Accidentally Eating Beauty [Rebirth]

I was tired of shouting until the end, and I didn't hear a sound.

Shen Qiu's eyeballs were pitch-black, not like the kind that glowed gold in the sun.

He is quite scared now, his hands and feet are still weak, and his dark eyes are looking at the ordinary and ordinary objects around him.

"...Why haven't you come back for so long..."

He muttered, the fear weighed on him, it was so heavy, and it was very heavy.

Boiling time is extremely painful, especially when you don't know what you're going to end up with.Shen Qiu pawed at the crack of the door, and wanted to look outside again, but unfortunately she couldn't see anything, but there were a few scratches on the door.

"...Why does Jiang Lanyun shut me up...I am also a person with self-respect..."

It seems that this way you can pretend that someone is talking to you.

Occasionally he had hallucinations, feeling that the door was opened, but when he looked again, the door was still locked.He sniffled, leaned on, and changed his position after a while, always staying in a small place.

That small place is the life-saving circle he drew for himself, and the ghosts and ghosts can't get in.

"...Jiang Lanyun, if you come back now, I will forgive you..."

The words were rather spineless, but Shen Qiu was indeed persuaded.

A good man doesn't suffer from immediate losses. He himself feels that he is a little abnormal now, and he has to give himself a hand to continue his life. Don't just fight with Jiang Lanyun when the time comes, and everything is gone.

But Shen Qiu didn't hear the footsteps, and she didn't hear them from the beginning to the end.

Time passed minute by minute, it seemed like a long time, so long that Shen Qiu didn't remember the words of forgiveness that she said.

Shen Qiu leaned against the wall, hammered on the door with his head, and stopped calling Jiang Lanyun, and didn't see him coming after calling for so long.

After another long period of silence, Shen Qiu leaned against the wall and finally heard the movement downstairs.

It was the door opening.

He knew that there was no one else but Jiang Lanyun, but he couldn't even see who it was, maybe it was Ruan Jing?Not necessarily, she could open the locked door and let herself out.

Shen Qiu waited patiently with some excitement, heard the footsteps going upstairs, and then opened the lock.The result disappointed him. It was Jiang Lanyun who came back from outside.

Shen Qiu had a lot of thoughts in his head just now, if he really stayed here, he would be courting death, habit is a terrible thing, if this continues, habit will drown him here.

He hammered the door: "...Jiang Lanyun, can you open the door..."

"Are you hungry?"

"I'm not hungry, I don't want to eat. Why did you lock me up? I don't understand..." Shen Qiu actually felt pain in his stomach. He ate ice cream after being hungry for a long time. Now he should nourish his stomach. Stomach is being ruined.

"I'm doing it for your own good."

Shen Qiu was so annoyed by this sentence, after waiting for so long, finally someone came, and got such a sentence.

"Does it mean to lock me up and isolate me for my own good?"

Shen Qiu doesn't want to quarrel, he has no temper, he can even apologize immediately regardless of right or wrong, but that doesn't mean he can be bullied and detained at will.

Shen Qiu felt that if she really endured it today, maybe there would not be one or two people pestering her in the room, it felt very scary, knowing that there was no one, but you could see him.In a blink of an eye, it disappeared again.

He felt oppressed and a little out of breath.

It's not about these few days, but the straw that was pressed when he came back from the homestay and saw his own parents, and then there was a sudden isolation.

That was the panic and disappointment that Jiang Lanyun gave him.

"It's enough for you to have me." The people outside the door stopped and stopped at the door.

Shen Qiu swallowed, and calmed down a little: "...I really beg you, please let me go out, it's useless to go on like this, do you know?"

The voice over there paused for a few seconds and said nothing more.

Jiang Lanyun now also feels that it seems useless.

Shen Qiu scratched at the door, wanting to feel the natural light, but it seemed like night outside, and there was no light when he looked through the crack of the door: "Don't force me...I really want to go out...I'm a person, not an object ..."

Jiang Lanyun seems to have forgotten that Shen Qiu is an independent person, and he seems to have been treating Shen Qiu as his appendage.

Shen Qiu begged bitterly, and even ignored the previous matter: "I can't have friends, it's my fault, it's my personality problem. I just ask you to open the door and let me go out. What else do I have to do?" also……"

Jiang Lanyun felt that if he likes this kind of thing, he will get along with it for a long time, and it will only disperse faster if he is separated.There are too many things outside that can attract Shen Qiu's attention, for example, when he went to Here, Qi Xingyan caught his attention.

Let him go out, he was actually a little worried: "...No."

The window was sealed, and it was so dark that Shen Qiu didn't dare to turn around now, for fear of seeing something dirty.

He pressed his fingertips on the floor so hard that they turned white. He finally took a step back under the pressure, and opened his lips: "Then... can I walk? Just look at me... I won't run... "

"Have you taken your medicine?" A lock was opened outside the door, and there seemed to be room for change.

Only when Shen Qiu saw the light outside did he realize that it was not night.

He was a little surprised, and hurriedly got up from the ground with his hands on his hands: "I'll eat it right away, will you take me away?"

"..." Jiang Lanyun was a little hesitant, but Shen Qiu seemed to want to go out very much, and he couldn't crush him to death, so he couldn't breathe, "I'll open the door after you finish eating."

Shen Qiu's frown furrowed away, and Jiang Lanyun's small step back made him extremely excited.He walked to the bedside table and swallowed those medicines in one go. He drank all the water before, and without water, he could only swallow dryly.

It's quite strenuous.

He struggled to take the medicine every time, and this time there was no water, so he pushed the medicine in with his tongue desperately, for fear that Jiang Lanyun would change his mind and not let him take a walk after a long time.

This hard-won opportunity should not be wasted, even if he was retching.

It took a lot of effort to eat it. "...That...well." He went back to the door again, and Jiang Lanyun could see the process of taking the medicine, "Can I go out now? It's still light."

He wanted to stay here at first, he could do whatever he wanted, but he couldn't bear it anymore, no one could bear a series of nightmares waking up to the scene where the surroundings were dark and the windows were sealed.

Being trapped here, I can't even go to the bathroom and take a shower.

Really a disaster.

He nervously looked at the person at the door, the person nodded lightly, Shen Qiu was relieved everywhere.

Jiang Lanyun opened the door and let him go out: "Let's go."

The last two words were spoken very kindly, when Shen Qiu went out the door, she didn't feel the nervousness she felt when she escaped while he was not paying attention last time, but when she thought of coming back, she was not so happy.

It was evening outside, and it wasn't that dark yet. There was a lot of greenery on the roadside, and there were few pedestrians.

There is nothing to see, but Shen Qiu is still very happy to see these things after seeing them for a long time.

Jiang Lanyun followed and wanted to hold his hand, but Shen Qiu saw it and silently put his hand in his pocket to prevent him from holding it, and said in a disguised way: "It's a bit cold."

Jiang Lanyun didn't care about it. He stepped forward and put his hands in his pockets together, and then held them: "I feel a little cold too."

Shen Qiu didn't speak, nor refused, just pursed her lips, looked at the ground, pretending to be indifferent.He wanted to pull away, but held back.

"We can be the same as before."

Shen Qiu frowned slightly: "Whatever you want to say, just say it."

"I don't want you to feel far away from me like you are now. I wanted to follow this way to get closer." Jiang Lanyun said, "It's my fault that I isolated you. I apologize to you."

It was the first time he spoke so seriously since Guan Shenqiu.

"Why did you mention this all of a sudden?" Shen Qiu's mood eased a lot now, the light blue sky and greenery made him feel very comfortable, and he didn't ask too much.

"Because I only know now that what I did was bad." Jiang Lanyun never felt that he was wrong, not even before this, but he only knew after talking with Jiang's mother.

I didn't come back so late today, but I was temporarily called home by Jiang's mother.

Mother Jiang's eyes are sharp. She has seen more ups and downs than Jiang Lanyun when she was young.She knew at a glance that he was in a relationship, and since he didn't go home in the middle of the night these days, he must have stayed out overnight.

When Jiang's mother was young, she was born as a school bully, and she didn't know how to teach children, but she knew a lot about emotions. Otherwise, she could break Jiang's father's leg and tie him tightly and refused to leave.

"Ah... Is it bad?" Shen Qiu smiled, actually, after hearing what he said, there were still fluctuations in his heart, so he thought it would be nothing.

He watched the pattern on the slate being stepped on by himself, and then moved slightly behind him, and said casually: "It's okay, you let me out now, it's not too late. But I apologize... I may not be able to do anything accept."

If he could forgive so easily, then Ji Ru'an wouldn't be unable to hear the words he wanted to hear before he died.Jiang Lanyun didn't know, that's why he never understood the importance of the problem.

"Yes." Jiang Lanyun nodded solemnly, "I know that even if you say forgive in your mouth, you still won't forgive in your heart. I'll be happier if you just say it."

He said: "I don't even expect you to like me now, I still want to lock you up, but I see you are so happy to come out, I don't want to lock you up anymore."

Just going downstairs for a walk, Shen Qiu's good mood floated out.

"Is it so obvious..."

"Yes." Jiang Lanyun shook the hand in his pocket.

The cloud is very light and slowly spread out, with no shape.Shen Qiu's mood was watery, the feeling of boredom in the room before disappeared, replaced by a kind of relaxation, if he didn't want to go back to that room.

"Then can you not lock me up?" Shen Qiu raised the question when he heard him say that, but he didn't expect Jiang Lanyun to agree.

"...Okay, it seems useless to lock you up, do you like me a little bit?"

Shen Qiu raised her eyes and even forgot to walk: "Are you serious?! Did you lie to me?"

"Really, but I want to hear the answer of the second one."

Shen Qiu didn't speak, he didn't know what to answer, he was a little stunned.

Jiang Lanyun remembered what Jiang's mother said to him today, and couldn't help being a little nervous. To be honest, he rarely did such things: "I...that, you know I like you, right?"

Shen Qiu looked up at him: "I know." But she didn't believe it.If you say you like it and then put it in confinement, how can you like it.

Jiang Lanyun held him for a long time, but he didn't say what he wanted to say.It's a bit difficult for a person who likes to let others guess his mind. Jiang Lanyun is such a person.

"Let's talk about some things later, I'll take you to a show, the kind of wandering singer next to the little gate face by the roadside, see?"

Shen Qiu was a little surprised: "There are also wandering singers here?"

"It should be, occasionally stationed on the stage, I saw it when I came back today, I'll take you to have a look." Seeing that Shen Qiu hadn't changed, he put his coat on him, raised his eyebrows, "Let's go."

The boy who raised his eyebrows was full of vigor and high spirits.

Shen Qiu looked at Wei Wei for a moment, and then realized: "Okay."

Jiang Lanyun actually went the wrong way, Shen Qiu is the type who likes to confront people, the more Jiang Lanyun pushes him, the more fruitless this matter is, he has to follow along.

Jiang Lanyun said that the door face is small, and it is indeed small, but there are a few chairs outside, which is quite stylish, singers sing at the door, and customers listen outside. This is a musical instrument store, all of which are ethnic musical instruments that I have never seen before. .

"I used to go to school in Shenghua and never saw this store." Shen Qiu found a chair and sat down, and Jiang Lanyun also found a chair next to him.

"I've never seen this new store before."

Shen Qiu is much more relaxed, after knowing that she doesn't have to go back.But Jiang Lanyun is different. He hasn't said those words until now, and he doesn't know when to say them.

If you don't talk about it, you are oppressing and hurting each other. Shen Qiu doesn't know what Jiang Lanyun doesn't like about him.And Shen Qiu didn't like those things about him, so Jiang Lanyun didn't care.

Shen Qiu didn't believe his liking, so he had to make Shen Qiu believe it.

Then you have to explain everything, instead of always hiding it, let Shen Qiu guess his mind, Shen Qiu can't guess, he is more nervous than Jiang Lanyun.

Jiang Lanyun became more nervous, and the hand in Shen Qiu's pocket didn't even move, worried that he might notice something.

"..."

Shen Qiu clicked her tongue: "You can say whatever you want, I'm tired of looking at it all the time, and I still have to listen to the music."

Jiang Lanyun's heart hangs again: "How do you know?"

Shen Qiu took his hand out of his pocket and put it back into his own pocket: "Your palm is sweating." He felt it when Jiang Lanyun just shook his hand.

Jiang Lanyun turned her head silently, her ears turned red.

Before, Shen Qiu felt that he couldn't understand Jiang Lanyun, but now he felt that he was still the same, even when he was locked up, he hadn't changed, and his willfulness was always tied to him.

The female singer kept singing, and the audience had different thoughts.

Jiang Lanyun struggled in his heart for a long time before he hesitated to speak: "Can I tell you something?"

Shen Qiu stared at the singer intently: "What? By the way, do you think her side profile is pretty?"

The curvature is perfect, the shape is perfect, the window is illuminated on the back of her, and the face can be seen clearly, with a kind of hazy beauty.

Jiang Lanyun's courage, which was difficult to muster, was completely aroused by his words: "Why do you always look at others... just look at me, I look good when I look sideways."

Jiang Lanyun's self-confidence is boundless, but although these words are arrogant, there is no reason to refute them. He is born to know that his appearance is an advantage, and he has known it since he was a child.

Shen Qiu glanced over and lazily said, "You look good too."

Perfunctory.

Jiang Lanyun had been hesitating for a long time, but when he gritted his teeth, Shen Qiu's perfunctory attitude made his heart itch.If you don't say anything else, Shen Qiu may not even like singers who sing on stage.

Jiang Lanyun squared him to herself: "...that... I've always wanted to say it, now I'll say it straight, whether you listen or not, I've said it!"

Shen Qiu looked puzzled: "What do you want to say?"

"I know that the timing for me to say I like it is wrong. I shouldn't have said it when I was shutting you down. I should have told you a long time ago! It's my fault. I always refuse to say it directly. I want you to say it first, so I was wrong. The first One, I'm sorry! I did something wrong, I shouldn't isolate you, I used the wrong method to chase people. Second, I have liked you since I was a child! I have been looking for you for many years! Third, I will not do it again if you reject me Lock you! Fourth, I asked others how to fall in love...don't laugh..."

Jiang Lanyun insisted on talking, but Shen Qiu smiled, but he couldn't say anything: "...I didn't finish my words..."

Asking others how to fall in love, this kind of thing will be laughed at by a bunch of people.

Shen Qiu was also laughing at this, and looking at Jiang Lanyun, he seemed to list those points clearly: "Did you recite it?"

Jiang Lanyun has a draft, and has typed the draft many times, combined with the result of the love bible.

But at the scene, he forgot everything, no matter the order or what, he threw his brain into the Pacific Ocean: "...I recited it, but I forgot. Don't laugh...the more you laugh, the more embarrassed I am to say..."

Jiang Lanyun's face was hot, and when he was nervous, he forgot, and was seen through at a glance.

"Is there any more?" Shen Qiu asked.

Jiang Lanyun calmed down, the female singer on the stage was singing, the tone was lazy, and it sounded in his ears that the mood was very romantic and appropriate, saying what he wanted to say.

"...I asked others how to fall in love, and I know what method to use. So if you like it, you have to say it clearly. I really like you, not fake. Fifth, I also... hope you like it I!"

Jiang Lanyun's preparatory outline was actually cut off. He forgot because of nervousness, and he played it all on the spot, appearing very serious.

After hearing so much from him, Shen Qiu felt that it was necessary for him to say a few words, but he didn't know what to say, maybe he liked it, maybe he didn't, his heart didn't fluctuate much, probably because he already knew it before.

In fact, when she was in the dormitory on her birthday that day, Shen Qiu had already agreed.But Jiang Lanyun isolated him and locked him up again, most of those good feelings disappeared, and he made a wrong step.

"Thank you."

It should be possible to say this, Shen Qiu has never rejected other people's confession.No one has confessed to him before, so it's not clear if he refuses.

If he still likes Jiang Lanyun after being locked up for so long, then Shen Qiu will be suffering from Stockholm, but Shen Qiu is just an ordinary person, and his feelings are as indifferent as water, which is not a necessity of life.

Shen Qiu is indeed a person with no temper, even if he refuses, he is gentle.

The atmosphere seemed to freeze. Jiang Lanyun knew that he was refusing, but he didn't expect him to refuse without hesitation.

Maybe it was Jiang Lanyun's strong sadness that infected him, so Shen Qiu felt that what she said seemed very inelegant.

So he changed the wording to a more euphemistic point: "Well, it is my honor to be liked by you."

It doesn't matter if you like it or not, as long as you don't get locked again.

Shen Qiu doesn't like being forced very much. Being forced to press his head and say he likes it will make him resist, and what Jiang Lanyun did before made him resist. Now that he is released and unlocked, he On the contrary, my mood became much lighter, and I was able to not get angry.

The medicine he took when he came here made him a little sleepy again, he yawned, and two tears came out, which he quickly wiped away.

Jiang Lanyun's fingertips seemed to be cooling down, getting colder a little bit.

Even time seemed to slow down a lot, making it even more difficult for him to spend the difficult time of being rejected.

His current thoughts were torn apart by Shen Qiu's words, his limbs ached, and he felt that all his enthusiasm had been trampled to pieces.

When he answered, his voice was unstable and steep: "No... nothing, I'm fine."

Not good at all, not good anywhere.

What Shen Qiu added later was even more sad than not making up, which let him know that Shen Qiu really didn't like him.Love is such a thing that it is impossible to tell who is right and who is wrong.

Jiang Lanyun sat on the chair, the wind lifted his messy hair at the temples, and the twilight merged, and Jiang Lanyun's youthful face looked even more outstanding in the light.

He lowered his head slightly, holding back his emotions.

Time passed slowly, the female singer's lazy voice was still singing, and Shen Qiu's eyes were attracted to her.The sky was still full of red clouds, and there were a little wet spots on the asphalt road.

Jiang Lanyun stretched out his hand, and two drops of rain fell from his palm.

God seems to shed tears for him, this idea is a little more romantic than God also thinks he is miserable.

The person in front of him rejected his confession, and he is still uncomfortable now: "It's raining, why don't we go back first."

Remembering that Jiang Lanyun said he would not lock him, Shen Qiu felt relieved and went back.

Jiang Lanyun is a very casual person, he laughs and angers casually, and his attitude towards other people is not even good.Only fell into a deep pit, and my mind was ruined so far.

He really doesn't know how to chase people, and it's always been others who give him a good job. He has no chance and experience, so he went the wrong way, but fortunately he has been pulled back now.

But it seems too late to pull back.

He didn't even have a chance to develop a good impression, so he was directly rejected.

Jiang Lanyun fell in love with someone for the first time, and his first love was Shen Qiu, and he has loved him for so many years. This is the person he has liked since he was a child.

If he lets go, it will be him who will be heartbroken, and no one else.

But even if you don't let go, what's the use?It's not that the heart that was given away was abandoned like nothing, and the hot feelings were poured with cold water from top to bottom.

Shen Qiu can let go without hesitation, and can turn around and leave, but Jiang Lanyun can't do it. If the relationship of more than ten years can be cut off so easily, he won't do that kind of thing of imprisoning people.

Blame himself, who is wrong to like, and what method is wrong?Also wrong.So he has to endure all the hardships, not to mention that he is still in such a deep situation.Maybe it was a mistake from the beginning, but he couldn't turn back.

Now he finally knows what it feels like for those who are rejected by him, as if someone's heart was broken open, and then a firework was placed inside, and it exploded into the sky, and the fragments that fell to the ground were his mood.

Jiang Lanyun wanted to say something to Shen Qiu, but even his mouth was bitter and dry.

For someone who has been in love for more than ten years, being rejected is as uncomfortable as being gouged out.