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"What did you talk about with my sister just now? Why is she so excited all of a sudden?"

Du You was bouncing around on the way to the parking lot, leaving the two men far behind.

"You should ask what your sister was talking about with me. Let me state first, I didn't say a single word that I shouldn't have said." Lu Yinke curled his lips.

"The sister-in-law is...?" Du Yu glanced at him, "I must have heard it wrong, right?"

"Oh, that's not true." Lu Yinke grinned triumphantly, "She called me."

"You told her?!" Du Yu was startled suddenly, with an expression of disbelief, "You...! How could you just tell her that?!"

Lu Yinke caught a glimpse of his instantly flushed cheeks, and was not sure whether he was more angry or more shy, and suddenly he was not ready to argue.

"Yes, why, don't you dare to tell her about it? Everyone around me knows about it." He lowered his head and locked Du Yu's lips that were licking wet because of shock, his eyes trembling, "So First of all, under the pressure of being a good example, you dare not break up with me casually."

"You...you are moral kidnapping!" Du Yu lowered his brows angrily, and then suddenly looked away a few seconds later, the white mist he exhaled was as ethereal as his breath, "Then she knows...how will she react? ?”

"Don't worry," Lu Yinke stretched out his fingers to rub his cold eyebrows, "Your sister is happy."

Du Yu was too lazy to wave his hand away, so he shook his head to prevent him from pressing any more, and said in a sullen tone, "...Really? You don't feel disgusted, do you?"

"No, who doesn't like to see handsome guys, especially when there are two at home, she is too happy, how could she be disgusted?" Lu Yinke raised his eyebrows, "Oh, she even sent me a task, but it's a bit difficult, can you return it if you succeed? I do not know."

"Narcissist." Du Yu snorted coldly, and finally pushed him lazily, "What mission?"

"Don't worry, we'll know when the time comes." Lu Yinke looked at Du You who had already moved to the side of the car, "Then where are you going now?"

Du Yu pondered for a moment, "Go back to my place first."

When Du Yu said he was going home this time, he really didn't hide it, and asked Lu Yinke to drive the car into the community.

This is a villa area, quite luxurious, but the location is a little bit out of the way, but the expressway is also very fast every day.

In the past, Lu Yinke was sure that he would yell before he entered the door.But today is different, he already knows the state of Du Yu living under the fence.He lives here, but nowhere is his home.

His hand holding the steering wheel was unknowingly a little harder, and the black leather case was soaked in sweat.

"Brother Du, you're back, you've worked hard today..." Du Yu just turned the key, when a familiar male voice sounded, "This...this is...Brother Lu?!"

Lu Yinke looked in, and sure enough, he saw Cui Nanzhe lying cross-legged on the sofa at a glance, and suddenly felt strange.

"Cui! Nan! Zhe! You stole my potato chips again!" He was still dazed on this side, but Du You kicked off his shoes and rushed over there.

"Du You!" Du Yu reprimanded him severely, and then asked, "Nan Zhe, I'll send Du You back to class, and bring my friends to dinner, is that okay?"

"Yes, of course, welcome!" Cui Nanzhe responded loudly, then turned his head to Du You and muttered in the next second, "It's really done?!"

"Hey!" Du You patted him happily, "Ten packs of spicy strips, don't deny it!"

"Okay, okay," Cui Nanzhe jumped off the sofa with a smile, took out slippers from the shoe cabinet and handed them to Lu Yinke, "Long time no see, Brother Lu, come in quickly."

Lu Yinke looked at Cui Nanzhe's exaggerated way of winking at him, and decided to cooperate with him to pretend to be stupid, "Hey Du Yu, why is this kid at your house?"

"Go and sit on the sofa for a while, and I'll explain to you after I finish cooking." Du Yu took the vegetables he just bought from the vegetable market from him, "Du You came over to help."

The little girl ran over with her head drooping.

"Brother Lu, come and sit down." Cui Nanzhe poured a glass of water for Lu Yinke, with a flash of excitement in his eyes, "It's really good, bro! Teach me a few tricks?"

"Teach you what?" Lu Yinke blew on the steaming heat of the cup noodles, "How do you chase after Du You?"

Cui Nanzhe's expression changed a few times, and he sneaked a look at the kitchen, "Am I so obvious?"

"To be honest, it's quite obvious." Lu Yinke took a sip, "You can't hide your liking for someone."

"Then look..."

"I should also like you quite a bit, because when she smiles at you, she shows four more teeth than when she smiles at Du Yu."

"You even noticed this?!" Cui Nanzhe was stunned.

"I'm used to it," Lu Yinke smiled speciously, "but I don't think it's accurate, so don't believe it too much. After all, you have helped me a lot. If you need anything in the future, please come to me."

"How can this be possible? Don't dare to act." Cui Nanzhe chuckled and took out the phone from behind his buttocks. "Anyway, waiting is waiting, playing games, brother?"

……

"Cut his ADC! Pay attention to the position!"

"Well, you hold it back, I'm going to steal the tower, hold on!"

"No way, the mage on the opposite side cuts one at a time! I can't stand it, brother!"

"If you can't stand it, give it to me! I'm almost there!"

So when Du Yu brought out the dishes, what he saw was such an incomparably harmonious scene, accompanied by Du You's voice, "Cui Nanzhe, good food."

"Ah! Come back against the wind!! Brother Lu, you are so amazing!! I want to hug your thigh and lick it like crazy!!!" Cui Nanzhe was so happy that he cried out, "I finally got a diamond!"

"You can't take it with you, don't call me next time." Lu Yinke took a long breath, and put the phone back into his pocket.

"Have you had enough fun?" Du Yu leaned on his chair and looked at the lively group of people, his voice was helplessly gentle, "Come over for dinner when you've had enough fun."

The meal was lively, but not long.

As soon as he finished eating, Du You dropped his chopsticks, and hurriedly dragged Cui Nanzhe to send him to make up lessons. Du Yu and Lu Yinke were the only ones left in the big room.

"One thing to say, this chicken soup is the most mellow I've ever had. How did you make it?" Lu Yinke patted his stomach and walked down the stairs with Du Yu, "You are so virtuous, I must marry you home as soon as possible, otherwise I will be killed by you." What can others do if they are watching?"

"You won't be suffocated if you don't talk." Du Yu walked into a room, pointed to the only chair by the table, "sit down." After speaking, he sat down on the low mattress next to him.

In fact, Lu Yinke guessed where it was as soon as he entered the door. It was a small room less than ten square meters, with two mattresses, a table and a chair. Clothes for the four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter were hung on simple hangers, and shoes were neatly stacked in the corner. The air conditioner has not been painted, and the basement is as cold.

Du Yu leaned over and plugged in the heater, and the gray room became warmer.

"This is..." Lu Yinke gave up his seat and squeezed onto the mattress with Du Yu. He picked up the pillow next to him and hugged it decisively after smelling it, "You live here?"

Du Yu put his arms around his knees, "I live here."

"Oh, oh." Lu Yinke nodded half-understanding, "Then..."

"Nan Zhe is the owner's son. They are off to work now. This is the only room that belongs to me and Du You. We are borrowing it."

Lu Yinke originally thought that he would turn several corners, but he didn't expect to say it so bluntly.

The draft he made was useless for a while, so he was silent for a moment, "What do you want to express?"

"I just think it's necessary to tell you about my past so that you can decide whether to go or stay." He took a deep breath, his eyelashes trembled slightly against the cold winter sun, and his five fingers pinching his arm were pale, "I , I killed my parents."

Lu Yinke frowned, and instinctively leaned over his shoulder, "What are you talking about?"

"I'm not talking nonsense," Du Yu repeated blankly, "I killed them."

"It was my birthday. It was supposed to be a peaceful and happy day. But now that I think about it, it would be nice if it wasn't my birthday. It would be nice if I didn't have my birthday."

"If I hadn't made such an excessive request that day, they wouldn't have gone out in the wind and snow."

"If I hadn't called them on the road that day, they would have been able to cross that road seconds earlier."

"I obviously don't need things, I obviously don't need to make phone calls, as long as they lack one of them, nothing will happen to them, but why do I...do both...?"

"I clearly still remember their smiles when they went out...why did they cover themselves with a white cloth as soon as they met again?"

"It's my fault, it's all my fault. I killed them, it's me..."

"Du Yu! Du Yu! Calm down! This has nothing to do with you! I've checked the news! It's all due to the drunk driving of the driver! It's not your fault!"

Lu Yinke felt Du Yu trembling indifferently in his arms, almost masochistically digging his nails into the skin.

"You don't understand. It's me! It's me!" He suddenly struggled violently and screamed like crazy, "Do you know how I forced them to go out by clamoring and clamoring! I fucking climbed on the window sill to threaten them Ah! The whole building can hear my vexation! It's me! It's me!!!"

"The damned person is me! It's always been me! Why should they bear the responsibility for the mistakes I made?! Why wasn't I the one who was hit by a car?! Why? Alive? What qualifications do I have to live...?"

"How could you think like that..." Lu Yinke didn't expect that he would blame everything on himself, his heart twitched and ached, and he couldn't do anything except hold him tightly to his chest.

Du Yu's breath was as quick as a bellows, and he could only let Lu Yinke hug him fiercely, his whole body was limp and rotten, as if he was about to collapse on the bed without a fulcrum.

"I went to see the video surveillance. When the car drove over desperately, my dad had only time to stretch out his hands to protect my mom."

"Unfortunately, the result is only the difference between death on the spot and ineffective rescue."

"I stayed in the hospital for a whole night that day, and the fluorescent lights of various colors made me go crazy. I felt that the eyes of the people around me were not looking right, with knives and stabs, and I could even hear them whispering in the corner Whisper."

"Especially Du You, she will never forgive me. She must be very puzzled, how can she have such a disaster star brother like me who killed her parents."

"In those few months, I was thinking about how to die all the time. The compensation is so much, and the insurance money is only so much. If I leave it all to Du You, she may barely be able to live a stable life."

"But I dare not. I'm afraid that if I leave, Du You will really have nothing to rely on. She is a girl, and she will be bullied if no one protects her. How can I bear to see her being bullied, how can I bear to listen to her?" She was ridiculed and bullied by the whole class..."

"I'm a sinner, how can I have happiness, I don't deserve to have happiness. If you are with me... maybe one day..."

He seemed to be trapped in a closed vortex, his upper and lower teeth were chattering together, and he kept shivering, his eyes gradually lost focus, and only restless repetitions remained.

"I, I don't want to delay you..."

"Yes, I can't, sure enough, I still can't delay you..."

"I……"

"Du Yu, do you think about these boring things every birthday?"

The hoarse voice interrupted his constant self-denial, as if mocking, "It's rare for you to be so considerate of me, but I just want to ask you a question."

"You, do you like me?"

Du Yu stared blankly at Lu Yinke's eagle-like sharp eyes. The excessive coercion made his body take a few steps ahead of his thinking, and he didn't even know what he said.

"Like... like..." He uttered a few syllables dryly and painfully, "but I can no longer..."

"No, you can."

"You are neither a sinner nor a catastrophe. You just happen to be involved in an unchangeable fate. You don't need to feel guilty about everything, let alone deny yourself blindly."

"Ten years, let yourself go once, okay?"

Lu Yinke no longer listened to his fragmented sentences, but just cupped his cheeks and carefully licked and kissed his slightly parted thin lips, gently held the lips with his teeth, and then poked into the gap.

It wasn't until Du Yu's lower lip showed a magnificent rose red, and he finally clenched his teeth in resentment that he would not let him play tricks again, he put his forehead against the other's, and the hot air hit the lips that had been bitten many times and felt sensitive. It's a dull pain.

"As long as you like it, I have nothing to fear."