The director is too flirtatious

Although I promised Lan Hui to give it a try, it didn't actually change anything.I still work hard every day, exercise hard, and occasionally have a good night's sleep when I'm extremely tired, and that's how I survived.

It's just that when Lan Hui and I go out more and more times, my mother's expression becomes more and more relaxed, and sometimes she can't hide some joy.Sometimes she would ask me what was going on, and sometimes she would hold back too much interruption.

Facing such a mother, I am a little sad and a little sad.

After playing the game as usual that day, Lan Hui sent me back.At the gate of the community, he also got out of the car, stood beside me and said, "Your technology has really improved a lot. Next time I'm going to be abused by you."

"It's all master, you took it well." I smiled, exhausted exhaustion made me a little tired, "Then I'll go back first."

"Wait a minute first." Lan Hui stopped me, I looked at him suspiciously, he walked over and suddenly stretched out his hands and hugged me into his arms.

He didn't move too much, he just hugged gently, and his bodies didn't touch each other.I was frightened, but before I could react, he let go.Lan Hui smiled happily, "I've been playing with you for so long, so I still need some compensation, right?"

Lan Hui was wearing sportswear. When he hugged me, he didn't smell any uncomfortable smell.On the contrary, it is quite dry.

The weather is almost November, and the night is already very cool.When he let go, I got goosebumps all over my body. I don't know if it was from the night wind or my aversion to hugging by the opposite sex.

I couldn't react too aggressively, but I didn't have much energy to say anything, so I smiled at him, and I pulled my hair, "Then I'll go back."

"Rest early, see you next time."

When I entered the community, I accidentally saw my mother walking in the community.She should have seen the scene just now, so she smiled happily.She waved at me, then smiled ambiguously.

Facing such a mother, sometimes I really feel powerless.I don't know what kind of mentality I should use to face her. I hate her and love her.

When I was sad, the words that haunted my mother screamed at me, and finally forced me to break up with the director.When I was a little calmer, seeing her relaxed and kind look made me feel good again.

These two thoughts have been fighting in my head, fighting hard.So I was very tired, physically and mentally tired, so it was like numbness.

For example, at this time, I walked towards my mother, as if I was not controlling it by myself.

My mother took my arm affectionately, and said with some pity: "Exercise is a good thing, but you don't have to work so hard. You are so tired every day. Seeing you like this, there is no way to gain weight. You are too thin gone."

Sometimes I really don't want to talk to her, as if this can express my inner discomfort.It's just that whenever I'm silent, my mother will occasionally show a hurt look, which makes me feel that I shouldn't.

"I'm fine, don't worry." I replied indifferently.

My mother touched my shoulder, sighed and said, "I'm too thin, I'd like to be fatter."

I smiled and didn't answer, my mother was a little bit unwilling, and looked at me cautiously, and asked, "Just now... Ah Hui sent you back?"

"Didn't you always know that I went out to play with him?" I asked with a smile.

My mother couldn't control her joy, and she was worried that the change would make me angry, so she struggled a little, and finally said, "I seem to see you hugging him?"

At this moment, my heart hurts.My eyes seemed a little red, and a feeling of mockery and sadness welled up in my heart, which made me want to laugh.

I laughed too, very happily, as if I saw a big joke.I stopped and looked at my mother, "Didn't you already see it? Yes, I hugged him."

I paused, and saw that my mother's face seemed to be a little stiff, and I felt extremely sad, "I know what you want to say, you want to say, look, can't you accept a man's hug? I haven't tried it, how do I know?" Can't you accept it? Lan Hui is a good man, and I'm not young anymore, so why not make do with it? Who doesn't live like this?"

Mother's face, which was a little happy before, completely changed, and her face couldn't hide the sadness, her lips trembling slightly, "Are you just so resentful towards me? Isn't it like this?"

"Yes, that's right, I can accept it, right? It's just hugging, holding hands, kissing, and going to bed. What can I not accept?" I asked back with red eyes, "And it's me who bears these things." If it's not you, what does it matter to you?"

"You!" Mom was annoyed by my words, she didn't seem to expect that I would say such words.Seeing that I seemed to be in the wrong mood, she held back her temper again, "It doesn't matter how you treat me, but you have to think about yourself, isn't Ah Hui very nice?"

"Yes, you have to think about yourself, but this kind of thinking is not what you really think about." As I said this, I remembered this failed relationship, and finally lost in the face of my cowardice and reality love affair.Tears flowed down slowly, and I tried to smile, "Because what I think is different from what you think, so I can only follow what you say, can't I? If this is the case, why should I think about it?" ? As long as you like it, isn't it fine?"

It's unbelievable that I will have such a day.With a smiling face and a mocking tone, he said such words against his will.

The torture of these days has made me more and more sharp. Hidden under the calm and silent face is a heart full of hostility.With thorns, I can't wait to let the people of the world be buried with me.

I have been carefully hiding such thoughts, and I don't want to become like this myself.I don't think I am like this, but this kind of emotion grows wildly in my heart. When I see my mother carefully trying to please me, and when I see the emptiness around me, I can't control these emotions at all.

I feel like I'm going crazy, but my face is so peaceful.

The mother's face could not hide the sadness and disappointment, and her tears flowed down slowly.Until now we have forgotten that we are downstairs in the community and the environment we are in.

"Mom is just for your own good... Do you think you will really be happy with a woman?" Mom suppressed the urge to growl in a low voice, and refuted my words, "Look, didn't you also break up?"

"Why did we break up, don't you know?" I took a deep breath and wiped away my tears with my fingertips, even though my body was trembling slightly, I still smiled, "Don't you know the reason for breaking up?" ? This is obviously the result you want to see, aren't you very happy?"

Mom's breathing became more and more rapid, her body was almost on the verge of collapse, "Yes, I am happy, I am very happy."

"Oh, you admit it." My smile became brighter and brighter, with sarcasm and sadness, "I see, what you actually want is an obedient daughter, as long as you think her daughter is happy, that's enough for me. Then I have nothing to say That's right. Lan Hui is very nice and considerate, you like it very much, I think you like it very much, and I like it very much."

I raised the corners of my lips slightly, as if I was very happy.

My heart was already numb with pain, and violent emotions filled every cell in my body.I want to scream and go crazy and want to destroy everything.

Even I want to commit suicide.

That kind of emotion gushes out like a demon when I have insomnia in the middle of the night and tears are streaming down my face.They bared their teeth and claws, and laughed arrogantly, tempting me to abandon everything.

They are really tempting, aren't they?So I'm really excited.

It's just that I know this is not possible, how can I do such a thing?I should control myself, but it's just a lovelorn, what's the matter?Who has never been in love?

I lost the director, but don't I still have my mother?Look, how happy she was when she saw me walking with Lan Hui again, as if she was five years younger all of a sudden.

Five years younger... what a joy it was.

I always use this excuse to comfort myself, let myself obey my mother's arrangement, obey her wishes, and tell myself that this is fine.

But when you really see your mother happy, you will find that you are not happy, your heart is heavy, with sadness and sadness.Sometimes you think, look, how cute is Mom.Sometimes you feel like, look, how miserable you are.

And sometimes, when you see her happy, you will feel irony, and the irony makes the thorns in your heart stand up, full of holes and blood.The blood is probably black, so what you want to say is poisonous and thorny.

I have no way to control it, and or I don't want to control it.

Why, why is it only me who suffers?

But when I saw my mother like this, I still felt a little soft-hearted and blamed myself.Why should I accuse her like this?Don't you deserve all of this?What is it to complain about others?

"Why are you so angry with me...do you hate me that much?" Mom asked sadly.

"No, don't get me wrong, there isn't, it doesn't exist." I smiled and shook my head, "I'm a little tired, I'm going back to take a shower first, mom, go on for a walk."

I turned and walked in the direction of the house, but the tears kept falling.I don't know what my state is. I am so busy every day, but I still feel empty.He obviously eats well and sleeps hard every day, but he is getting thinner and thinner.

I always feel that something is missing, and what is this, I know, but dare not think about it.

But I really miss her so much that I'm going crazy.

So when I was sleepless in the middle of the night, I was tortured by this kind of crazy emotion, and I couldn't help sending her a message after all.This is the first message that has nothing to do with work since we broke up. I hold my mobile phone like a devout believer.

Me: [We... Really, can we forget each other? 】

It took her a long time to reply to the message. It was already three o'clock at that time, but I still didn't fall asleep.

Yi Er: 【Well, yes. 】

I looked at these three words, stroke by stroke.Vertical, horizontal fold, horizontal... I don't seem to know such simple Chinese characters.I was dizzy and couldn't help laughing strangely.

I laughed at my weird joke, but it was really funny.

It's really funny isn't it?

The author has something to say: I'm really, really tired.

If Yi Nian was really so firm and stance, how could she be swayed to this extent?When she was disheartened, at least she could please her mother. Is it hard to understand that she would want to try?If she didn't try to accept and make concessions in the past, then her family will always think that she is the reason why she refuses to try (my mother and I are at a stalemate here, and she thinks that I am not willing to try). She can't stand it, can she?So when can they pull it off?

She thought that she had to give in, and after she made the concession, she found that she was unhappy, and she had resentment, so she had conflicts with her mother.Under both conflict and compromise, coupled with Yi Nian's own state, this kind of contradiction will make her mother gradually realize that this is impossible.

Understand?Everything Yi Nian is doing now is driving her to despair. She must have experienced it, and her parents have seen it.In this way, one thought can confirm her choice, and her parents can see that it is really impossible for her to change.

One thought must have collapsed, her parents must have seen her collapse, and it must have collapsed after a compromise, so that her parents would really feel sorry for their daughter's becoming a human, a ghost.

Yi Nian must have collapsed and realized the importance of the director and what she wanted more before she could calmly say: "I know the happiness I want. If you really think I'm disgusting, I'd rather sever the mother-daughter relationship with you."

Understand?She has to have experience, to make concessions, and to have time to do this.Those who said that they cried, made trouble, and hanged themselves at the beginning, you don't have the foreshadowing at all. They haven't seen it with their own eyes, so they won't accept it, and they will only think that you are just making trouble for no reason.

And when you said that Lan Hui was harmed like this, Lan Hui did it willingly, he knew that Yi Nian had someone in his heart.One thought might not be very kind, but when Lan Hui made such a proposal, would it be too much to agree?And they have a deadline, try to accept Lan Hui, instead of trying to date for three months, there is still a difference between the two.

I’m really exhausted from reading the comments recently. You guys accepted Yi Nian’s setting at the beginning but didn’t give her time to change. What’s the point?

Okay, I won’t explain it anymore, and I won’t explain it later. If you think you can’t accept it, just abandon the article.