sorry i want you

He walked to the sofa, sat down next to Xin Yue, reached out and used his thumb to try to remove the yogurt from the corner of his mouth, then stuffed his finger into his mouth and sucked heavily.

But his eyes were focused on Xin Yue.No matter from his eyes or his expression, Ou Jiming couldn't see any flaws in Xin Yue's body.

He acted as if nothing had happened before.Does he really not mind at all?Or is it too good at faking?When did he master his camouflage skills so well?

Was it when you were forced to go to a mental hospital for treatment in high school?

Or when his classmates alienated and excluded him after the incident was known to him?

Or was it when you were isolated by your dorm roommates in college?

Countless preconceptions kept popping into Ou Jiming's mind.My heart hurts like being bitten by a crocodile, with sharp teeth sinking into the flesh, and then tearing off the flesh little by little.

Bloody, the pain was so painful that I lost consciousness.

Just listening to those past events, he was already sad and about to collapse. How did he get over it back then?

Unable to control his body, he rushed over, hugged Xin Yue, and buried his face in his arms.It seems that only by hugging the fresh him in front of him can the sadness in his heart feel better.

Xin Yue was stunned for a moment, pushed him away, and said uncomfortably, "There is moisture on your body, is it raining outside?"

After being pushed away, Ou Jiming rushed forward again and hugged him tightly. He closed his eyes and said 'hmm': "Yes, it's raining." It's raining in my heart too, can you help me hold on for a while? an umbrella?

Always hold an umbrella for me!

Fortunately, the person in his arms is alive, can talk to himself, and has temperature.

Although he would push himself away and keep a distance from himself, Ou Jiming felt at ease.

A thought suddenly came to his mind, even if Xin Yue would never forgive himself in this life, and would never be with him again, he might not be able to leave his side.

Even if he dies alone, he will always be by Xin Yue's side.Of course, he absolutely couldn't stand Xin Yue being with others, so he would entangle the two of them and watch over each other until the end of their lives.

But... I still feel uncomfortable!

It still hurts!

Xin Yue noticed his strangeness, and asked him: "You don't look well, did something happen?" That caring tone, to Ou Jiming at this time, was like rain after a long drought, and instantly melted his heart. Moisturizing, so Xin Yue still likes himself!

Ou Jiming comforts himself like this, he also knows that he is deceiving himself!

He turned his head, wiped the liquid from his eyes on his sleeves, and then shook his head: "I'm fine, I'm just so hungry, I want to eat." He said coquettishly, grabbed Xin Yue's hand, and put The food from his spoon was stuffed into his mouth in one gulp.

Xin Yue showed a slightly surprised expression, sighed helplessly, and then took out a tissue to wipe the spoon clean: "You have to eat it yourself, these are mine."

Ou Jiming noticed his action of wiping the spoon, and immediately asked him unconvinced: "What are you doing, do you dislike my used spoon?"

Xin Yue nodded: "Yes."

"I don't know how much saliva you have eaten from me. Is it too late to dislike my dirty saliva now?"

Xin Yue scooped up a large spoonful of the stuff and stuffed it into his mouth: "This time is now and that time is now. I don't dislike the past. The present is the present."

So... What he meant was: before when he didn't know that he was the culprit, he could easily accept himself, but now he can't forgive himself?

Ou Jiming knew that Xin Yue's words probably didn't mean that, but he just couldn't help but think wildly.

Whether it's the former self or the current self, he must let Xin Yue accept it.

He suddenly hugged Xin Yue and leaned over, then bowed his head and kissed him.

The lips of the two were close together, and Ou Jiming's tongue stuck in and stirred inside, making each other's saliva fuse together.

Xin Yue pushed him away, wiped his mouth and got a little angry: "Why are you crazy?" His pretty brows were frowned, and he looked preoccupied and unhappy.

Ou Jiming licked the saliva of the two of them on his lips: "Who made you dislike me, this is punishment. Also, don't dislike me in the future, otherwise I will keep kissing you." He leaned closer to Xin Yue's. Meifei kissed, and he wanted to kiss his frown flat.

Xin Yue: "...childish." He cursed in a low voice, dropped his chopsticks and sat aside.

Ou Jiming took advantage of the opportunity to sit on his seat, picked up the spoon Xin Yue had used and began to eat.

He didn't mind at all that these foods were eaten by Xin Yue, and the tableware was also used by Xin Yue.

Xin Yue pretended not to see anything, poured a cup of tea and drank it slowly.

After Ou Jiming had a full meal, he took two bottles of red wine and sat next to Xin Yue. He didn't use a glass and stuffed a bottle in each of them: "Let's find an exciting movie to watch."

Xin Yue threw the remote control to him: "You come."

Sure enough, Ou Jiming took the remote control and began to fiddle with it.

After a while, he found a foreign blockbuster.It doesn't matter what the storyline is, as long as the visual effects are awesome!

The two drank wine while watching a movie, and chatted a few words from time to time, which was very pleasant.

Ou Jiming thought it through.

Instead of pitying himself and worrying whether Xin Yue wants him or not, it is better to take the initiative to make him have to want himself.

The two drank and chatted, very pleasant.

It doesn't count if one person drank a bottle, and then fiddled with moving all the wine from the wine rack, and the two of you poured a bottle of wine at the same time.

Didn't even notice when the movie ended.

And then... Both of them drank too much.

At some point, super rhythmic music was played on the TV.

Drunk, Ou Jiming took off his coat and stood up. He swayed back and forth in front of Xin Yue, and then said, "Wait, I'll dance for you."

Then he tuned the TV to a music station, which was playing an ambiguous and sexy dance music.

Ou Jiming turned around in the middle, with his hands open, his face flushed from the smell of alcohol was really cute.

He made a gentleman's salute to Xin Yue: "Mr. Xin Yue, please accept this dance that belongs to you alone."

The music is overwhelming, making people want to go crazy with the help of alcohol.

Xin Yue leaned on the sofa and watched Ou Jiming spin and jump, twist his waist and swing his hips, his movements were extremely sexy.

His cheeks were also flushed from the smell of alcohol, but his eyes were very clear.There was an intoxicated smile on his face, but his mind was still very clear.

Ou Jiming's dance is really good.

He had this idea in his head.

Ou Jiming's dancing posture is actually dancing wildly, doing whatever moves he thinks of.The slender limbs are strong and vigorous, and every stretch is quite tense.

He squatted down slowly, bringing his knees together and pushing his hips forward.

It's a shameful parody.

But also so seductive.

At least, Xin Yue's mouth was parched, his body was throbbing, and a small tent was set up between his legs.