i think i still love you

Are you really coming? "

Xiao Yifan stared at him for a few seconds before saying, "Have I ever broken my promise to you?"

This sentence is undoubtedly another nail in Gu Yifei's heart, I have always been the only one to blame him.Gu Yifei nodded, stepped back a little, handed him the bag and stood there watching him leave.

Xiao Yifan left with the bag in one hand and the little stone in the other.

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I really envy the children, who obviously cried very sadly just now, and then laughed heartlessly again in the blink of an eye.Xiao Yifan rubbed the bubbles on Xiao Shitou's hair, and Xiao Shitou mischievously flicked the foam on Xiao Yifan's face, but Xiao Yifan didn't respond as usual, only mechanical movements full of thoughts.

"papa~" Xiao Shitou took the shower and handed it to Xiao Yifan, Xiao Yifan took it with a smile, Xiao Shitou had already pulled the towel to cover his eyes, and tilted his head back to wait for the shower.

The little stone is really the best medicine to cure Xiao Yifan.

Little Shitou doesn't have any toys that he can't live without, except that he can't live without Xiao Yifan's embrace.For the surgeries in the past few years, the anesthesia was used, and the children couldn’t bear the pain, but the throat surgery was the most forbidden to cry. Xiao Yifan hugged the little stone all night, and the little stone slept in his arms, and he sat against the bed. Throughout the night, several operations were carried out like this, and after that, Xiao Shitou only loved to sleep in Xiao Yifan's arms.

"Is the stewed beef offal delicious tonight?" Xiao Yifan asked the little stone in his arms.

Xiaoshitou nodded exaggeratedly, emphasizing that it was delicious.

Xiao Yifan pressed a kiss on his forehead, and glanced out of the window. The temperature has dropped by more than ten degrees in the past few days.

"Can Dad not put you to bed tonight?"

Xiaoshi immediately pouted and shook his head.

Xiao Yifan was waiting for an answer that he knew the result, but he just wanted to find an excuse.

The landlady downstairs was screaming at Xiao Yifan again downstairs for cooking animal offal in the kitchen, followed by the sound of tinkling bells, probably the pot was thrown away again.

The father and son looked at each other, Xiao Shitou stuck out his tongue, and smiled at Xiao Yifan, who also smiled.

"Shall we get out of here?" Xiao Yifan said to Xiao Shitou with reddened eyes.

"Yeah." Xiao Shitou nodded, because he shared the dining room and living room, Xiao Shitou was often scolded by the old American woman for being mischievous.

"Well, I'm sorry, Dad will definitely pass the exam this time! After passing the exam, Dad will have the money to rent an independent apartment."

"Slide!" Little Shitou has been thinking about installing a slide at home.

"Yeah..." Xiao Yifan stretched out his little finger to catch Xiao Shishi's little finger.

In the bathroom, with the help of the flushing water, Xiao Yifan cried in a mess. The last time he cried like this was about three years ago.

He broke his promise, for him, for the first time.

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Gu Yifei looked at his phone, it was already late at night, he had already memorized the advertisements for the event at the bus station, but Xiao Yifan didn't come.His toes hurt from the cold, he got up and stamped his feet, and walked around the stop sign a few times, he wanted to wait.

Waiting until the sky gradually turned gray, Gu Yifei looked at the direction Xiao Yifan left, the empty street, and the first bus came staggeringly from that direction.

The bus stopped in front of Gu Yifei, the driver greeted Gu Yifei friendly, Gu Yifei stepped on the bus, he was the only one in the bus.

The car staggered away again, and the passing wind stirred the paper stuck on the edge of the billboard, which read.

"I can wait until..." A few words were written in English on the lower edge of the paper, "Don'tthrowawayplease."

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There is no suspense that Xiao Yifan saw the note, but at the last juncture of the exam, he had to devote himself wholeheartedly, and he couldn't devote extra energy to entangled feelings, and he didn't have the courage to bet everything on one person again. on the body.

There was an interval of half a month, and Gu Yifei did not appear again. The events of that night gradually became deeper and deeper in Xiao Yifan's heart. Just when he was almost completely ignored, Gu Yifei appeared again.

This time it was no longer just a single person, and there was an additional pancake and fruit stand next to it. Yes, it was still a very Chinese-style event, surrounded by advertisements with "authentic Tianjin pancake and fruit" written in yellow on a red background. Stall.

Xiao Yifan was still dumbfounded holding the little stone, Gu Yifei looked up and saw Xiao Yifan, but did not come over, smiled and waved to Xiao Yifan and said "Good morning" from behind the stall, this picture made people It feels like a greeting from a familiar neighbor, kind but not offensive.

Seeing Gu Yifei here, Xiao Yifan knew that Gu Yifei already knew where he lived, and even his daily life trajectory.This convenience store is the place where Xiao Yifan must pass through to deliver Xiaoshitou for custody, and Xiao Yifan buys Xiaoshitou fruit for the whole day almost every morning.

Xiao Yifan even made up a reason for breaking the appointment that day, but what Gu Yifei said was, "Do you want to eat? Shall I make one for you?"

Xiao Yifan choked for a moment, not knowing how to answer.

Xiao Shitou had never seen pancake fruit in the United States, and his eyes were fixed on that strange and obedient equipment. Xiao Yifan came back to his senses and refused, "No, I wish you a prosperous business." After speaking, he entered the convenience store.

After buying the fruit, three or four Americans watched curiously as he spread the pancakes in front of the stall. Xiao Yifan picked up the small stone and walked away quickly.

"Yifan, wait..." Xiao Yifan was stopped by Gu Yifei.

There were people at the stall, Xiao Yifan tried not to cause trouble, stopped and turned around, Gu Yifei came over with a paper bag, the cakes in the bag were still steaming.

"Give the child a taste." Gu Yifei handed over the cake.

Xiao Shitou looked at Xiao Yifan, Xiao Yifan hesitated and nodded, Xiao Shitou happily took the paper bag.

Gu Yifei smiled knowingly, and pinched Xiao Shitou's cheek, "I will lay two eggs for you, be careful not to burn them."

"Thank you, I'm running out of working hours, so I'm leaving first." Xiao Yifan said.

"Yifan... can you give me... your contact information?" Gu Yifei asked with an embarrassed face.

It was the first time Xiao Yifan saw Gu Yifei like this, wearing an apron, he didn't look like he did when he was a bodyguard, his once sharp eyes were now as soft as a pool of water.

"Next time, I really don't have time today." Xiao Yifan hardened his heart and shied away.

Gu Yifei didn't react too much, and nodded with a smile.

Xiao Yifan turned around and left, Gu Yifei reached out and scratched Xiao Shitou's nose again, Xiao Shitou smiled back warmly.

Xiao Yifan walked away, and Gu Yifei returned to the pancake stall. The customers in front of the stall didn't seem to mind that Gu Yifei left halfway, and they were still waiting for this delicious food from the East.

Xiaoshi blew on the pancake in his hand, and handed it to Xiao Yifan's mouth first, Xiao Yifan hesitated, took a small bite, the pancake was neither salty nor light, the bean paste was sandwiched with the aroma of chopped green onion, it was crisp between his lips and teeth The explosion actually aroused Xiao Yifan's greed.

Looking at Xiao Shitou again, the sauce has already rubbed the corners of his mouth, and there is no dislike for Xiaozui mia~mia~ eating.

"Is it delicious?" Xiao Yifan asked.

"Ow (good) time." Xiao Shitou nodded heavily with the bean paste and crispy residue on the corner of his mouth.

Xiao Yifan pulled his hat back with a smile, but felt a little uneasy.

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It has to be said that Gu Yifei was very skillful, he bought the little stone after a few pancakes, every day when he walked to the convenience store, he ran to Gu Yifei's pancake stall, and tiptoed to the counter to watch Gu Yifei spread the pancakes.

On Saturday, Xiao Yifan went to the convenience store to buy bread, and the little stone hung on the pancake trolley for nothing. Gu Yifei looked at the batter in the bucket and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, it's sold out, do you still want to eat it?"

Little Stone blinked and nodded.

"Then you put it nicely, I'll make the batter for you again." Gu Yifei squatted down and tapped the little stone's nose with his index finger and said with a smile.

Little Stone lowered his head and picked his fingers.

Xiao Yifan's expression changed immediately after hearing this, he picked up the little stone and left without even entering the convenience store.

Gu Yifei was astonished, he didn't know what made Xiao Yifan change his face in a second.

"Yifan, Yifan" Gu Yifei chased after Xiao Yifan.

Xiao Yifan continued to walk quickly as if he didn't hear the little stone in his arms.

Gu Yifei didn't dare to chase too closely, so he walked behind and followed him not too far away.

"Yifan, what did I make you angry? Can you give me a chance to apologize?" Gu Yifei begged from behind.

Gu Yifei chased him all the way to Xiao Yifan's residence.Xiao Yifan stopped, and Gu Yifei also stopped not far away.

Xiao Yifan closed his eyes and calmed down his breath, put down the little stone, let the little stone enter the yard by himself, turned around and said coldly to Gu Yifei, "Let's talk."

Gu Yifei could feel that the talk he proposed would not lead to a good result, but he still nodded.

After Xiao Yifan left, he realized that he didn't seem to understand him at all, so that for more than a year he was imprisoned in the cage of his own thoughts and couldn't get out.He couldn't think of what Xiao Yifan wanted and what he could give.When Xiao Yifan and Xu Chenxing appeared in his heart at the same time, he realized that he really didn't know anything about Xiao Yifan, and he didn't even try to understand him, but just greedily enjoyed the love and everything he gave him.

So no matter what the result is this time, he has to accept it. He wants to know Xiao Yifan better.

The two sat on a bench diagonally opposite the house, where they could see the small stones in the yard.Gu Yifei leaned over with his arms propped on his knees and clasped his hands together, thinking about how to start.

In the end, Xiao Yifan started first, "Gu Yifei, we're done, you know."

Gu Yifei put his forehead to his hand and nodded.

"Let me go, Gu Yifei." After speaking, Xiao Yifan's eyes filled with tears.