The director is too flirtatious

When the news of my breakup with the director came out in the group of girlfriends, everyone's reaction was calmer than I imagined.Or they were worried that I would be sad, so everyone didn't ask too much about what happened.

But in fact... I didn't feel the slightest relief.

The director still runs into my dreams from time to time, helping me recall the past that I have deliberately forgotten.Everywhere I go, I feel her presence.

The streets we went shopping together, the shops we ate together, and the companies I can never escape.

Although the director is in the branch office, there are too many traces of her in the head office.The decisions she has made, the orders she has made, and the clients she has talked to are all here.

And sometimes she will call back to ask about the company's situation. I thought I would not be able to answer her phone calmly, but when I heard her voice, I found that besides the heavy sadness, there was Thirst for more.

Her voice... How long has it been since I heard it?The memory is so blurry that it seems that we have broken up with her for many years, but in fact it has only been a month.

"Mr. Cui's design is in a hurry. He called me just now and said that the first draft will be released next week. What are you working on?" The director's calm and cold voice came from the phone.

It's been too long since I've heard the director's voice, and when I listen to it now, even though my heart hurts so much that I can hardly breathe, I still listen greedily and carefully, unwilling to miss a word.

The hand holding the mobile phone was trembling slightly, and my face, buried in front of the computer, was full of struggle and pain.The only thing I think I'm satisfied with is that I don't cry when I hear her voice.

"Huh?" The director didn't wait for my answer, so he raised his voice slightly, "Can you hear me?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't hear clearly just now." I lied, in fact, I heard what she was saying, but I just wanted to hear her voice selfishly, and I wanted her to say it again. "Can you say that again?"

The director repeated what he said just now, and then I replied, "At present, I have two things to talk to, one is not urgent, I can delay the time a little bit, and the other is that I can ask the dirty women to help me, so Mr. Cui this The list shouldn't be a big problem."

"Well, since this is the case, Mr. Cui will leave this project to you. If there is any problem, you can discuss it with other team leaders if I am not around. If you are really unsure, just give me a call."

I lowered my head and buried myself in front of the computer. Listening to the director's words, my mood was fairly stable at first, but now I feel a little like crying.I really want to ask her, if I miss her, can I call her?

I don't know how this month has passed, whether it is full or wasted, I can hardly feel it.I don't know how I couldn't resist calling the director, obviously I thought she was going crazy.

I flipped through her circle of friends, clicked on the dialog box with her again and again, and those photos of me and her were all stored in the album one by one, and I couldn't bear to delete any of them.

I don't even know how much perseverance it took me not to call.In fact, I can't really hold back, but when I want to dial the phone, what I think of in my mind is when I called her when I was drunk.

I thought I didn't remember those things, but I slowly recalled them in the future.The director told me with some pain and depression that we have broken up.

I can only keep repeating this sentence, lest I lose my mind.I can't really ignore the thoughts of my family, so I can't give the director any peace of mind.I despise my indecisiveness and weakness, and only in this way can I stop myself from thinking of contacting the director.

These similar thoughts are always turning over and over in my mind, and I can't stop it.The mental tension made me miserable, so I could only work hard, and if I didn't work, I would exercise hard.

The length of this period of time made me sometimes feel that the director and I never started this relationship at all, and that she and I were just a simple subordinate-subordinate relationship.

But when I heard the director say that I can call her for something, I found that I can no longer deceive myself.These misses that pretend not to exist are exactly what I long for in my heart.

I covered my mouth to keep myself from making a sound, because I was afraid that when I opened my mouth, what I was asking was that I miss you, can I call you?I don't know what the consequences will be if this sentence is said, I dare not.

The director didn't wait for my reply, there was silence for a while, as if he was also struggling violently, and finally I heard the director say: "If there is nothing else, then I will hang up first."

Yes, there are a lot of things to say, don't hang up...don't hang up please...

I prayed desperately in my heart and hoped extravagantly, but in the end it was nothing but a beep.I almost burst into tears when I heard the final sound.

A phone call can cause landslides and tsunamis.

This feeling is so sad, I can only work harder and exercise harder.

Lan Hui often invited me to play badminton. I was so bored that I pushed it a few times, but I didn't push it again.His skills are good, and he also saw that I was in a bad mood, so he always tortured me to death.

After each game, I was exhausted, and I couldn't even think of anything.

Because of the phone call from the director, I called more vigorously this night, which made Lan Hui feel a little terrified.Seeing that it was almost done, he refused to let me continue the fight, and quickly said, "I'm so tired today, it's almost done, let's go."

I panted heavily, because the running was too violent, the figure in front of me seemed to be shaking.I put my hands on my knees, and my mind went blank for a moment.

Lan Hui came over to help me, but when he touched the skin of my arm, goosebumps crawled up instantly. I quickly dodged his movements and took an unnatural step back.

Lan Hui's face seemed a little embarrassed. When the fight was fierce before, he would occasionally help me. At that time, my reaction was not so violent.But he still smiled gracefully, "Are you okay? Look at your sweaty face."

"If you don't sweat, it's not exercise." I slowly breathed a sigh of relief, shook my head, and wanted to shake off these shaking figures, "Then I'll go back first."

"Let me see you off. Didn't you come by car today?" Lan Hui didn't want me to take a taxi back by myself, "I think, we've been playing together for so long, shouldn't we refuse even this little request?"

Although I really want to refuse, but he has already walked ahead.Thinking of his companionship for more than a month, I sighed and followed behind him.

The two of them were almost speechless all the way. When we got back to the gate of the community, just as I was about to get out of the car, Lan Hui suddenly spoke.

"Yi Nian, I have something to say to you." Lan Hui smiled heartily.

I had a hunch, but I also knew that I couldn't escape at this time. "you say."

"I was thinking, since you haven't found a boyfriend and I'm single, why don't we give it a try?" Lan Hui asked straightforwardly.His eyebrows were raised slightly, as if he had some small expectations.

I listened to his words, a heart has been sinking.I don't want to accept him and start a new relationship.I thought about it, and facing his expectant look, I said softly, "Ah Hui, you should have noticed that I don't like you."

Lan Hui nodded, "Yes, I can sense that you don't like me, and besides, there must be someone else in your heart?" He said frankly, "I don't know what your past was like, if it was a year ago, you had someone else in your heart , I will definitely not make this request. It’s just that our grades are not too young.”

Lan Hui paused, then raised four fingers at me, "I'm 4 years older than you, and I'm 31 years old this year. I've been on blind dates one after another since I graduated, and until now, I've also dated a few girlfriends, but I have never met someone I like very much. You are the first."

"I was thinking, if I miss you, will I meet someone I like so much again. When we meet again after a year, and I hear that you are still single, I am happy in my heart, even if I know you don't like Me, but I still want to try." Seeing my heavy face, Lan Hui couldn't help laughing and said, "You don't need to look like this, it's actually very simple. After I stopped contacting you last year, I fell in love twice. There are four girls, and there is no follow-up. And now I don’t know how many more I want to date, and I feel tired. Now it is rare to have a girl I like, and she is also single. I would rather spend my time chasing the girl I like than I don't want to go on endless blind dates, if you were the relationship between the two, which one would you choose?"

I will never face such a choice at all, but I can't refute what he said.I really want to refuse directly, but I feel more powerless.I was silent for a while, and when I was about to speak, I heard Lan Hui continue to say: "It's okay, let's try. In three months, we don't need to date, just try to get along like friends, okay?"

Is it three months...

"Let me think about it." I couldn't bear to say no to him with such an expression.

"Well, think about it carefully." Lan Hui said as if he didn't care too much, "I hope to get your answer tonight."

I nodded, said goodbye to him and went home.At home, my father is watching TV, and my mother should be preparing lessons in the study.I didn't care, so I went to take a shower.

When I came out, my mother was also sitting in the living room. Seeing my tired face, she couldn't help but said, "Play as soon as you play. Why do you get so tired every time you play?"

"It's okay." I didn't have much interest in talking.

"Come and eat some grapes. Today's grapes are very sweet." Mom pushed the grapes on the coffee table, picked one and put it in her mouth. shook his head.

This little child's posture made me feel a little weak. Mom, she...is really cute.When there is no relationship involved, she always shows a side that makes me happy.

So I sat next to my mother. After the family of three said a few words, I suddenly remembered about Lan Hui.Seeing my parents gossiping gently, in the long-lost relaxed atmosphere, I have a hard time making a choice.

Dad saw my hesitation, and asked a little strangely: "What's wrong?"

I looked at my father, then at my mother, and finally shook my head, "It's nothing."

After returning to the room, I texted Lan Hui back, [I agree, let's try. 】

I've lost the director, so at least try to please my mother.