sorry i want you

Jin Shijie finally stopped coughing, his face was covered with ashes.

"Sir, are you okay!" Cui Butler asked worriedly.

Jin Shijie wiped away the blood he coughed up, and gasped weakly: "I'm fine." His eyes were always fixed on the phone screen, and he never moved away for a moment.

Cui Guanjia said: "Why don't I go and bring Xiaoxiao here first?"

Jin Shijie grabbed Steward Cui's hand and refused to let him go: "Old Cui, don't go."

"But sir..." You are so sick that he actually changed your medicine. He really wants your life!

"Let's take a look again." Jin Shijie said, his eyes locked on Chun Juexiao in the video.

Chun Juexiao held the medicine bag and hesitated for a few seconds, but in the end he still couldn't bear to replace the medicines.

He couldn't do it.

No matter how twisted Jin Shijie is to him, he is always the one who brought him up. It can be said that he gave his life.It is understandable for him to take back his life now.

He can't kill him!

Chun Juexiao put the poured medicine back into the medicine bottle, put everything back together, and left the room again quietly.

He didn't expect that he just went out, and ran into the bodyguard who came back: "Young master, did you come out of Butler Cui's room just now?" The bodyguard didn't see clearly either.

"Which eye of yours saw me enter Steward Cui's room?" He shook the door and raised his hand, "It's locked, why don't you go in and show me?"

bodyguard:"……"

Chunjuexiao went downstairs to the kitchen and threw the pack of pills into the trash can.

His hands on the console were shaking all the time, and his breathing became short of breath.

At this moment, he regretted it.Just now is the best time to change the dressing, once you miss it, there will be no chance again.

Butler Cui is very cautious. Once he finds that the medicine box has been tampered with, he will be more careful, and he will not have any chance to touch the medicine box.

"Why are you so stupid!"

Chunjuexiao was so remorseful that he bumped his head against the slate of the console.

At this time, Jin Shijie was in the bedroom, and all the medical staff had left. His rapidly aging face was pale with dead ashes, and his whole body exuded an aura of dying.

He stared blankly at the front with empty eyes, and his eyes, which were usually sharp like knives, seemed to have been ground away.He smiled bitterly in disappointment: "I didn't expect that the aching child I held in my palm would actually want to kill me."

Jin Shijie's voice was trembling, but his heart was trembling even more.

Although Chun Juexiao gave up the idea at the critical moment, Jin Shijie still felt chilling.

That was the painful baby bump he was holding in his palm.

"Old Cui, do you think this is... my retribution? I have done all the bad things in my life, and the final retribution fell on him."

"Sir, don't be too angry. Xiaoxiao is still young, and now he just can't think about it for a while. When he gets older, he will understand that you treat him well."

Jin Shijie: "...he won't understand."

"Then sir, what are you going to do next?" If Chun Juexiao was left alone like this, he was afraid that Chun Juexiao would get hotheaded and come up with other ideas to harm Mr. again.

Jin Shijie closed his eyes and slumped on the chair weakly.

Now his mind was blank.

His bruised lips kept trembling, and it took him a while to murmur a word: "You... go and find me that package of medicine." Of course it was the package of medicine that Chun Juexiao threw away.

Steward Cui hesitated for a moment, hesitated to speak, but finally retreated silently.

The moment the door closed, Jin Shijie suddenly sobbed.

Chun Juexiao's change of dressing was a big blow to Jin Shijie.

That night, his condition suddenly worsened, and the next day, it became difficult for him to even speak.

Those medical staff who only came to the house once a day have completely moved into his house. They got a hospital bed, and the living room was vacated and placed in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Doctors and nurses are always on the sidelines.

Jin Shijie called Chun Juexiao to him, and he asked Chun Juexiao to be with him all the time.

Chunjuexiao felt ashamed about changing the dressing, so she kept guarding him.

Jin Shijie slurred his speech, and said to him very slowly: "Look...look at the photo album. There are... there are photos of you when you were young...but...cute and...obedient." Even now, he still likes that right The little boy he obeyed.

"What?" Chun Juexiao didn't understand what he meant, but it was Cui Steward who was standing next to him who reminded him, "Sir, I brought all your photo albums here this time, probably... because I want to look at them before I die."

Chun Juexiao: "..." He got up to look for it.

"Xiaoxiao, sit down, I know where to put it, I'll go get it." Cui Butler got up and went upstairs with red eyes.

Chun Juexiao sat back on the sofa nervously.

Jin Shijie stretched out his hand weakly, but he couldn't reach me because of his limited strength.

That skinny hand was shaking in the air, and he was saying something eagerly.

Chunjuexiao hesitated for a moment, but still stretched out her hand.As soon as Jin Shijie grabbed his hand, it was as if he had grabbed the most important thing in his life.

"Xiao... Xiao..., do you... really... really hate me."

Chunjuexiao glanced at him, then quickly lowered her eyelids, and he agreed by being silent.

"But... but... Dad... loves... loves you."

"Do you love me?" Chunjuexiao whispered, with a low smile, "Maybe what you love is just the child who obeys you and always looks at you with adoring eyes. I'm grown up now. It's not what you wanted anymore."

Jin Shijie put his trembling hands against Chun Juexiao's face, his skinny hands were so cold that there was no warmth: "I... love everything about you. Your eyes, your nose, your mouth, your hair, Your character, everything about you...I...I love it."

Chun Juexiao lowered her head, motionless as if she hadn't heard his words at all, and didn't respond at all, because he didn't believe it at all.

"Since you love me so much, why do you have to take me with you? Why do you want to kill me? If this is your love, it would be too embarrassing, and I can't accept it."

Chunjuexiao said coldly.

"No... no... it's like this." Jin Shijie was panting anxiously. He really wanted to communicate with Xiaoxiao like he used to, but now it was more difficult for him to speak a coherent and complete sentence.

He can't do it at all!

"I... cherish you, so... no matter how much I like you, I won't touch you, but... you have... left me for seven years, I... can't accept it..."

Chunjuexiao only smiled.

Now that Jin Shijie is dying, no matter how much I beg him, he won't change his mind!

"I...I..." Jin Shijie was anxious, he didn't want to see Chun Juexiao's disappointed and indifferent expression.But the more anxious he was, the less he could speak a complete sentence.

"Sir, here's the photo album." Butler Cui suddenly called out, interrupting Jin Shijie's eagerness.