The director is too flirtatious

I haven't seen my mother cry like that for a long time, and I subconsciously want to comfort her.At that moment, I naturally thought of Lan Hui in my mind, and wanted to use Lan Hui to comfort her.

I don't know why my mother cried harder after hearing what I said, obviously the compromise in my words is so obvious, isn't it?I can still remember Lan Hui at this moment, isn't it a good thing?

Why is she so sad?

I really want to ask her why are you crying?But I have no way to say it.Amidst her crying, I was in a trance for a while.This world seems to be far away from me, my head is blank, all thoughts just pass by, followed by more noise and panic.

It seems that there are many black and white lines running through my mind, cutting all my memories into pieces.I tried my best to piece these together, and I felt that these memories had something precious, and I couldn't bear to give it up.

It took me a long time to react, and by this time Mom and Dad were no longer in my room.

I can't seem to remember what happened before, the messy quilt on the bed is more like rolling around by myself many times.I looked at all this blankly, and then walked out of the room.

Mom was not in the living room, and Dad was sitting in a corner of the sofa smoking a cigarette.I looked at the ashtray that hadn't been seen for a long time, which was full of cigarette butts, and frowned slightly, "Dad, why are you smoking?"

When my father saw me coming out, he extinguished the cigarette butt on his hand, and the tight "Chuan" on his brow slowly loosened, but it couldn't be smoothed out.Seeing that I looked calm, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Are you tired? Do you want to take a rest?"

"What time is it?" I didn't know what I was doing. After asking, I checked the time and found that it was already 10 o'clock. What day is it today?Is it the weekend?

I woke up suddenly and ran back to my room in fright, "Oh my God, it's only Wednesday, what am I doing? I didn't go to work."

Seeing how flustered I was, my father quickly said, "I'll ask for leave for you, don't worry."

"Ask for leave?" I was a little suspicious.

"Well, I asked you to take a day off." Dad's eyes were very complicated, and he closed his eyes as if exhausted.

I don't know why he showed such a look, I turned my face to think why my father was like this, but all I can do is just such a posture.Actually my mind went blank, nothing at all.

"Then I'll go to work in the afternoon."

Dad hesitated to speak, but didn't say anything more.

I'm in an inexplicably good mood today, although I don't know what I'm happy about, but I seem to be very happy.Suddenly, I would also think about what I was happy about, but there was nothing in my head, and I couldn't think of a reason.

My heart was empty, as if shouting there would have an echo.

It felt a little weird, but somehow made me happy.

When I went to work in the afternoon, I also laughed happily. I haven't tried to be this happy for a long time.By the way, then I was unhappy before, why?

I had doubts for a moment, and then immediately felt a pain in my heart, and I didn't dare to think about it anymore.

In the evening, I asked Lan Hui to have dinner together, and I drove to the restaurant after get off work.Lan Hui had already arrived at this time, and he was playing with his mobile phone with his head down.When I saw him, I thought I should be happy.

Lan Hui is my future boyfriend, shouldn't I be happy to see him?

I showed a bright smile, walked over but deliberately passed by him, then turned around, patted his shoulder, pretended to have just met him, and said in surprise: "Hey? You are here too? What a coincidence ah."

Lan Hui was stunned for a moment, seeing that I was smiling happily, he burst out laughing too.He reacted very quickly and responded with a smile, "Yeah, why are you here? What a coincidence. Would you like to sit down and have a meal together?"

"Okay." I smiled and sat opposite him, Lan Hui was amused by me, he looked me up and down as if he couldn't understand me, and said hesitantly: "You seem to be in a mood today... Very good?"

"Do you think I should be in a bad mood?" I raised my eyebrows and asked back.

"No, no, of course it doesn't mean that." Lan Hui waved his hands again and again, "You look so pretty when you smile, very sunny."

very sunny?

There was a sudden pain in my heart, as if some memory was about to come up, but it was stuck by something again, it was stuck on my heart, it was very sharp, and a light touch would cause a shocking wound.

I was in a trance for a while, but I didn't dare to think anymore, I quickly stroked my loose long hair, and smiled at him, "I'm so hungry, let's eat something quickly."

After Lan Hui and I had dinner, Lan Hui proposed to go shopping to eliminate food.The place where we ate was two streets away and it was a pedestrian street, but it was not far away. If we drove there, there would be traffic jams, so we didn't intend to drive.

"Do you still remember the couple who played badminton with us last time? Their wedding date has been set." Lan Hui walked on my right and said with a smile, "I asked them about their honeymoon trip, and they said they planned to Go to Bali."

When words such as wedding date were mentioned, I was in a good mood for some reason and seemed to be a little depressed.I was very surprised why my mood changed like this. I wanted to laugh, but found that I couldn't laugh anymore.

Lan Hui didn't notice my abnormality, and continued: "Have you thought about where to spend your honeymoon? Going abroad or domestically?"

I was still a little depressed, and didn't hear what Lan Hui said. Lan Hui looked at me strangely and asked, "Yinian, did you hear me?"

"Huh?" I looked at him blankly.

Lan Hui smiled dotingly, stretched out his hand to rub my hair, and before I could react, he retracted it naturally, "I said, are you interested in going on honeymoon with me?"

I still didn't realize what he was talking about, I just subconsciously repeated his words, "Honeymoon?"

honeymoon... travel...

I remembered that I once made an appointment with someone to travel, and I used to discuss with that person excitedly where to go, domestic or foreign, and go together whenever we want.

When is it coming?Who am I discussing with?

My heart started to ache, as if being hacked on my heart again and again by a rusty and worn-out axe.My heart was intact, and this blunt trauma was inevitable.

"Well, honeymoon." Lan Hui's expression became very serious, "Yi Nian, shall we be together?"

"Together?" I murmured back.

"Well, together." Lan Hui nodded affirmatively, and he reached out to shake my hand.

His hands are big, and the texture of the palm is a bit thick, hard and warm.When he held my hands, my body shivered instantly, and countless goose bumps appeared all over my body.

I didn't know what I was doing at all, but I withdrew my hand extremely quickly.I even wanted to wipe the place where he held me, but I restrained myself from doing so.

I lowered my head and subconsciously said, "I'm sorry."

Lan Hui was a little hurt, he looked at me quietly for a moment, and then smiled again, "It's okay."

In fact, I shouldn't have shaken off his hand, haven't I already identified him as my future boyfriend?So holding hands as a matter of course, isn't it normal to be together?what am i doingWhy am I so resistant?

Lan Hui continued to walk with me. After a moment of silence, Lan Hui said, "Am I too impulsive? It's just that I rarely see you relaxed today, so I can't help but want to get closer to you."

"Is it so easy?" Like a repeater, I kept repeating what he said, as if I could understand what he was saying.

"Yes, it's rare to be relaxed." Lan Hui affirmed first, and then he shook his head with a wry smile, "Actually, you are really like a hedgehog. As long as I get a little closer, you will take a defensive posture, and your whole body They are all thorns, and I don’t know whether to pierce someone or myself.”

hedgehog……

This word is so familiar, has anyone ever used this word to describe me?Who is this person and why can't I remember?Why does my heart hurt so much when I think of this person?

I think I must be a masochist, otherwise why do I insist on thinking, who is this person even though I am breathing so hard?

"Yi Nian, why are you always so unhappy? Is the person in your heart really so hard to forget?" Lan Hui seemed to be a little disheartened, so he spoke more bluntly, "I think, at our age, how can there be so much love? Isn't being suitable more important than liking?"

"Is there no love..." I bit these words, trying to refute in a trance, but couldn't.

At this time we passed a store, and there were two speakers outside the store, playing some songs.And the prelude of this song is very familiar, so familiar that just listening to it makes my scalp numb and I can't walk.

"Yi Nian, I really like you. Is it okay to forget him? I will treat you..." Lan Hui was still talking, but suddenly found that I was gone. He quickly turned around and saw my face He stood there blankly.

I tilted my face slightly, and listened carefully to the songs played outside the store. When I saw Lan Hui looking over, I raised my index finger and pressed it to my lips, and said "shh" like a psychopath, "Listen, What's the name of this song?"

When I asked this question, my heart was trembling, as if I was about to uncover the eternal mystery.

Lan Hui also listened carefully. Although he didn't understand what I was doing, he still answered my words, "It seems to be a song by Hebe Tien."

"Hebe Tien's song?" My heart hurt so much that I almost gasped, and quickly covered my chest with my hands.My lips trembled slightly, "What song is Hebe Tien's?"

When Lan Hui saw me like this, his expression became tense. How could he care about the song?He hurried over to help me, "What's wrong with you?"

I won't let him help, and I'm still obsessed with this song.

The ten-second prelude finally passed, and Tian Hebe's voice sounded slowly.

"I've been lonely for a long time and it's still not good,

It feels like the whole world is snickering. "

In an instant, my face turned pale, my heart shrank into a ball in pain, the pain was so painful that I was about to die, I opened my mouth and wanted to scream, but it trembled silently.I grabbed the clothes on my chest and pulled them into a ball tightly.

"Yi Nian! What's wrong with you?!" Lan Hui's face turned pale with fright.

"I remember...I remember..." I grabbed Lan Hui's hand like crazy, looked up at him with red eyes, "This song tells you not to think of me..."

I remembered, I remembered the name of this song.

I also remembered what I had been forgetting.

That dream, the dream of last night.

my sweetheart.

"Like a calm escape from a sleeping iceberg,

You can always find a way to do it easily.

a distant smile,

And set off a raging wave,

Smell the tears again. "

The store's music was still playing, and Hebe Tien's voice was still coming along with the music.Those memories, surging together with the music, suddenly surged up like a volcanic eruption.

With a bang, my sanity was shattered, my memory surged and exploded, and my heart was bleeding.

Those pasts that were hidden and pretended to be nothing happened are revealed one by one during the singing of this song. Those decayed and riddled pasts are all red and fruity in front of me, and I cannot escape .

The words that the director questioned me in the dream rolled over in my mind, like knives stabbing my body one after another.

Obviously you love me very much, why is there no result?

Obviously you love me too, why did we miss it?

Our happiness is so rare and beautiful, how can you be willing to not want it?

Hebe Tien's voice sounded just right, her gentle and emotional voice was so appropriate to interpret the emotion of this song.However, at this moment, this gentleness has turned into a blade to demand my life.

"Obviously you love me too,

No reason not to love the result?

As long as you dare not be cowardly,

Why should we miss it?

There are more dreams in the night,

Do not you think about me. "

I hugged my head in collapse, squatted on the ground slowly, and cried bitterly.

How can I not want to... How can I not want to...

The author has something to say: The last chapter was abused!The next chapter, the next chapter starts off easy.