i think i still love you

After hesitating for a while, when he thought about what he had to do later, he stopped being coy, and followed Gu Yifei to take off his clothes and go into the bathroom.

After Gu Yifei adjusted the water temperature and turned around, Xiao Yifan's face immediately turned half red. The root of Gu Yifei's crotch was indeed a bit exaggerated. He had read it countless times, but Gu Yifei was really rare.

"No! You can't be underneath!" The radar in Xiao Yifan's brain sent an emergency alarm to Xiao Yifan.

Xiao Yifan pretended to be generous and walked into the shower, Xiao Yifan couldn't see Gu Yifei's expression clearly through the water line.

Gu Yifei hugged him, rubbed his lips against Xiao Yifan's earlobe and said, "Do you want to be here or on the bed?"

Xiao Yifan could feel the heat of Gu Yifei's avatar in his lower abdomen.

"On... on the bed." Xiao Yifan began to be a little timid.

"Is this the first time?" Gu Yifei held a clone that was one size smaller than himself.

Xiao Yifan's body trembled after being held, he didn't know where to put his hands, so he grasped Gu Yifei's with certainty and uncertainty.

"It's my first time with a boy, but... I will try my best..." Xiao Yifan didn't dare to look up at Gu Yifei.

"Try what?" Every sentence Gu Yifei said was full of evil spirits, all of which were aura, but the deterrent effect was not diminished at all.

Xiao Yifan didn't dare to utter the words on his lips.

Gu Yifei had already squeezed some body lotion into his hand at some point, and before Xiao Yifan realized it, it slid along the waistline and into the buttocks.

"Ah!" Xiao Yifan really cried out in pain, completely without lust.

"Don't move, the more you move, the more painful it will be. There is no lubricant at home, and body lotion won't irritate you." Gu Yifei's single arm was enough to make Xiao Yifan unable to move at all.

Xiao Yifan also bent down on Gu Yifei's shoulder with his eyes closed and endured.

One, two, until the third one, Xiao Yifan really couldn't help snorting, he could even feel the sweat coming out of his pores.

"No...didn't it be on the bed..." Xiao Yifan squeezed out a sentence through his teeth, because Xiao Yifan's legs had no strength to support himself at all.

Gu Yifei half-hugged and half-dragged Xiao Yifan to the bed, thanking the bedroom light for not turning on, and he really didn't want Gu Yifei to see him in a mess.

Gu Yifei was indeed not a rude person, he stretched Xiao Yifan on the bed for a while, and pressed his fingers on the bulge in his body a few times, but Xiao Yifan still couldn't feel any other sensations except pain.

"Don't mess with it, come in." Xiao Yifan simply went all out, the pain in his fingers stretched for a long time did not ease at all, it would be better to get rid of it as soon as possible.

Gu Yifei took out his fingers, applied some body lotion on his crotch, put a pillow under Xiao Yifan's buttocks, and pushed forward with the stick.

"Uh..." Xiao Yifan's facial features were almost screwed together.

After doing this several times, the stick didn't go in even a centimeter.

Gu Yifei leaned over with Xiao Yifan's earlobe half in his mouth, stroked Xiao Yifan's already limp little guy back and forth with his hands, and said, "You have to relax, if you don't relax, or you won't continue."

"Damn it, I've been poking my finger for a long time, and if I give up halfway, it's useless!" Xiao Yifan roared in his head.

"Come on! Don't think too much." Xiao Yifan felt like he was on the battlefield.

"Then bear with it." Gu Yifei raised his body and said.

Xiao Yifan secretly grasped the bed sheet tightly, and Gu Yifei pushed his waist forward.

"Ah!!!" The bed sheet under his hand was wrinkled in a circle.

Gu Yifei didn't stop going deep, one shot to the end, after the mushroom head went deep, the pain eased a bit, but Xiao Yifan's tears still flowed down the corners of his eyes.

After Gu Yifei went deep, he didn't move anymore, the tip of his tongue was licking Xiao Yifan's earlobes and nipples, trying to arouse Xiao Yifan's lust, but now Xiao Yifan felt like a fire stick was inserted into his back, swollen and hot.

"You move, don't worry about me." Xiao Yifan said while taking a deep breath.

Gu Yifei understood that Xiao Yifan was not feeling well right now, so he moved from slow to fast.Fortunately, Gu Yifei had probably been abstinent for a long time, and he ejaculated not long after.

Gu Yifei took paper from the bedside cabinet to help Xiao Yifan wipe off the thick white that he had just released, and then drew the paper to the muddy place between his legs, when he just touched Xiao Yifan, he made a "hiss".

"I'll do it myself." Xiao Yifan stopped Gu Yifei.

Gu Yifei handed the paper to Xiao Yifan and said, "You will be injured to some extent the first time."

Xiao Yifan twirled his fingers, he was very familiar with this slippery feeling, it was blood.

Gu Yifei pulled out the pillow under Xiao Yifan, threw it on the ground casually, covered the soft place in Xiao Yifan's lower abdomen with his hand, and fiddled with it a few times, Xiao Yifan put his hand on Gu Yifei's to stop him and said, "Don't do it." ."

"You haven't..." Gu Yifei said.

"It won't be hard right now, I don't really want it, just lie down." Xiao Yifan said.

Gu Yifei took his hand away, but Xiao Yifan still held Gu Yifei's hand and did not let go.

Gu Yifei put a pillow for him, leaned against the head of the bed and turned on the lamp, the dim light illuminated the room, Xiao Yifan half closed his eyes.

Gu Yifei opened the drawer and took out a pack of cigarettes, shook the cigarette case, took a cigarette out with his mouth, lit it, and took a deep breath.

Huh~ Gu Yifei couldn't get enough of his lungs from smoking, so he spit out all the smoke.

"You still smoke?" Xiao Yifan looked sideways at him.

Gu Yifei glanced at him, lifted the cigarette on his fingertips again, said "um" in a low voice, and then said "generally don't smoke"

"Then when will you smoke?" Xiao Yifan asked.

Gu Yifei's hand that brought the cigarette to his mouth stopped in mid-air, then put down his hand, cut off the cigarette with his nails and threw it on the ground, the cigarette butt fell to the ground and splashed sparks.

"Gu Yifei" Xiao Yifan called softly.

"Huh?" Gu Yifei turned his head to look at him.

Xiao Yifan didn't speak, the tears in his eyes were still wet, and his swollen lips were even more bright red under the pale yellow light.

"Gu Yifei, you should know." Xiao Yifan said.

"Don't you know? Go to sleep~" Gu Yifei turned off the light and lay down.

Xiao Yifan was a little anxious, endured the pain and half propped up his upper body and said, "Gu Yifei! I like you! You know it."

The air seemed to be condensed, and if it wasn't for the lights of cars coming and going on the road, time in this room would seem to have stood still.

Xiao Yifan still half propped up, waiting for the result.

Finally Gu Yifei spoke, his voice seemed to be emotionless, and he said softly, "Don't like it."

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Xiao Yifan could feel a wave of blood rushing into his head, his hands were a little numb, and tears were swirling desperately in his eyes, sad?Xiao Yifan felt more relieved.

He lay down, not knowing what to say, Yuan Ya told him that when he didn't know what to say, just say "oh", Xiao Yifan swallowed his sore throat and said "oh~ "

The air was quiet again.

Gu Yifei got up and got out of bed, Xiao Yifan tried his best to tighten the hand holding him, Gu Yifei pulled it out, grabbed Xiao Yifan's wrist with the other hand, pulled it out forcefully, and walked out of the bedroom.

Xiao Yifan trembled with his eyes closed.

About 1 minute later, the door of the outer door was slammed shut.Xiao Yifan opened his eyes and looked at the hand that was still holding the air tightly.

What reason is there to lie here?friends with benefits?Thinking of this, Xiao Yifan laughed mockingly.He sat up, the pain in his back forced him to sit on his side.Getting off the bed, when he was spreading the quilt, he saw that the place where he was lying just now had been stained with dark red again, so Xiao Yifan covered it with the quilt.I went to the bathroom and turned on the water to rinse it, put on the scattered clothes on the ground one by one, and walked out of the house.

I caught a taxi at the intersection of Gu Yifei's house. He lay on his side in the back seat, his eyes were dry from the wind blowing in from the window sill.

"Young man, let me roll up the window for you. If you fall asleep and get wind on your head, your face will be paralyzed." The taxi driver said with concern.

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It came to my mind that when I was six or seven years old, my family couldn’t afford an air conditioner, and there was only a small white fan. Xiao Yifan turned the head of the fan to his side to blow it. into shaking head mode.Xiao Yifan stomped on the mat and yelled for heat.Uncle Xiaodong lowered his face and said, "Sleeping with the wind blowing against your head will make your face paralyzed."

"What is facial paralysis?" Xiao Yifan asked.

"It's just a crooked mouth and squinting eyes." Uncle Xiaodong replied simply and rudely.

"Then what should we do?" Xiao Yifan asked with his eyes wide open.

"Take it to the hospital of traditional Chinese medicine and get needles on his face. It's like a hedgehog." Uncle Xiaodong said while putting a blanket on his stomach.

Xiao Yifan's eyes widened in shock.

When he seemed to be asleep, Xiao Yifan felt a gust of wind, which was cool and gentle. He squinted hard, and saw Uncle Xiaodong sitting on his bed with a thick medical book on his lap, I took a cattail fan and fanned him.

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Thinking of the tears that were locked in my eyes just now, they rushed out like a dam, and my whole body was shaking. I don't know if it was cold, pain, or loss of emotional control.

He took out his mobile phone and found the number that he hadn't answered for many years. He pressed the call button involuntarily, and there was a ringtone sound on the phone. Xiao Yifan was so shocked that he didn't dare to turn his eyes. , there was a rustling voice on the phone, a sleepy male voice "Hello? Who is it?"

Xiao Yifan blinked, it wasn't the voice he was familiar with in his dreams, it should be that the number was recovered and sold by the telecommunications company.Even so, Xiao Yifan couldn't help opening his mouth, "Uncle Xiaodong, I miss you."

"I'm sick in the middle of the night! Who is your uncle!" The phone was hung up.

Xiao Yifan closed his eyes, he was so tired~

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When he was woken up, he had already arrived at the bottom of his own community. He paid the money and got off the bus. The driver and him