Free Ren Yigu

17.

This time it is not my delusion, Xue Yaozu really asked someone to monitor me, they are just parking downstairs, and then they will install a surveillance camera in my house when I am not at home.

I thought about it for a long time, but I never thought that Xue Yaozu was my kind of classmate, and how did I offend him.

To be honest, when I was a child, I had a rather aggressive style of painting. I was not afraid of the sky and the earth, and even the principal dared to scold me when I was hot-blooded.But I don't really remember bullying a stutterer myself.

18.

Although I was afraid of being monitored by them, I bravely went out to work.

As soon as I went downstairs, a younger brother ran out of the car and asked me, "Brother Ren, are you going to work? It's so early? We'll see you off."

I really have no money!The money in the card is for my younger siblings!They are only in elementary school!If one day I die, the two of them can only live on that little money!

I don't know what expression I have, the little brother took a step back and said, "Brother Ren, we don't mean anything malicious, Brother Yao asked us to help. He has something to do today, so he can come over later."

This time it's really not me being delusional, they really have a conspiracy.

19.

I really wanted to stubbornly take the bus to work, but I was afraid that they would hit me with a car in a fit of anger, so I had to endure the humiliation and get on their bus.

It's useless for them to kidnap me, my brother will definitely not take the money.

But I'm afraid they don't understand this truth.

I started to construct my beggars.

20.

When I go to work, my mood is much more stable. It would be great if I could be so stable every day.

Although I stayed silent for a day to prevent being framed by my colleagues and did not communicate with others.

21.

After work, I started to panic again.

When I left the company, Xue Yaozu was there, smiling at me.

Is he trying to kill me?

Two possibilities, he took money from my brother to kill me, or he hated my brother so he wanted to kill me.

22.

Xue Yaozu followed me into my house.

very scary.

I fidget.

He said, "You, don't be nervous."

Brother, stay away from me so I won't be nervous!

Forget it, keep him away from me, and I can find other things to be nervous about.

He said: "My, very, heartbroken. You, before, were not like this."

People are subject to change!

He asked: "What happened, what happened? Yes, there are people, bullying, did you?"

I keep silent.

He came over and grabbed my hand suddenly.

His hand is hard, but it doesn't hurt me.

He looked at me and said, "I, protect, you. I, like, you."

23.

I think Xue Yaozu is trying to lie to my kidney.

24.

Xue Yaozu gave me two choices, he moved here or I moved there.

I think he should see a doctor more than I should.

Oh, and I haven't been to the doctor yet.

What if a bad doctor takes advantage of my weakness to blackmail me?

25.

I choose to call the police.

26.

I didn't call the police, I was afraid that Xue Yaozu would retaliate against me.

27.

Taking advantage of the shameless Xue Yaozu cooking poisonous food for me in the kitchen, I urgently contacted my friend.

I also have friends, but after my brain went wrong, I gradually stopped communicating. It’s none of their business, it’s my fault. I’m afraid that my mental illness will cause trouble to them, and I’m also afraid that they will harm me.Of course, the main reason is that they are afraid of causing trouble to them.

Among them, I still couldn't help telling a best friend. He objected to me going to the doctor and taking medicine, saying that these things can be cured through psychological counseling and going out to exercise and sunbathe.

When I first started having seizures, I always asked him to enlighten me. I understand the truth of what he said, no one wants to harm me, and there is no need to harm me, but I just can’t control how much I send.

Later, I felt that he was not very patient.

This is what scares me.

It is human nature to compare your heart with your heart. If a neurotic always makes me crazy, even if I want to help that person, I will really feel impatient and feel that the other party will not listen.

If things go on like this, if one day I get cured, they won't talk to me anymore.

I don't want to lose them to this broken bug.

Why can't I control my wild thoughts?

I will be fine sooner or later, and by that time, I will return to my old self and continue to be friends with them.

They are waiting for the real me to return, and I am waiting for myself.

The me now is not the real me.

They like the real me, not the ghost me.

I don't like who I am now.

I really want to change back as soon as possible.

28.

My friend was still so gentle when he answered the phone, as usual, when I said the name Xue Yaozu, he thought for a while and replied: "I don't know me very well, but there is such a person who is not in the same class as us. Ben, he seems to stutter and is often bullied. Why did you suddenly remember to ask him?"

I said: "I met him, he said he knew me, I don't know him, do you think he is trying to lie to me about my organ?"

My friend ignored my last sentence and said: "You should know him. I remember that you made a pair during the summer vacation. Didn't you form a pair with him?"

I remember pairing up during summer vacation. My school held activities, one-on-one, and pairing up during summer vacation went to each other’s house for a period of time.For the sake of effect, it is generally better to find the greater the difference in personality and family.

But I don't remember that Xue Yaozu and I paired up. The person I paired up with seems to have a very popular name, so popular that I don't even remember it.

My friend said: "That's right, it's him. I remember it very deeply, because the person you paired with suddenly fell into the pit and broke his bone. He replaced Xue Yaozu. Later, I asked that person and found out that Xue Yaozu pushed him. But how do you Not at all, and I don't know."

Oh my god, it's even scarier.

29.

I watched Xue Yaozu take a bite of the food before going to pick it up, but then I thought, did he have an infectious disease and wanted to infect me on purpose?

I immediately took out my mobile phone and began to look up a hundred ways to infect infectious diseases, such as whether STDs can be transmitted through eating together.

Why are you following me?Did I really offend him?

I finished my supper with a heavy heart.

Xue Yaozu didn't seem to intend to leave, he still had to help wash the dishes, and after washing the dishes, he mopped the floor, saying while mopping the floor, "You, yourself, live, also, take care, take care of it, and keep clean."

I was busy lying in bed every day trying to persuade myself to be optimistic and had exhausted all my energy!

After Xue Yaozu finished his work, he sat next to me, stared at me and said, "I, take care of you."

It's really scary, what exactly does he want to do to me, if he wants money, I can give it to him, and save my life, okay?

He hurriedly said: "You, don't be afraid!"

Do I look scared? !

He looked very nervous and said: "You, don't, be afraid, I, like, you."

I'm even more afraid!

30.

Xue Yaozu had the honor to watch me cover my cup ten times, and after watching it, he said, "Let's go and see, doctor."

I do not want to go.

He asked patiently: "Why, what?"

No reason, there are side effects.

He said patiently: "Yes, side effects, use, just, don't take it. Take, okay, medicine. I, have money. I, like, you."

Is he hinting at me?

In fact, I don't care, he is pretty handsome anyway, but I don't know if he is sick or not.

31.

Just when I was hesitating about how to let him go for a physical examination, my brother and sister's teacher called me and said that my brother had beaten his child.

My brother also wanted to kill me.