sorry i want you

Chun Xi said: "Even if you keep me, those people won't let me live. Just treat him as paying off the debt and treat him as your illegitimate son... Don't dispose of my body, just throw it in the abandoned house where I used to live , they will stop after they find my body, and won't cause you any more trouble..."

Chunxi is firm, this is her last wish.

Chunjuexiao was born and Chunxi died.

The doctor said that she insisted on hearing the cry of the child and confirming that the child was born safely before swallowing her last breath.

Chunxi's final expression was a smile, and Jin Shijie would definitely do what he promised her.She and her loved one's children can grow up safely.

"If I were a girl." Chun Juexiao's voice came from the ear, pulling Jin Shijie back from the distant memory.

"Did you put me..." Chunjuexiao frowned tightly, and couldn't continue speaking in the middle of the sentence.

"No." Jin Shijie immediately retorted, "I'm just reluctant to let you go on this road."

"Heh... the words are better than the songs!"

Chun Juexiao sneered and interrupted him.

He straightened his face and asked again, "What about my parents? Where are they now?"

Jin Shijie: "Your mother died after giving birth to you."

Chun Juexiao: "... Where is my father?" He originally thought that maybe he would have a chance to see his mother again, but he didn't expect that she was no longer alive.

"Your father... I don't know who it is." Jin Shijie said.

"How could you not know?" Chun Juexiao didn't believe Jin Shijie's words.

Jin Shijie said: "What I said is true. I don't know who your father is. Although I went to look for him after your mother died, unfortunately, I found nothing."

Chun Juexiao: "..."

So, I am still alone!

"Jin Shijie, the person you like is my mother, can't you just let me go for my mother's sake? You take me to die with you now, aren't you afraid of my mother's questioning after death?" How do you face her?"

Jin Shijie: "I..." He never thought about this question.

He is not superstitious, he did countless bad things when he was young, if there is such a thing as a ghost, then he would have died a long time ago!

He is still alive and well!

Chun Juexiao: "Are you not afraid that I will sue my mother and say that you killed me? My mother entrusted me to you to let me grow up and live a safe life, right? Now you want to kill me?" Take me... are you worthy of my mother? Is your conscience okay?"

"..." Jin Shijie wouldn't feel bad for anyone, except for Chun Xi, he would.

When Chun Xi saved him, she almost risked her life. If it wasn't for Chun Xi, he would have died long ago.

If it wasn't for Chunxi, even if Chun Juexiao was his biological son, he might still take the photo.

It's just because he is Chunxi's son, and Chunxi entrusted him to take care of him for the rest of his life.

That's why... he restrained himself.

Chun Juexiao has been observing Jin Shijie's expression, he knows that he is right this time, Jin Shijie cares about his mother's opinion very much.

So he smiled and said, "Are you worthy of my mother's trust in you? First you had that distorted idea of ​​me, and then... If my mother is still alive, you will definitely be pissed off by you!"

"Stop talking." Jin Shijie growled in a low voice.

Chunxi is the person he cherishes the most, and he doesn't allow others to talk about her.

Chun Juexiao looked at Jin Shijie and said, "You don't want me to say it, I don't have to say it, but if I don't say it, will it be as if it really didn't happen?"

"Get lost—" Jin Shijie trembled angrily, and he slammed the cup next to him on the ground.

It was the first time he lost his temper with Chunjuexiao, all his anger could not be suppressed, and all of them burst out.

The glass shattered all over the place.He also coughed violently again because he was too excited.He was leaning forward and backward with a cough, and he was almost dying of cough.

His breathing became short of breath.

Steward Cui, who was guarding not far away, noticed the abnormality here, and was the first to run over, and even called for a doctor.

Chunjuexiao was pushed aside, and he fell to the ground.

After a long time, Jin Shijie finally recovered.

Jin Shijie was forced to put on a ventilator. His thin and weak body was sunk in the hospital bed, and the bulge of his body could hardly be seen.

Jin Shijie was a very strong man when he was young, but the disease took away his health and made him lose weight quickly, and now he is almost skinny.

After some tossing, Jin Shijie fell asleep.

Steward Cui looked at Chun Juexiao, hesitant to speak.

He really wanted to scold Chunjuexiao severely, but he really felt sorry for why Chunjuexiao was so ignorant.

No matter what, Jin Shijie has raised him for decades, and now his body is completely failing. Not only does he not have the slightest respect, love and pity, but he still wants to stimulate him in this way.

But looking at Shangchun Juexiao's flustered and bewildered eyes, he couldn't bear it.

He thought, Chunjuexiao has been sensible since he was a child, and now he should know what he did wrong.

In fact, Chunjuexiao knew it was just fear, he was so scared to death.

He originally just wanted to use his mother to stimulate Jin Shijie and let him let him go.

Unexpectedly, it stimulated his condition to worsen.

He almost drove Jin Shijie crazy just now, and he will definitely let himself go again.

Maybe...he would really take his own life just like that!

He bit his finger, secretly thinking in his heart, what should he do!

Liu Zixi has been observing their movement from a distance, seeing Chun Juexiao sitting on the ground stupidly, he couldn't bear it.

He walked over and hugged him: "shall I take you back to your room?"

Chun Juexiao shook his head: "No need." Tears were already rolling in his eyes, but he forced them back forcefully, "No need, I'll be here guarding him."

Liu Zixi let go of him, went to the sofa and got some cushions, let Chunjuexiao sit on the cushions, so as not to catch cold easily.

Jin Shijie slept for most of the day.He didn't wake up until it was dark.

When he turned his head, he saw Chun Juexiao who was sitting beside the hospital bed, sleeping on Liu Zixi's lap.

His eyes swelled with envy and jealousy.Xiaoxiao used to be so attached to herself.But now he is getting further and further away from himself.

When Liu Zixi heard the noise on the hospital bed, he immediately hissed at Jin Shijie, pointed at Chun Juexiao, and signaled him that Xiaoxiao had just fallen asleep, so don't wake him up.

Jin Shijie opened his mouth and closed it again.

He turned his head and looked at the scenery outside through the tall window.

The night was heavy, and in the thick darkness, only the light of street lamps illuminated the square inch.

After a person dies, does he lose even this bit of light and fall into darkness forever?

Thinking of this, Jin Shijie panicked.

He was actually terrified of dying.

But Chunxi was so resolute back then that she would rather die than keep the child?

If she really took Xiaoxiao away like this, would she never forgive herself again?

Jin Shijie felt infinitely sad.