cry for me

【42】

Xiao Gao and the others felt particularly uncomfortable.

Especially Lao Lin.

He has always been very caring about his children. He is so stingy, and he can actually wrap a thick red envelope for his grandchildren during the Chinese New Year. There is no bottom line for his own miser.

In this regard, Xiao Ling and Xiao Gao expressed that they saw Lao Lin's double standards and differential treatment.

Xiao Gao: We have to find a way to make his mother realize the truth.

Ghost: So what to do.

Xiao Gao thought for a while.

Xiao Gao: Let her know how her son was bullied during his lifetime.

【43】

Xiao Gao and the others found the principal.

The headmaster thought for a day or two and agreed.

【44】

The few punks in the class still come to school every day.

All the students in the class agreed not to mention the suicide.

Because of the boy's death, those gangsters stopped bullying girls.

Probably because she was afraid that she would commit suicide too.

Today there is a new teacher in their class. The teacher's surname is Gao.

Well, it's Xiao Gao.

He does not have a teacher qualification certificate, so he is only responsible for teaching some practical classes.

As a temporary worker in the school, Xiao Gao basically doesn't show up much.

It only appears when there is a class.

Xiao Gao clicked on the name of a young gangster, and then called his little girlfriend's name.

Both of them stood up indifferently.

He made these two people stand as punishment from the first class, and the teacher after that didn't mean to let them go back to sit down, so they stood every class.

After class, those gangsters started talking loudly, teasing their brother for being punished by Teacher X.

What they didn't expect was that the classmates in the previous class were very appreciative of their every move, but this time the class was so quiet that a needle could be heard falling on the ground.

They started laughing to save face.

No one paid any attention to them, and everyone was silently staring at their textbooks.

People's minds are really weird sometimes.

Always try to separate the process from the result.

It is not a mistake to force a person to death, but it is another matter if the person is really dead.

There is a characteristic of group evil. As long as people do not kill themselves, they feel that they are innocent, and in order to show their innocence, they will immediately turn their guns and attack the previous "bully leaders".

Xiao Gao invited the mother over.

Let her observe every move of those gangsters in the class by herself.

The mother didn't know that these gangsters were the ones who bullied her son, so she didn't bring any hatred, and just watched how these gangsters were excluded by her classmates as a bystander.

Start with the mildest symptoms.

No one in class paid any attention to them.

Xiao Gao always asks them to answer questions in class, humiliating these bastards with his own knowledge.

Their "jianghu loyalty" will not work once they enter another circle.

Then because of the contempt of these gangsters by all the teachers, no one in the class will fear these students who are not good at learning, vulgar, and disrupt order every day.

So every time they make a fool of themselves, their classmates will laugh at them.

In the last step, the students in the class began to attack these punks with words.

They have no future, they can't get into university, and the so-called "mixed society" is actually a pawn for others.

The ghost of the middle school student has been watching Xiao Gao do these things.

One day he called Xiao Gao to stop.

Middle school students: What's the difference between you and them.Don't be like this, I'm not angry anymore.

Xiao Gao: Okay, listen to you.

Xiao Gao's last lesson to these children only took one or two minutes. He wrote the name of the middle school student who committed suicide on the blackboard and left.

Maybe some of these kids in the class will have bright futures.

But that middle school student has no future.

【45】

Xiao Gao: What do you think?

Mother: I don't know what's wrong, these children's laughter is really harsh.

Girl: Auntie, that's how they bullied your son before.

Mother: I see...

Girl: When we talk, they say we are dogs and men.

The girl handed the mother a school uniform with the word "□□" written in red pen on it, which was written by her classmates on her back.

Girl: I'm going to transfer schools.

When the mother heard this, she burst into tears. Her son had told her about the school transfer before, but she always felt that it was a conflict between the children, and it was a trivial matter.

She didn't know that in an environment, once the chain of discrimination is formed, it is difficult to change.

She paid the price for her shallow maternal love.

【46】

Middle school students stood on the roof of the school all night.

Xiao Gao and the others searched for a long time before finding him.

The middle school students didn't speak for a long time.

He might want to jump off the roof one more time.

The silver-haired ghost thought he was losing his mind again, so he began to persuade him.

Ghost: Come on down, it's really not worth it when you think about it, you are still so young, you will leave here after entering university in the future.If we feel uncomfortable, we will not come back.

The middle school student nodded in dismay.

Middle school student: ...Yes, yes, I want to go to university, and I will take my mother with me in the future.

Xiaoling: Did you forgive her?

Middle school student: I don't have one.

He started to cry.

Middle school student: She is my mother, she is my mother!

Xiao Gao: She believed you, she said she would transfer you to another school!

The first ray of sunshine this morning shone on the middle school student's face. He was still young, and there was no obvious outline on his face. A slight expression appeared on his face, his brows were stretched, and his lips were no longer He sipped it tightly.He may have seen a glimmer of hope, or he may have seen the future.

Middle school students came down from the high platform.

He didn't intend to die again.

But he soon came to his senses.

Middle school student: But I'm already dead.

The people and ghosts who were present were reluctant to recall what happened next.

The middle school students stood aside in a daze, as if they were starting to cry.He squatted on the ground and first tried to suppress his crying, and then burst into tears.

In this story, the loss of a young life may just be part of the tragedy.

The most important thing is that there is still hope in his life.

And he wants to live too.

【47】

The middle school student's funeral was still held.

His mother has accepted the fact that her son committed suicide.

At the funeral, my mother lay on the coffin and cried heartbreakingly.

The ghost of the middle school student floated quietly to her side, and gently shook her hand.

Then the ghost disappeared into thin air and he was reincarnated.

【48】

After so many visits to the hospital, Lao Lin finally couldn't stand it anymore.

In fact, he had been very ill for a long time.

But he never told anyone.

[49] "Two Kinds of Death"

Act IV Two Deaths

Game [-] ends

Youth: Wu Qing is dead.

Servant (violently): Yes, you must remember the cause of his death!

YOUTH: I'm dead too.

Servant: But your heart still beats in your chest.

Youth (silent for a while): Yes.

Servant (sarcastically): Look, the sun will rise again.

YOUTH: I can no longer see the light.

Servant: That's because the light burned your eyes, and you let your best friend die for you.

Youth (painful): Stop talking, stop talking...

Servant: You make me look down on you!

Youth: Everyone in the world should spurn me.

Servant: I will reveal your identity and call out your name to all the people in the world.

Youth: Please don't say it!

(The servant looks at the young man sympathetically.)

Servant: Oh, I really sympathize with you!But now I'm leaving, they've entered the city.

(The young man staggers a few steps back and sits slumped on the ground.)

Youth: Let's all go...

Servant: Stop letting other people shed blood for your revolution, it would be shameful!

Youth: I am willing to die, but I still have to live.

Servant: He wants you to be happy.

YOUTH: I will never be happy again.

Servant: He wants you to have what you want.

Youth: Ah, the pain blinds my eyes to the future.

Servant (a moment of silence): May the rest of your life be filled with what it means to lose a loved one.

Youth: Go quickly, please go quickly...

(The servant picks up his burden and takes one last deep look at the young man.)

Servant: Goodbye, Gao Qiming.

(End of the whole play)

【Fifty】

Xiao Gao's full name is Gao Qiming.

It's a bright name.

【51】

The first play written by Xiao Gao was not performed in his school. Another school had an activity about drama, and that school also had a venue, so he agreed with his classmates to perform it there.

Why did the young man in the script use his own name.

Xiao Gao felt that this might be a form of venting.

Since he was a child, he had a hunch that his life would not go well.

Therefore, the word "Qiming" is full of a kind of veiled sense of irony for him.

He understands very well what it means to get what you ask for.

Xiao Gao is smart and good-looking, but basically he can't get what he wants the most.

He wants a happy family, and his parents seem to be at odds.

This couple has a narrative mode unique to intellectuals. They never say dirty words in their mouths. They will raise their heads, straighten their chests, and express their bitterness in a slow tone and restrained rhetoric.

Xiao Gao has never felt warmth.

Because this couple doesn't love each other, it's more of an obligation to Xiao Gao.

Xiao Gao still wants friends, but he is not a gregarious person,

He is so much like his parents.

The same slow tone, the same calm rhetoric, and the same mean heart.

Finally, he also longs for love.

He wanted to burn his own soul to ashes.

This is a revenge.

Revenge for the indifference left by his parents.

This can also be said to be a gamble.

He can be happy, or he can never recover.

【52】

Xiao Gao lost.

【53】

Gao Qiming finished his first drama performance.

The students who played the role of servants slowly left and walked towards the side of the stage.

The curtain fell at this time, and the light aimed at him on the stage was slowly blocked by the thick curtain, Gao Qiming stood up.He felt that his makeup on the backstage was a bit sloppy, the beam of light was too hot, and the powder on Gao Qiming's face was about to peel off. At this moment, he felt a little itchy, and a drop of sweat from the corner of his forehead slowly flowed from the side of his face to the chin.

Outside the big screen was the applause of the audience one after another.

Gao Qiming shuddered, probably because his emotions faded during acting.

The classmates who performed together all smiled and surrounded him, and the curtain opened again.

Now is the time for their curtain call.

Several students held hands and bowed to the audience below the stage.

It took a while for Xiao Gao to get up after bowing.

So many people below applauded him again, but he saw Feng Qing at a glance.

Feng Qing dyed her silver hair, and the stud on one ear reflected a faint light.

It was an extremely vivid face. There was a tiny mole on the side of his eyebrows, and the tip of his eyebrows was slightly raised. He seemed to know that Gao Qiming was staring at him.Feng Qing was a little puzzled, looked back and forth, left and right, and finally confirmed that Gao Qiming was really looking at her, so he nodded slightly, almost imperceptibly, at Gao Qiming.

Fireworks exploded in Gao Qiming's head.

His indifferent life went in another direction with Feng Qing's small action. He guessed that he might have been dazed by the applause one after another. His lips moved, and then he felt a huge roar coming. Gao Qiming took several deep breaths as his mind echoed.

It was a wonderful feeling.

He felt himself beginning to come alive.

And the glaring light actually became softer, it was no longer white and miserable, it was stripped out by Gao Qiming subjectively into various colors.Or, for the most important encounter in his life, Gao Qiming is more inclined to do some artificial beautification, even though he will live in pain and suffering for a long time in the future.

But at this moment, Gao Qiming felt that he was so fulfilled and happy.

Yes, he was very happy, he wished himself so sincerely.