Accidentally Eating Beauty [Rebirth]

No one taught him how to chase people before, and now no one taught him how to pick up his heart without stabbing his hands when it shattered like glass.

Without looking back, Shen Qiu knew what Jiang Lanyun would look like.

With his hands behind his back, he looked like an old man. This place is all single-family buildings with a good view, with gurgling water coming out of the fountain, and the rocks next to the greenery.

He casually reminded a few words: "If your eyes get wet again, it will rain."

It was more tactful than the previous refusal.

Jiang Lanyun hurriedly closed his eyes. Let's take this sentence as comfort. He tried his best to hold back the steam: "It's nothing. I'll give you your mobile phone when I go upstairs."

"Okay." Shen Qiu didn't say much, poking someone's wound is a very ignorant behavior.

In fact, they should say something better to say goodbye. At this time, they hadn't thought that they could have a farewell like this.

The new semester is the beginning of the school season, and when Shen Qiu has prepared everything to welcome it all again, a sudden change comes.

Ruan Jing and his wife have established a firm foothold abroad, and they will probably live abroad in the future. If this is the case, Shen Qiu will definitely go abroad.

If they don't come back, it is impossible to leave their son in the country and just pay enough living expenses. They will take him to live with him.

Ruan Jing still got the news from his teacher that he had been admitted to university. At this time, they suddenly realized that he was already in university. If he didn't compensate the child, he might be alienated too much. They seemed to have been negligent for a long time. .

Going abroad was really caught off guard, even Shen Qiu was not ready.

After packing up his things and buying a plane ticket according to the time, Ruan Jing helped him return Shenghua's house together with him. This place has never been his home, it's just a place where he went to high school.

The house was also withdrawn together. Even when Jiang Lanyun found out later, he was stunned for a long time.

Shen Qiu didn't even tell him to leave.

Even if it wasn't in the dead of night when the hormones in the human body began to make people feel melancholy, Jiang Lanyun was mourned to a certain extent from the moment he knew he was checking out, and he felt sad all the time.

Follow it?It will be rejected, and it will be hated.

It is always the best choice to separate during this period of time, for Jiang Lanyun, it is the same for Shen Qiu.After this incident, it takes time to consume those bad things.

He thought for a long time, even the most ordinary phone call had to be considered for a long time before calling Shen Qiu.

Before boarding the plane, Shen Qiu's cell phone rang suddenly, and the screen that lit up showed Jiang Lanyun.

He didn't hesitate, he opened it, he was about to leave, and he didn't know when he would return to China: "Hello?"

There are many hurried travelers around, as well as pedestrians with backpacks chatting with friends.

"En..." Jiang Lanyun hesitated for two seconds, and then said: "Are you going abroad? I only know now... Well... Remember to take good care of yourself when you get there."

"En." Shen Qiu responded.

"By the way, remember to call me." And... remember to miss me.

He didn't say the latter sentence.

"Yes." Shen Qiu said.

"...Then...be careful."

"You too."

It seems that there is nothing to talk about. The feud has just been resolved and I am leaving. It seems that there should be no intersections in the future. When I go abroad, my parents live abroad, and it may take a long time to return to China.

Jiang Lanyun and Jiang's father and Jiang's mother love Jiang Lanyun more than anyone else.

It seems that there is really nothing to say, Shen Qiu took the initiative to end the topic: "I'm going to get on the plane, so I'll hang up first."

"……kindness."

The phone was hung up neatly, and the mobile phone was put into his pocket.

Prepare for exams, certificates, and apply for studying abroad.Although his parents have arranged a lot, some things need to be handled by Shen Qiu himself.

During that time, he was busy almost without touching the ground, not to mention calling back, he even forgot about it.

Because they always felt that their parents were too busy to be around and owed Shen Qiu, so when Ruan Jing and his wife were at home, they tried their best to treat Shen Qiu well, and went home no matter how busy they were, and the family of three must eat breakfast and dinner together.

At the beginning, Shen Qiu always felt that he was stealing the love that belonged to others, but he really couldn't waste the tolerance, and couldn't refuse their generous love.

Everything that was lacking in the previous life has slowly been filled back.

He knows how to love, and he learned it from Ruan Jing and his wife.Father Shen always had a cold face, with a cold face and a warm heart.However, she is extremely tender towards Ruan Jing. After so many years of marriage, parting kisses must be given to each other.

Ruan Jing was barren, so they adopted a child.Ruan Jing likes painting, and whenever he has time, he will take Ruan Jing to various art exhibitions. Even though he, a businessman, is not interested in this, he will still accompany him patiently and will not show any impatience.

Love is reflected in the minutiae. We have been married for many years, and we have not been in love for a long time, but we still love each other as before.A very sweet couple, they have been together since middle school, until they entered the marriage hall together, from school uniform to wedding dress.

When Shen Qiu first came to a foreign country, she was not used to it, and she was not even ashamed to communicate with others, but later with Ruan Jing's help, she let go, and even her spoken English improved a lot.

Chen A'du is in another country, not on the same continent. If possible, he would go to school with Chen A'du. She should start school now, with Xie Anran.

Time passed by, and Shen Qiu's words about remembering to call Jiang Lanyun back were all thrown into the clouds.

She is quite busy with her studies. In her free time, Ruan Jing would paint at home by herself, holding a drawing board in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows to draw rain curtains, grass soaked in water, and white swans swimming in the man-made stream not far away.

Jiang Lanyun is not interested in art, Shen Qiu is on the contrary, Ruan Jing is pleasantly surprised by his change.

She handed him the paintbrush and taught him to trace the scenery outside the window with brush strokes.

When she went to the orphanage to adopt a child, she wanted a child who could inherit her artistic cells, so she picked a beautiful one, but Jiang Lanyun was only interested in computers, so she had to give up this idea .

But now, Shen Qiu seems to be more energetic than before, not as rigid as before, Ruan Jing is so happy, she will teach him as soon as she gets home, and Shen's father is happy to see Ruan Jing happy when she sees Ruan Jing.

The family atmosphere is very comfortable to get along with. Shen Qiu has never had parents, and this pair of parents is very good.It is really a very comfortable thing to be able to warm the soul in such an environment.

Shen Qiu lived comfortably, but Jiang Lanyun was not as relaxed as him.

He often wanted to call someone overseas in the middle of the night, but after thinking about it, he finally held back.

The bleeding wound healed, the scabs faded, and a new layer of flesh grew.

But the scar is still there, how could it be better.

The way to get someone to notice you is to be great.The process of shedding the cocoon is slow, and it will take time for Jiang Lanyun to realize his mistakes and gradually get rid of these self-righteous bad habits.

After a period of time in the university, he found out by chance that Shen Qiu was isolated by himself not only because he had no friends, but because of other things.

During that student union event, I saw a girl by chance, and she mentioned Shen Qiu when she started talking.

"President, do you remember Shen Qiu? We used to be in the same class." The whole class remembered him as soon as he entered the school. He has the advantage of being good-looking. There are not many good-looking boys in this class. These two are especially outstanding. It's easy for people to remember, but now there is only one Jiang Lanyun left.

"Remember, what's the matter?" Jiang Lanyun is now in the student union. When he was in the election, he lost nearly a thousand votes to No.2. It was a grand occasion.Everything is too easy to do, but he does it now just to keep himself busy, to move around in the crowd, and not to always think about one person.

But now the girl in front of him suddenly mentioned it, and the memory that he had sealed for half a year brought up again.

It turned out that half a year had passed. In the past six months, Shen Qiu didn't take the initiative to call Jiang Lanyun, as if he had forgotten his existence.

His personality has improved a lot, at least he won't be cold-faced, and he has a polite smile and appropriate alienation to everyone, so that he is very popular in the whole school.

"Do you know where he's been? I'm kind of worried about him." Is it because you're stressed out that you don't come to school?

She didn't quite understand, because this school was one of the best in the country, Shen Qiu had no reason not to come, unless it was the cold violence of the students.

"He's gone abroad." Jiang Lanyun's tone was flat, without any emotion.

The girl breathed a sigh of relief: "Ah, it turns out that she has gone abroad, so that's good."

Her behavior was very strange, Jiang Lanyun raised her eyes: "Why do you say that?"

"Because I saw that someone broke his pen and couldn't take notes in class. I also heard that someone falsely accused him of stealing a computer. I thought he didn't come to school because he couldn't stand the cold violence from his classmates. I didn’t expect to go abroad, which is very good.”

She is very enthusiastic, otherwise she would not be "nosy" and lend Shen Qiu a pen.

Jiang Lanyun frowned: "Someone falsely accused him of stealing the computer?"

He has been kept in the dark, doesn't know anything, isolated this kind of thing, he just let Shen Qiu have no friends, never let others frame him.

The girl was also curious: "Don't the president know? Someone in the same dormitory did it."

The rumored one belonged to their dormitory, and the one who made false accusations also belonged to their dormitory, but it was not the same person.

Xi Weishui didn't like it, so he just said it. Once he was caught by Pei Shaoqi's sloppy behavior and directly targeted Pei Shaoqi in public. This incident was exposed. It turned out that he had falsely accused his classmates of stealing his computer, and in the end the computer was still under his own bed. found.

This incident became a joke, which was passed around among the students.

Because Jiang Lanyun was too busy, he didn't have much time to pay attention to these gossips. He didn't expect this to happen.

The movements of his hands stopped, and he heard about Shen Qiu again half a year later, it was still in the mouth of a stranger.

Shen Qiu...he never said these things to himself, not only that, but because he was locked up, he took the initiative to apologize to himself for the isolation...

"How difficult it must have been for him at that time." She sighed when she thought about it, she could make small movements under her nose, not to mention the open and secret fights in the dormitory, "College students are still so boring, and they are still one of the best universities."

To be honest, she was quite disappointed, but she got used to it later.Onlookers and egoism are the true nature of everyone, there is no need to be harsh, but it is wrong to inflict harm.

...How difficult it must have been for him at that time...

These words were like needles, piercing his sore heart densely, and he gradually put down the pages he was holding.

The source of Shen Qiu's isolation was Jiang Lanyun, and he never denied it.But those people broke Shen Qiu's pen, falsely accused him of stealing things, and deliberately alienated him, all because of Jiang Lanyun.

What's more, after that, Jiang Lanyun did even more excessive things.

Not only did he not know about these things at that time, he also locked Shen Qiu in a room with a closed window, and forced him to take medicines that would have side effects if he was sick, and forced him not to leave.

Shen Qiu wanted to leave but couldn't leave, at that time he was still blaming Shen Qiu in his heart why he didn't like him.

...But why did Shen Qiu like him at that time...

"...President?"

This sound brought him back from his thoughts, and the girl was relieved when she saw that he looked the same: "As expected, he is the president, and he really knows everything." She was referring to Shen Qiu's going abroad, "Then I'll go first , don’t bother the president.”

Jiang Lanyun can't even hold up an expression now, he never knew these things, maybe there are more.

Things that Shen Qiu didn't want to talk about, those things that he tried hard to digest by himself.

Jiang Lanyun wanted to pick up the page again to check it out, but he still couldn't gather his energy.Gradually exerting force on the fingers, several deep creases even appeared on the paper.

Wouldn't Shen Qiu forgive him... If it was me, if someone did something like this to me, it would not only be a matter of not forgiving, but he would definitely make the other party pay back double.

But Shen Qiu is always good-tempered and manageable, occasionally getting angry with herself is not so violent.

Shen Qiu's character is doomed by the experience of his previous life, he can't be too flamboyant.

Jiang Lanyun felt regretful at this time, half a year after Shen Qiu left.

He said he sucked and apologized only for isolating him.

But he never thought that it was because of him that Shen Qiu suffered these things in places he couldn't see.

From the time I heard these things, the dark clouds that stayed in my heart have been knotted in my heart for a long time, as if a thunderbolt struck down from top to bottom.

How could I have forgotten... No matter how indifferent Shen Qiu is on the surface, he committed suicide because of school violence, it would have been painful to think of committing suicide... But I let him experience it all over again...

He tried so hard to show that he didn't care, but Shen Qiu still cared, he cared about how others looked at him, and he didn't want to be stared at with strange eyes.

Normal people are dissatisfied when facing the eyes of others, let alone Shen Qiu?

He used to be called a monster, and this title has been with him for ten years. Shen Qiu has always been timid and not confident. He is afraid of other people's eyes, and he can't be as ignorant of other people's eyes as Jiang Lanyun. fear.

He wouldn't say anything, he would just lick his wounds by himself.

However, Jiang Lanyun ignored all of this, put all his fears on him again, and ordered him not to let him leave that dark room, and even sealed the windows together.

He didn't know what else Shen Qiu didn't tell him, but just these, to others, it could only be regarded as a shadow that happened in the past, but to Shen Qiu, it was a fatal blow.

He died because of this...

Jiang Lanyun's fingers gradually became weak, and he slid off the table.

It turns out...it's like this...

I haven't even tried to change my mind.

Did Shen Qiu hide in the corner of the room in fear, did she call her name like a cat scratching, did she start to be disappointed in him... did she completely... hate him?

Jiang Lanyun didn't dare to think about it anymore, he wanted to make it clear to Shen Qiu immediately, but Shen Qiu had already left, and he had been gone for half a year.

At this time, Jiang Lanyun remembered that another half a year had passed, no wonder Shen Qiu didn't take the initiative to call back, did he wish to stay far away from him and never come back?

He regretted so much, now he wished so much to fly abroad to stand in front of Shen Qiu and apologize to him, not asking for forgiveness, just apologizing for the wrong things he did.

But it was too late, he understood too late.

He no longer has the face to see Shen Qiu again, he just wants to change himself into a better person before meeting him again, and it is he who should change, not others.

The bad habits of willful and self-righteousness, it's time to draw back the edge, he will always stab Shen Qiu inadvertently, unconsciously.

Maybe time is the best medicine to heal those wounds.

The window glass of the red bus passing by reflected the dark face, and then galloped away, startled the white pigeons spread their wings and fluttered away, and the passers-by who were feeding the pigeons were trampled on their fingers by the birds, and then flew into the sky.

In the past two years, Shen Qiu's height has grown rapidly, as if a happy and relaxed environment can make people grow taller.

He is now living a much easier life than in China. There are parents who treat him very well here. They are very loving and the learning atmosphere is very comfortable.

Nobody here restricts him from making friends, he can be with his friends.

It's been a long, long time since I felt that kind of relaxed and comfortable.Being taken around the city by someone, you don’t even have to think about studying on weekends. Everyone can play together and have common topics.

Shen Qiu is the youngest among them. This group of blond and blue-eyed people treat him very well, and because of Shen Qiu's character, he feels like he wants to protect, and his brothers and sisters take good care of him.

Beauty is a passport all over the world, Shen Qiu's appearance has completely grown, his face is completely different from the original one, his eyebrows and eyes are very gentle, his personality is very gentle and soft, he has always been like this.

Because you have suffered a lot, you still have goodwill towards everything, which is the most precious thing.

Shen Qiu knew the meaning of the things he did with Jiang Lanyun in the past, and he still couldn't help but blush when he thought of it. He never realized it before, and he didn't think there was anything to blush.Now that I realize it, I realize how misleading those behaviors are.

His coming-of-age ceremony has passed a year ago, a group of classmates helped him pass it, and his parents organized a party for them at home, everyone had a good time, and the whole building was restless the sound of music.

Ruan Jing and his wife had a good time and went out on a date.

That day, someone sent him a birthday text message at zero o'clock. It was a domestic number. It took a different time to send a blessing text message to Shen Qiu who was abroad on time.

But he didn't pay much attention to this matter, because another event made him remember more deeply.

At zero o'clock, one of his very good male classmates, who had been taking him with him since he entered the school, and who taught him correct pronunciation and spoken English, kissed him in front of the French windows.

By then he already knew what a kiss meant.

A huge firework rose in the sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, exploding in the air, extremely gorgeous.

Those dark blue eyes with a touch of brown were very affectionate, and he said those few words lightly.

It should be a matter of course that we should be together, but Shen Qiu hesitated and said sorry.

"Don't you really feel anything?" Andrew looked at him closely.

Shen Qiu thought he would be moved, but he was helpless, he shook his head: "No."

But Andrew was not angry, he smiled and said, "Not now, it doesn't mean there won't be in the future." He picked Shen Qiu's chin, and the expression in his eyes was very attractive.

Shen Qiu deeply felt that he couldn't, he had never even experienced the feeling of love.

He has been single for 19 years. He has never experienced those scenes where people love to death, and he is even quite at a loss. He thinks that love should be as plain as Ruan Jing and the others.

"Maybe, it depends on fate." Shen Qiu said, no one can say what will happen in the future.

Andrew reminded: "Little cutie's coming-of-age ceremony should be spent in bed, otherwise you will be laughed at when you go out." Whether it is a man or a woman, or a virgin after adulthood, no one will believe it.

The guys outside who love to join in the fun didn't come to disturb, which means that they also know about the confession that will happen today and everything that will happen next, so they sang happily downstairs.

If I go to school tomorrow, I will probably be ridiculed.

Shen Qiu held his forehead weakly, and Andrew opened his clothes coquettishly, revealing his well-trained muscles. Because he is a white man and likes surfing in summer, his complexion is very healthy.His muscle lines are not so exaggerated, very smooth.

Those group of people respected Andrew as their relationship mentor, and Shen Qiu, a little virgin, would definitely be so fascinated by him that he would refuse to leave the room.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Andrew was a little disappointed: "Isn't my body beautiful?"

It's the first time I heard someone describe their body as beautiful, and it's really a show.

This reminded Shen Qiu of the scene where he kissed Qi Xingyan in the past. At that time, he was classified as young and ignorant, only 16 years old. Now that he is [-], he should understand and understand. It's not that he couldn't hear Andrew's invitation.

"How about I play on the floor, I don't want to be laughed at by everyone tomorrow."

Being ridiculed as a virgin.

Andrew's shield is very good. His popularity on campus is not low at all, and he is very popular with everyone.

Andrew pulled him onto the bed: "Go to sleep, I'm not a coercive person, let alone let you sleep on the floor at night like this, my character, you can rest assured."

His character is indeed very good, and he will not do things that take advantage of others.

When I went to school the next day, everyone had agreed that they were together, with mocking eyes.Andrew still didn't deny it, and stopped Shen Qiu's shoulder to talk and laugh happily.

With Andrew as a shield, there are not so many posts about Shen Qiu's campus life, they are too enthusiastic.There are good and bad things about this matter, but in the current situation where Shen Qiu is not ready to fall in love, there is nothing but good.

It seemed that what Andrew said that night was really not a joke. He really started to pursue Shen Qiu passionately, and the means were superb, neither too far nor too far away.

Shen Qiu feels comfortable getting along with him, Andrew is very funny.

Because of the previous events, Shen Qiu didn't have any expectations for the love that Andrew said, but he was very nice, and there was nothing wrong with him.Shen Qiu never hangs on to anyone, he refuses clearly every time, but Andrew seems to be immune to rejection.

That's fine, Shen Qiu doesn't want to lose such a friend.

When he and Andrew were shopping on the road, they met a man, Xi Weishui, who had studied in a domestic university for a month before, and he was still Shen Qiu's roommate.

With sharp eyes, Xi Weishui recognized Shen Qiu at a glance.

"Hi!" He beckoned, attracting the attention of passers-by.

Shen Qiu didn't know he was calling her, and didn't turn her head. Instead, Xi Weishui followed: "Shen Qiu, long time no see."

Seeing others, Shen Qiu didn't recognize them all at once, the children grew up too fast, he himself had grown a lot in the past two years, and the developing Xi Weishui had already reached his eyes.

He was pleasantly surprised when he recognized it: "So it's you! Why are you here? What a coincidence."

"Yeah, why can't I come?" Xi Weishui pushed the sunglasses on the tip of his nose, he was dressed very trendy, he didn't look like a student at all, as if he just came out of a nightclub, "Of course I'm going to go abroad to see the world after finishing my studies."

Shen Qiu was startled: "It's only been two years, have you finished reading?"

"No." He waved his hand, "I almost finished my studies before I went to that school. It is necessary to go through the motions. It is easier to come out for exchange and study. It is very cool to escape from my parents."

That is to say, Xi Weishui started taking college courses when he was younger?

Shen Qiu was filled with emotion, the next generation is really too smart.Suddenly remembering that he forgot to introduce, he quickly acted as an introducer: "This is my classmate Andrew, this is my former friend in China, his name is Xi Weishui, you can call him..."

Because it was a Chinese name, it was a mouthful, so Xi Weishui answered, "You can just call me Xi." He was used to the discomfort when these foreigners called him by his name.

"Howling mud." Andrew said something in Chinese.

"Hello." Xi Weishui smiled.

He still looks like the little master before, very disobedient.

Meeting former friends, they would definitely ignore Andrew, Shen Qiu was a little embarrassed, and didn't know how to speak to Andrew.

Andrew had a wink, knowing that he was definitely going to take his old friends for a stroll, so he smiled: "I'm going to have a cup of coffee, you take the table and have a chat first, I'll leave first." He kissed Shen Qiu on the cheek She kissed him lightly, then smiled and left.

Xi Weishui's eyes behind the sunglasses suddenly widened: "Fuck, I can't tell, you are also that Taoist. I thought you were straight when I was in school."

He does sometimes get too rough on certain things.

Shen Qiu didn't know what to say, Andrew was chasing after himself, and he was already a little loose under the situation he had been grinding for so long.

Very comfortable with him.

Xi Weishui wasn't discriminating, he was just a little surprised, and then pushed up his sunglasses again: "Why are you in this country? I remember you've been studying for a month, and I haven't seen you in school since then .”

"Study abroad."

"You've been here for two years. Is there anything interesting here? I haven't been here for long, and I'm not familiar with it. I just wandered around. I didn't expect to meet my old classmates." He giggled, very happy.

"Is there something fun and delicious?"

Xi Weishui looked like a nightclub cafe at first glance, and he would definitely know those nightclubs when he came here, so he just had to recommend him a gourmet restaurant.

"The one at the end of the street has the best donuts in the world. You can try them." Shen Qiu pointed behind her. The alley is not narrow, and the red bricks on the buildings have a strong sense of history.

"Okay, thank you, I will definitely eat."

Xi Weishui has always been a familiar character, chatting about the whole family, talking about everything.I don't know when the topic was diverted so far. Xi Weishui talked about those funny things in the junior class.

It also talked about Shen Qiu's past events, and most of the time it was Xi Weishui who unilaterally talked about it, and Shen Qiu listened and occasionally responded.

For some reason, he mentioned Jiang Lanyun.

"Do you still remember someone? Jiang Lanyun." He sighed, "Sometimes it's quite unfair. Good people don't live long, while evil people live for thousands of years."

"what happened?"

It seems that I haven't heard about Jiang Lanyun for a long time. These three words are a little strange.

"I didn't say you don't live long, it's just a sigh. It was he who isolated you before, I only found out later. He is now the president of the student council, and this time he brought a Fortune [-] company to the school during the event. The sponsorship is basically guaranteed to enter the company."

He shrugged, and he had to admit that Jiang Lanyun's ability was very good: "But his family's family background will definitely not go to someone else's business, and someone else will inherit it."

At the beginning, Jiang Lanyun chose to commit suicide because of the pressure from his parents in this regard, and he had no nostalgia for the world.But now Jiang Lanyun is a genius in finance, just like his interest in computers.

"Yeah, time flies so fast."

Jiang Lanyun already has a company asking for it. This is the rhythm of half-stepping out of the campus and entering the society.And I'm still in school, so I don't have any business skills, let alone sponsorship.

Xi Weishui sighed, and then said with a smile, "But it's fine now. Fortunately, you only stayed there for a month. Seeing you now, I feel that you are living a very happy life." He was a little envious, his parents did not divorce, but every day There were constant quarrels.

Then he went abroad, out of sight and out of sight.

It's much better now, the pressure is very low, and Shen Qiu's studies have never been a problem. Even Xi Weishui can see his comfort, and the depression on his brow has dissipated.

Xi Weishui answered a phone call and was about to leave temporarily. He was a little apologetic: "I have to go first, I'm sorry, let's get together next time. My mother is here, and I think there will be another training."

Shen Qiu nodded, watched Xi Weishui leave, and saw him take off his sunglasses and put them in his pocket.

Jiang Lanyun, whether two years is long or short, he has grown up and grown up.

The name was both unfamiliar and familiar.