love marks

Chapter 91, disaster strikes.

Seeing my mother just walk out of the door without looking back, I got up in panic and wanted to chase, but of course I was stopped by chains and handcuffs, and fell to the ground without accident.

When my skin touched the cold ground and the real pain again, I only felt a severe pain in my heart, and then felt a little numb afterwards, as if everything in a trance was unreal; and my chest was still tingling like needles.

After a while, I was a little dizzy, and I sat up slowly, and a warm body hugged me beside me, giving me a temporary support point.

She touched my face, and carefully kissed my forehead and cheek: "Does my face still hurt?"

I didn't speak, just stared at her blankly, a little at a loss.

She helped me treat the wound again, untied my shackles, and said in an emotionless voice: "Go."

I looked at her blankly, not knowing what she meant.

"You go back first and contact me when Auntie calms down," she said.

"You... let me go?" I couldn't believe it.

"It's already like this. If I don't let you go back, you won't feel at ease." She was a little lost, and her voice was exhausted, "I'll give you some more time, and give me some time for myself. Let's all be quiet for a while. Quiet, and then think about how to persuade auntie, I know I am too extreme, we all need to be alone for a while."

Seeing her self-reproach, I couldn't help feeling distressed, but the words she said were still heavy, "I understand my mother's temperament, she can't make sense, if there is room for redemption before, but she saw this scene, I'm afraid it's even more impossible..."

"I don't want to embarrass you," Fu Yu said, "Auntie will definitely feel uneasy when she goes back like this, and it's not suitable for me to come out now, you... hurry up and come back."

"Aren't you afraid that she will lock me up again?" I asked.

Fu Yuding looked at me for a while, then replied, "That's your problem, see if you still want to come back to me."

I froze, speechless for a moment.

Is she, trust me, or test me?

After all, I went home twice before and lost contact for more than a week, although I was "under house arrest" by my mother;

But thinking about it now, do I really want to come back? If I really want to come back, shouldn’t it be desperate and unscrupulous?

She caressed my red-marked wrist, and the red bean bracelet had dimmed her eyes after wearing it for a long time.

Fu Yu kissed the red seal and the bracelet lightly, with a soft but firm voice: "I'll wait for you to come back."

I walked to the door restlessly, and a deep voice came from behind: "Don't make me wait too long."

With a sudden flick of my fingertips, I still left.

I didn't ride a motorcycle because I was in a bad mood and the night was dark.

Walking on the street in a daze, I don't know how long I walked.My mind is messed up, I don't know if I want to go home, what can I say to my mother when I go home; or turn around and go back to Fu Yu's side?

But my mother's attitude made me feel cold, and Fu Yu's words made me upset. It was too difficult to talk about my mother, but I didn't want to lose my mother, and I didn't want to lose Fu Yu either.Or maybe Fu Yu had already seen the entanglement in my heart, and she was also entangled in her heart. She gave me time to sort it out, didn't want to embarrass me, and refused to let go. I have a deep understanding of this kind of self-contradiction.

Why do we have to choose between family affection and love? There is no comparison between the two.

At this moment, I should probably go home, but I dare not. I’m not sure what I have to face. If I don’t go back, it doesn’t make sense. I can’t give up my family because of love. Although I didn’t want to go home before, the reason but different...

My mind was in a mess, confused, and the untimely pain in my calf reminded me to regain my senses. I found that I had walked in the middle of the road. Fortunately, there were not many cars on the road, so I walked to the side of the road. Suddenly, my wrist loosened, and the red bean bracelet I dropped my hand and dropped it on the ground. I lowered my head and was about to bend down to pick it up. Out of the corner of my eye, I felt a sudden light in front of me. When I looked up, I saw two car lights hitting my face. I couldn’t tell what kind of car it was. Knowing that the speed of the car was fast, it would be approaching in a blink of an eye, and subconsciously wanted to dodge, but at this time, the pain in his knees intensified, and he staggered all of a sudden. In just a second, the car had already driven in front of him, and the horn sounded a warning Resounding in the ears.

I broke out in a cold sweat instantly, unconsciously took a few steps back, and was about to hide, when a cold snap shot up my knee joints, I stumbled and fell to the ground, and then I raised my eyes and felt a sudden pain in my forehead, and I was hitting the front of the car. Immediately dizzy, I saw that the car seemed to back a little bit, and a wheel was about to pass by my right side, almost at the same second, my left leg felt a cold and dull pain first, followed by a violent crush The feeling of pressure hits, and it hurts so much!

I couldn't help but yelled loudly, and at this moment a piece of black enveloped the top of my head, I looked up, and saw a large piece of black shadow had fallen towards me...

I don't know how long it took, but I just felt dizzy, my whole body was cold, my chest was tight, my whole body was falling apart, my right leg was stuck, and I lost all feeling in my left leg.

"Can you hear me?" Someone seems to be talking to me, and there are several people beside me who are busy, "Can you hear me? If you can hear me, just blink."

I blinked hard, and then I heard the man rush to the side and say, "I'm still conscious, let's move faster!"

My eyelids were so tired that I finally passed out.

In front of me was a familiar square table with seafood feast on it. I lowered my head, the white wine in the glass was already empty, I just felt that my whole face was hot, burning from ears to throat, and I was about to eat a few mouthfuls of vegetables Squeezing his throat, there was a sudden weight behind him, and someone hugged his neck.

"Fish." I said without thinking.

"Didn't I tell you to wait for me, why did you disappear when you went to the toilet." The warm breath caught the cool body temperature behind the ears.

"Luan Mu has something to tell me." I replied.

"After walking so far, you must be tired. I'll boil the bath water for you. Let's take a bath," she said.

I was taken aback, turned around, met her expression of no difference, and said in amazement: "You, you followed me?!"

"It's not stalking, it's because you didn't see me," she said with a cool tone, "I only have Luan Mu in my eyes."

"I……"

"It's a bus and an alley, and I almost lost it when I went around," she continued, with jealousy in her eyes, "What have you two been doing in the dilapidated house for so long? "

I felt a little dizzy, and avoided her staring eyes, "It's nothing."

"Didn't you do anything?" She obviously didn't believe it, "The two of you have stayed in the house for so long, maybe you didn't do anything!"

"I really didn't do anything." I was depressed, "We didn't stay for long, we only worked for a while."

"It's only been a while?" Her eyes suddenly became hateful, "How long do you want to be with him? Don't you know that guy has been mean to you from the beginning? I endured it out of trust." I rushed in and wanted an explanation, but this is the answer you gave me?!"

"There's no need to explain. I have nothing to do with him. It's because you think too much." My mind was buzzing, and her voice was extraordinarily noisy.

"Then why are you nervous, guilty?" Someone's eyes became indescribable, "He must have done something that you can't accept, otherwise your expression won't be so bad when he comes out, what did he do, touched you?"

I was stunned, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

"Am I talking nonsense?" Her eyes were a bit complicated, and she suddenly reached out to pull down my pants, "Then let me check it."

"What are you doing!" I blocked her nonsense hand, "Don't touch me!"

She froze for a moment, her eyes froze, "Isn't it a guilty conscience, I'm not as good as that guy!"

The chair fell down, I fell to the ground, she leaned on it, and her movements became rough.

"Fish...Fu Yu!"

"It's exhaustion!"

"Let go of me!" I pushed him away, "It's nothing crazy!"

Before I got up, I was held down by him again. When I turned around, I was pressed down on the ground by him, and he changed his route.

My heart went cold, and an unknown fire immediately arose, this posture, isn't it the same as that one!

cao! , The bully and the bully are coming to me!

I rolled over and pressed him under me, and unceremoniously grabbed his neck. Although my mind was confused, the strength in my hands could not be light!

If you dare to bully me, strangle you to death!

The people under me kept struggling, and their nails hurt my flesh. I suddenly came back to my senses and saw that Fu Yu's face was flushed, and he let go of his hands in fright, and then he slumped on the ground.

"Pine nuts...what's the matter with you?!"

"Do you think that as long as there is no real physical relationship, there is still room for restitution, then don't worry, I will definitely get you!"

I suddenly opened my eyes, only to see the whitish ceiling, my vision gradually became clear, and I realized that I was in the hospital.

It seemed like I was dreaming before?Many scenes flashed through my mind, all about Fu Yu, but because there were too many contents, it seemed too crowded and tiring, and in the end I only remembered this scene clearly.

Did it really happen after drinking liquor last time... I just strangled her neck like this?

Is this a dream or something that actually happened to me?

In a daze, it suddenly occurred to me that I seemed to be choking her neck like this when I regained my senses last time...

Why does my brain always seem to forget some things? Is my brain capacity not enough?

If the scene in the dream happened in reality, then why can't I remember it afterwards, but I can dream it in the dream.

Can't figure it out, forget it, don't want to.

I looked around. This is a ward for two people, with all the instruments and equipment, and the other bed is empty. I feel tightness in my chest and a little pain. My head is also wrapped in bandages. He was wearing an oxygen mask; his body was lying stiff, unable to move except his arms and neck.

I turned my head, the weather outside the window was sunny, I couldn't see anything except the buildings and the sun in the distance.

Am I the only patient in the ward? Look at this equipment, is it an ICU? Oh, how much does it cost?

I remember that I was in a car accident. At that moment, I thought I was going to die, but I didn't expect to wake up again. Is this fate.

There was a knock at the door, and then several doctors and nurses in white coats came in, probably for rounds.

They were all taken aback when they saw me, and then smiled: "You're awake."

"You finally woke up, we are all holding our breath." A nurse said.

A male doctor asked, "How do you feel, is there any discomfort?"

I just woke up, and I didn't feel anything was wrong. After thinking for a while, I said, "I feel like I can't turn over, my chest is stuffy, and I can't move my legs."

"Ah, it's normal, just wait until you get used to it," the doctor replied, "Since you were in a dangerous situation when you were first brought here, we can only do relatively emergency first aid. We performed two operations on you. I am a little worried about whether the impact on your head will be dangerous. After all, you cannot complete three operations in a short period of time. It'll be fine in a while."

"Surgery? Two more sessions?" I was surprised, why did I wake up feeling that a lot of things had happened, "What kind of surgery?"

"One is a crushed rib fracture, pneumothorax and pleural effusion caused by punctured lung tissue, and the other is," the doctor paused, and then said, "a comminuted fracture of the knee and lower leg of the left leg. Had an amputation."

What? !Amputation? !

I strenuously stood up and lifted the quilt, and sure enough, I saw that my left leg was wrapped in layers of gauze bandages, and a part of my calf was missing!

"I am amputated..." Amputated...! ! !

I was immediately choked and coughed violently.

"Slow down, this rib isn't healed yet, take it easy." A nurse helped me out.

"How can I cut it off, can't I keep it?" I couldn't believe it.

"Amputation is the safest solution," the doctor explained. "One is that time is in a hurry, and the other is that your left calf has been completely crushed, and the muscle damage is serious. Even if you want to keep your calf, you need to put in countless steel nails to support it." , and no matter how good the performance of the calf is recovered, it will not be able to return to its original muscle function, and it will also be affected by the weather. When the weather is bad, the leg will be very uncomfortable. After careful consideration, I decided to perform an amputation operation on you."

"Don't just blame us for being careless. Given your condition at the time, it's a miracle that you survived," the nurse on the side interjected, "You're bloody all over, you're in a deep coma, and you can't get in touch with your family members. Please wait an extra minute. It can be fatal, and it was performed on you after the attending doctor Chen signed it on your behalf. Do you know how much risk you have to bear..."

"Hey, that's fine," the male doctor signaled her not to say any more, and then said, "I am your attending doctor, my surname is Chen, you still need to stay in the hospital for observation for a while, but it won't be a big problem when you wake up. Yes, you will be transferred to the general ward in a while, you can contact your family members and ask them to go to the hospital to go through the payment procedures as soon as possible, if there are no other questions, we will leave first."

I was a little confused: "I haven't contacted my family yet?"

"You didn't have anything on you when it was delivered, not even a mobile phone, how can you contact your family," the nurse said again, "But the problem won't be big when you wake up, otherwise you will have to stay in the ICU ward for a few more days... Hurry up and contact your family, you have been lying here for a week."

"What? A week?!" I was even more surprised, I have been in a coma for so long?

"Yeah, we don't dare to transfer you to another ward if you're not awake. It's powerless to save you some money. It's a waste of money to stay in the intensive care unit for a week." The nurse replied.

ICU for a week... I was dumbfounded, how much would it cost!

When I woke up, I was covered in bruises and lost my legs. I was lying in the intensive care unit, but my family didn’t know anything about it.

Suddenly I felt a little sad, Fu Yu thought I was still waiting anxiously when I got home, and my mother thought I was still with Fu Yu "willing to degenerate".

What is this... Is Zhu Bajie looking in the mirror?

I couldn't help but smile wryly.

"How do you feel about your breathing?" the nurse asked again, "Is your breathing smooth? Is there any problem with the removal of the ventilator?"

I quickly took off the oxygen mask and took a few breaths, "No problem."

"Slow down, don't use too much force, the chest is still bandaged."

Seeing nothing serious, the doctor and other nurses went out, leaving only the little nurse who was talking to me.

She removed the clip and the oxygen mask from my fingers, and reconfirmed, "Do you really think it's all right, or I'll save you another day..."

I shook my head, "No need."

She turned off the instrument and put it aside.

"Have I really been in a coma for a week?" I asked.

"Well, I haven't woken up," she replied, "we're all worried."

Thinking about it, I can't find my family members for a week, and the doctor will have to bear a lot of risk to sign the consent form for the operation. If I don't make it through again, how much responsibility will they have to bear.

"Beauty, can you lend me your cell phone, I'll make a call." I asked.

She handed me the phone.

"Thank you."

I took the phone, but hesitated, who should I call?

Call Fu Yu, if she sees me like this, she will be frightened, maybe she will blame herself for not being with me and let me go alone;

Call mom?It will also be terrified, and I will blame myself, and it will be more distressing. Let her know that I can't move my whole body and lose my legs, and maybe I will be so anxious that I won't be able to sleep...

After all, he was old and couldn't bear the toss, nor could he bear such a blow.

Finally called my brother.

I suddenly realized that at the critical moment, the first thing I thought of was Tang Ming.

Why, because he is my brother.

Half a day later the phone call:

"Hello." The old man's voice was so nice.

"It's me, pine nuts, what are you doing now?" I asked calmly.

"Of course I'm at work," he chuckled, "Why do you call from an unknown number? What's the matter?"

"I care about the mobile phone borrowed by others," I hesitated and said, "Can you ask for leave?"

"what happened?"

"I have something to do here. It's very tricky. Can you come here?"

"What's the matter?" he continued.

"How much money do you have on hand, I... I need it urgently."

"I have money, how much do you want?"

I looked at the nurse, "How much is it?"

The nurse froze for a moment, thought of something, and took out a few bills of payment from the drawer of the bedside table, "It's all marked here."

I took a rough look, but my heart still felt a little bit, my brother must have thought that I was robbed.

"Hey, talk," the old man asked, "How much do you want?"

Excluding my savings, "About... [-] to [-]."

"Damn, have you been robbed?" Sure enough, the old man looked confused, "Why do you want so much money all of a sudden? You didn't beat someone up to pay for medical expenses, did you?"

"Bad, almost." I had cold sweat on my forehead, "Forty thousand, do you have it?"

The other end paused for a moment, then sighed, "You're not here for my savings, are you? The card is just over 4. How about it, I'll call your card during my lunch break..."

"No, just come here," I continued, "come to the hospital."

Over there, he took a breath, "You really beat someone? How serious is the beating to pay so much money?"

"Well... I got into a big disaster," I said helplessly, "Old rules, don't tell mom yet."

He sighed, "You, 'If you don't make a song, you'll be a blockbuster', okay, I'll go back right away, which hospital?"

"XX hospital."

"Understood, it will take about two hours." He said, "Hang up first."

I returned the phone after the call, "Thank you."

"Who to call, friend?" the nurse asked.

"my brother."

"Brother?"

"Ah."

"It's not like talking so politely with my own brother." She was surprised.

I was also surprised, "You're welcome, is there any?"

"Yes, I have been asking the other party if they have time, so it's inconvenient, as if my business is unimportant, if I have cried a long time ago, you still look like someone who has nothing to do." The nurse said casually, and glanced at me , then silenced.

"Don't make big movements. The ribs are still very fragile. In addition, you have to pay attention to the cut on your shoulder. It's so deep that you can see the bone. Try to move as little as possible, and don't eat randomly. Take nutrient solution for two days... I'm leaving , someone will transfer you to the ward later." After finishing speaking, she packed up her things and turned to go out.

When I was transferred to the general ward, I was just in time for lunch in the cafeteria. The smell of the food made me feel greedy, but seeing my current state, I couldn't help feeling discouraged.

When can I leave the hospital?

Although the general ward is a four-person room, I don't know those people, and it still feels like a year. At the moment, my head is full of Fu Yu. I don't know what she is doing now, she must be thinking about me.

Still complaining about why I didn't go back.

I don’t know how long it took, when I was drowsy, a person walked into the ward, looked at me for a while and shouted: “Pine nuts?!”

I opened my eyes, my brother was shocked.

I glanced at the stool in front of the bed and forced a smile, "It's pretty quick, sit down."