tell me

Lu Yinke was silent for a long time, perhaps five seconds, or longer.If it weren't for the beating heartbeat, Du Yu wouldn't even be able to judge his emotions after hearing his words.

"You...what's the matter suddenly? What stimulated you?" He began to rummage through the closet again, but his tone was unsteady, like a dry and undulating desert, "The sudden enthusiasm can't be a trick for me? Did something happen?"

"How could it be?" Du Yu listened to the four consecutive questions, all of which were sincere and flustered, and couldn't help laughing with the rhythm of his forehead hitting his shoulder blades, "I just think...you take care of me too much .”

"Hey, you scared me to death, that's it?" Lu Yinke took out his cotton coat and turned around, and chased Du Yu, who was wearing thin clothes, onto the bed. "To be honest, it's the first time for me to take care of someone like this. I didn't expect you to be so moved." He frivolously hooked the tip of Du Yu's narrow chin with his index finger, and leaned on his upper body with a flirtatious smile, "Why don't you, how about a promise, my little lady?"

"Do you promise me or shall I promise you?" Du Yu lowered his head and tried to bite his fingertips, but was quickly dodged, "If you promise me, I will consider it."

"The body is not good, but the tone is not small, huh?" Lu Yinke's eyes were rippling, and he scraped the tip of Du Yu's nose with his index finger, "Of course I want to take care of you more, so that you will not be able to help yourself in the future." Rely on me. It is not easy to make your dependence a habit, and I am slowly cultivating it."

"Then I wish you success?" Du Yu frowned and raised his eyebrows, "I'm hungry, I need to get dressed."

Lu Yinke's cotton-padded jacket really deserves to be Lu Yinke's cotton-padded jacket, which is as big as the short sleeves.But the cotton coat is warmer.

Du Yu dragged the heavy cotton mop and kicked and sat on the chair, and pressed his arm on the dining table to spread out a large piece of flat cloth.

"I feel like a bear now." He looked down at his thighs pressed against the seat. "Your clothes are so big."

Lu Yinke took out the heated noodles from the pot, and when he saw his boyfriend in his own clothes, he had a subtly complacent expression, "I am old everywhere."

Du Yu lazily raised his eyelids, automatically filtering out the obscene meaning in the sentence, "You are also older?"

"Hey, you're really right, you're old too." Lu Yinke handed him a pair of chopsticks, and sat down to pick up the noodles himself.

Du Yu took a sip of the soup, his mouth was a little hot, and he temporarily put down the bowl and chopsticks.

"I remember you were born in June, so you should be younger than me."

"Eat side dishes? Or old godmother?" Lu Yinke turned away two small glass bottles on the table, "June [-]th, yes, that's the day you added me as friends. But I'm a year older than you. You belong to Rabbit, right? I'm a tiger, otherwise why would I use the word 'Yin'."

Du Yu was a little stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that Lu Yinke, who had been playing tricks on him all the time, would be a round older than himself.However, it is also possible that he is used to taking care of his younger sister, so he let it be and acquiesced to the fact that everyone close to him is younger than him.

"Then why... did you repeat the grade?" He asked tentatively.

"No, repeat." Lu Yinke slowed down his chewing, "Why don't you eat? Don't you have an appetite?"

Du Yu pulled up the noodles in response, but looked at the reflection of the lights in the soup, but was inexplicably absent-minded.

He didn't expect that Lu Yinke would repeat the study, let alone that he could easily mention it, after all, repeating the study is not something that can be said casually.

For people with strong self-esteem, it is a symbol of their misfortune and lack of intelligence. If they fail to get into a top university, they will be ashamed to mention it, the stain of the past.

"Why do I think you're a little dazed? Are you okay, baby? You won't be worried about what I just said, right?" Lu Yinke stretched out his hand and rubbed the side of his face, "Could it be that I'm extraordinarily handsome today? ?”

This is a sentence that is suspected of being narcissistic no matter what it is before and after. Lu Yinke originally thought that Du Yu would ambiguously pass it with a few words, but he did not expect that he would really accept it.

"... a little bit." Du Yu paused, "I mean the one in front."

"Oh, are you finally curious about my background as the richest man in Asia?" Lu Yinke playfully blinked his eyes to show off.

"Then you should also be the son of the richest man in Asia, but as far as I know, you don't have such a rich godfather." Du Yu teased, "But if you don't want to say it, let it go."

"No, I just took the initiative to point it out because you seemed to want to ask but didn't dare to ask. Didn't I just tell you in the letter at the time? I wanted to tell you about myself, but the condition was that you also told me Say. I said it today, when will you tell me? Otherwise, wouldn’t I be losing money in this business?” Lu Yinke raised Erlang’s legs and propped his elbows to look at him with a superior look.

Du Yu thought for a while, "It's my birthday, I'll take you somewhere."

"Really? Then I have to prepare well." Lu Yinke's eyes lit up, and the corners of his mouth curled up, as if he was full of bad water.

"Then I'll just say re-study. In fact, it's nothing to me. It's because I didn't study much in high school and didn't want to take the exam." He shrugged, as if nothing had happened. , skipping class every day to go out to play basketball and games, and occasionally fight in groups, basically belong to the type that is not afraid of death."

"Hey, group fights are really exciting. You don't know how painful it is to hit your body with a baseball bat, and those fighting gloves with stainless steel joints embedded in them. I seem to have been sent to the hospital once." He sneered slightly , "But then I put the guy who beat me in a cast for half a year."

Although Du Yu is a pacesetter who studies hard, he has also heard anecdotes from high school and knows that such a group of uneducated people does exist.But when this hat was put on Lu Yinke's head, he unexpectedly didn't feel it was against harmony.

In fact, Lu Yinke is like this, he always gives people the feeling of being bipolar.

He usually loves to laugh, and when it's bright, he smiles heartily with two pointed little canine teeth, looking like the world is fine; but once he is angered, he can also become gloomy in an instant, although his eyes are squinted, Although the corners of the mouth are curled up, it looks so evil no matter how you look at it, and I don't know how much calculation I have in my heart.

Moreover, Du Yu did not forget that when the two of them chatted for the first time, he teased and teased him with flippant language, and he was extremely arrogant when they met for the first time, with a surly air all over his body.

No wonder I had a very bad impression of him at the beginning. Now that Du Yu thinks about it, it's unbelievable that they can develop to the present state.

It seemed that something happened suddenly, he frowned and asked Lu Yinke: "Then you also learned to smoke at that time?"

Lu Yinke nodded, "Yes, if someone gives you one, you can learn it by yourself, isn't it amazing?"

Du Yu was annoyed by him, "What's there to be proud of? You think about it, is this a good thing? Also, the idea of ​​taking drugs was also at that time...?"

"It should be, anyway, that time was very happy." His eyes gradually became loose, as if he was recalling, "But if you really ask me what I got, it seems that I didn't get anything."

"Is it loyalty... of the three I played with, one committed suicide, and two were sent to the juvenile detention center; experience... witnessing the struggle and ignorance of the people at the bottom of society counts? As for the level of the game, it seems It has indeed improved, if I hadn’t gone to repeat, maybe I would have become a rookie in the e-sports circle.” He hooked Du Yu’s calf with his foot with a smirk, “Then I am not just your boyfriend. Even if I start a live broadcast, someone wants to give birth to a monkey for me."

Du Yu angrily kicked off his demon toes, but accidentally fell into the trap of his legs.

"Don't be ashamed," he stated.

I don't know whether it is aimed at the other party's language or behavior.

"Don't be ashamed, can being ashamed bother you?" Lu Yinke cupped the back of his hand and kissed him resoundingly.

Du Yu glared at him, and after a while, his eyes wandered to the vase on the dining table, as if he had become very interested in the patterns on it.

"You dated a lot of people back then, no wonder your kissing skills are so good."

Light and casual tone of voice.

Jealous!

His baby is jealous!

Lu Yinke wanted to look up to the sky and laugh, but after thinking about what he said was true, he could only avoid the seriousness and answer sincerely: "But I don't have any feelings for them."

"Kissing without feeling, how can we get married without love?" Du Yu glanced at him.

"It's true that you can get married without love," Lu Yinke's smile suddenly froze on his lips, but it was only for a moment, and then he laughed even more happily, "Hey, let me tell you a joke, you can have children without love."

"However, there is one thing I don't quite understand. I just want to ask you today. You say you love this thing, what is it? Why can't people live without it? Why are some people willing to go through fire and water for it? Some people can't get it all their lives?" Lu Yinke raised his bright pupils and looked at Du Yu, "Du Yu, you are a sensible person, why don't you tell me?"

Looking at the corner of Lu Yinke's grinning mouth, Du Yu felt as if his heart was being grabbed by a big hand, it was so dazzling that he was about to bleed.

He couldn't help reaching out to touch his cheek, tearing off the corner of his mouth forcefully, shaking his head and saying: "Stop laughing."

"Why don't you smile? Isn't it funny?" Lu Yinke also stretched out his hand to touch the skin at the corner of Du Yu's mouth like a gourd, and pulled it up to support it, "You smile too?"

Du Yu withdrew his hand and grabbed his hard wrist, "I don't want to laugh, and you don't want to laugh either. Stop kidding yourself, you don't have that much time to laugh."

He stared into Lu Yinke's bottomless eyes, struggling not to fall down with him.

"Don't you always say that we are lovers? Well, let's make an agreement that I will rely on you more in the future, and you will be more real to me." His hands slowly covered Lu Yinke's, and finally he held them with interlaced fingers. With the palm of his hand, his voice softened, "I will answer you, but today is not a good time. It's too late now, and I'm sleepy again."

He rubbed the rough palm next to his face, "Another day, find a sunny afternoon, can we chat slowly with a cup of hot tea in each hand? I will always be here."