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People don't learn to wear a mask naturally, but someone teaches you, strengthens the benefits of wearing a mask, and learns this skill slowly when you seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

Qin Liang is a proficient user of this skill, but his learning process was not very good.

Mu Song overestimated himself and underestimated Qin Liang. He thought that apart from Qin Liang's occasional changes, his relationship with this person would not change much. It is too difficult a thing.

Mu Song told Xu Tingjiang that he wanted Qin Liang now, and he would try his best to do it. As long as it was about Qin Liang's affairs, Mu Song would do it himself. He squeezed out all his time outside of work to take care of Qin Liang, and he endured it. All of Qin Liang's abnormal behaviors, because of Qin Liang's changing appearance, frightened the aunts in Nanshan apartment to dare not come. Mu Song had to cook for Qin Liang, but he only knows how to steam eggs Cook the white rice in a rice cooker.

In less than a month, Mu Song felt that he was about to collapse.Mu Song has never taken care of anyone, never showed weakness to anyone, and this month, in real life, he looked at the lunatic in the room with anger, nostalgia, and reluctance, if not for those heartbeats that supported him back then, Mu Song may already have the idea of ​​giving up.

Qin Liang didn't sleep, he kept his eyes open all night long, and when Mu Song occasionally woke up, he looked at the people around him, and opened a pair of crazy, terrified, or excited eyes, doing Mu Song miraculously by his side. Song can not understand the movement.Mu Song had to put down his work and stay by Qin Liang's side as much as possible. He had to feed Qin Liang medicine, those medicines for sleep aids and schizophrenia. His movements were sluggish, his eyes glazed over, and his hands trembled.

Mu Song was haggard along with Qin Liang. He looked at Qin Liang who was slowly stuffing white rice into his mouth with trembling hands, and a sense of sadness slowly surged in his heart.

The moment the chopsticks in Qin Liang's hand fell to the ground, the anger in Mu Song's heart was finally hard to suppress. He squeezed Qin Liang's chin, forcing him to look into his eyes.

"Qin Liang, you've had enough!" Mu Song's patience was finally worn out at this moment, and his words seemed to overflow from between his teeth, with a hint of warning: "What do you mean? Take revenge on me? I have seen you A case more than ten years ago! You didn’t look like this when your mother died. Are you so fragile now? I just went to celebrate Qin Yu’s birthday, and you are so serious that you are completely unconscious?! It’s been a month , I warn you, enough is enough, stop torturing me."

Qin Liang's mouth was still stained with a few grains of rice. He raised his head, his blank eyes showed no emotion, and he did not respond to Mu Song's venting remarks.

Mu Song stared at him firmly, trying to see a flaw in his eyes.

Maybe Qin Liang wanted to take revenge on him for choosing Qin Yu that day.

But he didn't see anything, which was even more irritating. These eyes completely angered Mu Song. He dragged him upstairs without mercy, threw him on the bed, and dragged him off. Mu Song's eyes were filled with anger and unwillingness in his loose pants, Qin Liang grunted in pain, and when he realized what Mu Song was going to do, he closed his eyes.

But this action made the person on top of Qin Liang pause, and surprise climbed onto Mu Song's face. He suddenly raised the corner of his mouth to reveal a strange smile, bit Qin Liang's cold earlobe, and said word by word: "You liar, you really are pretending, you are really taking revenge."

As he spoke, he attacked Qin Liang forcefully, mercilessly, and punitively, without any mercy.

Mu Song is venting, revenge, and persecution. He wants to force Qin Liang to 'return to normal', force Qin Liang to open his eyes, force Qin Liang to come back, and become the one who will hug his back in the winter night Qin Liang.

But the result didn't seem so ideal, the bed was a mess, and the person who endured it didn't open his eyes in the end.

Mu Song was in a rare happy mood. He thought it was a good sign, at least it proved that this person was still sober. Maybe he was acting in the changing personality over the past month. Mu Song stretched out his big palm and held Qin Liang Gently brushing away the hair that was wet with cold sweat on his cheek, he lowered his head and kissed gently. This person has always loved acting, hasn't he?

This year's New Year's Eve, Mu Song didn't go back to Mu's house. He stayed with Qin Liang at the Nanshan apartment that day. One was crazy and the other was crazy. They spent a quiet and depressing new year.

Years later, Mu Song found evidence of Qin Liang's performance, so he stopped all of Qin Liang's medications. What he wanted was a normal Qin Liang, not the ugly trembling and insanity caused by the side effects of drugs. stupid.Mu Song thought that he and Qin Liang would get back together one day, so he often looked for evidence of his performance on Qin Liang.

Even though every time, that person tightly closed his eyes.

But it doesn't matter, this is the evidence Mu Song found.

Mu Song didn't bring anyone to the hospital for reexamination, so Xu Tingjiang came to Nanshan Apartment in person.

Seeing Xu Tingchang's arrival, Mu Song was not surprised, he was even a little happy, and led Xu Tingchang into the house.

"It's been almost two months, why didn't you bring Qin Liang for a review," Xu Tingjiang asked while drinking the tea that Mu Song personally poured for him.

"He doesn't need it," Mu Song turned back with a smile in his eyes: "Tingjiang, you have been working in the psychiatry department for too long, so you are very sensitive to these symptoms. I have taken care of him for more than two months. Tell me he's acting, those personalities are masks he wears to fool you and me, in fact, he's sober, he remembers everything I've been with him, those drugs didn't make him Better yet, it had a bunch of side effects and made him look bad, and I've taken him off the medication."

Xu Tingjiang shook his hand holding the teacup, and raised his head: "What you said is true?"

"You've noticed it too?" Mu Song sat across from Xu Tingjiang: "Otherwise you wouldn't be so surprised."

Xu Tingjiang sighed, and put down the teacup: "I'm not sure, his symptoms are very similar to split personality, but just like, the frequent changes in the consulting room that day...too frequent... I also suspected it, but, no Best, can I see him?"

"I'll bring him here," Mu Song stood up and walked upstairs: "He's very homely, and he used to be like this. He always likes to stay in the house by himself."

When Xu Tingjiang saw Qin Liang, his heart skipped a beat. He was very quiet, his eyes were calm, his hair grew longer and thinner, he was pulled by Mu Song, he didn't struggle, he was very obedient, just like a 12-year-old who had just been admitted to the hospital Same time.

Xu Tingchang greeted him, Qin Liang glanced at Xu Tingchang and nodded slightly.

Mu Song led Qin Liang to sit on the sofa, tilted his head and kissed his hair, looking very happy, and said to Xu Tingjiang, "I'm right, he's fine."

Xu Tingjiang smiled reluctantly. He was opposite the two of them, and saw Mu Song's uncharacteristically cherished, obsessed and loved. very weak.

After all, this is just a matter between Mu Song and Qin Liang.

Taking a deep breath, Xu Tingjiang said something else: "I'm getting engaged, in May."

Mu Song raised his eyebrows and sincerely wished: "Congratulations."

"Congratulations." Qin Liang's faint voice sounded, causing Mu Song and Xu Tingjiang to be surprised, especially Mu Song, Qin Liang hadn't spoken for a long time.

"Thank you," Xu Tingjiang smiled gently.

Mu Song rubbed Qin Liang's soft hair, and his tone couldn't hide his excitement: "It's rare to see you take the initiative to speak. When Ting Jiang gets engaged, I'll take you to see it."

Xu Tingjiang was about to leave.

Mu Song pulled Qin Liang to the door to see him off, and Qin Liang stood behind Mu Song.

Xu Tingchang changed his shoes and walked out the door. He raised his head, and when the door was about to close, he saw Qin Liang behind Mu Song smiling at him. The smile was so clear that it reached his eyes. Xu Tingchang was stunned.

He saw Qin Liang opened his mouth and said a word silently.

The door was closed, Xu Tingjiang was at a loss for a moment, he seemed not to understand Qin Liang's silent sentence.

He walked downstairs in deep thought all the way, sat in the car, and suddenly understood what Qin Liang said.

He said, "Goodbye, Doctor Xu."

Xu Tingjiang had a strange feeling in his heart, very strange, he thought, what is Qin Liang going to do?He took out his phone and wanted to tell Mu Song about it, but he swipe his finger on the screen, but in the end he didn't do anything, maybe it was just an ordinary farewell, Xu Tingjiang thought to himself, maybe he was thinking too much.

Xu Tingchang left, and there were only the two of them left in the room. Mu Song was in a really good mood today. He turned around and pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly. He kissed the fine hair on his forehead and said affectionately: "Qin Liang, we Live a good life in the future, okay? You are so happy to hear that Ting Qiao is getting engaged today. When you feel better, I will take you abroad to get a certificate. We will also get married like them. I know that you are recovering, but I am not very confident. Can you, say something to me again?"

The person in his arms was still silent, and Mu Song sighed in disappointment: "It's okay, I can wait, let's eat first, I'll cook the porridge."

In more than two months, the person who can only cook rice also learned another skill, cooking porridge.

Mu Song let go of Qin Liang and walked into the kitchen. Qin Liang turned to look at him, then slowly walked to the door of the kitchen, watching Mu Song's movements quietly.

Mu Song was surprised that Qin Liang would take the initiative to come over, and there was a flash of relief in his eyes, and he spoke to him softly: "Why are you waiting here, are you hungry?"

Qin Liang didn't speak, and Mu Song was used to his silence, and didn't expect his answer.

Qin Liang slowly finished a bowl of porridge under Mu Song's watchful eyes. Mu Song naturally picked up the bowl and put it in the kitchen, and was about to leave when Qin Liang grabbed the back of his clothes. Mu Song turned around and said, "What's wrong, Do you want to talk to me?"

Qin Liang looked at him and opened his mouth: "Why, you want to cook porridge for me."

Mu Song smiled lowly, his chest filled with joy and satisfaction. He looked into Qin Liang's plain eyes and said, "Because I like you."

"Oh," Qin Liang responded in a low voice, "I like it, what is it?"

Mu Song put the bowl and chopsticks on the table with his backhand, turned around and kissed his forehead, and after a long time, he said sadly: "I like...it's me and you."

Qin Liang seems to be getting better slowly, he is the same as before... no, maybe better than before, he will chat with Mu Song, although he speaks very little, and he will respond to Mu Song's closeness, although he is still That calm look made people feel a little popular, and Mu Song gradually relaxed. He felt that Qin Liang had seen his hard work.

The only regret is that Qin Liang has never opened his eyes about the bed affair between them, and Qin Liang's actions will inevitably make Mu Song angry, so Qin Liang will get hurt every time it ends.

But this is much better than the previous few months. Mu Song understands the reason why he can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, and he is ready for a protracted battle. He firmly believes that one day, the person who is willing to open his eyes and hug him tightly The Qin Liang who said earnestly and piously, 'Let's fall in love' will come back.

After entering April, the weather gradually warmed up. After eating, the two would hold hands and take a walk in the community, but this time they no longer needed to wear thick clothes or scarves.

When passing by the man-made lake, Qin Liang stared at the family of three who also came for a walk on the opposite side. Mu Song followed Qin Liang's gaze and found that what Qin Liang was looking at was the ice cream in his little boy's hand.

"Want to eat?" Mu Song asked with a smile.

"Is it sweet?" Qin Liang turned to ask Mu Song.

"Sweet," Mu Song pinched Qin Liang's increasingly plump face: "The supermarket opposite the neighborhood sells them, and I'll buy them for you."

Qin Liang suddenly smiled and said, "Okay."

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