Snow scene

The wooden box was opened, and Li Lulu tried it from August 8th to 19th.

On August 8, they met for the first time under the lush green ginkgo trees.I secretly noted the date.

Li Lulu couldn't wait to open the box, and there were letters inside, all letters.Each of the yellowed envelopes was sealed with sealing wax. The pattern of the sealing wax was the sun on the mountainside, whether it was dawn or dusk.Every letter had been opened, and she took out the top one. Only the date was written on the back of the envelope, which was six years ago.Li Lulu didn't open the letter to read the contents, each letter was bulging, and it didn't take much guesswork to know that it contained what Ye Li wanted to say to Sister He.

"Don't you want to see what's inside?" I watched Li Lulu take out one letter after another, and put out the side with the date written on it.

"I'll just read one." She said seriously.

Soon, there was only the last envelope left in the wooden box, and the back of the envelope was December 12 three years ago. "It seems to be this." Li Lulu held her breath, she was very nervous and her lips were trembling.

The letter paper is brown letter paper with neat Chinese characters written on it. These delicate characters are more dated than the characters on the back of the picture frame.I read the letter with Li Lulu.

Twilight scene:

Today is the last day.

You received the postcard I sent out a few days ago, it was the last one.It's a code word we all know, right?

I'm sure you also remember the day we exchanged our hearts.White snowflakes fell one after another, I drank some wine, pretended to be drunk and leaned against you, and took the opportunity to eat your tofu hehe~

You let me sit on the park bench when you were a little tired. I was sober at that time, knowing that you kept touching my face.That's when I was sure you really liked me.When I approached you before, you blushed and faltered, stupidly, and I was wondering if you were fascinated by me haha.

At that time, I opened my eyes and secretly looked at you, do you know that you are beautiful, blushing, closed your eyes like you want to kiss me but dare not, I want to fuck you just looking at you.I couldn't pretend, so I hugged you and gnawed on you, whoops, you look so cute.

In the end, you really thought that I was drunk and messing with relatives. I explained to you for a long time before you believed that I was sincere.

Mu Jing, I didn't say that, although I can often have fun with people, I'm not the kind of person who messes with women.What makes you so insecure.

I was sad when you told me you broke up, but I understand that you are more sad than me.

I'm disturbing you again.

But I am very happy, which means that you like me and don't really want to break up with me.But you have been so stubborn that you want me to break up.I can only do this, tell you every week that I miss you, and send you something, so you won't be lonely.So you can feel my love.

Hahaha, I, Ye Li, only recognize you in my life, so don't even think about running away.

Before I knew it, I said similar things again, and the content of each letter was almost the same.But I know you will read every word seriously.

Now I am in the coffee shop. After writing this letter, I will lock the wooden box and entrust it to the boss here.You must have met the boss here, he is very nice and takes good care of me.His coffee is also very good.It's a pity that you don't like coffee, so I specifically asked the boss to make you a cup of black tea when you come.

It's funny to say, the letters in this box don't have any real content, they're all about my love for you.I want to talk to you so much, there's nothing I can do.I want to see you every day, I want to talk to you every day, I always want to video call you, but you know, I won't do it.I was afraid that when I saw you, I would not be able to bear it and fly back to see you, but I have endured it for the past three years.I admire myself.

Today is the last day.

I believe you will be waiting for me in that little park.I've looked into it, and after six years, the place has been renovated, but the old location is still there.

I expect to arrive at the park after eight o'clock in the evening. We used to express our hearts to each other after ten o'clock in the evening.I've thought it all out, and before you come, I'll be sitting there in my Christmas costume waiting for you and giving you a goody bag.

Let you guess what gift is inside~

Haha, but I know the gifts we give must all be exactly the same.

If nothing goes wrong with my plan, you will probably find this wooden box by the end of December.There's no way, I haven't finished my work yet, so I can only take two days off.But I am waiting for you to come to the coffee shop to look for me, because I am afraid that you will get lost, I specially picked a place that is easy to find, and it is Chinatown, so you don't have to worry about the language problem.

You will definitely complain about how I like to do these little tricks, there is no way, people just like it, these are so commemorative.You like these too, don't you~

I'm leaving. I'm going to fly to see you soon.

Just thinking about it makes me happy.

love you ye li

Written by Cafe on December 2014, 12

After reading this letter full of slots, I don't have any mood to complain.Li Lulu was sobbing, I could only pat her on the back to comfort her.

"This bastard." She wiped her tears with her sleeve, "This idiot, he is so stupid, he is really a very stupid person..."

Yes, a very silly person.There is a kind of stupidity in the words, it is not like a person who has studied abroad for three years, just like an immature child, speaking some willful words without concealment.

"Can I ask a question?" I put the letter away, watched her nod, and asked the question I've been curious about, "How did she... leave?"

Li Lulu calmed down, she breathed a sigh of relief, and said with sobs, "A car accident."

I wanted to apologize, but she waved her hand to show that it was all right, and explained to me.

Around the night of the 24th, Ye Li got off the plane and had a car accident when he came here by car.After Li Lulu received the news, she ran to the hospital. Only Ye Li's parents and Sister He stayed outside the ward. They waited for a long time, only to hear the news of Ye Li's death.After the funeral, Ye Li's parents gave the relics to Sister He. It turned out that Ye Li had been trying hard to persuade her parents to accept Sister He for three years.I have to say that Ye Li and Sister He really have a good understanding. Li Lulu said that Sister He also came out to her family in those three years, and it took a long time to accept it, but who knows...

"What a bloody ending..." Li Lulu laughed at herself after crying.

I didn't know what to say, so I could only put the letters away one by one.

"The reality is so bloody." She said to herself.

"Maybe." I closed the wooden box and put it back in place.

"What about you?" Li Lulu asked me suddenly after looking at the painting a few more times.

"What?" My heart tightened.

"When are you going to run away?" She said the last thing I wanted to hear with a blank face.

"That's it." I knew she was referring to Liu Feng's matter, so I put away the painting and didn't want to talk about this topic at all.

"When I went back to my hometown during the Chinese New Year, Liu Feng came to see me." Li Lulu said unhurriedly, "She asked me if something happened at your house..."

"Did you tell her?" I was a little annoyed.

"No." She shrugged, "I didn't tell her, let her ask you by herself. She kept asking me for your address and wanted to find you. She said she said and did too much to you. I want to ask you to apologize."

"She's not wrong." I tried to adjust my emotions, "I pushed her away."

Li Lulu frowned, she hated that iron could not be made into steel, "You youngsters like to play with these things, if you don't talk about a good relationship, why break up?"

"It would be best for her to break up with me."

"What's so good!" Li Lulu stood up suddenly, slapped the table and yelled. Regardless of the chair that fell on the ground, she grabbed my collar and began to curse: "What's good for her! Aren't you just trying to escape? I I have known you for so long but I still don’t know what kind of virtue you are! Do you know how Liu Feng talked to me that day? She cried and begged me to let me tell her your address! A girl, who is older than the Chinese New Year, is beautifully dressed Pretty and shiny, don't care about anything, just crying and begging me in front of me! I can't say anything! She grovels for you, and you, bastard! Say what's good for her! If you really want to do it for her Okay, go find her and apologize to her right away! Cherish her! Cherish her! Why don’t you understand such a simple truth! You have to force her to tell you to break up to make you happy, right?”

Li Lulu cried because of me, she was not angry when she scolded me just now, I calmly held her hand and asked her to let go of my collar.I said what was in my heart, "I have no ability."

"What! You—"

"I don't have the ability to stay by her side." I still couldn't hold it back, and the tears still flowed down, "What do you think I look like now? What do you think I looked like in high school? I didn't accomplish anything, Even those friends of mine chose to repeat, but I still have this virtue, I haven't accomplished anything, so I dare not stay by Liu Feng's side like this."

"Then work hard!"

"How hard! How hard can you say! I have nothing! I broke up with my family, and I don't have any source of income. Now I'm just living here, what should I do! It's not that I haven't thought about repeating my studies, but I Without that money! I can’t do anything now! Because I’m just a stinking brat, a stinky kid who can’t survive in this society! Tell me! What qualifications do I have to stay by Liu Feng’s side like this! Isn’t it just a burden for her in vain? Is it better to let her hate me and break up with me!"

I screamed hysterically, and I vented all my unwillingness.Li Lulu slapped me, it didn't hurt at all, she pulled my collar again, "Since you can't do without your parents, then apologize and go home! What kind of provocative things are you doing here alone! Since you depend on your parents to survive Yes, just spend all your time trying to please them! You dead child!"

I bit my lip, the last thing I wanted to do.However, it turned out that I was completely incapable of supporting myself and could no longer escape.I've lived here long enough and I can't bother Sister He anymore.

"Think about it yourself." Li Lulu tidied up my messy hair, her tone became gentle, "I'm so excited, I don't want you to stand still like Mu Jing."

"It's okay." I didn't blame her, but thanked me for having such a friend as Li Lulu, "I will have a good talk with my mother."

"Good boy." She rubbed my hair and smiled, "I hope you will be happy."

In the evening, Li Lulu cooks noodles in clear soup. The warm noodles warm my body.Speaking of which, Sister He and Li Lulu both love noodles in clear soup.

"Do you and Sister He like noodles in clear soup?"

"When you are sad, you should eat noodles in clear soup." She took a sip of the soup and let out a long sigh of relief.

"why?"

"This is Ye Li's habit." She stirred her face, the hot white air disappeared into the air, she closed her eyes as if recalling the past, after a while, she said: "A lot of things happened... "

"Is it something in the university?" I was a little curious. I always felt that the university life of Li Lulu, Ye Li and Sister He was different from the university life I had heard. They must have lived a fulfilling life.

"Yeah, there are a lot of interesting things happening." She smiled and said, "How about it, do you want to go to college?"

I didn't answer right away. To be honest, I don't know. I want to draw manga, but I want to experience college life again.In fact, there is nothing I want to think about. For now, I only have three ways to go. One is to go home and teach children to draw, as my mother said, to earn a little money; the other is to work; the third is to repeat my studies.If you think about it, you will know that choosing to repeat is a wiser choice.Because there are more possibilities for re-reading, is it too late?It's almost March now.

I told Li Lulu my real thoughts, hoping she could help me analyze them.

"Actually, I don't know much about re-reading." Li Lulu laughed, "You wait for Sister He to come back and ask her. She should have experience in re-reading twice."

"Why did you repeat it twice?" I heard that repeating it is very painful.

"I didn't study in high school, so I didn't do well in the exam." She sucked her noodles, eating with relish, "Actually, she was very decadent in high school, and I wasn't in the same class as her, and I don't know why she was so messed up at that time. Who knows what happened later , After the college entrance examination, she said that she would repeat her studies, and that she would apply for a major in preschool education and become a kindergarten teacher."

"That's it." I was a little surprised.

"But I guess nine out of ten it's because of women." Li Lulu added.

If I ask again later, I won't be able to ask anything, and even Li Lulu doesn't know the things I don't know.

That night, Li Lulu nestled in the living room, waiting for her little boyfriend to pick her up.I was in the house, holding the phone in my hand for a few minutes, and decided to send a message to my mother.

Not 2 minutes after the message was sent, my mother's phone call came.

"Ah Yu, is it true that you said you want to repeat?" Mom's eager voice came from the other side of the phone, my nose was sore, and I hummed lightly.

"I met Ah Lin's mother a while ago, and she said that Ah Lin is also repeating her studies, and she has done well in the mock exams, and she can go to a second-tier university with a little more effort." Mom changed the subject, "But, Ah Yu , how late it is, is it too late to repeat?"

"Mom..." I guessed she would say this, "I don't live at Sister He's house. She has repeated her studies twice. I will talk to her in the next few days and ask about the specific situation. I just want to know Dad, will he still let me go back?"

"Why not!" Mom sighed, "Your dad is just annoyed with you, and he's right next to me now, insisting that I talk to you on speakerphone."

I heard my father snort coldly, and said to my mother, "You are the one who talks too much", and then said to me: "You dead child, now you know you are back! You know you are back after these things happened?"

Of course I knew what these things my father was referring to, I said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I was wrong... I won't do it again..."

I clearly know what I did wrong, I shouldn't quarrel with Liu Feng, I shouldn't quarrel with my parents, I shouldn't run away from home.But it's sad that they think I'm wrong for liking women and they think my apology is an apology for it.

The mother's voice on the other end of the phone was crying, and she said happily, "Ah Yu, Mom will book tickets for you right away. Let's come back tomorrow, okay?"

"Let's wait until this month is over. I have caused Sister He a lot of trouble. After this month's help, I'll go home again, okay?"

My mother obviously disagreed, and I spent some time talking with my father. He felt that doing things should start well and end well. Since he said to help Sister He with her work, I will finish this month before leaving.Mom compromised, and we chatted about some homework, seeing that it was not too late, so we let them go to bed early.

Listening to the busy tone on the phone, I suddenly felt more relaxed than ever, and had a glimmer of hope for the future.Li Lulu yelled in the living room that she was leaving.I sent her out, and watched her walk out of the alley hand in hand with my little boyfriend. I couldn't help but smack my lips. I looked at the sky and wanted to feel my life, and found that the stars tonight were unexpectedly many.

Tomorrow will be fine weather.