Green silk around the solitary lamp

When we saw each other again, we heard that Bai Ran had already gone to the Fodao Temple and was chased after him, but the dust had already settled by then.

Bai Ran's hair had already fallen out, she was wearing a monk's robe and a broom, the sun was a bit strong that day, shining brightly on Bai Ran's smooth head.

"Bairan..." Chen Mingxuan stared blankly at Bairan sweeping the floor, and slowly called his name.

Bai Ran's figure sweeping the floor paused, but it didn't take a second for him to turn around and give a deep salute. His already delicate face, now without the hindrance of the blue hair, was even more delicate.

"The benefactor has admitted to the wrong person. There is no Bairan here, only the poor monk who is false." Bairan clasped his hands together and gave a Buddhist salute to Chen Mingxuan.

Chen Mingxuan trembled, trying to caress Bai Ran's face, but Bai Ran dodged it.

"The poor monk has something else to do, so I won't accompany the benefactor. Please do as you please." Bai Ran put one hand on his chest, and stretched out his hand as a salute.Turning around, he continued to sweep the courtyard.

"Why are you so stupid?" Chen Mingxuan asked as he saw Bairan continuing to clean.

Bai Ran continued to sweep the fallen leaves in front of him as if he didn't hear it.

The neglected Chen Mingxuan was a little annoyed, and quickly grabbed Bai Ran's hand, forcing Bai Ran to face him.

"Tell me, why are you so stupid! You obviously don't have to use it, why do you do it?! It's like! It's like when you were given the death penalty..." Chen Mingxuan didn't stop him at that time because he knew Zuo Yun wouldn't really If he wanted to do that, even if he did that, he still had the ability to protect him, and what he said at the time was half out of anger, half out of pleading, to leave room for the emperor.But he never thought that Bai Ran would kill himself, he was crazy!Calling him like crazy, but he said to himself, don't call him that, he will be reluctant, is it really reluctant?

"Sponsor, please be respectful. Buddhism is quiet and it is not appropriate to make noise." Bai Ran let him hold his hand without struggling, because he knew that struggling was useless, and during the whole process, he did not look at Chen Mingxuan.

"I'm sorry...will you come back..." Chen Mingxuan compromised, stretched out his arms to wrap around Bairan's waist, put them in his arms, and finally buried his face in Bairan's neck.

Bai Ran didn't speak, didn't reach out his hand, let him hold her, just stood there quietly.

"Bai Ran, can you speak well?" Chen Mingxuan begged.

"The benefactor misunderstood... There is no such person as Bai Ran here, so how can there be a speaker?" Bai Ran said.

"Yes, yes, yes! There is no delusion here, only Bairan, and there is no delusion!" Chen Mingxuan grabbed Bairan's shoulders with both hands, and said to Bairan frantically.

"Look at me, look into my eyes, look!" Chen Mingxuan gave orders to him again like a general.

Bai Ran raised his eyes, stared at him blankly, and didn't speak.

Chen Mingxuan panicked...

"Bai Ran, Bai Ran, but... don't be like this, okay, just talk..., okay?" Chen Mingxuan coaxed Bai Ran like a child, asking for candy, as if saying: I Give you candy, don't cry, okay?

Bai Ran stretched out his hand to brush Chen Mingxuan's hand away, blessed his body, and said: "The benefactor does his own thing." Then he left, leaving Chen Mingxuan alone in the same place.

In the following days, Chen Mingxuan came almost every day and did nothing but look at Bairan and talk about the past between him and him.

Today, too.

"Bai Ran, do you know? When we met for the first time, it was not at the National Academy, but at the banquet of the former Emperor Yuan." Chen Mingxuan looked at Bai Ran's unmoved look, and continued: " Do you know why among the dozen or so people at that time, you were left behind? I asked you to stay. I was thinking, maybe if you followed, you would not be threatened by them. You were young and beaten It looks quite embarrassing..." Chen Mingxuan smiled and talked about the past. "When I asked you to deliver food to Nan Shi, I knew you liked me. I knew what you didn't say, but I didn't want to lose. You know, even if he is the emperor. What happened later...I'm sorry..." After Chen Mingxuan apologized, he patted the hem of his clothes, got up and left.

Bai Ran gripped the broom tightly, sweeping the fallen leaves again and again, his hands turned white because of the tight grip.