love marks

Chapter 85, who needs to tie the bell to untie the bell?

Prom time is fast approaching.

Fu Yu chose a song as the bgm for the dance, "Pas de Deux".

Really answered my question, no problem.

So amidst the hustle and bustle, the open space in the middle of the open-air square was temporarily set up as a simple stage. Under the instigation of everyone, Fu Yu and I, who had been prepared for a long time, came to the "stage".

The music started, and I saw a smug smile in her eyes.

You wanna say love love love love love

Anbabygirlsayokayokay

The body is close to me and I use my body temperature to answer

Is there a sentence in your eyes that is the same as mine?

That's love love love love love love

Anbabygirlsayokayokay

Real touch love is not just a fairy tale

just fell deeply

Appreciate each other slowly in pas de deux

Love is a bit boring, romance is formulaic

Some love to add a little bit to stimulate more imagination

Are you looking forward to it too? Excited like me

Sprinkle the sweetness all over the place and indulge

oh every capillary scratches across your nails

oh gentle touch to the restless heart

Hot hot baby we can set it off the night

The pas de deux can't extricate itself from the darkness

……

I should know that every song she chooses is not just listening to it. All the intentions are in the lines of the lyrics. We have danced and rehearsed for two months. In the past two months, we have been close to each other and danced like no one else. This is not enough to explain my heart what.

Why is her uneasiness still so strong.

At the end of the dance, the music suddenly changed. It was also a passionate dance song, but it was more unrestrained than "Pas de Deux", and the rhythm was more exciting.

Seeing that Fu Yu didn't mean to end, I was at a loss for a moment. She didn't say that she would have two dances. Why did she prepare two songs?

And Fu Yu, who was at the side, had already twisted himself first, and motioned for me to join him with his eyes, which made me a little unexpected. Is it an impromptu dance?

It suddenly occurred to me that I saw Fu Yu laughing at himself on the balcony more than once before. Although I couldn't help laughing, I didn't bother her. Looking at her movements now, aren't they the same movements that I secretly practiced before.

Thinking of this, I understand that she wants to see if I have a tacit understanding with her.

To be honest, I also occasionally "practice" her movements by myself. Although it was just a flash of thought and the movements were pitiful and fragmented, but at this moment, with the "influence" of music, my interest was also ignited, so Falling into dance steps with Fu Yu, also completed the second program at the prom.

Fu Yu hugged me and kissed me fiercely, with a satisfied expression on his face, "Song Zi, you are so amazing, and the impromptu dance fits so well, I love you so much!"

"Is it fun?" I smiled back.

"Enjoy it, I'm sweating all over now." She panted slightly, and then asked inexplicably, "Why are you so physically strong, and you don't even breathe."

"That's for sure," I smugly said, "I work out more than you do."

She suddenly jumped on my back and said coquettishly, "Then I'm tired and don't want to leave, so you carry me over to rest."

Walking to the bench beside her, she jumped down, "I'll go to the toilet first, you wait for me here."

"it is good."

She ran away, and I sat down on the bench, and then I felt relieved to rub my aching knee with throbbing nerves.

After a while, Luan Mu came over, "You are here."

I remembered the content of the □□ chat and asked, "What do you want to tell me?"

"Come on, I'll take you to a place." He said.

"Where?"

"Where you lived before," he said.

"Where did I live?" Is it the place where I used to live? "Why do you go there?"

"There are memories you threw away." He looked serious.

The memory thrown away...is it related to my previous memory fragments?

If so, this kind of memory is not good.

My face darkened, "Since I threw it away, why bother picking it up again?"

"But you didn't throw it away completely."

"What do you mean?" I was not pleased.

He suddenly approached me, his voice lowered a few degrees, and he said with a hint of helplessness, "Do you still eat candied haws now, and when you don't have enough change, don't you want it?"

I was surprised, "How do you know?"

He sighed, "I didn't know before, but now I know."

"what do you want?"

"I don't want to do anything," he said, with a troubled expression on his face. "Although I know it might be a bit inhumane, but the person who untied the bell has to tie it. I know that your awkward appearance is caused by my grandpa, so I want to take you back. , let my grandpa apologize to you face to face."

"Apologize?" I was inexplicably impatient, "If an apology is useful, then why do we need the police!"

Wait, why did I say this, what unforgivable thing did his grandfather really do...?

Even I think my tone of voice is so natural...

!!!

"I'm sorry." He apologized, and then said again, "I'm going to another place, and I may not be able to see you again in the future, so this may be the last chance. Give me a chance, and give yourself a chance, okay?"

I didn't speak.

"My grandpa talked about you," he added. "I can see the guilt in his eyes."

I sneered, "Humph, crocodile tears."

Then I was a little silly, this... isn't it arbitrarily checked?

"Want to go with me? It's still early, so go early and come back early." His eyes were sincere.

I hesitated, "I'm waiting for Fu Yu, she went to the bathroom."

"You want her to know about your bad past," he said.

I just felt a chill all over my body.

I clasped my palms tightly: "Go."

We got on the bus, and on the bus I sent Fu Yu a message telling her that I had to take a step ahead, but she never replied to me.

Didn't you see it?

I called again and got hung up.

Get angry.

An hour and a half later we got off the train at the station, Luan Mu saw that I was absent-minded, and he himself was a little nervous.

Later, we set foot on the very familiar street, and the breeze in the air seemed to have a familiar smell that belonged to this place.

"Want to go back to the old house to have a look?" He said.

I shook my head, the original house had been sold to someone else long ago, and it no longer belonged to us, there was no point in going back.

"Let's go then."

Today is not warm, the wind is a bit cold, and my legs have been aching.

I followed him in the other direction, walked through the alleys, came to an old building, went up to the third floor, and saw the iron gate covered with posters.

His heart suddenly became heavy, and his palms began to sweat coldly.

He touched his pocket, feeling a little regretful, "There is no key."

"Is there no one at home?"

He knocked on the door, but no one answered.

He glanced at the time and said, "The nanny usually goes out to buy groceries at this time."

"Your grandpa..."

"He was paralyzed and had been in bed for two years," he said.

I didn't speak any more.

He fumbled in his pocket for a long time but found nothing. He looked up and saw the hairpin on my head, and said, "Use your hairpin to open the door."

I was taken aback, "How can this work?"

"It's okay, you can do it, once you learn this technique, it's hard to forget it." He disagreed.

I was a little surprised, so I took the issuing card and handed it to him.

"You come," he said.

I was even more puzzled, "Why?"

"After all these years, I want to see if you are born." He replied.

I was surprised, "How do you know I can pick the lock?"

He looked at me amusedly, "Because I taught you."

I froze.

Yes, I have no impression at all.

Seeing this, he sighed, "Open the door."

I put the hairpin into the keyhole, fiddled with it for a while, the door opened, and I had a headache for a moment.

He walked in first, and I followed behind, still feeling a long-lost sense of familiarity.

Long time no see? !

I've been here...it feels similar to the scene in that dream.

When I came to the back room, a skinny old man was lying on the bed, his facial features had been tortured by aging.

"This is my grandfather, do you still remember?" Luan Mu said.

I looked at this old man who was already unconscious, and I didn't feel any pity in my heart.

"What did you bring me to see him for?"

"My grandfather did a lot of immoral things in the early years, the most notable one is... Weixie children, this happened several times, usually the kind of girl who is alone, and you, the last one, Because your personality is a bit cynical, so he used the excuse of giving change to trick you into coming home..."

At this time, the door behind me was suddenly closed, and I was so scared that I turned around quickly.

"It's okay, it was blown by the wind." He said.

Yes, the windows are open, and there is a draft.

"Put me down! Put me down!"

"Boom!" There was a knock on the door.

I was thrown onto the bed by someone, and my skin hurt from being grabbed by a pair of big hands.

"Let me go, let me go!" I yelled loudly, and then my mouth was covered, and a wrinkled face leaned forward, making a silent gesture, "Shh, don't make a sound, Don't be afraid, grandpa will be fine!"

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu whoa!"

"Grandpa?" A voice sounded, and the man froze for a moment and looked back, the little boy's face appeared in sight, "Grandpa, what are you doing?"

"What are you doing here, get out!" the old man shouted angrily.I took the opportunity to kick him, pushed him away, put on my pants and ran outside.

"Catch her, don't let her get away!" The old man's voice came from behind.

I opened the iron gate and rushed out, the boy had already caught up and stopped me, "Where are you going?"

"You let me go!"

"But my grandfather won't let you go!"

"He's a bad guy, why do you listen to him!"

"But he is my grandfather," the boy still didn't let go, "you don't go, I will ask my grandfather to apologize to you."

"Let go, I'm going to tell my mom that your grandpa is a bad guy, and we don't want to be friends anymore!"

"No..." The boy was a little panicked, "Don't go, why don't I ask my grandfather to apologize..."

During the dispute and pushing, I accidentally fell down the stairs and passed out immediately...

"Tang Song?"

I came back from the memories, and my forehead was already in a cold sweat.

In a blink of an eye, I saw Luan Mu looking at me with a worried face. Although this face has matured a lot, I can still distinguish a face that is somewhat similar to that boy.

With a slap, he was not surprised, it seemed to be expected.

"I should stay away from you!"

"sorry."

I pointed at the immobile old man on the bed and yelled, "I bought his candied haws because I knew you, otherwise I would have made him..."

I can't go on.

There was apology and loneliness in his forbearing expression, "I'm sorry."

"You'll just say sorry!"

But so what, the old man who did the bad things is now paralyzed in bed, after all these years, can I still pursue him, and Luan Mu was just like me at that time, just a child who didn't understand anything.

I turn around and leave.

The pain in my leg got worse.

The old man on the bed suddenly made a sound. I turned around and found that there was some light in his eyes, and he was looking in my direction. The expression in his eyes was unclear;

Luan Mu walked close to his ear, got up after a while and said to me, "I also asked me to apologize to you on his behalf, he is very sorry for you."

"Apologize? What about the other girls? Has he apologized too? An apology doesn't mean that the matter can be written off!" But with his state, it seems that there is nothing he can do to pursue him.

I leave annoyed.

He silently followed behind, followed far away.

I turned around angrily: "Why are you following me, go back and take care of your grandpa!"

"...Are you angry?" He asked knowingly.

"Isn't this nonsense!" I didn't want to talk to him, "Go, I don't want to see you."

"Then you...have you remembered?" He asked weakly.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to remember it, since you can not remember it, why bother to remember it!" I kicked him hard, "You can get out, and you won't need to look for me in the future."

"Tang Song, I know I'm sorry for you, but I sincerely apologize to you, and I don't ask you to forgive me, I just want you to let go... I know I'm not qualified to say this, I just want you not to fall into In the shadow of confusion, instead of being unable to extricate yourself in the inexplicable fear, it is better to remove the scar, so that you can see the real wound intuitively, or you can let go..."

I rolled my eyes silently, what the hell logic, I even took off the scar to see the wound, am I not afraid of infection.

At least it will be annoying.

"I like you very much," he continued, "but I know it's impossible. After all, no one likes someone who hurts themselves. Please believe that the reason why I want you to recall that unpleasant thing again is really innocent. I don’t want you to avoid the pain caused by the incident by partially forgetting, because it’s obviously not thorough enough. I can see that you have changed a lot since you were with Fu Yu, and you are closer to your original appearance. With her by your side You can live without the mask, that's why I dare to bring it up again, because even if I don't say it, you will think about it later, but then I don't know how you will feel about it, and it may be worse ..."

"Then you told me that you think I should develop in a better way." I snorted coldly, "I had already forgotten it, but now you put it in front of me again, reminding me of the embarrassing things that happened before , do you think I should thank you?"

"That's not what I meant," he argued. "Actually, you haven't really forgotten it, but you just can't remember it for a while. I just want you to break through this barrier as soon as possible, let go of it and start over. And please don't worry, my grandfather told me However, although he was deceived by lard at the time, he also attempted to do so at that time, so he did not cause any substantial harm to you..."

"So I should be thankful and grateful, shouldn't I be like the other children who were taken advantage of by him because of their ignorance and bewilderment?" I glared, feeling very upset to see his bewildered expression, " Get off, get off now, don't let me see you!"

He was silent, and it took a long time before he turned and left silently.Needless to say, his "good intentions" were voided.

He didn't understand what kind of mood I was in when I took the candied haws that the old man handed me, and he didn't know what the old man's behavior meant to me.

He doesn't know anything, he just does what he thinks is right based on what he thinks is a well-intentioned decision.

What would his grandpa, who had been paralyzed in bed for two years, tell him?

Everything is just a conclusion drawn from years of precipitation.

Sitting on the return bus, I fell into memory again:

After falling down the stairs and waking up from a coma, I found myself locked in pitch blackness with less than half a meter of visibility.I didn't know where I was and didn't dare to move around, so I didn't know how long it had passed, when I heard a little movement, a light came through the darkness, a figure walked in, it turned out to be Luan Mu, he handed me some food, "Be hungry, eat."

"Where is this?" I asked.

"Grandpa's abandoned warehouse, the place where you put the broken ones," he said, "Grandpa asked me to bring you some food."

I got up and walked towards the light.

He put down his food and grabbed me, "Why are you going?"

"Go home." Although I didn't want to go home at that time, I just wanted to get out of here.

"You can't go home," he refused. "You will tell the family about this."

"Of course I have to tell my family."

"No, you can't say, my grandpa will be arrested." He disagreed.

"Your grandpa has done bad things, of course he will be arrested."

"That won't work. If my grandfather is arrested, I will have nowhere to go." He was a little anxious.

"You can go back to your parents' house." I was about to go out.

He pulled me and refused to let me go, "My dad won't come to pick me up, so you can't go."

"Whether your father picks you up or not has nothing to do with me."

He hesitated, "Will we still be friends after that?"

"No, I won't be friends with you again!" I replied immediately.

"But I really want to be friends with you."

"You live with your grandpa, and your grandpa is a bad person, so you will become bad when you grow up, so I won't be friends with you!" I threw him away, turned around and ran out of the warehouse gate.

"Tang Song!"

……

When the memories were over, I came back to my senses. The bus just arrived at the stop, so I got out of the car and went back to school silently all the way.

Most of the students have gone back, and only some small groups organized by individual students in the class are still there.

I was walking aimlessly, and suddenly bumped into someone's arms, raised my head, it was Tang Ming.

"Brother, why are you here?" He had graduated a year ago.

"Of course I want to come over to congratulate you on your graduation, but I couldn't find you for a long time." He looked at me, then at the side of me, and asked, "Where is Fu Yu, why are you alone?"

I glanced casually, "Maybe go back first."

"Aren't you together?"

"Ah, I have something to do just now."

"That's a bit strange." He was a little suspicious, "It's fine if she's not by your side, why can't she get through the phone?"

"Can't get through the phone?" I was taken aback, then took out my phone, "When?"

"I haven't been able to get through."

I called back and got through, but no one answered.

Dial again and hang up.

I was a little panicked and made several phone calls, but no one answered.

"Fuck, what's going on! Why doesn't she answer the phone?"

"How do I know?" The elder brother was helpless, "Did you quarrel?"

"No," I was very puzzled. If I was angry because I didn't wait for her, I answered the phone anyway, but if I didn't answer the phone and couldn't find anyone, what should I do.

"Why don't you go home first, maybe she has already gone home." The elder brother suggested.

After thinking about it, I had no choice but to agree.

"I see that your complexion is not very good, are you feeling unwell?" the elder brother asked with concern.

"I'm fine, I'm going back first," I looked beside him, "You didn't come here alone, did you?"

He just smiled, "No, he went to buy food."

"Alright then, you can wait for him here, or he won't be able to find you by then," I waved my hand, "I'm going back."

"Slow down on the road!"

"understood."

Arriving home anxiously all the way, after entering the house, I turned around and did not see Fu Yu. When I was about to get discouraged, I saw prepared white wine and a sumptuous seafood feast on the dinner table.

I'm at a loss, what is she doing?

Is it better to pair seafood with red wine?Although a bit more expensive...

The problem is that I can't drink much red or white, and she can't even drink it.

What is she trying to do knowingly?

"Fu Yu?" I called out tentatively, "Fu Yu, are you back?"

There was no response. At this time, I heard the sound of water flowing from the bathroom, and I was relieved.

Now that you have prepared wine, let's drink it. After drinking wine and sleeping well, you won't think about those unpleasant things.

I sat down and poured myself a glass full of clear liquid, like water.

I've never had baijiu, I just know it's going to be high.It's good, I'm dizzy and can't think about anything.

Throw your head back and drink it...