love marks

Chapter 120 Four, similar smells, half a catty, cut black.

"I'm sorry..." I said without the slightest confidence.

"Apologize?" Suddenly a gust of wind rushed towards me, I was pulled over, and fell on my back on the bed in a blink of an eye, he looked at me condescendingly, "Why are you apologizing?"

Looking at the inexplicable emotions in his eyes, I swallowed unconsciously, and calmly asked for confirmation: "Yu Nuo...is my child... right?"

"Why do you think that?" he asked back.

I turned my head, and my eyes fell on the diagnostic book next to me.

He snorted, "Yu Nuo just had his birthday, if you push back the time, no matter how you calculate it, it can't be yours."

I calmed down and silently recalculated the pregnancy date, but it was really not right, the difference was nearly four months.

Yu Nuo was not born by me.

While I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, I became entangled again: "But I was really pregnant..."

"Yeah," he admitted, smiling dangerously at random, "what, sentimental about unborn children?"

"No."

"Do you think I will let you give birth to that child?" He twitched the corner of his mouth jokingly, "You are my woman, how could I let you give birth to someone else's child."

Thinking about it, with Feng Ji's character, how could he tolerate the child being born, and raise it so big that it would dangle in front of his eyes all day long, even if it was born, he would end it soon.

Even when Fu Yu was so gentle, it would be difficult to feel compassion for Yunuo.

"You know what's going on, right?" I said.

He was startled, "What's the inside story?"

"Is Yu Nuo my elder brother's child?" I looked into her eyes, "Adopted or biological?"

He hesitated for a moment, a tangled look flashed in his eyes, and then he replied, "What can I do, Yu Nuo's surname is Tang, and he is your brother's child."

I'm not very satisfied with his ambiguous answer: "You don't seem to like Yu Nuo very much."

"No." He denied.

"That's because she doesn't like you." I replied.

He didn't take it seriously, "That's because we don't know each other well, but that little girl has a good relationship with you and is very attached to you."

"Is there a blood relationship after all?"

"It's nothing to do with that!" He suddenly became a little irritable, "She and Tang Ming's relationship is not as close as yours, and you are not her real mother..."

"...You mean, my brother is still related to her by blood?" I seemed to have found a breakthrough point.

He panicked for a moment, and then tried to cover up and change the subject, "I said that feelings have nothing to do with blood relationship... Although you are not her real mother, don't you like her very much?"

I suddenly thought of Fu Yu's attitude towards Yu Nuo, really doting on her.Especially the reaction when seeing Yu Nuo in the mental hospital for the first time, no matter how I think about it, I feel that it is not the feeling of strangers.

Even if you like it again.

At that time, Fu Yu's appearance of wanting to cry is still engraved in my mind.

"Yu'er likes Yu Nuo very much," I said, "at least you are more or less the same, otherwise Yu Nuo will have a psychological gap."

He was slightly displeased, and replied casually, "I don't like children, if it wasn't for Fu Yu's face, there might not be such a child."

His words aroused my doubts again, "What do you mean 'maybe there is no such child'?"

And Feng Ji also realized that he had slipped his mouth, so he kept silent, even if I asked him again, he would not say more.

Not long after, someone's eyes returned to the usual gentleness, and he raised his hand to rub my hair, "Go to rest early, I have to attend Wu Ziting's wedding tomorrow."

And at this moment, I also have a hypothesis in my heart. Although it has not been confirmed, I have already acquiesced in this setting in my heart. The more I think about it, the more incredible I feel. Looking at his eyes that don't want to mention it again, I choose to remain silent.

always will know.

I turned my back to her, and she hugged me from behind, drawing circles on my cheek with her fingertips, and I let her small movements.

"You have something on your mind?"

I didn't speak.

She put one leg on mine and rubbed against it, "Pine nuts..."

I tilted my head, "What's wrong."

"My body is a little... not strong."

I got up and looked at her, "What's wrong? Are you going to the hospital?"

"That's not what I meant..." She rushed forward suddenly, and whispered in my ear shyly, "I just wanted to..."

I was slightly stunned, and subconsciously said: "I attack you?"

She was even more embarrassed, and buried her face in my arms, "Don't be so straightforward."

I couldn't help laughing, "Finally agreed? Someone said that he would only let me do it once, so that I have been hopeless until now. Why did he suddenly agree now? Didn't he lie to me?"

"Of course not," she was very shy, but put her arms around my neck, her body pressed against me, and whispered back, "Then she is also a girl."

I was a little excited when I heard that, but then I said with certainty: "Feng Ji won't make trouble, will he?"

Her hand slid down to my lap, "He also listens to me."

All of a sudden, I felt relieved, and my wish to counterattack for many years was finally coming true!

Wait, why counterattack?I'm obviously attacking.

So without further ado, I overwhelmed her, and covered the hill in front of her with one hand through my clothes.

Teasing Little Putao viciously, he suddenly understood Feng Ji's mentality to be the master, this feeling is really cool.

After a hearty lingering, we hugged each other, each other's body temperature warmed each other, I suddenly felt a little lost, playing with her hair, I asked in a hoarse voice: "Have you ever hated me?"

She in her arms was silent for a while, then asked, "What are you referring to?"

"... All counted, like when I left you without saying a word... the first time was eight years, and the last time was three years, and I am no longer innocent, I was played by others and got pregnant... also It caused you to kill another person and spend another three years in a mental hospital."

I looked at her with regret in my eyes, "I'm so sorry, I always seem to get into trouble, and then I ask you to wipe my ass...you...you don't dislike me, do you?"

She didn't answer right away, but moved her hand back and forth to caress my body, with indistinct emotions hidden in her eyes, and finally burst into tears.

I quickly coaxed, "Why are you crying? Did I say something wrong?"

"Of course it's wrong, it's all wrong!" Her tears fell like broken beads: "You were in a car accident and amputated because of me, and you were... unexpectedly pregnant by them, and you were lying in bed for three years because of me." , and you left me for eight years, and I went to a mental hospital because of murder, whether I endured suffering or had nothing, this is the retribution for my actions! Auntie is right, I killed you, you and I Together, there will be many disasters, Songzi... I am sorry for you, I am the one who caused you to become what you are now, if we were not together back then, you would be very..."

"It's not as serious as you said," I interrupted her, "There is no disaster, it's just a broken leg, even without you, I might have a car accident or something, or it's not as good as it is now, as for what The president of the company, those scumbags, they have been eyeing me for a long time, what does it have to do with you, like that hapless kidnapper, he didn't want to kidnap me in the first place, but also because of my own family affairs... It's all Things in fate have nothing to do with us being together, you don't have to blame yourself, the responsibility lies with me..."

"You don't need to comfort me..."

"Then you are not comforting me?"

She cried even more pear blossoms and rain.

I held her face in my hands and kissed away her tears, "Okay, let's stop this topic here, let's not bring it up again, if we have to hold someone accountable, we are like-minded, we are in the same boat, it will take a long time in the future, we Just live well and try not to have any accidents, OK?"

She laughed through tears, "Well..."

Then she kissed my lips, "Songzi, I love you."

"I love you too." I also rubbed her hair, it was still so soft that you couldn't put it down.

The next day, we went to Wu Ziting's wedding as promised. We haven't seen each other for a few years. Wu Ziting has become more feminine. She looks elegant in a white wedding dress, and the groom is a handsome young man, not very eye-catching. , is eye-catching and durable.

This is a bit different from my original aesthetic standards for her. I thought she would definitely let herself marry a handsome guy, well, Bai Lujie is much more handsome than this groom.

What surprised me the most was that the groom looked several years younger than Wu Ziting, and I didn't expect that he was still in love with siblings.

Besides Fu Yu and I, several alumni from the university also came to the wedding, and we all sat at the same table.

Several alumni showed surprise and envy when they saw us: "I didn't expect you are still together."

"Why does this sound so strange?" I half-jokingly said, and Fu Yu also echoed, "It seems that he doesn't like us."

They quickly explained, "That's not what I meant, it's just that I didn't expect it. After all, many people who dated in college broke up by the time they graduated."

"That's them."

"Ahaha, true love is indeed the same sex." They also echoed.

"I think back in school, the relationship between the two of you was known to everyone, and it was rumored in school. At that time, we were all guessing how long you would last with such a publicity. I didn't expect that you were the only ones who persisted." Now, those people broke up in the end, either they were familiar strangers, or they just had nothing to do with each other.”

"Isn't it..."

They were still talking enthusiastically, Fu Yu and I listened and didn't answer much.

How would they know that Fu Yu and I did not have a smooth journey.

But this will also strengthen your feelings.

When Wu Ziting came to toast, we sent the prepared red envelopes, "Happy husband and wife, a happy marriage for a hundred years."

"Thank you." Wu Ziting glanced at us and added, "You too."

The groom next to me froze for a moment, then turned his eyes away from me and walked to the next person.

Later, we simply ate some wedding banquet and left early, but Wu Ziting gave us two extra packs of wedding candy, which contained many big white rabbits.

Just heard Fu Yu mutter: "She remembers something casually."

I just thought of one word: match what you like.

Holding her shoulders, "It's just a bag of candy, and it's worth eating? I'm yours now, what's not to like?"

She thought about it, and then she smiled, "I'm not full, I want to eat hot pot."

I touched my pocket and sighed, "Oh, I'm so shy."

"Go home and do it yourself," she said, "I have money in my pocket, let's go buy ingredients together."

After staying at home for another two days, I decided to go out and look for a job, but I am still hesitating about what kind of job to look for. Should I continue to be an agent...I'm afraid I can't, my reputation in the industry is already rotten, who would still want to Ask me to be his agent, and who is willing to talk to me about artist cooperation.

Or go back to what I do: translation.

But even translation jobs are hard to find. They won’t use someone with a bad reputation like me for oral translation in diplomatic occasions. They can only find written translation jobs.

It is also hard to find.

The video of me being teased at the beginning was widely circulated. Even after so long, I still accidentally saw that kind of indecent video. How can I ensure that others will not see it again...

I spread the word ten times, and I really became the joke of people after dinner. Whether it is in the entertainment circle or the translation circle, this kind of thing is disgraceful.

And it is even more impossible for me to stand firmly in this situation.

I have been disheartened after repeated job hunting, and my current situation is far worse than when I just lost my limb. I am not only disabled, but also a notorious disabled person.

When I got home, my mother came back from a walk with Yu Nuo. As soon as she entered the door, she complained that children's things were too expensive. A toy cost hundreds of dollars, and it took a long time to think about changing a toy for Yu Nuo.

Well, the conditions at home have just eased, and my brother has made more notices, which is considered more relaxed. During the first two years of difficult times, Fu Zhe was always there to help. Although the current environment is better, but the price is so high, there is more to give For such a little girl as Nuo, there will be more places to spend money in the future, and the family has no savings, so if she doesn't work anymore, she really feels like sitting on the mountain.

Yu Nuo held a half-eaten ice cream in her hand, and she was about to hug her when she came up, and when I picked her up, she poured the ice cream into my mouth: "Sister-in-law, eat."

"Sister-in-law won't eat it, you can eat it." I seldom eat cold drinks and ice creams now.

My mother seemed to think of something and said, "By the way, when we came back by bus, we saw that so-and-so on the small TV."

"Who is it?" I replied casually.

"It's that who...that, that...what's that called," my mother meditated for a while, and suddenly realized, "it's that artist you brought, called Gu... Gu Chenghao! Yes, it's him!"

Gu Chenghao.I was taken aback when I heard this.

Yes, he is an artist I have brought.I remember I also said that I want to train him into an all-round artist.

But now...

Things are unpredictable.

"I haven't watched TV for a few days. I didn't expect to see him show his face on TV today. The guy is standing upright and dressed very smartly. He said that he will participate in some reality show..."

Mom suddenly slapped her head and said, "By the way, he seems to be short of an agent now. Weren't you his agent before? It just so happens that you are also looking for a job. Do you have his contact information? Otherwise, give him a call." Call and ask, maybe it will be done?"

I couldn't believe it, "How do you know he doesn't have an agent?"

"When a reporter interviewed him, he said it himself. He also said that he had changed several agents in such a long time since his debut, but he always felt that the first agent was more compatible and more at ease. He also said that he was very grateful to that agent for being with him. Contribute to him when he first debuted, pointing him in the right direction and so on..." My mother thought for a while and then said, "I remember he was still a newcomer when you brought him, so his first Aren’t you the broker?”

Immediately, my mother was a little excited, "Oh, now there is a door, if you go to him now, you will definitely succeed!"

My heart moved, but then I said dejectedly, "Forget it, I don't plan to go this way anymore."

"What's the matter, didn't you work well as a broker before, and then you were promoted to be an executive director. Isn't it good to go back to your old job now? After all, you are proficient in business and familiar with the road." Mom didn't think there was anything wrong, "And that Gu Chenghao is said to be quite a famous star now, so he wants to find a private agent. You don't need to be a director, you can continue to be an agent."

I haven't contacted Gu Chenghao for a long time. Thinking about the bad things that happened at the beginning and didn't explain anything to him, he suddenly disappeared in the circle and disappeared from his sight. I guess he will have resentment and blame me, let alone At that time, the overwhelming public opinion in the circle was very unfavorable to me, and my reputation could be said to be completely ruined.

What makes me disheartened is not their public opinion, but the authenticity of this incident. No matter what public opinion it is based on, this incident happened in real life, and real incidents mixed with rumors are often even more embarrassing.

"Let's not talk about the agent, it's hard to find a job as a translator in my old business," I said, "You have watched the video, and after that incident, do you think I still have the face to step on the job again?" Do you want to enter the entertainment industry?"

Mom didn't speak any more, and sighed heavily for a long while.

The entertainment industry is a big dyeing vat and also a magnifying glass. As long as you step into it, whether you like it or not, many things are not up to you.

Although the manager walks on the edge, he often walks by the river, so how can he not get his shoes wet.

I already stumbled and fell into the stinky ditch, and my feet were covered in mud.

But the matter is not over yet, two days later my brother called and said the same thing, asking me if I want to be an agent again.

I couldn't help but want to laugh: "Why, mom still asked you to be a lobbyist?"

But it's not necessary to think about it again. It's not that my mother doesn't know the reason.

Sure enough, my brother said in a daze: "What does it mean that my mother asked me to be a lobbyist? I don't think you are also looking for a job recently. You are familiar with the business of a broker, and there is nothing wrong with going back to your old job."

"When I left, I got into a commotion. In the eyes of the public, it was morally corrupt and notorious," I said indifferently, "I was hacked badly."

"We can clean it up," the old man disagreed, "Even if it is a celebrity, who has no black material, but he is not afraid of the shadow, what those people who eat melons know is just watching the fun, and the truth is often grasped In the hands of a few people, once the limelight is over, other celebrities should still be popular. Your incident has been in the past for so long, no one is willing to hold on to this stain, and you don’t have to worry about other things, just do what you want, It takes a long time to see people's hearts, and when the time comes when we reveal the truth to the world, you will naturally be cleared."

"The Qing is self-cleaning..." I recited silently, and suddenly felt a little ironic. How could I have the nerve to say that I am a Qing.

"Brother, do you really want me to go through this muddy water again?"

My brother loves me so much, so naturally he doesn't want me to be wronged, but he probably has his own thoughts in making this decision now.

The old man was silent for a while, then sighed softly, "Of course I don't want you to come to this muddy water again, but to be honest, you are very unwilling, right?"

I was taken aback when I heard this, and didn't speak.

"It's just like this, are you willing to let it go?" said the elder brother, "Although the gang of scumbags have been dealt with by Fu Yu, the matter can't end like this. At least, you have to cleanse yourself, otherwise you will be killed in the future." No matter what industry you are in, the shadow will always be with you... Although I don't want you to be wronged again, things must have a happy ending."

As expected, my brother still knows me very well, and I really feel unwilling. Although the LJ incident is true, the public opinion is false, turning a victim into the leader of the incident, and being suspected of being a hype...

The physical and psychological trauma is serious enough, but I still have to suffer injustice. Although the perpetrators have received due retribution, but the truth has not been made public, I can't swallow this breath.

After thinking about it again, I decided to take this road again, and it will create public opinion, not only them.

"Then, my brother called me and told me this, isn't he planning to let me continue to be your manager?" I asked casually.

"Well...my manager is okay, there is no reason to dismiss me," the old man smiled apologetically, "but there are people who just need a manager."

"Gu Chenghao." I replied.

"Oh, you already know, it seems that you have planned."

"No, it was my mother who told me."

"Gu Chenghao is doing well now, and he has a bright future. If there is a good manager at the helm, it will be smooth sailing." Immediately afterwards, the elder brother said, "Actually, I also have occasional contact with Gu Chenghao. He is good everywhere. , It's just that your temper is getting more and more eccentric, and the managers around you have changed several times, but they are still not satisfied. It can be seen that you have left a deep impression on him."

Allow me to be narcissistic here: "Who am I not impressed by?"

Then he turned to self-mockery, "I must have left an 'extremely deep' impression in the circle."

"I'll give you his phone number, and you can contact him when the time comes." After thinking for a while, the old man changed his words again, "Forget it, I'll let him contact you proactively, so that it will appear more sincere."

I couldn't help laughing, "You still want to increase my social status, if he still dares to let me be his manager now, that's really brave."

"How can a coward be your artist," the elder brother said in a serious tone, "Remember, never underestimate your self-worth and underestimate yourself. In my heart, you will always be my best sister, a priceless treasure."

It was the first time I heard such a nasty compliment from him, I was a little embarrassed, "Okay, it's almost done, I'm going to be in a trance."

"It will take about a week for my film to wrap up. When that time comes, you will come to my office and be a nominal agent."

"Don't you have an agent?" I was a little surprised, "What else is a nominal agent?"

"It means that you are my agent in name, but you won't be restrained. What should you do? The real power is still in the hands of my manager, and your real power is given by that kid Gu Chenghao. Of course, if there are no accidents. , In addition, when you are free, you can also help your brother and me to make announcements, and the manager's treatment is shared, as the saying goes, the fat and water don't flow to outsiders."

I have no objection to the elder brother's arrangement. He is still very strict in this regard. He said he was giving me a name, but there are two considerations. Let others know that I have a backer, and the second is to give my "extra money" income a reasonable name.

Fat water does not flow to outsiders' fields...

I feel that my brother's agent may also have something that makes him dissatisfied.

In the evening, I took a bath in the bathroom and touched the broken knee of my left leg, feeling weird in my heart.

I haven't seen you for three years, and I don't know what attitude Gu Chenghao will have if we meet again.

Will he really ask me to be his agent again? A "shameless" person like me will affect his stardom.

Fu Yu walked in suddenly, holding my mobile phone in his hand, his eyes were unclear: "Someone is calling for you."

The phone was still vibrating.

"Who is it?" I wiped my hands and took the phone, Gu Chenghao's name was impressively displayed on the screen.

I glanced at Fu Yu, she didn't stay long, turned around and left after giving me the phone.

After a moment of hesitation, I still answered, "Hello."

A second later, the other end responded: "Sister Song, it's me, Gu Chenghao."

Although there was no contact for three years, his voice was still somewhat familiar.

"Ok, I know."

He seemed very happy, "It turns out that Sister Song hasn't forgotten me."

"Clang~"

I felt something fall and my heart was smashed.