i think i still love you

Say "You fell asleep and your phone kept vibrating."

Xiao Yifan turned on the phone, and the 20 missed calls were all from Gu Yifei.After thanking the master, he returned home like a walking dead.

During the change of clothes, Gu Yifei's 21st call came, Xiao Yifan collected his thoughts and answered "Hello?"

"Where have you been?" The opposite went straight to the point.

"I... I went home, fell asleep in the taxi, and didn't hear your call." Xiao Yifan didn't understand why he had to explain so much.

"Oh~ then you should rest early." Gu Yifei responded.

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Yifan thought to himself, "I heard the car horn on the phone, so did he go out to find me?"

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Gu Yifei hung up the phone and said to the driver, "Master, turn around and go back."

The driver master looked like he was doing what he wanted, and he didn't care about the money anyway. He turned on the turn signal, slammed the steering wheel to death, and turned around and walked back.

Gu Yifei returned home, threw the medicine he bought from his pocket on the table, and lay down to sleep with all his clothes on without changing the sheets.

(sixteen)

After Xiao Yifan came back that day, he couldn't sleep anymore. The scenes that happened a few hours ago couldn't be restrained, and he couldn't help crying. He didn't dare to talk to his father again this time. The next day, Ya knew to comfort him with tears in his eyes, "It's not that I was dumped once or twice, but it's just that I gave an extra flower this time, and it's like experiencing life."

Although my heart is still very uncomfortable, there is really nothing wrong with what I said.

After that, Xiao Yifan went to the telecommunications company and bought Uncle Xiaodong's number back for 5000 yuan.

After getting the card, Xiao Yifan still didn't want to go home. The house was too quiet, and as long as it was quiet, he couldn't help but think about Gu Yifei. Even he himself was a little surprised when he fell in love so deeply. What is worth him.

Recently, Xiao Yifan sat outside the children's playground in the shopping mall near his home when he had nothing to do. It's not that he likes children, but he just wants him to hear more laughter. If he makes a lot of noise, he won't miss him anymore.

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It's been a month, and it's been a whole month today, and no one has contacted anyone again. Xiao Yifan's finger stays on the WeChat page.I just received an emergency call, a car accident, in order to protect the adults, the child was not saved.At this moment, Xiao Yifan felt that he was surrounded by a layer of black energy, and he was so depressed that no one around him was willing to approach him.

Xiao Yifan leaned against the wall and waited for the elevator. He really wanted to smoke a cigarette. Recently, his chest always seemed to be constricted, and he couldn't get up or down.

Suddenly a stool flew towards him while he was thinking wildly, and he quickly blocked it with his arm, and the piercing pain filled the air instantly. He shook his head, although he still didn't see clearly who was coming, but he already knew who it was when he heard the scolding, the family members of the car accident just now.Hehe, it is even more impossible to fight back now. The hospital has a rule that it is not a last resort not to fight back against the family members of patients. Yes, I read that right, doctor!hospital!regulation!Certainly!

Doctors and nurses had already come to fight, Xiao Yifan could only back up to the stairs, but the collar that was being pulled was still being pulled, and the arm that had just been hit would not use any strength at all.

In the chaos, a huge force suddenly pulled him, Xiao Yifan staggered, and a person was blocked in front of him, and Xiao Yifan didn't need to look too carefully to know who it was.

"Gu Yifei, don't act recklessly!" As Xiao Yifan spoke, the troubled family members were already overturned on the ground. Hearing Xiao Yifan's shout, Gu Yifei slowly lowered his fist.

Seeing that their own people were at a disadvantage, the few people who made trouble together were not to be outdone, and picked up whatever they could, such as stools and high-heeled shoes.

Xiao Yifan knew that these were not Gu Yifei's opponents at all, but at the moment Gu Yifei was wearing a hospital gown, Xiao Yifan didn't have time to think about what happened to him, so he dragged him and ran upstairs.

After confirming safety, Xiao Yifan didn't have time to say anything else, he pulled Gu Yifei and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why are you hospitalized again!"

Gu Yifei pinched Xiao Yifan's chin, turned his head aside, and looked at the swollen corner of his jaw.

"Are your teeth okay?" Gu Yifei answered irrelevantly.

Xiao Yifan shook his head, and asked again, "What about you, why are you wearing a hospital gown?"

Gu Yifei pulled his arm up again, rolled up the white coat, pressed the red ridge on the arm and said, "It's not broken, is it?"

"No," Xiao Yifan answered briefly.

"It's fine as long as it's okay." Gu Yifei put down his arm.

A hot and sour rush to the nasal cavity, is this in a dream?Xiao Yifan felt that the current picture was not realistic.

"You haven't said what's wrong with you yet?" Xiao Yifan asked.

"Take the steel plate" Gu Yifei pulled up his sleeves to show him.

"Oh~ Are you recovering well?" Xiao Yifan actually had a lot to say, but he couldn't say anything when he reached his mouth.

The emergency doctor rushed up to see if they were okay, and the security guards had already controlled the troubled family members.

After Xiao Yifan and Gu Yifei finished recording their statements, the police left after criticizing Gu Yifei, leaving the two of them staring at each other in the operating room.

Gu Yifei sighed for a long time first, and tore off a pack of gauze from the equipment rack on one side and handed it to Xiao Yifan, "Put some ice packs between the skin and the skin so as not to frostbite the skin. A doctor doesn't have this common sense."

Xiao Yifan borrowed the gauze and said nothing.

"You just stand next to someone who beats you? What if you hold a knife in your hand? You stand next to him too?" Gu Yifei was vaguely angry.

Xiao Yifan didn't want to explain either, he still pretended to be looking out the window.

Gu Yifei didn't speak any more, and the two sat quietly.

Ten minutes later, Gu Yifei got up first and said, "I'm going back to the ward."

Xiao Yifan couldn't bear it anymore, sat and held Gu Yifei's fingers, Gu Yifei stopped, only looked down at his hands, and didn't look back.

"So, it's impossible, right?" Xiao Yifan felt as humble as a gravel at this moment.

"What?" Gu Yifei asked knowingly.

"Give me a reason, it's better to be convincing, I'm so determined." Xiao Yifan swallowed his choked throat, his eyes were a little empty.

Gu Yifei twisted Xiao Yifan and took his hand.

"To be honest, I have never liked boys before, you are the only one, I have had a bad time this month, I instinctively asked myself what is not good enough, and then I actually figured it out, it seems that I don't like it I don't like it, there is no reason, but I'm stubborn, I can't convince myself, so you should give me a reason, or I can't let it go." Xiao Yifan said everything he thought in his mind.

Gu Yifei looked back at Xiao Yifan, Xiao Yifan caught a trace of pain in his eyes.

Xiao Yifan froze for a moment. In fact, this was the reason he was most unwilling to face. This was caused by himself. Xiao Yifan took a deep breath, sniffed his nose, and said with a forced smile, "Oh~ I probably know. Oh, this really made me give up, I really shouldn't have fallen in love with you, I'm sorry." Xiao Yifan smiled with red eyes.

"Don't say that, I've said it before, I can't blame you, I..." Gu Yifei hesitated to speak.

"Then... let's be friends in the future, eh~ I don't want it anymore, I'm still very cautious. Then... let's do it like this." Xiao Yifan rubbed the ice pack with both hands, smiled hard, a bean Big teardrops honestly rolled down the cheeks onto the white coat.

Seeing him like this, Gu Yifei felt pain in his heart. He had planned to be heartless to the end, but now he couldn't hold back anymore, and pulled him into his arms.

Xiao Yifan was taken aback for a moment, and then he couldn't help it anymore, he put his head against Gu Yifei's chest, tears fell quietly to the ground.

"Don't be like this, how can I persuade myself like this?" Xiao Yifan said in a nasal voice.

"I'm sorry Yifan, please give me some more time, so I can forget a little more." Gu Yifei's eyes were also red.

Xiao Yifan felt all the grievances when he heard this, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but twitch down. He knew that he looked very unpromising, but he couldn't help it, and his body trembled slightly.

Gu Yifei patted him on the back and said with a trembling voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, is that okay?"

Xiao Yifan still lowered his head, nodding his head continuously, crying and saying, "Yeah, yum, I'll wait, I'll wait, I can wait."

"It's my fault, don't cry, don't cry." Gu Yifei clasped his hands tightly and put them on the back of Xiao Yifan's head, stroking him back and forth to comfort him.

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"Yo... I'm sorry, I... I'll take an iodophor and leave..." The little nurse in the emergency department opened the door and saw this scene, covered her eyes, took a bottle of iodophor and walked out immediately.

When Gu Yifei moved his head back from the nurse, Xiao Yifan had quickly wiped away his tears and sucked hard on his blocked nose, as if he had just finished crying after being criticized by the teacher.

Gu Yifei took the piece of gauze from Xiao Yifan's hand, pinched Xiao Yifan's nose, and wiped his nose clean.

"Don't, didn't you say you have to wait, this kind of action is too..." Xiao Yifan moved back.

The corner of Gu Yifei's mouth curled into a hook, he smiled evilly, and said, "With you like this, does anyone really believe that you are a straight man?"

"Huh?" Xiao Yifan didn't understand.

Gu Yifei threw the gauze into the trash can and said, "You look like a big girl."

Xiao Yifan also said frankly, "Everyone has a weak side. I am not like this in front of others because you happen to be my weakness."

Gu Yifei had nothing to say.

"I think I must be crazy." Xiao Yifan's tone was weak