i think i still love you

Yifan said, I just don't want to burden myself with guilt, you may be thinking too much.After speaking, he got into a taxi parked on the side of the road.

"Brother Gu, don't trust him, he was more worried about you than anyone else just now! He pressured you for ten thousand dollars!"

"En." Gu Yifei nodded with a smile, followed by "What? How much?"

"One...ten thousand" the little boy weakly raised his index finger.

"Why didn't you stop him! He hasn't seen it, so you can't tell it's fake? It's only 5000 for me to play a game." Gu Yifei felt distressed.

"I... I... I... I didn't... I didn't see it, I was so shocked." The little boy said stumbled.

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Hearing the sound of the door, Xiao Shitou lay down on the stairs and looked down. Seeing that it was Xiao Yifan, he was immediately happy and ran down.

"papa~" The little stone slipped into Xiao Yifan's arms.

Xiao Yifan took off his coat, lay down under the blanket and hugged the little stone and fell asleep. Obviously the little guy was waiting for Xiao Yifan, and fell asleep as soon as he lay down.

Xiao Yifan buried his face in Xiao Shitou's hair, his shoulders trembled slightly as he sobbed.

(forty)

The end of the new year is approaching, some registration procedures in the clinic have not yet been completed, and the original plan to return to China during the Spring Festival may have to be postponed again, Xiao Yifan really feels guilty.

The last time Gu Yifei went to play the black game, no one mentioned it again, and everyone assumed it never happened. The only difference was that Xiao Yifan would go to the pancake stall every morning to see if Gu Yifei was there.

The rented house has been found, and the consultation room can be officially opened as soon as the formalities are completed.Xiao Yifan confirmed the time to move.Before you go, you have to clarify a few things.

As usual, Xiao Yifan sent Xiao Shitou to take care of him and came back to look at the pancake stand. Today, only the boy was selling rice balls made of wine. Xiao Yifan walked over and asked, "Is Gu Yifei not here today?"

The boy nodded, "Brother, do you want pancakes? Brother Gu is sick today."

"Sick?" Xiao Yifan and Gu Yifei could count the number of times Gu Yifei got sick while they were together.

The boy curled his lips and nodded, "When I went to his house to get Yuanzi, I felt like he couldn't even stand up."

Xiao Yifan let out an "oh", and pulled up the scarf.

When he went home and opened the door, Xiao Yifan looked back hesitantly at the sideways house, and finally knocked on Gu Yifei's door.

The listless person who was wrapped in a blanket immediately became energetic when he saw Xiao Yifan.

"I heard that you're sick." Xiao Yifan glanced at Gu Yifei's expression, and it was really bad enough.

"Oh, it's nothing. I just have a cold. I feel a little chilly. Come in first." Gu Yifei pulled Xiao Yifan into the room.

As soon as Xiao Yifan entered the room, he was greeted with hot air, and the house was heated to over 20 degrees by him. He still said it was cold at this temperature, so it was probably because he had a fever.

"Have you taken your medicine?" Xiao Yifan asked.

"I don't know what medicine to buy. I drank ginger water, which you taught me before." Gu Yifei's pale complexion showed that his lips were particularly red at the moment.

Xiao Yifan frowned lightly, the symptoms were the same as Gu Yifei's illness in previous years, past experience estimated that Gu Yifei would have a fever of at least 38 degrees, he doesn't get sick easily, but when he gets sick, it becomes very serious.

Xiao Yifan raised his hand and put it on Gu Yifei's forehead. The temperature startled him. He was afraid that it was the illusion that his hands were cold when he came in from outside the house, so he rolled up his sleeves and tried it with the warm inside of his arm, frowning. Tighter.

"Don't wrap it up, it will burn you stupid." Xiao Yifan took off the blanket on Gu Yifei's body not gently.

Gu Yifei is still immersed in the scene where Xiao Yifan tested his temperature just now, and he just smiled and nodded when the blanket was taken away.

"Go back and lie down first, I'll come over later."

Gu Yifei watched Xiao Yifan go out, leaving the door ajar without closing it.

A few minutes later, Xiao Yifan came over with a family medicine box. Seeing Gu Yifei curled up on the sofa, he couldn't help saying, "Didn't I tell you to go back to bed."

Gu Yifei raised his head and smiled at him.

The thermometer checked and it turned out to be more than 39 degrees. Xiao Yifan gave him cold medicine and antipyretics, and settled down on the bed.

"Have you had breakfast?" Xiao Yifan asked.

"Uh... I ate it." Gu Yifei didn't even eat dinner last night, let alone breakfast.In the morning, I tried my best to boil the glutinous rice balls made with barrel wine. I originally wanted to make do with it, but after cooking for a long time, I lost my appetite after smelling the smell.

No matter how blind Xiao Yifan was, he could tell that he definitely hadn't eaten, so he went downstairs and entered the kitchen in silence.

There is nothing else in Gu Yifei's refrigerator except for the ingredients for making pancakes and rice dumplings.Xiao Yifan picked for a long time and could only pick out a few eggs, green onions, and flour.The kitchen was very messy. It was obvious that things were not cleared up after cooking in the morning. Xiao Yifan probably cleared up an open space and made him a bowl of pimple soup.

Gu Yifei was already asleep when it was served, Xiao Yifan tried the temperature on his forehead, but it was still hot.

"Wake up, wake up." Xiao Yifan shook Gu Yifei awake.

Gu Yifei opened his eyes.

"Eat something before going to sleep." Xiao Yifan handed the bowl over.

Gu Yifei was obviously a little surprised. He took the bowl in a stupid way and tasted it. The fever had dulled his sense of taste, but when he drank it, he felt a surge of happiness.

Gu Yifei looked up at Xiao Yifan, Xiao Yifan looked a little unnatural, and asked, "What's wrong? Doesn't suit your taste?"

Gu Yifei shook his head, and said with a smile, "In the past, you only knew how to cook instant noodles, but you never thought you could cook such delicious food now. It's been a lot of hard work carrying small stones for the past two years, right?"

Xiao Yifan didn't say a word, a person with extremely poor self-care ability brought a child in a foreign country, especially in the first year, he didn't know how he survived.Sure enough, hardships make people grow, and now he can face all these with ease.

Gu Yifei licked the bowl as clean as a dog.Before going to bed, Xiao Yifan took his temperature again, and it didn't drop, but it was already 40 degrees.

Aside from other emotional factors, it is impossible for him to ignore his professional ethics as a doctor.As Gu Yifei fell asleep, Xiao Yifan carefully looked at Gu Yifei's house for the first time. Except for the furniture brought by the landlord, there was almost nothing of his own. There were not even a few sets of clothes in the closet. It has been turned over to the hem.Xiao Yifan realized for the first time that Gu Yifei had never been to school, and that he only knew about 3000 letters in English.Xiao Yifan opened the book, there was Gu Yifei's phonetic notation on it, one of the pages was folded at a corner, Xiao Yifan read the content, and a heart was drawn next to the sentence "Canyouforgiveme?" The book is closed.

Gu Yifei fell asleep all morning. At noon, his body temperature exceeded 40 degrees. His lips were covered with chapped skin. He was a little delirious and dragged Xiao Yifan to talk nonsense. You." "Jiaojiao, brother can't save you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Xiao Yifan wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingers, trying to shake him awake.

Gu Yifei opened his eyes, but he didn't seem to be conscious, his eyes were blank, and he quickly clasped Xiao Yifan's wrist with great strength.

Xiao Yifan didn't mind anymore, and said to him, "You have to go to the hospital now! Now you have to get an injection."

"If you don't get an injection, if you don't get an injection, you will die!" Gu Yifei's brain was completely confused now.

Gu Yifei and Xiao Yifan talked about this past. When they were drug lords, in order to control some drug dealers, they would inject them with drugs. When they were not needed, they would overdose and kill them. He injected saline to scare him, so he has always been somewhat resistant to needles.

Xiao Yifan had no choice, so he went to the hospital to buy medicine, and when he came back, he dispensed medicine for him.When the needle was being inserted, Gu Yifei woke up suddenly, with a fierce look in his eyes, the moment he met Xiao Yifan's eyes, his eyes softened immediately.Xiao Yifan thought he was awake, but the next second he fell unconscious again.

Gu Yifei woke up again without Xiao Yifan beside the bed, and the fluffy head of Xiaoshi was placed beside the bed.Gu Yifei raised his hand to touch him, and Xiao Shitou fled away with a shy smile.

When he came up again, he came with Xiao Yifan, Xiao Yifan brought up the soup basin, and behind the little stone was a bowl.

Gu Yifei sat up from the bed, feeling a lot more relaxed. Xiao Yifan took the bowl from Xiao Shitou, filled it up and handed it to Gu Yifei, "Can you drink it yourself?"

Gu Yifei took the bowl, a bowl of chicken soup with sesame oil and chopped green onion, his mouth had already started to salivate automatically.

"No, will you feed me?" Gu Yifei joked.

Xiao Yifan filled a small bowl for Xiao Shitou, looked back at him, and ignored him.

Xiao Shishi was not very good at using an adult's spoon, and couldn't put it into his mouth after scooping up a few spoonfuls. He simply held a bowl as big as his face and drank it along the edge. Xiao Yifan put a tissue on his neckline, and Gu Yifei watched He didn't even care about the drink in his hand, and kept staring at it with a smile on his face.

"We'll go back after drinking." Xiao Yifan didn't know whether it was for Gu Yifei or Xiao Shitou.

Xiao Shitou finished drinking, Xiao Yifan took him downstairs, and said to Gu Yifei, "I won't sell the house, I will spend the money you gave me, and I will return the rest to you first, and I will return what I spent. You." After Xiao Yifan finished speaking, he put the bank card on the bed.

"Yifan, you still can't forgive me, can you?" Gu Yifei looked at him disappointedly.

"I..." Xiao Yifan turned his head to the other side and continued, "I will move out in a few days. The clinic is in Providence, and I have already rented a house there. There's no need to stay here to sell pancakes, you have your business, and I'll take care of Little Stone."

Gu Yifei held Xiao Yifan's hand, but Xiao Yifan didn't break free, Gu Yifei's palm was very hot.

"I said, I won't