The director is too flirtatious

When the director proposed to break up for the last time, I actually knew that it was irreparable.

In fact, I had expected it a long time ago. Many times, I would inadvertently see the director suddenly distracted.Or I have seen the complex look of the director many times, I have seen all of these.

But I didn't care about my own emotions, and she changed too quickly. Although I was uneasy, I never thought that I would really get to where I am today.

Why is this so?I do not understand but vaguely understand.

I was crying so hard I couldn't keep my eyes open.It was as if a large piece of my heart had been directly dug out, and it was bloody and painful.

Although our place is not at the main entrance, there are also some passers-by who hurry back and forth and cast curious eyes from time to time.But this was in a hospital, where life and death were the most frequent, so it didn't attract much attention.

The director covered his mouth and sobbed, both of them cried embarrassingly, but they also knew that once the words were spoken, it would be useless to keep them.The director also knew this was the case, so she took a deep breath and said slowly: "Hey, wipe away your tears and go up to see your mother."

The director really knows me too well, really too well.

Choose one of the two, I chose the director, but the director helped me choose my parents.I am not reconciled, but I know that so far, even if we continue to be together, it will be torture for both parties.

Facing the director's words, I shook my head again and again, unwilling to compromise, but there was nothing I could do.

There was a stalemate like this for a long time, until both parties stopped crying, and the director stood up straight, "You go up, I should go back too."

"Really...does it really have to be like this?" My heart was really hurting, it hurt so much that I grabbed the clothes on my chest, and asked unwillingly.

"I'm sorry, I really don't want to go on anymore." The director gritted his teeth and said cruelly: "Yinian, you are not such a selfish person, and neither am I. We can't face the current situation calmly, can we? We have no Back off."

After the director said these words, she didn't dare to look at me again. She must have sensed that there would be no result if the two of them were in a stalemate, so she got into the car resolutely, reversed the car resolutely, and drove away without me. up.

I watched her move helplessly, and watched her red car go away.My heart suddenly twitched again, my legs went limp, and I fell directly to the ground.

I... lost the Director...

we broke up.

Just thinking about this fact makes me sad like dying.But I couldn't cry anymore, my body was exhausted, I just stared at the director's direction in a daze.

I don't know how long I've been sitting here, my head was so muddled that I couldn't even think of what I was going to do.Occasionally curious glances from people coming and going, which I did not notice.

I don't know where I got the strength to stand up, or the director asked me to visit my mother before leaving, or the instinct made me walk into the hospital.

My eyes were so red and swollen, and I came to the ward in a daze.What my parents were talking about in the ward, and some other people were there, but I couldn't see them.

Dad found me coming, and immediately noticed my strangeness, he hurried over to support me and asked, "Yi Nian? What's wrong with you?"

My mother also found out that something was wrong with me, and wanted to say something, but held back.

"Dad, Mom." I mechanically called their names, and then stood there in a daze. I didn't think of anything, and I couldn't think of anything.

"What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?" Dad asked worriedly. Seeing that I didn't respond, he pulled me out of the ward and touched my forehead with a little worry. His cool palm covered my forehead When I got up, I slowly reacted.

The person in front of me is Dad...it's Dad...

I suddenly felt so wronged and wronged. The guilt, anxiety and sadness these days erupted together, which made me cry all at once, "Dad... she doesn't want me anymore..."

I threw myself into my father's arms and cried wantonly.

Dad's body seemed to stiffen for a moment, and then he relaxed.Dad should have noticed the reason for the breakup, so he didn't say much.With a sigh, please let me go, "If you divide it, let's divide it..."

"But I'm so sad, so sad..." I cried and spoke intermittently. Regarding the director's choice, I don't blame it at all, and I even understand it very well, but understanding does not mean acceptance or not being sad.

"Cry when you're sad, it'll be fine after you cry." Dad comforted in a low voice.

So I hugged my dad and kept crying until I had no more tears at all and could only smoke dryly.After it was over, I came out of my father's arms sadly, and said in a low voice, "I...I'm going to see my mother."

"Don't worry, you, go and wash your face." Dad pampered me and rubbed my hair, "Come back after washing your face."

My eyes were very uncomfortable. After hearing what my father said, I nodded, "Well, good."

When I came back after washing my face, I saw a relaxed and distressed expression on my mother's face.She took the initiative to call me over, seeing how haggard I looked, she suppressed all those happy expressions, and said distressedly: "I'm so thin, move home."

My father obviously told my mother about my broken relationship, so although my mother was distressed, she couldn't hide her joy.I looked at my mother as if nothing had happened before, and my heart was sad and sour.

After carefully examining my body, my mother held my face in her hands, finally sighed, and said, "One thought, let's pretend that this never happened, shall we?"

How beautiful it sounds without the hysteria of more than two months.

But the price is that I lost the director in exchange, and I feel a little powerless in my heart.I have grievances, both myself and my mother.But when I saw the hope hanging on my mother's old face, I found that I was even more powerless.

In fact, I don't know what my mother is talking about, but seeing her expectant eyes, my head nodded unknowingly.

This night I went back to my parents' house and didn't fall asleep all night.I opened my eyes and looked at the lights hanging from the ceiling for a long, long time, and then I realized that I had broken up with the director.

I was so painful that I curled up all of a sudden, breathing heavily, like a stranded fish.I opened WeChat and wanted to send a message to the director. I missed her so much that I was going crazy.

But we have broken up.

I endured it and endured it, and then thought of meeting the director in the company and my scalp became numb.Today, my mother was discharged from the hospital. I didn't want to go to the company, so I tremblingly told the director about it, and the director approved my leave without saying a word.

Me: [My mother was discharged from the hospital today. 】

Yi Er: [Well, you don’t need to go to work today. 】

I saw that the director didn't care too much, just like ordinary bosses and subordinates, and suddenly felt a burst of irritability.I buried my head in the pillow, those irritability turned into grievance, and tears flowed out.

I think that all the tears in my life must have been shed during these days.

But life is still going on, isn't it?No matter how unwilling I am, I still have to live my life.When I went to the hospital again, everything was almost packed.I braced myself up and walked over to get my mother's luggage, and then an unfamiliar voice sounded beside me.

"One thought, long time no see."

I couldn't recognize whose voice it was, so I turned my head in a daze, and when I saw a male face, I was stunned for a while, but I couldn't react at all, so I could only smile in a daze.

Dad gave Mom a reproachful look, but faced with this scene, he still had to say: "Ah Hui, I'm really sorry to trouble you, I'll come all the way."

It turned out that the person I didn't recognize was Lan Hui. I haven't seen him for a year. I, who was not very familiar with him, couldn't recognize him at all.Lan Hui smiled in a good temper, and said, "It's okay, if my aunt hadn't mentioned this, I wouldn't have known that aunt was injured, otherwise I should have come here long ago."

"Hey, it's just an accident. It's nothing." Seeing Lan Hui, her mother smiled happily.I haven't seen my mother like this for a long time, as if the amiable mother is back again. "It's because you have a heart, remember to come and see me."

"It's all as it should be. Auntie, you are too polite." Lan Hui smiled heartily and generously, "But it's getting late, I came here sometime, and I have to go back to work. Goodbye, uncle and auntie. See you soon."

When I was about to say goodbye politely, I heard my mother say quickly: "One thought, you can go see Ahui off."

I was slightly taken aback, looked at my mother, and then saw hope and pleading on her face.

I felt pain and sadness in my heart, I nodded blankly, and smiled at Lan Hui, "I'll see you off."

Lan Hui did not refuse, so we walked out of the ward together.Lan Hui was walking on the left side of me, not too far away, not too close to make people feel uncomfortable.He looked at me, then smiled and said, "You should be worried about your mother getting hurt, right? You don't look very well."

My complexion was really bad. I couldn't stand it in the morning, so I put on some foundation to cover it up. Even so, I was still very haggard. No wonder Lan Hui would ask such a question.

I forced a smile at him, "I didn't sleep well."

"Then pay more attention to your body." Ever since I rejected Lan Hui, we have hardly talked at all.But Lan Hui didn't look too unfamiliar, he smiled casually and said, "Did you not recognize me at first?"

Hearing him ask such a question, I was a little embarrassed, so I could only falter and say: "Well... I didn't realize it for a while, cough, after all, it's been a long time since I saw you."

"Haha, yes, it's been a year in the blink of an eye, really fast." Lan Hui touched his short hair, "I don't think you have changed much. Although you are a little haggard, you are still very beautiful."

"Thank you." I replied with a smile.

When the two of them reached the elevator entrance, Lan Hui said to me, "There's no need to send it off, it's here." He looked at the time, and then said, "It's a pity that the timing is not right, otherwise I still want to have a meal with you .”

For Lan Hui's obvious invitation, I was a little powerless, so I just smiled and said perfunctorily, "Let's do it another day."

Lan Hui didn't care, nodded and said, "Well, let's make an appointment another day, then I'll go first, bye."

After seeing off Lan Hui, I went back to the ward, and my mother was about to stand up, so I went to support her.Seeing me coming back, she smiled and asked: "This kid, Lan Hui, is really caring. Her aunt found out that I was hospitalized, so she came here specially."

I know that my mother has always had a good impression of Lan Hui, so I also smiled and said nothing.

Seeing that I was indifferent, my mother hesitated for a moment, and she said, "One thought, those things are over, you...why should you think about Lan Hui?"

I was slightly taken aback, feeling a pain in my heart, and couldn't help thinking of what the director said last night.

"Without me, at least you can be a well-behaved and filial daughter without making your parents sad. If you can, you can still have a boyfriend and have a lovely child..."

Think about it... Lan Hui?