The childhood sweetheart who fell from the sky

Before Jiang Feng returned to the restaurant, Mu Yao received a text message from Lin Ting: Reporter brother, I went to the seaside to eat barbecue today, and she will go back with the school bus at night, so I promise to protect her!

Mu Yao replied to him: Don't call me brother.

Lin Ting: She is in a good mood recently, and her attitude towards me is getting better and better. She told me a lot about you during dinner just now, can I call you brother?

Mu Yao: ... What did you say?

Lin Ting: I asked her why she was so happy. She said that her brother is very handsome. He helped her beat up a scum a few days ago. I can't tell, brother, you are so powerful in fighting?

Mu Yao didn't reply, she had to spit out the contents of her stomach before Jiang Feng came back, and then secretly took stomach medicine, so that she could eat more for dinner and look less weak.

It was less than eight o'clock when they came out after dinner, and there were not many people on the beach. Jiang Feng no longer held Mu Yao's shoulders, and just walked side by side with him. Their bodies swayed, and sometimes their arms bumped into each other.

Cherish this time, Mu Yao thought, high school will pass in a blink of an eye.

Two people on the stage are warming up with a guitar each. The lead singer is a man with a nice voice and a good face. The crowd in front of the stage is full of female fans.

He sang a song that Mu Yao had never heard before, as if telling a story: "They only said that people want to move forward, but they never asked me what I want."

His voice was like magic, as soon as he sang, the audience spontaneously fell silent.

"Sometimes I also ask myself can I be brave? Only sing songs that I think are moving."

Mu Yao found that the guitarist behind him seemed familiar, and he was also a man, so he didn't look very conspicuous.

"Maybe everyone has this kind of experience, and once insisted on a 'wrong' choice."

"Is this song nice?" Mu Yao whispered, "The arrangement is very good."

"In the end, it was all the same result, everyone chose to back down—"

Jiang Feng didn't hear what he said, and replied in his ear: "I haven't heard it either."

"Let the hard work that shined brightly and sweated at the beginning remain in the most beautiful moment forever—"

The lead singer stood up, in good shape, and when he lifted his bangs, the girls in the front row screamed.

"There is youth, there are dreams, and your promise," the lead singer paused here, and actually glanced at his watch, "There is beer, there are guitars, and there are fireworks."

At this time, a cluster of fireworks suddenly rose from behind the crude stage, exploding in the night sky with a "bang", and the crowd shouted "Wow", mixed with the cries of children and the laughter of girls, it was a mess.

"Let this cruel, ruthless and shameless life greet the sanctimonious me of today..."

The lead singer was still singing the chorus resolutely, but the fireworks continued and the crowd was full of voices, and Mu Yao couldn't hear what he was singing behind, Jiang Feng laughed straight when he saw it.

"Can you see it?" Jiang Feng asked.

"?" Mu Yao shook her head, indicating that she couldn't hear clearly.

Jiang Feng half squatted down, Mu Yao thought he was going to tie his shoelaces, but then realized that none of them were wearing lace-up shoes today, then Jiang Feng held his legs, and then got up and put them on his shoulders , startled Mu Yao.

"Put me down!" As soon as Jiang Feng stood up completely, Mu Yao reflexively lowered her head, hugged Jiang Feng's head and shoulders, and rode on Jiang Feng's shoulders like a child, "What are you doing!"

"Look," Jiang Feng raised his chin with a smile, "It'll be gone in a while."

Mu Yao looked over subconsciously, and didn't think there was anything to see, they were all fireworks that were set off randomly, and Jiang Feng himself was too tall, and he was not too short, many people around were looking at them, and there were girls Laughing and discussing taking pictures.

"Let me down quickly!" The fireworks were set off soon, and the song was sung.

"Don't worry, there may be more in a while," Jiang Feng led him around with a smile, looking for the best viewing position, and greeted the group of people in the distant Moose class, "You are so light, It's fine."

The group of girls occupied the seats very early, and they were closer to the front. Mu Yao saw Mousse turning his head from a distance. Meet.

"Thank you, everyone. This song is called "The Pious Me". It's an original song by our band who didn't bother to name it. If you like it, you can go to the TLI bar to support me!" The lead singer blew kisses to the audience.

"You can't advertise here." This sentence was said by the accompanist at the back, and half of it was accidentally captured by the microphone, and the whole audience heard it, and burst into laughter.

"Huh?" Jiang Feng said suddenly, "Teacher Zhao?"

"Ah?" Mu Yao also realized that the voice was indeed Zhao Siyang, and now that his eyes were raised, he could see the accompanist behind the lead singer more clearly, no wonder they felt familiar before.

"He really wants to make music." Jiang Feng said, "It's good, I think you are suitable too."

Mu Yao thought, I am not suitable, the cost is too high.

It was exactly eight o'clock when the two of Zhao Siyang left the stage. The host came up and introduced the show, saying that there would be fireworks for the highlight from 11:11 to [-]:[-]. Mu Yao hurriedly filmed Jiang Feng again, and was finally let go.

He touched his chest and felt his heart beating like a drum.

After the famous band came on stage, there were more and more people, more and more crowded, and the more crowded, the more nauseated Mu Yao was. He was not a fan of the band, so he didn't want to continue listening. Jiang Feng also asked him: "Should we go to the back to find Zhao?"

Mu Yao nodded hurriedly: "It's been a long time since we saw each other."

But when they walked around to the back, they were stopped and refused to enter, saying that they were "Zhao Siyang's students", but they were asked "What is Zhao? I don't know you." The two had no choice but to walk around the sea.

"Should we live near here later?" Jiang Feng asked cautiously, "The homestay I passed by when I came here belongs to my cousin's."

Mu Yao: "...Is this appropriate? There is a program today, and it is the peak tourist season, so the house must be full, right?"

Jiang Feng said frankly: "There are two next to it that my family bought separately, and they usually don't rent them out."

Mu Yao thought that she was really not from the same world as him.

Seeing that he stopped talking, Jiang Feng asked something else: "What did you and Mousse talk about today, for so long?"

"I didn't say anything..." After Mu Yao finished speaking, she looked at Jiang Feng sadly, "You don't need to change the subject for me, don't pay too much attention to me."

I'm a piece of trash that doesn't deserve your troubles... Mu Yao clutched her stomach in despair and thought, I'm a pervert plotting against my benefactor, a trash brother who doesn't deserve Mu Si's trust.

"Yaoyao," they walked to a rock, Jiang Feng stepped up a few steps, sat on it, reached out to him, and pulled him up, the two of them sat side by side, watching the waves and the moon, "I don't know you Is there anything else I can't think about, why are you so inferior, but no matter what, I will be with you, okay? I can't help but care about you. "

"Are you a professional philanthropist?" Mu Yao had often heard this from his classmates before, but when he said it himself, it seemed very mean. After he said it, Mu Yao regretted it and felt disgusted.

"Of course not everyone does charity, nor does anyone care about it. It depends on the situation," Jiang Feng said. "For example, about Mousse, no matter who she asks for help, everyone should do their best to help her. This is Of course, it’s not normal not to help, and another example is your problem—I never felt that I was taking care of you, but that you were too accommodating to me and cared too much about my thoughts, although I still enjoy this feeling . . . but it's not good for your health, and you need to treat yourself as an equal."

Mu Yao carefully analyzed every word in his words, and was a little puzzled by the "enjoyment" he said, so she said insinuatingly: "But you are so close to me... I don't think it's embarrassing to be mistaken for me as a couple." Is it? Even if you're gay, you wouldn't be with someone like me."

"Why do you think so?" Jiang Feng frowned disapprovingly, "What's wrong with you? I think..."

He thought for a while.

"The person I fell in love with for the first time was you, but you were still very young at that time, and you know that children don't understand anything," Jiang Feng scratched his head with a nostalgic smile, "It was only later that I found out that that person was It became Mousse, I guess Mousse must have told you, right?"

"Yeah." Almost three months have passed, Mu Yao did not expect to talk about this issue with him today, for Mu Yao, no matter how late this day came, it was too early.

"Thinking about it, I feel really stupid. No wonder you don't remember me at all. What kind of oolong do you think this is?" Jiang Feng's smile made Mu Yao smile too, feeling very relaxed. It turned out that this matter was not so difficult to face. Yes, "This is really stupid, I first fell in love with a boy and thought I liked a girl, then I fell in love with a girl and thought I liked a boy... so stupid."

Mu Yao laughed and said, "You don't need to use three adjectives with the same meaning to emphasize that you are stupid."

"Actually, you said," Jiang Feng clasped his hands and put them on his knees, "what does it mean to like someone? Before I knew this, I felt that liking someone had nothing to do with gender. After I knew it, I thought, I was I haven't really figured out what it means to like it."

Mu Yao: "What about now? If you fell in love with someone, why would it be?"

"I don't think it's because the other party looks cute and acts cute, just like when you first met you and you said you wanted to change clothes with me. You don't know that I was so nervous that I was dying," Jiang Feng joked to himself , "Fortunately, you are wearing a tank top and pumpkin pants, really cute..."

"Hey!" Mu Yao gave him a hammer.

"To be honest, it's not because the other party has done me any favors, or how long they've spent with me," Jiang Feng grabbed Mu Yao's hammer and put his hand on Mu Yao's lap. My skin is burning, "It's like Mousse teaching me Chinese, and actually, when Sona played games with me, it really made me feel very happy. You know my parents don't have time to accompany me. Ping Yuan, Cheng Yuanhang , and other friends, they have helped me a lot and spent a lot of time alone with me, did I tell you that Pingyuan went abroad to accompany me when he was in junior high school?"

Mu Yao shook her head in a daze, thinking silently: You really eat all men and women, no, with Ping Yuan's figure, it doesn't matter who eats who...

"Our two adults know each other, so we met when we were young, but I never thought that I would have other feelings for him..." Jiang Feng said with a smile, "No, it's too strange, so I think liking should be a kind of It's a strange feeling, the kind that makes my heart flutter, just like the first time I met you... By the way, there is a question I've wanted to ask you for a long time."

Mu Yao: "Huh?"

As soon as the topic of "like" was mentioned, Jiang Feng was a little shy. He talked a lot today, but he touched the bridge of his nose embarrassedly and asked, "Do you feel this way about Li Biwei?"

Mu Yao was surprised that he would suddenly ask such a question: "No..."

"Oh..." Jiang Feng asked again, "Really?"

"Really..." Mu Yao glanced at the phone, and Li Biwei sent him a text message 10 minutes ago, but he didn't read it, "I am very grateful to her, to be honest, I thought about it before, if she likes me, I would probably promise her to be with her, but now that I think about it, I understand that this situation is not like it."

"Can we be together even if we don't like it?" Jiang Feng was also a little surprised.

"How many people in this world are together because they like each other?" Mu Yao blankly shook her legs hanging under the reef. ..."

He didn't like anyone at the time.

He didn't know that liking was such a strong emotion.

"Anyway, I've changed my mind now." Mu Yao turned on the phone and looked at Li Biwei's message.

There is a lot written on it, and it takes a few pages for a functional machine to turn to the end. Mu Yao only skimmed through it, to the effect that "if there is someone you like, you must take the initiative to fight for it. You must pursue it and confess it, otherwise you will regret it later".

He smiled.

Jiang Feng: "What's wrong?"

Mu Yao said, "It's eleven o'clock."

Fireworks started to go off in the distance. They changed their direction, turned their backs to the sea, and watched quietly.

Li Biwei obviously didn't watch the show much, and was busy typing to cheer him up. This touched him very much, but he also knew that these suggestions were not applicable to him.

He can't pursue Jiang Feng, this person who may fall in love with girls, get together with girls normally, and form an ordinary happy family, can never, or even give him any hints, and stay away from him.

Jiang Feng, Mu Yao said in her heart, I may not be able to let you go like Wen Yu, I have no right to pursue you, and I have no way to give up if I have not pursued you.

Maybe many years later, I will gradually forget this feeling—Mu Yao turned her head and thought while watching the fireworks—but I will never forget the scenery today.