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Chapter 89 Safety Distance 13

I sat at the dining table and had breakfast, and Du Chen was sitting opposite me. There was a distance between us. The breakfast was rich, standard Chinese breakfast, sweet soy milk, fragrant porridge and soft steamed buns.I ate very seriously, and Du Chen stopped eating after a few mouthfuls. He kept staring at me from the opposite side with gentle eyes.

I finished the last Xiaolongbao, put down my chopsticks and looked at him.

He smiled: "You seem to be a little fatter." He said in a relieved tone: "I have eaten more recently than before, which is good."

"Really," I said casually, "I didn't feel it myself, but Mr. Du can know if I'm fat when he sees me every day?"

"Yes," he said firmly, "Actually, you have not only gained a little weight." He stretched out his hand to make a short distance: "The distance between you and me has also shortened a little, which is really a gratifying improvement."

I didn't comment, didn't argue with him, and got up after dinner to go back to the bedroom. Du Chen stopped me: "Aren't you going out for a walk?"

I turned around and looked at him in surprise.I lived here for nearly a month, a month, and I didn’t step out of this villa. Of course, the same is true for Du Chen. He prepared all kinds of electronic equipment, fitness equipment and some Lego-like games for me in the room. He asked me to stay in this house like an otaku, but I don't like what he prepared, and I don't want to see him, except for eating, I spend most of the time alone in the room, or in a daze, Or sleep, today he said that he would take me out for a walk, which really surprised me.

"Go for a walk in the garden," he said, walking up to me, but not approaching me: "I think you'll like it."

I followed him out the door. The garden of this villa was built with high walls and the gate was locked. I couldn't help but sneer in my heart, but I continued to follow behind him calmly. We left After a while, he saw a fence in front of him, walked around the fence, and took a step aside, and I saw the scene in front of the fence.

It was a field of sunflowers.

It's a pity that it's not the flowering period now, and there are no flowers in it, but such a complete flower field must be beautiful when it blooms next year.

I watched them silently, my eyes darkened.

Du Chen was waiting by my side, looking a little nervous, I turned my head to look at him, and said, "Did you spend a lot of effort?"

"Fortunately," he finally had a smile on his face: "Actually, I didn't intend to lock you in the room on purpose this month, but it took me a while to prepare this flower field, and it was just finished yesterday."

I remembered how many times in this month he called the muddy one into the house and asked, "You planted it?"

He nodded embarrassedly: "Yes."

"why?"

"Why...." He sighed softly: "There is no reason, just do what you want, do you like it?"

"like."

He froze on the spot, he should be ready to listen to my cynicism, or be silent, but he didn't expect me to answer like that.He shook his hands after a while, ecstatic like a child, he seemed to want to come up and hug me, but suddenly thought of something and took a step back, but the smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't be concealed: "You said you like it? You said you like it ?” He laughed twice: “You said you like it.”

"Well," I also laughed with the corners of my mouth open: "I like it very much."

"As long as you like it," he pushed open the fence: "Let's go inside and have a look, shall we?"

I nodded.

He was very excited and told me the stories of these sunflowers all the way. I was beside him and saw his high spirits.

We walked for a long time, and he took me to sit on a bench in the yard, with a distance of about one meter between us. He talked a lot today, and the smile on his lips never faded: "Psychological The doctor told me that you are in good condition recently, and I also think that you are in good condition."

"Yeah." I listened to him quietly.

"Maybe one day you won't be afraid of my approach," he said with hope in his eyes, "maybe one day in the future I can hug you again."

I am silent.

"Wang Jin, isn't it impossible for us to start over?" He asked me cautiously: "Look, aren't we getting better little by little now? I will always stay by your side, and I will Remember every bit of your changes, what you like, what you want first, I will give you, your right leg is gone, I can be your legs, when you get better, I will take you to travel around the world, Go and eat all the delicious food, and when you are cured of the disease that you are afraid of contacting with people, we have only used it for a month to have such an effect, and it will definitely get better and better in the future. If one month is not enough, ten months, ten months If the moon is not enough, ten years is not enough, and if ten years is not enough, there is still a lifetime, Wang Jin, will you trust me again?"

"Okay." I turned my head to meet his gaze.

I saw him on the other side of the bench smiling as if he had received the greatest gift in the world.

He didn't know that I really had a gift for him.

When blood flowed down my wrist onto the carpet under my body, my mind gradually became confused as more and more blood flowed out. My body was getting colder and colder. I sat on the sofa in front of the bedroom window, trying to keep my eyes open. Eyes looking out the window that piece of sky I yearn for.

I heard his brisk footsteps when he opened the door and came in. He was holding a delicate box in his hand. As he got closer, the box in his hand fell to the ground, and the letter paper in the box was scattered on the ground. Blood stained red.

He fell on my side, screaming and screaming. He wanted to reach out his hand to stop the bleeding, but he saw the wrist I had bitten with my teeth. I used so much force that my wrist was bloody and bloody. The fragility seems to be broken at any time, and there is flesh and blood in my mouth.

He asked me why.

He didn't dare to move me, he was lying beside me, his eyes were full of tears, I heard his hoarse voice, he asked me why over and over again.

My eyes seemed to slowly lose focus, I didn't look at him, I still looked out the window at the sky beyond my reach.

"I don't believe you."

I woke up from the ward full of disinfectant smell. I lived alone in the hospital for a long time. My wrist was carefully bandaged. After a long time, I came out of the hospital.

I was preparing alone. I heard the nurse catching up behind me. She stopped me and handed me a mobile phone, saying it was my personal property.

The phone rang in due course, an unfamiliar number.

I picked it up and put it to my ear. A familiar male voice came from the phone and said, "Wang Jin, don't die in front of me."

I hung up the phone in silence.

It was a cloudy day when I was discharged from the hospital, and I couldn't see the sun, but fortunately, it didn't rain.

We never met again, and this person finally disappeared from my life.

The sunflower field in Du Chen's villa bloomed again, and he stood at the gate of the fence, full of nostalgia.

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