss, you are only 50 or [-] years old.

Boss: This age does not go up or down. I look at my children every day and feel that I am old. When I start working, I have to treat myself like a mule.Occasionally staring at a beautiful girl, I didn't think about it, I just thought that my wife was so good-looking back then, and I was as young as you back then, oh, it's okay to say it, it's just not reconciled at all.

The boss took a sip of tea calmly.

Boss: When I was young, I should have taken my wife out to play more, but now we are too lazy to move.

【71】

Xiao Gao: Let's go play, I asked the boss for leave.

Feng Qing:? ? ? ?