Green silk around the solitary lamp

"Bai Ran, can you talk to me?" Nan Shi sat on Bai Ran's bedside, looked at Bai Ran who was motionless, and called softly.

Bai Ran has been like this for a month, and he feels like a fool, lying on the bed without saying a word, if he didn't blink his eyes, he would have thought Bai Ran was dead.

"Of course, do you still remember? We used to..." Nan Shi thought for a while, and decided to start from the past, talk about the past, maybe he won't feel bad.

"I don't remember." Bai Ran finally said a word.He, who hadn't spoken for a long time, now had a hoarse voice.

And Nan Shi was choked.

They didn't know, he remembered, how could he not remember.

The four of them knew each other before Zuo Yun became emperor.Among the four of them, Bai Ran was the last to come.And Bai Ran knew Chen Mingxuan long before the four of them played together.

I still remember that Bai Ran met Chen Mingxuan at the former emperor's banquet. At that time, Bai Ran was small and was often bullied by other children, and this time was no exception. They secretly bullied him, saying that they had something to give He tricked him to a place where there were few people, and beat and kicked him. It was Chen Mingxuan who passed by who beat them away.

I still remember that a group of people yelled at Chen Mingxuan: "You boy wait!" But he clapped his hands and said confidently: "Wait for you!"

Later, the emperor wanted to find a companion for the prince's Zuo Yun, who was actually an assistant minister.Afterwards, he was sent to the palace by his father, and when he arrived, he found out that only one was recruited, but there were a dozen or so eunuch children.When he saw Chen Mingxuan accompanying Zuo Yun, choosing to read with him, he swore that he would stay.Finally got his wish, he stayed.

When he really joined them, he discovered that there was another boy, and this person was Nan Shi. When he first met him, he only thought that this boy was very cute, and when he smiled, he was sweet, unlike him. stuffy.

Later, he found out that both Chen Mingxuan and Zuo Yun liked Nan Shi, he became dim, and he didn't want to get involved, and this relationship became a secret that all four of them knew.

Chen Mingxuan lost... All he knew was that Nan Shi liked Zuo Yun, and Zuo Yun finally became the emperor, and he was given a marriage to Chen Mingxuan.

He was secretly happy that he could finally take the opportunity to stay by his side openly, but later found out that he was wrong, Chen Mingxuan didn't treat him well, he didn't love him, sometimes Bai Ran would think, it's okay, wait Just wait, but I can't wait.

"Nan Shi, you know that Chen Mingxuan likes you." Bai Ran looked at the roof and said in a daze.

"Well, I know, but you like Chen Mingxuan, and I like Zuo Yun." Nan Shi replied to Bai Ran's words.

"But he doesn't love me... Sandwiched between the three of you, I'm not wrong, I'm really not wrong..." Bai Ran's tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.

"I know." Nan Shi said comfortingly.

"My child is not wrong...but why? Can't everything go well?" Bai Ran turned to look at Nan Shi.

"Child?!" Nan Shi looked at Bai Ran in astonishment.

"Nan Shi, my child is gone..." Bai Ran trembled, and smiled weakly at Nan Shi: "Maybe this is the best ending, are you right?"

"I...I don't know..." Nan Shi's tone was a little flustered.

"I will go to the Fodao Temple, thank you..." Bai Ran turned his face away, stared at the roof again and did not speak.

"Bai Ran, in fact, you don't need it..." Nan Shi looked at Bai Ran and looked at the roof without moving, and cried: "Bai Ran... can you talk to me? Bai Ran..." No matter what Nan Shi said this time, No matter what the poem said, Bai Ran stopped talking.

Nan Shi angrily went to find Chen Mingxuan.

"Why are you doing this!" Nan Shi broke into Zuo Yun's imperial study, he knew that Zuo Yun was discussing the battle situation with Chen Mingxuan.

"What's the matter? Baby, don't be angry, don't be angry." Zuo Yun saw Nan Shi's angry appearance, and quickly followed her hair.

"You know...?" Chen Mingxuan knew what it was from the moment Nan Shi came in.

"I ask you, why did you do this! It's your own flesh and blood! Can you bear it?! Ah!" Nan Shi pointed at Chen Mingxuan and said angrily.

"No reason." Chen Mingxuan got up and left.

"You!" Nan Shi was choked at the back and was speechless.

Chen Mingxuan walked to the room where Bai Ran was placed, the wind made his hair a little messy.

The child's matter was his fault. When Bai Ran chose to die, he clearly understood that in this grievance, he originally loved him. As for Nan Shi's matter, he thought, most of it was because of profit. Heart it.

When he actually stood outside Bairan's room door, Chen Mingxuan stopped. He had been like this for a month. After confirming that Bai Ran was not in danger, he never stepped into the door again. He didn't know how to face him, the child's matter, indeed, had his own fault.

Think about it...Chen Mingxuan still left.