sorry i want you

What Jin Shijie couldn't say was also interrupted, and he gave up explaining.Such a powerless self, even he himself despises it.

He asked Chunjuexiao to open the photo album.Chunjuexiao opened the photo album as she said.

The photo album is well organized and stapled in reverse according to Chun Juexiao's growth timeline.

The first one was taken before he went to study abroad.

In the photo, Chun Juexiao looks immature, with displeasure written all over her hair, and she looks fiercely at the camera.

Scrolling down further, Chun Juexiao became smaller and smaller until he was 12 years old, and his resistance in the photos gradually became less obvious.

Ten years old is almost a watershed. The Chunjuexiao before the age of ten is completely different from the one after the age of ten. There are also a lot of photos. Every one of him is smiling, being held in the arms of the young Jin Shijie.

At that time, Jin Shijie was only in his 30s, holding Chunjuexiao in his arms, like a father holding a son, with a loving smile on his face, Chunjuexiao was acting coquettishly in his arms, and the lovely He held Jin Shijie's face and kissed it.

You know, even Jin Shijie's legitimate son would not want to do this in front of him.Only Chun Juexiao is special. He has no taboos in front of Jin Shijie, and he can do whatever he wants.Even if he broke Jin Shijie's most beloved antique, Jin Shijie would not say a harsh word to him.

So at that time, the children of the Jin family also hated Chun Juexiao very much, and often secretly bullied him.Call him the son of a whore, very cheap, he knows how to seduce men at a young age.

Further on, he gets smaller and smaller.

Wearing a primary school uniform and carrying a schoolbag, standing in the yard and crying.

When Jin Shijie saw this photo, he laughed out loud.

He said: "This is... your first time... to go to primary school, you... are scared, crying in... the yard, no matter how you try to coax you, you... refuse to go to... school! Finally, It's me...that has been with you...outside the classroom...for a whole...whole week, and you...are willing...to go to school by yourself. "

Chun Juexiao had no memory of these things, and he didn't want to hear Jin Shijie's memories.He finds hypocrisy disgusting too.He quickly turned over the photo.

Further forward, is his smaller appearance.

Sitting on Jin Shijie's shoulder and pulling his hair, Jin Shijie frowned in pain, but he still had a doting smile on his face.

Then there is the picture of him not going away. Jin Shijie specially built a room for him to crawl for him, which is full of all kinds of toys. He can play in it all day until he is hungry and needs milk. Sitting on the ground crying loudly.

Then there's the way he's swaddled in swaddling clothes.

The last photo should be of Chunjuexiao not long after he was born, with wrinkles characteristic of newborns on his face, crying loudly with his mouth open in the blanket.

In the process of looking at the photos, every time he flipped through a photo, Jin Shijie could stutter and count the scenes when the photo was taken.

He was familiar with it, but Chunjuexiao didn't hear it.

When Chunjuexiao closed the photo album, a yellowish object flickered in front of his eyes.

He quickly opened the album again, he turned to the last page and pulled out the baby photo.

It turned out that this was not a photo. With a light rub of his fingers, another yellowed photo appeared before his eyes.

The photo is black and white, and there is a man and a woman standing inside.

The woman looked about sixteen or seventeen years old. She was wearing a high-waisted shirt with a waist and the most fashionable foot pants of that era. Her hair was permed into big waves and she wore exaggerated big hoop earrings. Her face was painted With strong.

This dress is too mature for her, but she can manage it at a young age.

The girl smiled heartily at the camera, showing a row of white teeth.

Next to the girl, stood another man who looked exactly like the young version of Jin Shijie.

Chun Juexiao was dumbfounded the moment he saw the photo, and the hand holding the photo kept shaking.

The first time he saw the photo, he could almost be sure who the woman in the photo was.

He handed the photo to Jin Shijie: "Look at this." He deliberately reminded Jin Shijie who was about to fall asleep.

Jin Shijie slowly opened his eyes, and the moment he looked at the photo, his eyes suddenly turned red.Two lines of hot tears flowed from his cloudy eyes, and he suppressed a low sob.

Jin Shijie's reaction further confirmed Chun Juexiao's guess: "She is my mother, right?"

Jin Shijie wanted to take the photo with trembling hands, but Chun Juexiao raised his hand and avoided it.

Jin Shijie took a chance and was a little anxious: "Give it to me!" Could he have said a word clearly!

Chun Juexiao tied his outstretched arm, stood up one meter away from him, so that he could not reach the photo no matter what.

"The woman in the photo is my mother, isn't it!" Jin Shijie has been hiding it from him all these years.

Jin Shijie finally nodded.

Even if Jin Shijie didn't admit it, Chun Juexiao knew that the woman in the photo was his mother.

Because the woman in the photo resembled him so much, he almost inherited half of his mother's appearance.

When my mother laughs, she is just like herself, her round eyes will become the shape of the moon.

He hasn't seen his mother since he was a child.He also asked Jin Shijie, where is his mother?

Jin Shijie would always tell him sadly: "It is enough for you to have a father, you don't need a mother."

At that time, Jin Shijie was good enough to Chunjuexiao. He felt that his father was very good and he didn't need his mother at all.

So he gradually stopped mentioning his mother.

And then...he discovered something strange about Jin Shijie.

As he grew older...the people in the Jin family called him as cheap as his mother and seduced Jin Shijie.

And then...he learned a secret that Jin Shijie was not his biological father.

He really loves his father, and feels that his father is his pillar and his mountain, as long as he is with him, he can continue to be mischievous.

But Jin Shijie became more and more strange.

Coupled with the gossip he heard overtly and secretly when he was at home, a bold guess suddenly popped up in his mind.

He asked Jin Shijie: "So, the person you love is my mother, right!" If not, why did he treasure the photo with his mother?Don't let yourself know!

If not... why did he look at himself with that strange look?

If not... why would he suddenly be interested in himself, the same sex, and among the same sex, he is only interested in himself.

All of a sudden, everything went smoothly.

He only found it ironic that he was just a stand-in for his mother, because he liked her...so...he was forced to be treated like that by him!

He ruined his life!

Jin Shijie looked at the photo and shouted anxiously: "You...give me back the photo."

Look how nervous he is for this picture!It turns out that Jin Shijie also has a weakness!

Chun Juexiao held the photo with both hands, and shook it in front of Jin Shijie: "Tell me, what happened that year, or I will tear up this photo."