love marks

Chapter 120 Three, it can't be calm.

A week later, my mother was discharged from the hospital.

I don't know if it's a psychological effect or what, I just feel that the way they look at me has become a little subtle, and I can't tell what's wrong.

I searched for that video later, but I couldn't find it anyway. I was surprised and slightly relieved at the same time.

During the week when my mother was hospitalized, I went to keep vigil every night, and Fu Yu took care of her during the day.

It seems that the division of labor is clear, but I know in my heart that I am hiding, escaping, escaping from being alone with Fu Yu, and even escaping from my mother's heartbroken eyes as if there is no truth.

I feel like I have no face to face them anymore.

My mother was discharged from the hospital that day, and I had to meet them face to face.

Fu Zhe and his elder brother drove over to pick up people, and when everything was packed, several people crowded into one car, and no one had anything extra to say, the atmosphere was a bit awkward for a while.

Yu Nuo lay in my arms, her big eyes were flickering, and she also felt that the atmosphere was not right.

"Auntie, are you unhappy?"

I froze for a moment and replied, "No."

"Then why don't you talk?"

"Uh, there's nothing to say."

Her expression was a little aggrieved: "Are you mad at me?"

I was surprised: "Why do you think so?"

"Because my aunt doesn't sleep with me these days, and that aunt doesn't talk to me too much, she doesn't seem to like me..." She turned her head and looked at Fu Yu, only to see that Fu Yu's eyes were full of love , then turned around and said, "She didn't look at me like this before."

I glanced at Fu Yu, then smiled perfunctorily at Yunuo: "Because people change, but you have to remember, aunt loves you."

"Sister-in-law, what's the matter, you look listless." She asked again.

"It's okay, I just didn't sleep well at night, I'll just go back and catch up on sleep later." I replied weakly, "I want to take a nap now, call me when you get home."

"Yes." Yu Nuo agreed.

I knew that Fu Yu had been looking at me, but I ignored her and just closed my eyes and meditated.

Unexpectedly, he fell asleep directly.

When I woke up again, I was already lying on the bed in the bedroom. I rubbed my bewildered head and wanted to get up and get off the ground, but the prosthesis was also removed. I couldn’t find it after searching for a long time. Walking out of the room on crutches.

"You're awake."

Fu Yu was playing building blocks with Yunuo, when he saw me coming out, he casually said, "Are you still dizzy?"

I was surprised: "How do you know I'm dizzy?"

"Of course you'll get dizzy if you don't sleep well for several days in a row," she said in a natural tone. "It's rare that you slept so soundly that you didn't wake up when you were carried all the way upstairs."

She seemed as if nothing had happened, but I felt lost, but I couldn't tell what was wrong.

Leaning on crutches to the balcony, my mother was picking leeks, and when she saw me coming over, she responded, "Make dumplings in the afternoon, stuffed with leeks, Feng Ji said he likes them."

Seal exhausted?It seems that my mother has adapted to Fu Yu's second personality.

"You have just been discharged from the hospital, why are you busy with work again, what should you do if you are tired?" I tried to help her up, "Let me do it."

"No, no, no," my mother stopped me, "I don't have to go to work, I'm almost suffocated when I have nothing to do all day, find something for myself to do, I will pay attention not to let myself get tired, do what you should do Well go, don't worry about me."

I stood by the window and looked at the scenery outside. It was overcast and it started to rain.

"Xiao Song, why haven't you put on your prosthetic limb? You're tired from walking on crutches." Mom asked.

"I don't know, I haven't found it yet."

"Then you ask Fu Yu, she should know." Mom said, and then said, "Call your brother later and ask him if he will come back for dinner."

Only then did I realize that my brother and Fu Zhe were not there, so I asked, "I was there just now, why are you here?"

"It was said that the new show will start tomorrow, and I left after a while after I came back, saying that I was in a hurry to join the group."

"Filming?"

"That's what it said."

"Then you don't have to ask. I won't be back tonight. I'm going to another place." I said.

Mom understood: "It's true."

I went back to the living room, and Yuno was the only one left playing with building blocks. I asked casually, "Where is Aunt Fu Yu?"

Yu Nuo looked back at the bedroom door, "In the room, my aunt told you to go in, and I have something to tell you."

After hesitating for a while, I went to the refrigerator and opened the door, took out a carton of milk and handed it to Nuo, "It's fun, don't come in yet."

Then I opened the bedroom door and walked in.

The curtains were drawn, and it was dark inside. The door closed behind me, and it was actually locked. Before I could turn around, I hugged me, and someone's low voice rang in my ears: "Niuer..."

I trembled, trying to break free, but was hugged even tighter, Feng Jin's serious voice was full of mourning and puzzlement: "Why are you avoiding me?"

"I... I didn't hide from you." I felt guilty when I said this.

He rubbed against my neck, as if coquettishly said: "I haven't touched you for a week..."

My body froze, I retreated inadvertently, and he fished me back, then turned around, his eyes were filled with lust, "Let Yunuo sleep with grandma tonight."

"Uh..." I didn't know how to refuse, "Let's ask what Yunuo means."

"You said you weren't avoiding me," Feng Ji said depressedly, "You've been using Yunuo as a shield these days."

I'm... speechless.

My lips and tongue were suddenly invaded, and before I could react, I was pushed onto the bed, and he pressed on him, "Ni'er, I want right now..."

"no!"

He was stunned, "Why?"

"I...I haven't showered yet."

"It's okay, I don't dislike you." He kissed again.

"No, no," I quickly pushed him away, "Don't be like this..."

"What's wrong?" He wondered.

"Two days, two days," I thought of a lame excuse, "I'm not feeling well these two days."

"It's okay, as long as I'm in good shape." He had already started to take off my clothes.

"But……"

"Girl, don't say spoiling things at this time, okay?" He interrupted me, "I haven't done it for at least a week, I'm going crazy."

Hearing his obscene words, I felt a little hot, "Are you a male dog in heat, so shameless."

He chuckled, "I belong to Rattus norvegicus, and I feel uncomfortable if I don't."

I was ashamed, "Thanks to your body structure is not male, otherwise you will definitely die from exhaustion."

"Death under the peony flower is also a coquettish ghost." He smiled charmingly, and bit up again.

I had some resistance, seeing that he was about to reach out his hand, I held it subconsciously, and he was a little displeased: "What's the matter?"

"I, I don't want to do it yet."

"But I want to do it," he said bluntly, "Why don't you bear with it a little bit? In fact, you will be very comfortable."

As he spoke, he reached out and patted my ass.

"It's better to lift your butt up a little bit. I'm already in my 30s. Don't you have any experience in this?"

I froze and didn't speak.

He was presumptuous on me for a while, and found that I hadn't moved, like a dead body, he didn't know what he thought of, sighed, and stepped back from me.

"Then let's wait for two days."

He got up and was about to go out, when he reached the door, he added, "Auntie said she wants to make dumplings, I'll make the dough, please watch Yunuo, don't let her be naughty."

It wasn't until he walked out that I was completely relieved.

But going on like this is not an option.

When making dumplings, Fu Yu prepared two fifty-cent coins and wrapped them in different dumplings, "Let's see if we can eat both. If we eat both, it means that God is optimistic about our pair."

I didn't take it seriously, "Superstitious, it doesn't matter if you eat it or not."

"If you eat all of them, it means that the time, place, people and triangle are complete." She suddenly said seriously, "Then let's get married."

I froze for a moment, and met her unquestionable eyes.

"Marry? How to get married?" There is no same-sex marriage law in China.

"Go to Canada, or the United States," she said, "I know you don't care about the form, but it's just to give us a guarantee for each other. With this certificate, we are a family in the true sense, and we will never be separated again."

I looked at her gentle face and didn't speak.

She may be comforting me and giving me reassurance.As careful as Fu Yu, I naturally know what I am struggling with.

but i...

The rain is getting heavier.

The dumplings are out of the pan, one bowl per person.

Yu Nuo looked at the dumplings in my bowl, then looked at the dumplings in his own bowl, and asked, "Why are there so many fewer dumplings in my bowl than in my sister-in-law's bowl?"

"Because you are young, you can't eat that much," Fu Yu replied, "When you grow up, you will naturally be able to eat as much as my sister-in-law."

Yu Nuo looked at the dumplings and said nothing.

"Isn't Yu Nuo not enough to eat? I'll give you my sister's." I was about to give her the dumplings in my bowl, but was stopped by Fu Yu, "No, there's still in the pot. I'll serve her after eating."

Looking up, Yu Nuo had already grabbed the dumpling and stuffed it into his mouth.

I wanted to say something, but I couldn't remember what to say, so I subconsciously glanced at Fu Yu.

"Don't grab it with your hands, it's unhygienic, aunt taught you to use chopsticks." Fu Yu said.

"The child is still too young to use a spoon yet." The mother on the side reminded.

Fu Yu first wiped Nuo's hands with a towel, then put the spoon in her hand, "Then eat with a spoon first."

During the whole process, Yu Nuo was very obedient, but I felt that something was not right.

"Hurry up and eat." Fu Yu said.

I just picked up a dumpling and took a bite, and I saw the fifty cents inside.

Fu Yu also ate two dumplings, and got another fifty cents coin as expected.

She was a little delighted: "Let me just say, God has decided that we will be together, this is called God's destiny!"

Seeing her smug expression, I didn't say a word, I picked out the coin and silently swallowed the remaining half of the dumpling which was still slightly cold and damp.

Since it is what you hoped for, I can't bear to disappoint you.

In the evening, the rain did not stop, but it was a little lighter.

Yu Nuo crawled on my bed as usual, at this time Fu Yu, uh, Feng Yan asked, "Have you washed your face and feet?"

"washed."

"Well, I'm very good today. I'll reward you with a bag of toffee." Feng Ji took out a bag of big white rabbits that he bought at an unknown time from the drawer, handed it to Nuo, and said, "Your sister-in-law and I have something to talk about today. You go to sleep with grandma tonight."

"Can't I listen?" Yu Nuo asked.

"When adults talk, children don't need to listen."

Yu Nuo glanced at me, and obediently responded, "Then I'll go to sleep with grandma, can I sleep with sister-in-law tomorrow?"

Before I could speak, Feng Jin said again, "Yu Nuo, good boy, you will sleep alone when you get older, so you must develop the habit of sleeping alone, and you can't always rely on adults."

Yu Nuo wanted to say something more, but he hesitated in the end, and turned around and went out holding the doll pillow I bought for her.

It wasn't until then that I realized what was so strange: Yu Nuo was too obedient, obviously she had argued with Feng Ji stubbornly a few days ago.

It took only a few days for Yu Nuo to learn how to behave, and he was so obedient to Yu Fengji's words;

"How did you do that?" I asked her.

"What?" She froze slightly.

"It's only been a week, and Yu Nuo has already listened to you."

She just laughed, "Isn't it good?"

"It's not bad, it's just..." I organized my words, "I thought she had a bad temper, how could you make her so obedient..."

"It's not as tempered as mine." He snorted and climbed onto the bed.

He does know that he has a bad temper.

"So how did you do it, and what conditions did you tell her?"

"Guess." He didn't answer directly, but played tricks.

I had no intention of guessing, but saw him getting closer and closer, and before he could speak, his lips and tongue were occupied.

Although the mood was tangled, I was still obsessed with his taste, so I didn't refuse.

After kissing deeply for a while, he pulled me down and lay me flat, then pressed me up, I subconsciously stopped: "What are you doing?"

"Ask knowingly." He continued.

"No," I quickly pushed him away, "I've already said I don't want to do it."

"What's the matter, daughter-in-law," Feng Ji was puzzled, "It's been a week, do you know how many times you rejected me?"

I am speechless.

"You have been avoiding me this week. Yesterday I was still sleeping on the sofa. I agreed that you would make it up to me when I came back. But after I came back, you kept ignoring me. I didn't make you angry. What?" he asked.

"no……"

"Then why don't you let me touch you?" He was even more puzzled.

I was tangled and depressed, why didn't he pay for it thoroughly.

"I... I'm afraid you'll dislike me, I think I... don't deserve you..." His voice became softer as he went to the back, as low as a mosquito.

"What?" He didn't hear what was said behind, only heard the first sentence, and said with a relieved smile, "Why would I despise you, what are you thinking, you are my treasure, it's too late for me to love you, I will never dislike you, and I will never dislike you."

There was warmth between his forehead while speaking, he held my face in his arms and kissed it delicately.

"Are you serious?"

"When did I lie to you?"

I was a little moved, "Then... I'm going to take a shower."

"No need, my treasure is clean." He didn't mind.

I mind, "Then you go take a shower."

He stopped his movements, with suspicion in his eyes, "You don't mean to push me away and run away, do you?"

"Where can I go at night?" I felt ashamed, and pinched her chest, "Go, wash it up, my body smells like cooking fumes from the kitchen."

"No way," he grabbed his clothes and smelled them, then he laughed, "It seems a little bit."

I pressed a reassuring kiss on her lips, "I'll wait for you on the bed."

He hurriedly ran to take a shower.

I have nothing to do on the bed, so I plan to find a magazine to pass the time. I remember that there is an old magazine in the drawer at the bottom of the bedside table. I opened the drawer, and when I opened the magazine, I found a different book inside, like a diary Ben, I took it out.

Fu Yu's other diary? I've seen her diary before, so it's okay to read this one.

When I opened the book, it was the exhausted handwriting.

The exhausted diary?

It turned out that he had more than one diary.

"If it wasn't for Niu being tied up, or with her ability, those people wouldn't be her opponents. If she made a mistake, she would make the same mistake. He thought the world revolved around him if he didn't give him a price. I also removed his hands and feet, so let him run away if he can.”

……

"...I looked at his terrified eyes, and suddenly felt refreshed. Such a person, it is not an exaggeration to say that he is a scum, since he is a scum, let him return to the scum, although it is a waste of cost to make soup, But there are many stray dogs in the community, so we should treat them as meat."

……

"Does that scumbag deserve to be the CEO? Just a word of mouth, a few scumbags will work for him. Shoot people first, shoot horses, capture thieves, and capture the king first. The little guy has solved it. How can he be left behind? This man has too bad a heart." , I’m still outspoken, I’ll give him some punishment before he goes to hell, it’s cheap for him to die without a whole body, but it’s a pity that I don’t have the habit of collecting organ specimens, otherwise I might put his heart in mine In the collection room, you can count on him."

I was a little surprised to see such a content. I turned two pages forward and found that there were such dark words, and a cold current ran down my spine unconsciously.

Does he still keep this kind of diary? It actually records the whole process of his crime.

Although I knew that his character would hold grudges very much, I never thought that he would write such words to such an extent... Then I dare not think about what kind of mood he was in when he wrote these words.

I flipped forward and found that he had this idea early on.

Looking at the date, he should be in middle school at that time?

"She draws beautifully, I asked her to draw a picture of me, and then gave her 20 yuan."

"She is also good-looking. Although she doesn't feel amazing, she looks very comfortable. There is always a faint fragrance on her body, which smells very good. I don't know who said that if you like someone, you will smell it on her. Seeing the taste I like, I think I like her."

Looking at it like this, does he have a girl he likes then? It turns out that I'm not the first person he likes, but I don't think so, who hasn't had a youthful ignorance period yet.

But turn it back, and the style of painting changes.

"I'm a little angry that she has a boyfriend, but I can't go to her to confess my love. I can only persuade her as a good friend. That boy is not real no matter how you look at it. I don't understand why she likes him."

"She said that she and I will always be good friends, best friends. I know she said it to Fu Yu and not to me, but I think it would be nice to be beside her as a friend."

"'Don't betray me or I'll kill you', I said that to her and she jumped up and laughed and said I was crazy or she just thought I was joking and I said that to her The guy wasn't serious and was just having fun, and she said she didn't care because she wasn't serious."

"'Are you serious about being friends with me?' 'Of course, we're best friends,' she said.

Not long after she changed boyfriends.

About a semester, she changed a boyfriend. "

"I know she may be a playful person. In just two years, she has changed several boyfriends, but we are still best friends. She will tell me what she has to say. When I asked why, she said that men are A virtue that cannot be trusted.

But I am also a man, of course not in her eyes. "

"I tentatively asked her if she could accept women. She looked at me incredulously for a while, and finally said, 'You are really sick.'

We are still best friends. "

"I found that even if she has a formal boyfriend, she still has ambiguities with other boys, and I am a little angry."

……

"I drank some wine today, and I kissed her with the strength of the wine. She didn't refuse, and she didn't express her opinion, because she was also drunk."

"I know she's just insecure, but I can give her security."

"Today she complained to me, saying that her boyfriend dumped her, I thought it was a good reincarnation, but I still went to find that boy, first to teach him a lesson, but to ask him to apologize to him.

In the end, I didn't expect that boy to be a scumbag, and he played Fu Yu's idea again. The idea of ​​hitting Fu Yu was to hit me. How could I let him succeed.

In order to get rid of his entanglement, I pushed him down the stairs while the moon was dark and the wind was high. "

"I told her the story, she was shocked, and after confirming that I was not lying, she decided to go to the police. I said that I would be arrested, and I told her this as a friend. But she yelled at me uncharacteristically:

'I'm not going to be friends with a murderer! '

'...Are you going to betray me? '

'You say yes!Anyway, I won't be friends with you anymore! '

I am very sad. "

……

"I have always liked her eloquence. Every time we quarreled, I couldn't get her right. I thought it was 'one thing for one thing', so I cut off her tongue..."

……

"I haven't told Niu'er about this. I kept the only thing she left me for several years, but after I met her, I threw it away."

……

"'Don't betray me, or I'll kill you,' I said to her again.

I was serious. "

……

So what happened to the girl at the end...?

I broke out in a cold sweat, and I'm afraid the end will be bad, after all, I offended this devil.

I closed the book and was about to put it back to the original place, when I found that there was still a medical case book at the bottom of the drawer, so I picked it up and read it, and my name was written on it.

The doctor's words were a little hard to understand. I flipped through them and picked out the parts that I could understand, but I saw shocking words:

"...Three months of pregnancy?"

? !

I double-checked the name of the holder of the medical record, and it was my name.

That is, I... was pregnant? !

As soon as my mind was cold, the cold current poured down from my head.

This case doesn't have to be fake, if I really...had it, then Tang Yunuo...

mine? ! !

"Yu Nuo likes you very much."

Mom's words are still ringing in my ears.

No wonder Yu Nuo is so attached to me, is this the so-called mother-daughter bond?

If that's the case... It's hard for them to take so much trouble to hide it from me.

"Niuer..." Feng Jie had already finished washing and returned, looking refreshed.

My whole body was stiff, if Yu Nuo was born by me, then this child was that time...

His cheeks were hot, but his body was hot and cold.

"What's the matter? Old couples are still shy." Feng Ji came over and rubbed my hair, looked down and saw the medical records in my hand, and his smile froze.

I dare not look at him anymore.

The air was so quiet for a while, but I couldn't bear it anymore, and got up to go outside.

"Stop!" He stopped me, "Where do you want to go?"

My footsteps are fixed there, and I can't go out no matter what.

"Come back," he said again.

I turned around and saw his forbearing expression.

"I'm sorry..." I said without the slightest confidence.

"Apologize?" Suddenly a gust of wind rushed towards me, I was pulled over, and fell on my back on the bed in a blink of an eye, he looked at me condescendingly, "Why are you apologizing?"

I looked at his expression that seemed to be joking and joking, and suddenly thought of the plot in the diary;

"Don't betray me, or I'll kill you!"

I mean, betray him.