cry for me

【27】

Xiao Gao is about to suffer the side effects of love.

If you get it, you lose it before you have time to hold it to the apex of your heart.

【28】

Xiao Ling poked Lao Lin with her arm.

Xiaoling: It's too fast to get into the drama.

Lao Lin: That's right, I wasn't as good as I am today.

Xiaoling: The process didn't say to advance the mourning to the present.

Lao Lin: He thought of his old mother who passed away?

Xiao Ling: Bah, bah, bah!His parents are still alive!

Xiao Gao felt that he was very ashamed. Although his family members comforted him that the on-site effect was very good, they couldn't stop Xiao Gao from criticizing him again for his lack of professionalism.

He sat on the side and played the suona, and the family members kowtowed in turn in front of the coffin.

The scene was hot and smoky, and the black smoke from the candles made Xiao Gao's eyes hurt.

The ghost floated over and sat next to Xiao Gao.

Ghost: I think this picture is very familiar.

Xiao Gao:? ? ?

Ghost: For a big man like me, there must be many people who wear mourning clothes for me after I die.

Xiao Gao began to ignore the ghost again.

Although they just reconciled for a morning...

【29】

The van that Xiao Gao and the others had run over countless times was finally scrapped.

Family members: You are also tired all morning, I will go to the town in a while and bring it back to you.

Xiaoling: Thank you, master!It's so brave!

Ok……

After seeing the family members' vehicles, Xiao Gao and Xiao Ling felt suffocated.

It was a truck used to pull pigs. There were two places on the front of the car, one for the driver and one for the co-driver.Behind the front of the car was a row of long cages, inside which were squeezed a few white pigs, fat and strong one by one.

Xiaoling: This, this...

Family members: It's okay!all clean!Pigs love to be clean!Hahaha!

Xiao Gao: We think it's a little too much trouble for you.

Family: Where!Come along, let's go up!

Xiaoling and Xiaogao couldn't let Lao Lin squeeze into the pigsty with them, and Lao Lin also sat directly in the co-pilot's seat very bluntly.The two thought about it for a while, and if they didn't make it, they might have to stay overnight in the broken van.

Between the van and the pig they chose the pig.

The two were huddled in a corner of the cage, and some of them had already come and butted them with their noses.

Xiao Gao: I heard that pigs will eat anything.

Xiaoling: Yes, is it?

Xiao Gao: Well, they seem to be omnivores.

Xiaoling: Are we on its recipe?

Xiao Gao: Hahaha, how is it possible.

Xiaoling: ...Then why are you shaking!

Today the sun is shining brightly and the sky is cloudless. Xiao Gao and Xiao Ling are snuggling together and shivering.

The golden wheat is swaying by the wind.

Along the way, Xiaoling and Xiaogao screamed one after another.

【thirty】

The ghost kept laughing at Xiaoling and Xiaogao all the way.

Xiao Gao didn't want to talk to him anymore.

After returning to the office, they found a ghost sitting in the office. This ghost didn't look very old, it seemed to be a middle school student, so let's call him a middle school student.

Middle School Student: My mother died.

Ghost: ...I think you should pay more attention to your physical condition.

Middle school student: Thank you, I am in good health.

Ghost: Are you sure?

Middle school student: I'm sure.

The ghost floated to Xiao Gao's side and whispered.

Ghost: He didn't realize he was dead yet.

Xiao Gao: What's the matter with your mother?

Middle school student: I killed her.

After listening, Xiaoling took her mobile phone and went out to call the police.

Xiao Gao: Why did you kill her?

The middle school student stopped talking, and no matter how many people asked him after that, he didn't say a word.

【31】

Ghost: Are you still mad at me?

Xiao Gao: No.

Ghost: Then why don't you talk to me.

Xiao Gao: I don't want to talk to you.

Ghost: Do you hate me?

Xiao Gao: No.

Ghost: You don't hate me or get angry with me, why do you always treat me so badly?

Xiao Gao turned over and didn't want to look at the ghost anymore, the ghost floated lightly in front of Xiao Gao.

Ghost: You like me, and you're afraid to admit it.

Xiao Gao: I never denied it.

The ghost was surprised by Xiao Gao's frankness. It floated up and down for a while, and then circled around the light bulb on the ceiling. It might be thinking about something, and finally squatted beside Xiao Gao's bed.

It has some impressions of Xiao Gao. In his memory, Xiao Gao is not what he is now.It felt that it should look up at Xiao Gao from time to time, and he remembered that Xiao Gao lowered his eyelids and looked at him without sorrow or joy.

It looked straight at Xiao Gao lying on the bed.

It looked at the curvature of Xiao Gao's side face.

Ghost: I must have admired you very much when I was alive.

Xiao Gao stared at its bright eyes, and the ghost suspected that Xiao Gao's eye sockets seemed a little red.But Xiao Gao didn't give him a chance to verify his guess, so Xiao Gao closed his eyes.

Xiao Gao: ...You remember wrongly, you said you looked down on me.

【32】

"What kind of person is Xiao Gao?"

This has become the topic that this ghost is most interested in recently.

The ghost asks Xiaoling about how she met Xiaogao.

Xiao Ling hesitated for a while, and asked her so suddenly, she was a little dazed.

Xiaoling: ... I remember that I met him for the first time because I came to the company to apply for a job.

Ghost: Are you still applying for a job in this crappy company?

Xiaoling: Don't interrupt me!

Ghost: Good, good.

Xiaoling recalled the day when she opened the door and saw Xiao Gao sitting next to the boss, Xiao Gao was as cold and impersonal as a sculpture, he was wearing a high-necked white woolen sweater and a black woolen sweater outside. child coat.

Ghost: How do you remember the clothes so clearly?

Xiaoling: Are you still listening?

Ghost: Listen!listen!I was wrong!

There was no expression on Xiao Gao's face, he lowered his head slightly to look at his fingertips.Xiaoling realized that he might not like her very much. Even though Xiao Gao was very precise in controlling her expression and not letting herself show any inhumanity, Xiaoling still felt that Xiao Gao didn't like to establish friendship with others.

He just listened to Xiaoling's words so quietly.

The boss turned his head to ask Xiao Gao.

Boss: What do you think?

Xiao Gao: Very good.

The ghost was very shocked.

Ghost: So Xiao Gao is actually your leader?

Xiaoling: Yes.

Xiao Ling later told the ghost that she was a little desperate at the time, and she ran away from home, so she brought her ID card and a ticket money.I have no work experience, and I still have a junior high school diploma.If she didn't have this job, she might have to sleep on the street.She always felt that Xiao Gao might have seen her predicament.

But every time she asked Xiao Gao, he said that he was admitted because of his good performance.

She pondered over it, and one day she suddenly felt something was wrong.

Xiaoling: ...So he said that I have the potential to play disco?

Ghost: You think too much.

【33】

According to Xiaoling's statement and the ghost's own memory.

He felt that something made Xiao Gao become what he is now.

And if it is really like what Xiaoling said.

That Xiao Gao is kneeling in front of the coffin board of the deceased at every turn, crying closer than his own grandson, isn't it a bit too disillusioned for him.

Lao Lin: I don't know what he thinks.

Ghost: Wasn't he very cold before?

Lao Lin: No, I thought he was a little scary before.

Ghost: What's going on?

When the three of them first entered the funeral industry, they didn't know Xiao Gao very well, and Xiao Gao always looked very indifferent and didn't care much about anything.When hosting for the first time, Xiao Gao wore a pair of rimless glasses and looked like a gentle scum, but the most important thing was that he was actually reading from a manuscript.

Read word by word, and the words are correct.

The family members are crazy, they have never seen such a careless person.

Xiao Gao continued to read without stopping.

The family members were really anxious now, and stretched out their hands to grab Xiao Gao.

Anyway, the last word disagreed, and Xiao Gao was slapped by the deceased's daughter.

Family member: Are you careless!Don't you feel uncomfortable!

Xiao Gao lowered his head, his glasses were knocked off the ground, he was holding the eulogy he wrote yesterday, thinking that he stayed up late last night and revised this short eulogy so many times, even every punctuation he had Seriously thought about it.

Xiao Gao thought: He really has a heart.

And he hasn't been happy for a long time.

Xiao Gao's tears flowed down the tear groove to his cheeks abruptly and belatedly.

Lao Lin said that they were all stupid at the time. Looking at the red mark on Xiao Gao's white face, they all thought that Xiao Gao was crying because he was hurt, and Xiao Ling went up and slapped the family member back.

In the end the funeral became very raucous.

I heard that the family also called the police.

Ghost: What did the police say at the end?

Lao Lin: The boss stepped forward and settled it.

Ghost: Why is he crying?

Lao Lin: Well, I'm so old, I can't figure out what you young people are thinking.

Lao Lin went on to say that they were all a little afraid of Xiao Gao, and he added something embarrassing when he said this: He is so old, he didn't expect to be shocked by a furry child.Xiao Gao looked neither sad nor happy, and it didn't mean that he was a bad person, but he felt a little separated from this world, not like a living person.

But Xiao Gao cried like this, as if he was alive.

This kind of thinking is quite wicked. They always thought that Xiao Gao was a heartless person who didn't think about others and couldn't be considerate of others. He didn't feel anything even when he saw someone die or saw his family members crying on top of the coffin. .

But maybe I just can't cry.

Some people are like this, even if they are extremely sad, they can't cry.

【34】

The ghost floated into the office.

There is only Xiao Gao and a ghost in the office.

The middle school student stayed with them and never left.

Ghost: You're almost done, don't hang around here.

Middle school student: You haven't organized my mother's funeral yet.

Ghost: The police//cops have said that your mother is fine.

Middle school student: I clearly remember...

Ghost: All right all right.

Middle school student: Everyone ignores me on the street.

That ghost really wanted to tell the middle school students that he was dead, and he probably didn't realize it when he just died, and he was the same way back then.He wandered for a long time, and the people around him ignored him, so he just got on a train casually.

He also didn't know where the train was going.

He has a very strong desire: he wants to find someone.

He wanted to say something to the man.

But he couldn't remember the specific content of his wish.

【35】

There are all kinds of people on the train.

There is a smell of instant noodles in the carriage all the year round.

This ghost wandering alone thought: Maybe the whole world is at odds with itself.

So everyone treats him as if he doesn't exist.

The train moved forward with a bang, and there was a large shed outside the window. There were only a few weeds outside the shed. It was not a good view with the gloomy weather.

The passengers in the train basically turned a blind eye to this ordinary scene.

Playing cards and chatting can be said to be the best way to kill time.

This lonely ghost talked to all kinds of people, but still no one answered him.He then began to reflect on what he had done that was so outrageous, but after thinking about it, he couldn't even remember what his name was.

He was a little puzzled, can ordinary people float in mid-air and still go without food for several days.

So he was bored and started wandering around in each carriage. At this time, a child didn't hold the tea egg in his hand and "slapped" it fell to the ground.He bent down to help the child pick it up, the child said thank you, and then was asked by the family who he was talking to.

At this moment, the ghost thought of a possibility.

Is he dead?

Otherwise, it would be impossible for everyone to act with him.

All the strange things before have been explained.

It is so...

His whole body seemed to be soaked in ice water, he opened his mouth and finally said nothing.

The ghost drifted elsewhere again.