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This is often the case in this world. There are always people who think they can change others, and they are committed to changing others. Their reasons are very good. If you listen to it and change it, then you should not, you are not obedient.

Shao Jing easily took away Pete - he didn't know the word Pete. In Shao Jing's eyes, the name Pete itself was dirty. In his heart, his name was Liang Zixuan.

Shao Jing told Mo Kai that he wanted to help Liang Zixuan 'redemption', Mo Kai smiled, he casually said no, Mr. Shao took our child away if he wanted to, but just remember to send it back when he gets tired of playing later.Such an expression seemed to confirm that Shao Jing would send Pete back one day in the future.Shao Jing hated Mo Kai for saying such a thing, but he didn't refute it. On such an occasion, it seemed extremely naive to refute. Shao Jing hated promises, so he said with a sullen face that he would not.

Pete stood behind him, looking at Mo Jun with a smile on his face. Mo Jun's face was full of worry, but Mo Jun didn't come over.

Mo Jun would not come over, he knew that there was nothing he could do.

Shao Jing took Liang Zixuan home and opened the door. Shao Jing asked Liang Zixuan to stand at the door where he changed shoes and not move. He entered the room and took out a bag and put it in front of Liang Zixuan. Take it off and throw it in the trash bag in front of you."

Liang Zixuan couldn't laugh, he looked at Shao Jing and saw the disgust in his eyes.

Liang Zixuan didn't speak, he lowered his eyes, and took off his clothes one by one, coat, short sleeves, pants, underwear, one by one, and put them in the garbage bag one by one.

Soon Liang Zixuan became naked.

"The socks are off, too."

Liang Zixuan took off his socks and threw them in.

"Now, go into the bathroom."

Liang Zixuan was very obedient, Shao Jing said a word to him, and he did not ask any questions or resist. Shao Jing asked Liang Zixuan to stand under the shower, he turned on the water, and the hot water poured down Liang Zixuan thoroughly. Shao Jing stood in the bathroom Outside, looking at him like a supervisor: "Wash yourself clean, from head to toe."

Liang Zixuan looked at Shao Jing through the water curtain, and slowly stretched out his hands to scrub every inch of skin on his body over and over again. He worked very hard, and Shao Jing didn't stop Liang Zixuan from stopping. In the steaming bathroom, Liang Zixuan wiped himself His whole body was flushed from rubbing, he seemed to be masochistic, he didn't say a word, he just rubbed hard, and when he raised his hands, he exposed the dense scars on the inner side of his arms. There were many scars on Liang Zixuan's body. In a place where no one would notice, Shao Jing silently looked at those scars, and couldn't help but feel disgusted. He thought in his mind how to make the person in front of him clean.

After Liang Zixuan took a shower, Shao Jing threw him a toothbrush and asked him to brush his teeth, brushing over and over again, until his mouth was already foaming with blood. Shao Jing reluctantly nodded. He found a bath towel and wrapped it around Liang Zixuan, hugging him through the bath towel, With their chins resting on Liang Zixuan's shoulders, they stood in front of the huge mirror in the bathroom, looking at the vaguely embracing figures in the mirror.

"Liang Zixuan, from today onwards, you will become clean," Shao Jing said with an expectant tone, "You have to listen to me, you know?"

Fog covered the mirror, Shao Jing looked at Liang Zixuan in the mirror, he could only see a blurred outline, he couldn't see the struggle and despair in Liang Zixuan's eyes.

"Shao Jing, you will satisfy me, won't you?"

"Of course, I will satisfy you whatever you want." Shao Jing said solemnly.

"I have a sex addiction," Liang Zixuan said calmly, "I need to have sex with people frequently, can you satisfy me?"

Shao Jing's hand holding Liang Zixuan was gradually tightened, Liang Zixuan's chest ached and he couldn't breathe.

Liang Zixuan's pursuit of sex is more intense than that of ordinary men. Shao Jing has been aware of this during the more than a month that he was with him, but the time of more than a month is too short, and he can't think about it so deeply. , he thought it was just because their love was too fierce, and Liang Zixuan was so eager for the pleasure he gave him, but now you see, the real reason turned out to be this, it turned out to be such a depraved and dirty reason.

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Hehe, Shao Jing wanted to laugh. Of course he had heard of this disease, but in front of a self-disciplined, stubborn and successful man, the word addiction already represented indulgence.

Indulge in greed, indulge in enjoyment, indulge in desire.

If he can't even control his own desires, then what kind of life does this person have?

Shao Jing is very angry now, he feels that the man he is holding in his arms is a liar, he deceived his love with a clean mask, and only after he slowly sinks in does he realize that his insides are all rotten smell.

"I will help you quit," Shao Jing said coldly, "People must learn to control themselves, otherwise they can only go to destruction."

Liang Zixuan smiled, noncommittal.

They tossed until late that night, Shao Jing cleaned Liang Zixuan again in order to make him look a little cleaner, Liang Zixuan stayed in the bathroom for too long, he was too tired to eat, in the room arranged by Shao Jing Asleep, Shao Jing's house doesn't have any Liang Zixuan's things. Although Liang Zixuan has been cleaned, Shao Jing still can't help but despise him for being dirty. He won't let him wear his own clothes, and won't let him into his room. It's not that I don't love him, it's just that I feel that the time has not come yet.

So Liang Zixuan, who had nothing on, lay down on the bed in the guest room and slept peacefully. Shao Jing turned on a wall lamp and stared at Liang Zixuan's beautiful sleeping face with tender eyes. Shao Jing felt that he was like an angel when he was asleep, without any trace of desire .

He will definitely turn Liang Zixuan into a real angel, Shao Jing smiled confidently.

However, the next morning he was irritated by the scene in front of him. He pushed open the door of the guest room and frowned at the smell of the room. He saw the man on the bed with his legs wide open, facing The door is intensely self-reading.

His forehead was full of sweat, and the bed had been messed up by him. He didn't know when this dirty behavior started. Shao Jing felt a little sick to his stomach. He felt like he was going to vomit, but before he vomited, Shao Jing walked quickly Walking over, pulling Liang Zixuan's hand away, staring at him with disgust: "Will you die if you don't do this? Do you know how disgusting you are now?"

No matter how much he read, he couldn't reach the climax that he wanted. Liang Zixuan was about to be tortured madly. Panting heavily, he looked up at Shao Jing and said provocatively, "Didn't you say you want to satisfy me?" ? Come on, let's play together, it doesn't matter how you want to play."

"I just feel disgusted when I see you now."

"Did I fucking beg you to see me? If you fucking can't accept it, let me go. I'm so bad, my parents can't control me. Who the hell are you? Why do you care about me? Let me go back , I’m going to pick up the guests.”

"You still think it's an honor to be depraved?" Shao Jing laughed angrily at him: "You'll die under someone else sooner or later, Liang Zixuan, I think your parents are just treating you It was too loose to let you become like this."

When Liang Zixuan heard him mentioning his parents, he laughed loudly, stood up and quickly rubbed Shao Jing's place: "Shao Jing, you fucking know what the hell."

Shao Jing was completely irritated by him, turned around and left the room, and when he came back, he was holding a bundle of climbing ropes in his hand. When Liang Zixuan realized what he was about to do, his hands had already been tied to the head of the bed. Tie him up with ropes pitifully, Liang Zixuan was already hungry, his body was weak after playing for several hours, he was no match for Shao Jing at all, his hands were tied, so he could only keep kicking his feet, trying to prevent Shao Jing from continuing to tie him up legs, but his violent and uncooperative movements will only make Shao Jing attack harder.

"Drafting Mom, Shao Jing, let me go. I won't play these games with you anymore, so you let me go quickly." Liang Zixuan roared over and over again, his voice sharp and ear-piercing.

After tying it up, Shao Jing took out the tape and stuck it to his mouth, and silenced his voice: "I advise you to save some effort, I won't let you leave this room until you quit."

Liang Zixuan struggled with all his strength, his wrists and ankles were bloodshot, his body shook the whole bed, his voiceless throat could only make a humming sound.

He is refusing, he is struggling, and he wants to escape all the time.

Shao Jing was very dissatisfied with this, he exited the room, went into the study and began to look up the treatment methods for sex addiction. He is a doctor, and he thought about everything that would happen after Liang Zixuan was tied up.

Standing at the door, he could hear the occasional banging sound in the room, which represented Liang Zixuan's fierce resistance every once in a while. Shao Jing was very patient. He was waiting for Liang Zixuan to be completely powerless. At that time, several people sent several boxes of things over.

Shao Jing opened the room, and the blood-streaked binding was now bloody and bloody. Liang Zixuan was struggling so hard. He seemed to be fished out of the water at the moment. He hadn't eaten all day, and he was exhausted from hunger and dehydration. all his strength.

He lay there weakly, looking cruelly beautiful.

Shao Jing removed the tape from his mouth.

Liang Zixuan turned his eyes to look at him, and almost said in a breathy voice: "What the hell are you...what are you going to do..."

Shao Jing lowered his head and kissed his forehead distressedly: "I think I am going crazy when I meet you. You are such a dirty person, but I can't bear to let go. Liang Zixuan, when you recover, we will emigrate and go abroad together. How about living, getting married, and adopting a child?"

When it comes to the future, Shao Jing's eyes are full of longing.

Liang Zixuan closed his eyes and sneered softly.

"I called Mo Kai today to ask about you. Your family conditions are average, but you are not short of money. Your parents are very kind to you. You did this voluntarily... Do you know that these things will completely destroy you?" My pity for you was shattered in my heart, how could you do this, how could you destroy yourself with your own hands?" Shao Jing's tone was full of regret and heartache: "How can you be worthy of the person who loves you?"

The words that were too familiar, the tone that was too familiar, huge helplessness and fear surged in Liang Zixuan's chest. At this moment, ten years seemed to no longer exist, and Liang Zixuan was dragged into the years of ten years ago. , desperate, painful, years that cannot be vented.

What Mo Jun said was right, if Liang Zixuan wanted to try other ways, this would be the only end.

Liang Zixuan was moved to another room, which was also a guest room in Shaojing’s house. It had the same decoration style as Liang Zixuan’s last night, but the difference was that there were several machines here, and Liang Zixuan couldn’t name them. But it was able to recognize that these things should have appeared in the hospital.

Shao Jing hugged him and lay down on the bed. He carefully cleaned, applied medicine and bandaged Liang Zixuan's struggling wounds on his wrists and ankles.

"There will be a scar here, but that's okay," Shao Jing said with a smile, "This will remind you all the time to be self-disciplined and patient."

Shao Jing tied up Liang Zixuan again, but this time it was not a rope, but a restraint belt used by a mental hospital to restrain aggressive patients. This restraint belt can not only limit the patient to the maximum extent but also protect the patient.

Liang Zixuan no longer even had the thought of resisting.

Shao Jing tied it to the bed, sat on the edge of the bed and said gently: "Be obedient, quit it and I will let you go, don't try to go on a hunger strike or use other methods to resist me, I am a doctor, I know how to guarantee Your life is safe." He said while looking at the surrounding equipment meaningfully.

Liang Zixuan believed Shao Jing's words.

He said, "Okay, I will cooperate."

The days of being imprisoned are indistinguishable from day to night, and imprisoned people will not have dignity. Shao Jing is helping him with things like eating and going to the bathroom. Afterwards, Shao Jing will use some methods to torture him—of course, these are not called torture in Shao Jing’s eyes, but a treatment method. Instead, when Liang Zixuan still wants to do this in the future, the feeling in his heart is no joy, only pain, then he will quit.

Shao Jing believed so, and he felt that it must be because Liang Zixuan indulged himself too much and could not endure the pain that he had come to where he is today.

It doesn't matter, he will teach him.

Liang Zixuan can't remember how many days have passed, Shao Jing's treatment seems to be gradually taking effect, he not only understood the pain but also gained some weight during the days when he was bound by Shao Jing to the bed.

I have to say that Shao Jing, as a doctor, is very good at how to take care of a person's body.

When Liang Zixuan's symptoms seemed to be relieved, Shao Jing let go of his confinement, but he still didn't allow Liang Zixuan to go out. After that, Liang Zixuan saw another person besides Shao Jing.

A psychiatrist with a background in psychiatry, he gave Liang Zixuan psychotherapy from that day on and prescribed a lot of medicine.

Liang Zixuan was very cooperative, but it was the first time he made a request to Shao Jing: "I want to meet Mo Jun."

"No," Shao Jing subconsciously refused, "You can no longer have any contact with the people there."

"I want to see him. I have something. He needs to bring me something very important." Liang Zixuan sat across from Shao Jing and smiled at him gently. He knew how Shao Jing liked him: "Doctor Shao, please is you."

"You can't see him," Shao Jing avoided Liang Zixuan's clear gaze, "I'll get it for you if you want anything."

Liang Zixuan thought for a while and nodded in agreement.

Shao Jing met Mo Jun three days later. In the box of a quiet cafe, Mo Jun was carrying a bag in his hand. Shao Jing actually didn’t recognize him. The lights in the clubhouse were very dim that day, and it was Mo Jun who headed towards Shao Jing first. Only then did Shao Jing realize that that person was Mo Jun.

In fact, before this, Mo Jun had not only found him once but asked to meet Liang Zixuan, but Shao Jing simply refused.

Since it was Liang Zixuan who begged this time, Shao Jing felt that he didn't have to be too cruel, so he just gave him a little reward.

Mo Jun's face was pale, and he didn't seem to be energetic. People who worked night shifts for a long time would have a somewhat tired face.

The two walked in one after the other and sat down, ordered two cups of coffee casually, and told people not to come in to disturb them, Mo Jun said first: "Mr. Shao looks a lot haggard, I heard you are looking for a psychiatrist for Pete? "

"I don't think this has anything to do with you," Shao Jing gently refused.

"It's not too late to listen to me," Mo Jun smiled, "I think it's not Pete who should see a psychiatrist, but you."

Shao Jing looked at him coldly.

"In less than two months, Mr. Shao has changed a bit. Is he too tired? Or did he not have a good rest? With all due respect, you don't seem to be in a good state of mind. It seems that getting along with Pete is not very pleasant. You can't Is it right to accept Pete? After all, he has such a dirty problem that people can't talk about."

"So?" Shao Jing took a sip of coffee slowly: "What does Mr. Mo want to say."

"I can basically find out what Mr. Shao is doing these days. The Mo family has been here for so many years, and some things can still be found out if you try to find a way," Mo Jun said, "Mr. Shao, I want to persuade you, If you really like Pete, don't blame him, let alone try to change him."

"Does this have anything to do with you? Or does Liang Zixuan have something to do with you? What? He slept with you?" Shao Jing asked back.

"It should be Pete who begged you to come to see me today, right?"

Shao Jing looked up at him, but didn't speak.

"It seems that Mr. Shao has acquiesced," Mo Jun continued, "Let me tell Mr. Shao about Pete's story. I believe Mr. Shao will be interested in listening to it. I'll give it to Mr. Shao after I finish."

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