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"Thursday, December 2019, 12 was sunny

The Youth Association has too few projects, and the interval between Red Cross blood donations is too long, so there needs to be more long-term projects to make up for it. Recently, Xiao Han was asked to discuss a few.

Du You has regressed a bit lately, the head teacher called me with an urgent tone.But forget it, as long as she works hard, it's no wonder that I can't be by her side at such an important juncture, or I won't be on campus during the internship in the second half of the year.Don't put too much pressure on her in the next period of time, and cook more for her when you go home.

After the regular meeting tonight, I found lyk waiting for me outside. He said that today is the one-month anniversary of our relationship.Has it been this long?I don't seem to feel anything.Every day with him passes quickly, but the learning efficiency has dropped a bit, but the mood seems to have improved.My roommate also said that I have laughed more recently, is it too obvious?

By the way, I passed the grades for teaching resources today.

Also, with the recent season change, my body doesn't seem to be in good shape, I have a little cough, and my tonsils should also be inflamed. Lyk told me about it and gave me cold medicine, but after taking the medicine, I still feel dizzy and my nose is still blocked, which makes me feel a little uncomfortable.

He was afraid that I would be cold tonight, so he gave me the coat, remember to return it to him tomorrow.

But why is he dressed more handsomely than me?

damn thing. "

Du Yu sniffed and closed the diary, carefully stuffing it between the slots of the two books on the table.His head was very dizzy, like a seesaw on the verge of collapse, no matter which direction he turned, he would sink to the bottom irresistibly.

Before climbing onto the bed in a daze, he took a last look at the coat that he had already hung outside the cabinet.The gray-black woolen coat has an upright shape, wide shoulders and narrow waist. It is really eye-catching on Lu Yinke, and the hem of the clothes fluttering when he walks is both elegant and domineering.

...He suddenly missed Lu Yinke a little bit.

Nesting himself in the quilt exhaustedly, his whole body curled up.

He blinked quietly, breathed quietly, listened to the slight sound of eyelashes sweeping the pillowcase quietly, and experienced the weightless fall quietly.

His feet were so cold it hurt him.I can only make a ball as hard as I can, and put it on my still warm calf.After a long time, his legs seemed to have cooled down, but his feet still didn't add any heat.

If only there was some heat that could iron his body and mind.

If only Lu Yinke was here...

He was thinking about it in a daze, his mind became more and more dizzy, and finally fell into the soft but deep swamp overwhelmed, only choking out a mouthful of bitter and salty muddy water.

"Xiao Yu, how are you doing recently? Second Uncle didn't make things difficult for you anymore, did he?"

"Well, he didn't get the insurance money and left us for a long time. I'm living with Du You at the house of my kind uncle." He heard his voice pause, "By the way, I'm admitted to N University!"

"Wow, our baby, Xiao Yu, is so powerful, what a little pride of parents."

"It's just that...you taught her well. But Du You is about to take the college entrance examination, and she seems to be in a bad state recently. I will encourage her when the time comes."

"By the way, Mom, there is one more thing I don't know whether I should tell you..." His voice suddenly became awkward, "I fell in love recently."

"Really? That's right. After all, you are a college student, and you haven't caught the puppy love that your mother was looking forward to. What kind of girl is the other party? You should treat her better."

"...Ah." He seemed to be scratching his hair awkwardly, before replying after a while, "He's a man..."

"I'm sorry, Mom, I don't know why... Actually, I didn't think about it..."

He felt as if his nose had been gently scraped by soft fingertips, with a doting force.

"Is that the kid, surnamed Lu? Both your dad and I saw it. He got angry for a long time, and even said he was going to whip your ass with a hanger, Old Antique."

"Forget it, Mom and Dad have nothing else to ask for, but you can live a healthy and happy life. If you really like that child, go, remember to bring him to see us, I can still hold him Don't you?" The young and beautiful woman who has not been destroyed by the years, is still as young and beautiful as before, bent down a pair of eyes that are exactly the same as Du Yu, and raised her arms tenderly to touch his temples, "You only reached my shoulder when I left , now that you are so tall, mom can only look up at you. Really..."

"Mom!" He heard himself choked up, so humiliated, so naive, so helpless, the tears overflowing from his eyelids were so hot, he seemed to have turned back into the helpless child under the flying snow, "I miss you so much... ...I miss you so much...I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I'm really sorry..."

The woman opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something more.But the next moment, starting from the waist, glass cracks shattered down.

Her fuzzy hand tried to caress her son's face again, but it disintegrated at the last moment, turning into flying ash that was carried away by the wind, unable to grasp even a speck of debris.

"Du Yu! Du Yu!"

He woke up weakly from the violent shaking, vaguely felt that the corners of his eyes were sticky and he couldn't open his eyes, his whole face seemed to be high and swollen, and he could only hear the distorted cries of his roommates like ripples on the water.

"You have a fucking fever! Your head is so hot! Don't go to class in the morning! Do you want me to accompany you to the hospital?!"

fever?

He obviously hasn't had a fever for several years.

Also, if it weren't for the fever, how could he dare to dream of her.

Supporting his exhausted body, he leaned wearily against Corgi's buttocks on the bed, Du Yu squinted his eyes and looked at Huang Haixin, who was holding his bedside and sticking out his head.

"...No, you go to class, I can do it myself."

"You can do it yourself?!" Huang Haixin exclaimed exaggeratedly, "Are you confused? You can do it?! I just touched it and felt that you had a high fever!"

"No... You guys have to do the pre this morning, and if there are fewer people, you will have to deduct points..." He lowered his eyes and waved his hands, his lips were pale, and the dry and cracked folds were like several grooves.

"That, that..." Huang Haixin stamped anxiously, "That's right! Lu Yinke! Don't you have a good relationship with him recently? Then you call him and make sure he takes you to the hospital!"

Du Yu leaned against the wall and curled up into a ball, with the quilt tucked several times in his hands, his eyelashes pulled aggrievedly, as if he was about to fall asleep again at any moment.

"Okay," he replied as if there was nothing, Huang Haixin didn't even see his lips trembling, "you go."

"Then...then I'm leaving. You must call Lu Yinke, do you hear me?" He gave Du Yu a last concerned look, and finally picked up his schoolbag and rushed out of the dormitory. He was about to be late.

Du Yu was still nestling motionless in the corner between the pillow and the wall, shivering like a kitten in a cardboard box.

He is still conscious now, but there is a coldness all over his body.Although the hands and feet are cold, the breath exhaled from the nose is hot, like extreme weather fighting in the body.

He knew that he had to go to the hospital. Maybe the fever had started last night, but he hadn't paid much attention to it. He always felt that he just needed to take some medicine and he would be fine.

The moment he landed on the ground, he almost fell, his eyes turned white, and his ears kept ringing. He obviously didn't eat anything but couldn't restrain his retching, so he had to squat down on the ground with his knees hugged and his head buried.

This is hypoglycemia committed.

It's really good, he is so weak, fortunately, no one saw his embarrassment.

Especially Lu Yinke.

He leaned against the corner of the table and squatted for a while, and finally he was able to stand up reluctantly.After washing up in a fluttering manner, he put on his padded clothes, looked at the long coat hanging on the door of the cupboard, hesitantly grabbed his phone and pressed the screen to turn on.

Lu Yinke seems to be preparing for a project recently, and has been staying up for many days and nights.Don't bother him with such a trivial matter, I'm used to it by myself, let alone not so sick that I have to be accompanied by someone.

Resolutely closing the contact interface, he hesitated for two seconds and clicked on the taxi app.

But in this state, I can only take a taxi.

"39.2 degrees, high fever, don't you know to go to the emergency room?" The doctor began to write the case with his head down, cursing, "What's going on with young people nowadays, they don't have any common sense."

"Here's the list, go hang the water." He looked at Du Yu through the lens as thick as the bottom of a glass bottle, "Are you here alone? It's best to find someone to pick you up. If you're insane, what should you do if something goes wrong? "

Du Yu took the list, hesitated for a few seconds, didn't answer the rest, but asked in a fluke and tentative tone: "...can I not hang the water?"

Under the pressure of the doctor, Du Yu finally entered the infusion room with the list.

He can come to the hospital alone, endure loneliness and helplessness, but he is afraid of injections.

In fact, every time he draws blood for a physical examination, he has to do a long-term psychological construction, but his companions don't know it.I can only see him from rolling up his sleeves to pressing his fingers with cotton, the whole process is calm and breezy, his heart doesn't seem to beat much, and he feels weird.

But it's just like riding a roller coaster to play a haunted house, it's all pretend.

Only the little nurse who gave the injection would comfort him when he was tying the rubber band, but I don't know if it was a routine or she was aware of it.

It's the same this time.

It's fucking painful, he was pinched twice more because the blood vessels are too thin, it's fucking painful.

He nestled on the chair in the infusion room and thought in a daze.

Get well soon, he doesn't want to hang the water for the second time.

The water dripped into the transmission tube drop by drop, and he also began to doze off dizzily, his head sank little by little. The noise of the infusion room seemed insignificant to him.

Just when he was about to fall into a coma, the vibration of the mobile phone woke him up. He was so frightened that he moved his left hand holding the hanging needle and grinned for a long time.

"Hey Du Yu, I'm going to get clothes from your dormitory now, and I'm almost downstairs. Let's have dinner together later? Are you in the dormitory?"

It's Lu Yinke.

"Ah..." He opened his mouth and let out a few meaningless tones, and became inexplicably flustered, "I'm not in the dormitory, I have classes, come back in the afternoon."

The other side was silent for two seconds, Du Yu couldn't even hear his breathing, it was just pure silence, and this silence made him even more flustered.

"...Do you have classes?" The other party's tone became subtle, "Your timetable doesn't show that you have classes now."

Too bad, he forgot that before Lu Yinke asked him for the class schedule, just to make an appointment to come out.

"Uh..." Maybe it was because of the fever, he was no longer as calm as before, and the reasons for coping were also random, "It's a make-up class! That teacher was busy a while ago, and he missed a class and needs to make up today."

He heard the voice on the other side gradually lose its original ease and smile, and become cold and oppressive.

"Which class? Which teacher?"

Du Yu was caught off guard by his question, his mind flickered for a moment before he hurriedly replied: "It's securities..."

"Lu Yinke?! Is it really you? Has Du Yu returned from the hospital? So soon?"

Before he finished speaking, he heard the familiar voice of his dormmate rang from Lu Yinke's phone, accompanied by Lu Yinke's puzzled "what".

"He had a fever this morning? But I have a pre, and he didn't let me accompany him to the hospital, and I specifically told him to call you... What? Didn't he call?"

This is bad.

Du Yu listened to the phone and let out a deep sigh.He didn't act well on either side, but when did he become so popular?

Sure enough, Lu Yinke's voice full of worry and a little bit of anger rang in his ears the next moment.

"Ah? Du Yu?! Which fucking hospital are you in? Stay still! I'll come to you right now!"