Free Ren Yigu

1.

After I finished studying a new piece of civil law by myself, I decided to see a doctor, a psychiatrist.

Based on self-analysis of posts on the Internet, I'm not sure if I have schizophrenia, but at least I have a fairly severe paranoid disorder, which is obvious.

I've gone from worrying about my enemies being violent towards me to being afraid of being violent about my enemies from ten years ago.

One is the enemy I stepped on on the bus, and the other is the enemy I once cursed.

I think they will first go to the communication company to bribe the employees, intercept my mobile phone signal, locate my base station, and then beat me up.

It's terrible.

The delusion that is as serious as the atrocities is that I am afraid that everyone will seek my money, and they will use ten thousand ways to frame me, such as taking away my signature or a copy of my ID card that I carelessly wandered outside and forging a 10 yuan ID card. IOU.Although [-] is not too much, it is also said to be quite a bit less. What if there are ten cards, what should I do for a child from a Mikang family like me?What if there are a hundred copies?

For example, they would hack into my computer, install monitors and bugs in the cracks of my light bulbs and air conditioners, and persecute me crazily.

I have been studying laws and regulations for a long time, and I am afraid of what if the lawyer is bribed by them?I can only rely on myself.

2.

Not only that, I also have a very serious obsessive-compulsive disorder. I can cover a cup lid ten times, and I always feel that the wrong posture of closing the lid will affect my future.

My brother watched me cover the cup ten times in half a minute with a very ritualistic attitude, then said "Is there something wrong with you" and went out.

He was right, there was something wrong with me.

I should see a doctor.

3.

I also procrastinate.

So I didn't have time to see a doctor, and I didn't even want to hang up the number.

4.

I searched for keywords on the Internet, and saw that many people said that it can only be treated by taking medicine.

I suspect that the trolls are all scaremongering in order to promote drug sales.

But there is a little heart.

If I still can't get better after taking the medicine, at least I can know that I am completely hopeless.But at present, I have not given up on self-help, and I think I still have hope.

Although I feel that life is hopeless, I feel that I still have hope.

Thousands of words can be combined into one sentence, the life of a dog is still very important.

I don’t know how someone who cherishes the life of a dog so much has such a problem. After checking, the patients seem to be desperate and suicidal, but no matter how I think about it, I feel that all my fears come from the fear of not being able to live. , if I still commit suicide, then play a yo-yo.

It follows that I may not be schizophrenic.

5.

I don’t know how other people are. When I was young, I liked to apply melancholy, depression, and bipolar disorder to myself, as if this would bring special treatment and romance.

Facts have proved that many years later, my little boy would only look at me with loving eyes, saying that he was stupid for thinking of this child at that time.

I was stupid when I was young.

6.

Said Cao Cao, Cao Cao.

I sent a small phone call to me.

He asked me where I was, I said I was at home, he asked if there was anyone else at home, I said no one except this little fairy boy, he said open the door then.

I'm going to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, he stuffed flowers into my arms and sent them to a living person.

I quickly stopped him, pushed him away, and took a closer look outside the door to make sure that he didn't drop anything, and that there would be no unruly wind that could take advantage of the few seconds I opened the door to take away my identity. The evidence was blown out and picked up by bad guys to engage in a big conspiracy.

Don't ask me why the ID card I locked in the safe was blown out bizarrely.

I doubt someone could crack open my safe in three seconds.

Then I closed the door ten times.

This was a sigh of relief.

It feels safest not to go out every day.

7.

Fa Xiao watched me close the door ten times, sighed, and asked me, "Are you finished?"

I didn't speak, but I was very wronged, and I showed him the appearance of being wronged.

He hugged me and kissed me, and said, "Don't be afraid, if you really go bankrupt, you'll still have me anyway."

Can you speak?Pooh!

But I'm still very moved.

8.

I was moved until my brother came home and said to me very coldly: "You are not a child, and you don't have a boyfriend."

Oh.

I know.

I just want to make myself feel better.

My brother rubbed my hair, hugged me, and said: "But you have your brother."

9.

I made it up before.

I have a brother, but my brother has nothing to do with me. To be more specific, my mother was pissed off by my mother, and then my mother was pissed off by Xiaosi, and Xiaosi was pissed off by him.

My brother has now inherited the property of our fathers, the source of all evil, and kicked me out.

But I am not crazy because of this reason. You may not believe it when I tell you, but I used to be quite optimistic and positive. I was very hardworking and brave to create wealth with my own hands.

Then my boyfriend took my brother's 30 yuan and left me.

30 million.

I don't even know how to complain.

The fucking eyelids are too shallow!I was only nineteen and I made eighty-eight thousand with my own hands!Give me another three years, and 30 will be rounded up!

Forget it, why does my brother only ask for 30 yuan? !What about earning 100 million in an hour? !

Forget it, the scumbag should at least share with me, since the relationship is not about buying and selling!Can you fucking make this 30 without me? !Don't forget the well digger when you drink water!

10.

Of course, this is not the reason for my problems.After all, the scumbag also lied to me about my feelings, neither sex nor money.

Later, due to other reasons, I had this problem.

That's why I didn't actively seek medical attention.

I'm not sure how much it would cost if it was a long-term treatment with meds.

I have no money, and I have to pay for my younger sister and younger brother to go to school. They are a pair of twins, and they go to primary school, boarding, not expensive but not cheap either.

I don’t understand why my brother would rather give that scumbag 30 yuan than give this money to me. If the fat water doesn’t flow to someone else’s field, if he gives me the money, the result will be the same. I will walk away from the scumbag in a hurry. Be this scumbag yourself.

Forget it, after all, my mother was mad at her mother.

11.

I suspect I'm not sick at all, I'm just short of money.

12.

If you are short of money, you must work hard to make money.

13.

I found a new temporary job, and I went there directly after get off work to work as a cleaner in the KTV.

On the first day of work, I saw Brother Social bullying people, or bullying the disabled.

The handicapped man was quite tall, handsome, and fashionable, but unfortunately he stuttered, and he was still physically disabled and sang alone in the KTV.

It’s so life-like, it’s worth learning from me, and he loves life so much at any time. In this regard, he is much healthier than me.

Because it is a working day, there are not many guests today, and the whole KTV is relatively quiet. There are a few drunk guests passing by outside the room. They may have heard it, so they stood and listened for a while, laughing like a fool. He pushed the door open and went in to watch the stutterer.

Stuttered and said calmly: "This is, my, private room, you guys, go out."

The social buddies laughed: "Sing one more! Ouch! How do you sing while stuttering?"

They pretended to stammer and sang a passage, and the hall roared with laughter.

Stuttering without speaking, he lowered his head and pressed his phone.

The social buddies went over to snatch his mobile phone, yelling: "What the hell do you want to do?"

This is too much.But I was scared, I was afraid of being retaliated, so I ran outside the door and tapped the fire alarm.

Fortunately, there are not many people today.

Everyone rushed over to ask what's the matter, and the social brothers also rushed out and asked in a panic whether it was a fire or where the safe passage was, and they were preparing to escape while asking them.

I don't think I can keep my job.

I was very guilty, I shouldn't be impulsive, and I was very afraid that the boss of KTV would beat me.

Mainly because I was afraid that he would hit me.

14.

The manager really wanted to hit me after finding out the truth.

Then he gets a mysterious call.

His attitude changed, and he led me back to the box. The stutter was still there, and he chose the song calmly.

Seeing me coming, I stammered and asked, "What is your name?"

I said, "Zhang Qiang."

There was a silence visible to the naked eye.

The manager said, "His name is Ren Gu."

Don't expose me!I already feel that this stuttering is not an idler!What if he thinks I'm meddling and wants to take revenge on me? !It's just self-defense if you go out and walk with a few stage names!

You can't find gold directly and you must register and ID card. This is the most inhumane place in this KTV.

He stuttered and looked at me for a while, and asked, "Can you, sing?"

I can also draw and embroider.

No, I can't embroider, I can only mend clothes for my younger siblings.

I feel that I am Cinderella's character design, I hope my prince is not this stuttering, after all, the sense of fate is too serious.

15.

I reluctantly sang a song to Stutter.

He didn't applaud after listening, just said to me: "I, yes, Xue Yaozu."

I hurriedly said: "Hi, Mr. Xue."

Actually I don't know him.

I was afraid that he would hit me.

Although I don't know why he beat me, but there are a lot of ungrateful people in this world. My brother and his mother kindly took my mother as a nanny back then, who knew that it became me and my younger siblings.

Xue Yaozu looked at me for a while and said, "I am, your, classmate."

I immediately became nervous, he is like a scammer's routine.I don't want to have any further relationship with the new people, who knows how they want to harm me, there are so many tricks.

Xue Yaozu said: "Your brother, say you, went abroad."

My brother wants to save face, he can't say that I'm out of the closet, and he can't say that he kicked me out of the house. I guess he would just say "Oh, you and my brother look alike, but when I appeared before me, my face won't blush." He has gone abroad.

Xue Yaozu asked: "You, why, are you here?"

I said cautiously: "Part-time job."

He asked, "Where do you, now, live?"

I vigilantly chose to be suddenly deaf.

Xue Yaozu said: "You, don't be nervous. I, am not, a bad guy."

No, no, brother, you exude an aura that you are not a good person, don't you know? !The younger brother who suddenly appeared outside your door also exudes the aura that you are really not a good person!

Xue Yaozu said: "I can help you."

Who are you? !

I said cautiously: "Thank you, no need."

16.

Xue Yaozu insisted on taking me home.

He didn't even bother to find someone to break into the telecommunications company to intercept the radio wave base station and locate it.

very scary.

But I can't help it either.

He said: "You, live, it's okay."

Is he here to step on the spot?

I said vigilantly: "My friend lent it to me. I have no money and no house."

Xue Yaozu glanced at me: "No, rent, right?"

I said: "He is a good man, he saw me miserable, so he confiscated the money."

I'm really miserable, so don't hurt me, ballball you.

Xue Yaozu glanced at me again and asked, "Can I, help, you?"

I said, "Thank you, no need."

There is nothing to be courteous, and it is either a traitor or a thief.

I am mainly afraid that he will steal me.