The childhood sweetheart who fell from the sky

By the middle of the summer vacation, Mu Yao's weight had dropped from 65kg to 55kg.

Jiang Feng forcibly took him to the hospital, where his height was measured, and he was 175cm. He was malnourished. The doctor said that it might be because it was too hot in summer and he was not in the mood to eat, or it might be because he was under too much pressure and needed to relax while studying.

"I told you it's okay!" Mu Yao was very anxious.

Making Jiang Feng worry and wasting Jiang Feng's time and energy will make him more anxious. This feeling of not knowing how to compensate the other party makes him feel chest tightness from time to time. He often cannot open his eyes when he wakes up in the morning or after a nap at noon, as if A set of "May Three" was pressed on the chest.

Only when the alarm clock of the mobile phone keeps ringing can he barely wake up... "Huh?" Mu Yao heard the text message and stretched out her arms to touch the phone on the bedside table.

He turned sideways in a daze, half-opened his eyes, and found that the letter was from Mousse. He woke up instantly and rubbed his eyes vigorously.

"Don't rub it." Jiang Feng supported his upper body, held his wrist and pulled his hand away.

Mu Yao turned around in surprise, Jiang Feng hadn't woken up yet, it was already 06:30, he would usually go out for a run at six o'clock, and would not come back until at least seven o'clock, which was Mu Yao's wake-up time.

"I woke up in the middle of the night last night, but I couldn't get up today." Jiang Feng explained, turned his back and lifted the quilt to wash up.

Mu Yao opened the flip of the phone and found that Mu Si had forwarded him an advertisement: East Coast Bathing Beach Gala, 8:00 p.m. Come with family and friends!

family!Mu Yao replied immediately: Do you want to go?

Mousse returns in seconds: class activities.

Mu Yao imagined that Mu Si wouldn't get along well with his classmates in the class, and he might be more miserable than himself in group activities, so he replied: I will accompany you, and I will see you at eight o'clock?

Mousse: They're leaving at six o'clock.

Mu Yao: Okay, I will see you at six o'clock.

Mousse didn't reply, Mu Yao just sat blankly holding the phone, and when Jiang Feng came out after washing, he told him about going to find Mousse at night.

"Let's go together," Jiang Feng really said, "You really need to relax, don't be so nervous about studying, you see Mousse knows that life should be relaxed."

After they ate at noon, Jiang Feng brought out the cake he had made for Mu Yao from the refrigerator, but Mu Yao didn't want to eat it, so he couldn't force it, so he had to put it away aggrieved.

"How can I increase your appetite?" He took out another can of pudding, but Mu Yao shook his head and refused, "Shall I eat some fruit? To cool off."

"Don't worry about me, okay?" Mu Yao almost begged him, and went to take a nap after getting his consent.

But this time, he was not awakened by the alarm clock, but woke up from a dream.He dreamed that he was eating a cake, and suddenly he was pulled by the corner of his clothes by a child. He lowered his head and found that it was himself when he was a child, wearing the same small skirt as Mousse, but he called himself: "Brother."

He said, "Brother! That's my mousse!"

"No," Mu Yao said, "I'm not your brother, Jiang Feng gave it to me."

"It's mine! You liar!" That "he" yelled at himself, then suddenly took a few steps back timidly, and began to stroke his hair, his movements were exactly the same as Mousse's, and his voice changed slightly, "Are you me? Brother?"

"Yes, I am!" Mu Yao hurriedly reached out to hug her, but she got out of the way and quickly ran in the opposite direction.

Mu Yao was afraid that she would fall, and wanted to chase after her, but he had no strength, just like when he was standing outside Mu Si's door with a hammer in his hand, trying to break open the door.

After waking up, he washed his face with cold water and tied up his long hair with the hair tie Lu Lu gave him.

"Is it too hot?" Jiang Feng also woke up soon, and asked him, "Shall we go to cut it? Let's go together?"

"Forget it, it's not too hot." In fact, Mu Yao felt that the shop he usually went to for a haircut charged too much.

After finishing their summer homework in the afternoon, the two of them watched TV dramas and sports programs for a while, put on the shorts and sandals they wore when they went out, and prepared to go to the beach.

"I heard that there is an OASIS program." Jiang Feng found a shared bicycle for two people in the community, and did not use the bike in his backyard. "There must be a lot of people, and they may not be able to squeeze on the bus at night. How does Mu Si plan to come back?" ?”

Mu Yao stood in front of the car: "I don't know how to ride..."

"No problem, you just step on the pedal," Jiang Feng said, "or just sit still."

Mu Yao stepped up and found that there was no place to put her hands, so she could only wait for Jiang Feng to go up and grab his T-shirt.

"No, it's not safe," Jiang Feng said, feeling the vibration coming from the fabric, "Hold my waist, I'm not ticklish."

Mu Yao stretched out his wristband, feeling very uncomfortable—ever since he realized that he liked Jiang Feng, he tried to avoid physical contact between the two of them, and Jiang Feng also noticed, and obediently distanced himself from him. Speaking of other things: "Mousse and his class rented a school bus and went back to school together."

"The international class is really good, it is very suitable for girls," Jiang Feng said with emotion, "I will have a younger sister in the future, and let her take this kind of class, so I can save a lot of worry."

"Hey?"

Jiang Feng: "My mother is due in three months."

Mu Yao: "So fast?"

Jiang Feng: "Soon? Half a year has passed in a blink of an eye. I want to go to City B to see her in a few days."

"Well," Mu Yao was also very happy to hear that there will be a newborn baby. After all, it is Jiang Feng's home, and it will definitely raise a very good child. "That's great, what should I buy her?"

Jiang Fengxiao: "No need, you can just help her with her homework in the future."

"Don't talk about things so far away, besides, she must be very smart," Mu Yao thought. If it's a boy, you can give him a small lock, and if it's a girl, you can give him a more expensive jade. "Don't you know it's a boy or a girl?"

"I don't know, hold on tight." Jiang Feng was riding a bicycle very well. Today is another cloudy day, and the wind is blowing very comfortably. "My mother said, it's like buying a lottery ticket. Worrying, but when the time comes, the pain will still be the same, there is no need to be disappointed so long in advance."

"Well...that makes sense."

Jiang Feng was riding very fast, and Mu Yao often stepped on the air when he was pedaling. The two arrived at the beach at 05:30. Before Mu Si came, they met other acquaintances: Li Biwei was wearing a cute swimsuit and came with his family , When you see them, greet them and come over to chat.A semester has passed, and the awkwardness between them is less.

The three of them played at the beach for a while, building sand castles and burying people. Mu Yao felt a little better. She felt that going out really helped to relieve her emotions. She wondered if she should go to the beach often in the future.Jiang Feng helped Li Biwei take pictures, and also took a bunch of Mu Yao. When Mu Si's school bus arrived, Li Biwei went back to look for his family with a wink.

When Mousse got out of the car, there were several girls around her, all of whom called her "Sisi" and seemed to be very close to each other. Mousse looked a little bit out of tune, and scanned the crowd expressionlessly.

Mu Yao waved at her, she saw it, frowned and turned her eyes away.

"Who is it?" The girls next to her asked her.

Mousse: "My brother."

"Wow, so handsome! Is this your brother?", "Oh my God, your genes are so good!", "Looks like a prince...", the girls immediately exploded, "But he seems too thin, right? Biss Is Si still thin?", "I prefer the one next to it!", Mu Yao was a little afraid to step forward for a while due to the discussion.

Jiang Feng enthusiastically led Mu Yao over and asked, "What are you doing until eight o'clock?"

"Sisi, let's have a barbecue later, let's ask your brother to help?" A girl next to Mousse said, "Anyway, we have enough meat, and even girls can't eat much."

Mousse nodded.

"Okay, I'll help you move things," Jiang Feng pressed Mu Yao's shoulder and said to him, "You chat with my sister."

People soon moved with Jiang Feng, Mu Si and Mu Yao walked towards the beach for a while, Mu Si took off the sandals with trembling hands, and Mu Yao offered to hold her.

"Since when did your hands get bad?" Mu Yao asked.

Mousse: "Fifth and sixth grades."

Then it's no wonder he can't learn musical instruments well, Mu Yao asked again: "What did the doctor say?"

Mousse: "It will be fine in two years."

Mu Yao felt that Mousse was lying, and she had a stomachache, but she still straightened her back and said, "I'll teach you how to play the piano when I'm done."

Mousse snorted again, neither refusing nor agreeing.

Mu Yao recalled the social books she read before, and tried her best to find topics: "You and your classmates are getting along well?"

"Heh," Mousse looked at the coastline. The setting sun dyed her long black hair into a beautiful reddish brown. "Isn't it because I'm rich? Let's forget it later."

"Don't," Mu Yao said quickly, "Be nice to your classmates, make more friends, if you don't have enough money, just ask me for it."

Mu Si didn't leave, there were very few people around here, she straightened her skirt and sat on the beach, Mu Yao also sat down with her, thinking that she never smoothed the skirt folds before, and just let the skirt wrinkle at the base of her thighs like that, There is this movement now, maybe it's just because I pulled it for her last time, so my stomach hurts again.

Fortunately, Mousse didn't speak, and didn't intend to leave. They just sat there side by side, watching the sunset.

From time to time, Mousse stroked the sand tremblingly with his fingers, and each stroke was on Mu Yao's heart. After a long time, Jiang Feng came over with a bunch of barbecue, distributed them to him and Mousse, and followed Mousse Mousse took the barbecue and walked to the classmate's side.

"Eat more, I've eaten it all," Jiang Feng said to Mu Yao, "You can't eat so little at night, eat it all."

Mu Yao nodded, and ate them all one by one. Although the taste was good, it just made him feel sick.

"These are snacks." Jiang Feng took him to a themed coffee shop. "Let's go to that shop for dinner. Li Biwei said it was delicious."

But halfway through, Jiang Feng was called away by Mu Si's classmates again, so Mu Yao went in alone, and Li Biwei and his family had just finished eating, so they walked to Mu Yao's table to chat with him.

Li Biwei was still the same as before, speaking slowly and considerately, which made Mu Yao couldn't help thinking, could it be that he just couldn't do anything with gentle people?

"You have lost a lot of weight this holiday, even thinner than before," she asked, "Is there something wrong? If you have difficulties, you may feel better if you say it."

Mu Yao: "There's nothing to say."

Li Biwei was hurt by his estranged attitude: "...I know you may not trust me very much, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to play tricks on you before, they all said that my words were ugly, half-hearted, watery..."

"I forgot about that a long time ago." Mu Yao's stomach ache added to his headache, "Stop talking about it."

"No," Li Biwei insisted, "I've always wanted to tell you clearly, but I didn't have the courage or the chance before. When I first started school, I liked you very much. I gave you a lot of hints, obviously Even my classmates noticed it, but you haven’t heard back from me, so I thought, you probably don’t like me.”

Mu Yao half-opened her mouth and didn't know what to say.

"Then last winter vacation, I went skating with my brother every day, and I always saw Jiang Feng, and gradually fell in love with him." She lowered her eyes and fiddled with the table mat, "He actually transferred to our class when school started, I just thought, this time I can't stop working hard, even if I fail, I have to speak out first...you won't blame me?"

"No," of course... But now Mu Yao has understood that it's not anyone's fault. Feelings are free and there is nothing to do, so he simply said, "Of course not."

"That's good," she said in a more relaxed manner. "You were in better shape last semester, and I was relieved. I always thought you were a little depressed, but now you are like this again. Can I help you?"

Mu Yao felt that after hearing so much from her, it seemed unfair not to talk about some of her own affairs, so she simply said, "I'm just broken in love."

Li Biwei was very surprised, and was about to say something, but her brother suddenly came over and called her, so she had to leave first.

"Only you can help yourself with this kind of thing," Li Biwei only had time to tell him before leaving, "You have to come out by yourself, but you can tell me if you want to say something, it will make you feel better, and I will help you keep it secret !"

After she left, Mu Yao quietly looked at herself reflected in the glass.

The monster's cheeks were a little sunken, his limbs were wrapped in long sleeves and trousers, he was barely handsome, but he was just a handsome skeleton - his aesthetics had completely changed now, he began to yearn for Jiang Feng, Healthy, sunny and always full of energy.

Mu Yao sneered self-deprecatingly, and looked at the distant scenery, where a tall and big boy was surrounded by several girls asking some questions, and answered them politely, holding two ice cream cones in his hand.

That is the person Mu Yao likes, and also the person he will never get.

Mu Yao got up abruptly, staggered to the trash can, squatted down and vomited.