love marks

Extra Story 2: This is retribution, retribution for my selfish desire and presumptuousness.

When I saw her for the first time, she was just a figure. There was no light in the dormitory in the middle of the night. She pushed me twice. When I opened my eyes, I saw a pair of bright eyes.

Seeing me open my eyes, she walked away without saying a word and went about her own business.

I was confused for a while, and realized that she was telling Fu Yu to get up.

I am Fu Yu's second personality, Feng Ji, I am actually a boy, but no one will believe it, just because I am in a girl's body, Fu Yu's body.

To say that I have nothing to complain about, after all, only because of Fu Yu would there be me, although I would always complain and wonder why I had to show up.

Tang Song is a cool girl. When I saw her for the first time, if I didn't know that I was in the dormitory, I wouldn't believe that she was a girl.

But I still "frivolously" her.

It can be said that I was joking, just looking at her blurred outline from the dim sight, I guessed that her figure should be pretty good.

She is a new roommate who rarely moves in after sleeping alone for a long time. I learned about their acquaintance from Fu Yu's diary. Fu Yu seems to like her very much, which makes me curious. What kind of girl can make Fu Yu's dull temperament cheerful.

I didn't like Fu Yu's former roommates. They were perverse, snobbish, or scheming. They didn't really make friends with Fu Yu, and I was upset when I saw such girls, so I used some tricks to make them all Scared off.

Also because of this, Fu Yu even has very few friends on the surface, but I don't care about it. If you don't make friends sincerely, it doesn't matter if you don't make friends.

Poor Fu Yu still doesn't know my existence, even thought it was a masterpiece of her sleepwalking, once wanted to control me, and I followed her, anyway, there is no real goal, my existence is just her shadow.

Tang Song also regarded me as a product of sleepwalking, and helped Fu Yu contain me. If I wasn't in a good mood and knew that she was motivated by Fu Yu's good intentions, I would definitely give her a good look.

But I should also show my face to let her know how powerful I am.

So I did it, but in a different way than before.

I sneaked up on her and held her in my arms from behind. When her warm body leaned into my arms, an alarm bell sounded in my heart: This guy is simply the best!

There is a kind of faint sweet smell on her body, which makes me want to stop. I almost got excited at that time. I have never felt it before. At that time, I thought that if it wasn’t because I didn’t have a dick, I might really be there immediately. fucked her.

It turns out that I did the same, and I pushed her right away with almost no hesitation.

After being dazed for two seconds, she began to resist. The more she resisted, the harder it was for me to resist. Her shoulders are so attractive, I wish I could take a bite;

And her lips are more alluring, I... no, it's Fu Yu, Fu Yu's body is wet.

This feeling was weird, but I couldn't hold it anymore, so I stuck my tongue into her mouth, and it was much more delicious than I imagined.

Of course, the end result of this is that I was pushed to the ground by her.

It was at this moment that I realized that I had lost my composure.

Fortunately, there is Fu Yu, this time let her help me block it.

When I saw her clear face in the sun, I knew that I had fallen, and I couldn’t stop looking at her facial features and waistline, if she was a boy, I think I might bend over.

The first time I saw her, I thought to myself, this girl is so handsome and has personality, one day she will be mine.

She should be mine.

So I turned on my badao loyal dog mode, and frequently brushed my presence in front of her, and she finally realized my existence.

When she no longer resists my kisses, and even enjoys them a little, I know she doesn't hate me.

Because of my limited playing time and my yuwang towards her, I can't help but do some embarrassing things to her every time I play.

I know that I am a bit "quick for quick success", and the way of expressing my love makes her a little bit unbearable, but what she likes the most is Fu Yu, I am just a personality derived from Fu Yu, and she likes me because of Fu Yu, this point, at night I got a reply when I hugged her to ask for confirmation. I knew that if there was a choice between me and Fu Yu, she would definitely choose Fu Yu.

And since I don't want to lose her, I have to bear the torment of having her at the same time as Fu Yu.

I even had the thought of killing Fu Yu irresponsibly, but I couldn't.Tang Song's answer is exactly what I thought, if I kill Fu Yu, she will never forgive me, and I don't want the two of us to go to the point where we need to imprison her and fill her with hatred and resentment.

Because of my momentary soft-heartedness, she left for eight years. She was crushed by a car accident and broke a leg. This caused her to feel inferior and guilty towards me from the bottom of her heart. She accepted my atrocities completely and refused to resist.

She is no longer the Tang Song of eight years ago, and I am not the Feng Ji of eight years ago. Now I am even worse and more hysterical. I have told her a long time ago that I can satisfy her whatever she wants. The premise Yes she won't leave me.

But she still left, and it was eight years since she left.

And now Tang Song is no longer a handsome guy with double standards, he is soft-hearted towards everyone, especially that artist named Gu Chenghao.

He lived in Tang Song's house on the grounds that he didn't have a suitable house. He lived there for more than half a year.

Seeing him like that made me so angry.

I admit that I am flustered, and I can even say that I am jealous of him; Niuer has matured a lot compared to eight years ago, and knows how to get along with people and be happy with each other. She is also gentle and friendly to Gu Chenghao out of her status, and I know it is because Work, but I still can't help eating. She behaved well in front of Gu Chenghao and spoke softly, but she was cautious, exhausted and helpless in front of me;

Is she tired of me? Even though she has repeatedly shown her tolerance and love for me, I can always feel the forbearance behind her feelings.

I forced her.

Yes, I have been forcing her, forcing her to accept my wantonness, forcing her to like me, and forcing her not to leave my sight;

In fact, I want her to be a well-behaved and docile housewife. She doesn't have to work hard in the workplace, just stay at home and wait for me to go back, and live the two of us tenderly. If she doesn't go outside, she will reduce encounters. To the possibility of temptation, but also reduce the possibility of temptation to others.

But I know this is impossible, she is not the kind of person who will be a housewife willingly, nor is she a well-behaved and docile character...or she will become that way to please me;

No matter what she is, in my heart she is always the best, no one can compare to her.

However, in such a superb heart, the first place will always be Fu Yu.

I don't know whether I should be thankful or sad.

Fu Yu's parents died early, and she was coveted by her uncle when she was a girl. Under such a growing environment, her personality distortion seems to be taken for granted, and I am the witness of her psychological distortion.

Fu Yu's father is an extreme person, in order to get her mother's complete love, he will not hesitate to destroy her together. Although he is despised by the world, I think it's nothing. This is the ultimate expression of love. If Niuer can understand my feelings for her One-tenth, it won't make me so tired.

I admit that I am small-minded, have a strong desire to control, and have emotional cleanliness. I hope that she can be under my control, and that she can be centered on me, because I am centered on her, but she can't do it. Maybe, I want to imprison her in my sight and talk less to those unfamiliar and familiar people outside, but her attitude is to ignore it.

I am very annoyed.

I wanted to control her, but in the end I couldn't control her, and I was even controlled by her, because of her I became suspicious and worried about gains and losses; it seemed that I was controlling her, it seemed that she had become my pet and was under my control, but in fact it was I was restrained by her, even though I did so many things to her that were unacceptable to outsiders, in her eyes I was like a child, I was the disobedient pet.

Or there is one thing we both know clearly, I am not in danger, but Fu Yu is in danger.

Although she is usually gentle and considerate, submissive, she is actually a scheming whore. My overbearing and domineering has become her shield, but the fox's tail always shows;

She is more obsessed than me, and she is the one who would do anything to get Niu'er.

Fu Yu's father often said that what you get should be firmly held in the palm of your hand, but I "hold firmly what you want", and she, too, contradicts herself and pushes the girl away, Then I will find her back. Now that I think about it, Fu Yu really played a good hand. She is playing hard to get. She knows that I will not let the girl go. This is just to get more girls. Son's favorability.

I'm really afraid of losing Niu'er, so why not her.

Niuer had an unpleasant experience in her childhood, which had the same effect as Fu Yu's experience. Thinking of this, I felt a little relieved. If it weren't for Fu Yu's body, Niuer would not have accepted me.

But no matter how I think about it, I feel wronged.

Niu'er's physical condition seems to be different from the previous days. She always seems to be in a daze. Although she had this state before, it seems to be more frequent recently. It's almost Chinese New Year. I think I will find time to take her after this year. Go to the hospital to see, I still have lingering fears about what happened last time;

I really didn't expect it to be so serious.

Knowing that I hate Gu Chenghao, I told her over and over again to keep their distance and keep her away from Gu Chenghao, but when I drove home, I still saw her being hugged by that guy, walking leisurely in front Walk.I'm still here, do I really think I've turned into helloKitty after being gentle for a few days?

After closing the door, I gave her a "education of love".

I really like the feeling of control and confinement, and I like to see her tied hands and feet under me, flushed and unbearably ups and downs, but that time she didn't cooperate with me, she closed her eyes and bit her lips, with a look of forbearance. Painful look.

I can't help being annoyed, she is enduring it, is it so painful to be with me?

I pinched her chin and asked sternly, "What are you thinking?"

"Not thinking about anything," she said.

"Don't like being with me?" I said, "Do you think Gu Chenghao is as gentle as water, but I can only be rough?"

She opened her eyes, her eyes were a little blurred, "What does it have to do with him?"

"He brought you back just now." I said sourly.

She chuckled lightly: "But I'm under you."

Such words did not comfort me, but made me even more annoyed: "What do you mean, do you still want to have fun under him, because I can't satisfy you with Fu Yu's body?!"

Surprise flashed in her eyes, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Am I talking nonsense, didn't you enjoy when that kid carried you in just now..."

"If I was willing to make a boyfriend, I would have made it long ago. What else do you have to do?" She was also a little annoyed.

"So you also think that it is good to have a boyfriend, unlike me, who keeps saying that I am a man but still a girl!" I started to hysteria again.

"Feng Ji, are you all right? What's wrong with the tendon? I said he hugged me because I lost my artificial leg and I couldn't stand up. You really overthink it." She was tied up and couldn't move, He could only continue to lie down, "Feng Ji, why have you been so cloudy and sunny recently?"

She also knows that I will be uncertain, but this is because of who, what kind of artificial leg fell off, this kind of reason can also be used as an excuse: "If the leg falls off, put it back on again, and you know that I will go home at this time Well, it just so happens that your leg fell off at this time, so he carried you upstairs into the house and into our bedroom, don't you think it's too coincidental?"

Tang Song frowned: "Feng Ji, what do you mean by that? Do you think I'm cheating?"

"I'm not a roundworm in your belly, you know what you think," I said insincerely, "I only know that Gu Chenghao is definitely interested in you, and you have violated what I said."

Her expression at that time was very, very surprised, and then became subtle, and then her whole body was paralyzed, without arguing: "Whatever you think, just do what you want."

Her attitude pissed me off so much that I quickly lost my mind, wishing I could try all the sex tricks I knew on her and leave a mark on her that would never fade away , Let her think of me when she sees these marks.

The imprint on her shoulder is still there, that ugly scar that reminds me of what happened that day eight years ago.

She said that even if I stuffed her, she would still love me.

To be precise, I know that she said this to Yu Yu.

She knows that Fu Yu's mind is not that simple, and she also knows how dark Fu Yu's heart is, but she still loves Fu Yu deeply, because Fu Yu can only point to the end, and is usually gentle and soft, only me, silly Some people think that if they are imprisoned, they can get her, and if they can't get her heart, they can get her body;

I am Fu Yu, and Fu Yu is me.

And Fu Yu just borrowed my hand to do what she wanted to do and couldn't bear to do. She sang the good face, and I sang the bad face.

But that can't be an excuse for her not to value me.

I am selfish, have a strong desire to control, and are narrow-minded and suspicious. I almost stepped into the footsteps of Fu Yu's father, but I don't regret it, as long as she can understand my intentions.

Who made me love her so much, want her so much, I don't know why I love her so much and want her so much, who doesn't love the best temptation?

Therefore, we can only keep a close eye on her, and cannot let others covet her, let alone let others touch her.

But she should know this, why doesn't she understand, I'm so angry.

When I came back to my senses, I realized that she had already lost consciousness.

So I fell into a panic again, carried her to the bathroom to wash off the blood on her body, and then planned to send her to the hospital, but at this moment I hesitated again, how should I explain her bruises in the hospital? Do you want to be honest? Well, my face doesn't matter, the main thing is her face. She is the manager and executive director of a star artist. If such a thing gets out, her career will definitely be affected.

Fortunately, I didn't send her to the hospital, but rested in the bedroom, and I was fidgeting like an ant on a hot pot.

Once again, I lost my sense of proportion, for my own selfish desire.

I'm starting to hate myself.

In order to punish myself, I imposed all the "punishments" I had imposed on her on myself one by one, and I almost fell into a coma after suffering one after another, and I felt even more guilty towards her.

This coma lasted for three days, and when she woke up three days later, the first sentence she said was, "What time is it?"

I was relieved, as long as people are fine.

But that's what I thought at the time.

Up to now, four months have passed since the out-of-control, and it looks like winter. I have centralized the company's affairs, thinking about freeing up the annual vacation time, and spending the New Year with Niuer.

Life is still going on as usual, Niuer seems to be the same, but there is a big difference. Since she woke up from the coma last time, she has never mentioned what happened before. Whenever I try to mention it, she always looks blank, as if I don't even remember.This reminds me of the "seafood feast" in college, and she didn't remember anything after waking up.

Could it be that she still has selective amnesia?

Then I also found that in addition to forgetting what happened last time, she would often forget what she had done before, or what she was doing. Besides, her energy was not as concentrated as before, she was easily distracted, and her mental state also became worse. It's very bad, and I often make mistakes at work. Although they are small mistakes, I am a little worried that she will suddenly forget important things and ruin big things.

I am getting more and more panicked. Her state looks like she is sick. What kind of illness is she suffering from... I dare not think about it.

She will become like this, it can't be because of my mistake last time.

Gu Chenghao moved out three months ago, and he found another house. Niuer didn't say anything, and agreed without hesitation.His new residence is also very close to the company. Now that Gu Chenghao is famous and richer than before, there is no reason to stay here anymore. In fact, it is also the reason for my showdown. After all, he knows what happened last time.

Before leaving, he said: "Restraint, or you will harm her."

Of course I know, but everything will be fine if he is gone, no matter how much Fu Yu fights, it will be internal strife, and he is the foreign enemy when he is here.

It has been three months since Gu Chenghao moved away. I just put the food on the table that day, and Niuer glanced at the next room and asked inadvertently, "Gu Chenghao hasn't come back yet."

I was stunned, and then replied in displeasure: "He moved away a long time ago, you are still thinking about it."

She froze for a moment, as if realizing something, she didn't speak.

I was angry for a while, and the anger turned into cold sweat when I thought of another point: how could she not even remember this.

"How is work today?" I asked seemingly unintentionally.

"Fortunately, the assistant said that I assigned the same task twice, and she almost confused her."

I felt a pain in my heart when I heard her casual tone.

"What's the date today?" I asked again.

She thought for a moment: "Maybe the 23rd."

"Number 24." I corrected, and then said, "You won't have to do yesterday's work again, will you?"

She just laughed, "How can I? Although I have a bad memory, it is written in my notebook, and everything is recorded."

"Then where is your notebook, don't find it later." I said.

In the end, she saw her smile froze, her face collapsed for a while, and she looked at me as if asking for help: "Where is my notebook?"

I sighed, feeling a faint pain in my heart.

Sure enough, I still hurt her.

This is retribution, retribution for my selfish desire and presumptuousness.