dust with light

However, to Zhuo Yuchen's surprise, Zheng Yan never showed obvious boredom.Even if he doesn't answer Zheng Yan's love, this person can still cling to him with a stickiness comparable to brown sugar.

Zhuo Yuchen spent a whole month with Zheng Yan just like that.

During this period, Zheng Yan fed him nonsense every day, and filled him with various medicines and supplements as if he didn't need money, which was even worse than when he was in the villa before.

At the beginning, Zhuo Yuchen didn't feel anything. He and Zheng Yan had been tossing each other for so long, and he was exhausted physically and mentally, so he let Zheng Yan take care of him.He still felt that Zheng Yan would have to leave him sooner or later. After all, the two of them were not from the same world at all, so he thought all this was Zheng Yan's last tenderness before parting.

It wasn't until the end of the month that he suddenly woke up. After eating and sleeping, eating and sleeping, and occasionally pretending to play with Zheng Yan's boring days, he actually spent a month in such a degenerate state.

Zhuo Yuchen found out in embarrassment that during the time he was raised by Zheng Yan, he had gained a lot of weight.There is even a small circle of fat on the soft lower abdomen that has no abdominal muscles. Although at first glance, he is still thin and weak, but in fact, as long as he touches along the waistline, he can clearly feel the tenderness of the lower abdomen. Sensual.

He felt that it couldn't go on like this.

Zhuo Yuchen couldn't help but think that Zheng Yan's doing this was probably in the name of raising him up and making him lose his ability to survive, so he could only cling to the other party forever.He felt that Zheng Yan was a little boring, and he didn't understand how much energy the other party had to put into this kind of emotional game, but if the day of abandonment came, Zheng Yan would be able to retreat unscathed, but he had to take the love that Zheng Yan gave him. The imprints walk in discord.

and.

If this continues, the confrontation between him and Zheng Yan in the heart field can only end with his disastrous defeat and hastily come to an end.

More expectation, more disappointment.

Rather than being hurt, it is better to treat everything as false from the beginning.

The person who takes it seriously first can only lose completely.

He should have known this earlier.

***

evening.

The setting sun slanted, the afterglow poured down, and it was extraordinarily warm.

Zhuo Yuchen curled up on the sofa, hugged the laptop, and concentrated on observing the case displayed on the screen.

Although because of Shen Ye's relationship, he gave up his original prestigious school, changed his choice, and went to the second-level university that Shen Yetuo got into. Although that school was not as good as his first choice, but Still a great school.

Zhuo Yuchen calmly thought about his own future, and waited until the day when Zheng Yan got tired of all this, what should he do.

He met Lijian not long after graduation, and spent five years in the other party's small security company. He didn't have much work experience, and he didn't have an advantage like a freshman, so he could only try from a small website first. management starts.

Fortunately, Zhuo Yuchen's strength lies there. After searching for a while, he was hired as a network manager of a good mobile game company.The mobile game company is just a third-rate studio, and he doesn't need to report to the studio in person, all the work can be done online, the working hours are not long, and it's very leisurely, so...the salary is quite low.

Zhuo Yuchen didn't dislike him either, anyway, he was raised cheaply, and if he didn't pick anything, he could live with a place to eat and sleep. With this job as a guarantee, he left Zheng Yan after a while. I won't starve myself to death, at most muddle along.

Anyway, he had to get by and get used to it.

Zheng Yan frowned, picked up the small casserole that boiled the medicine with a look of disgust, and carefully poured the boiled black medicine into the small bowl that had been placed.

The smell of traditional Chinese medicine was extremely unpleasant, like some kind of rotten moldy mushroom, which made Zheng Yan feel sick all the time.

As soon as he thought that this disgusting thing was for Zhuo Yuchen to drink, he became more and more displeased with this traditional Chinese medicine, and even hated the pharmacist who prescribed it: why did he prescribe so many nasty medicines? ?Can't you make something better?quack!

Holding the medicine, when Zheng Yan walked out of the open kitchen, he saw Zhuo Yuchen curled up on the sofa alone.

The other party's work habits are very bad, and I don't know if it's because he was used to being shabby since he was a child. Zhuo Yuchen really likes to lean on the sofa with his knees curled up and half squatting.This posture is nothing to a child, but it looks a bit nondescript on a young man with long hands and legs like him. It looks very pitiful, as if he has been wronged and gave up on himself.

Zheng Yan walked over and put the medicine bowl on the glass coffee table.

Hearing the sound of setting the bowl, Zhuo Yuchen was finally willing to look away from the screen.

He squinted his eyes and didn't turn his neck, just glanced at Zheng Yan from the corner of his eyes.

Zheng Yan put the notebook in his hand aside, sat down beside Zhuo Yuchen very skillfully, put his arms around Zhuo Yuchen's slender waist, picked him up, put him on his lap and sat down. with.

"What are you doing?" Zhuo Yuchen's tone was a little flat.

Zheng Yan coaxed him: "Be good, baby, drink the medicine."

"Don't drink it, it's too bitter." Zhuo Yuchen really didn't like the disgusting bowl of traditional Chinese medicine, even if he knew it was good for his body, he was reluctant to drink it.

Zheng Yan boiled the medicine for several hours, and now Zhuo Yuchen had a childish tantrum with him and refused to take the medicine.

But looking at Zhuo Yuchen's sickly appearance, he couldn't bear to yell at Zhuo Yuchen, so he could only pinch his nose and admit that he was unlucky, swallowing his anger.

He felt that his whole life might be in Zhuo Yuchen's hands.

but……

Zheng Yan actually felt that he was still quite happy, Zhuo Yuchen got angry with him, not only didn't he find it annoying, but he felt that the person in his arms was very cute.Obviously, he has always had a cold and indifferent appearance, but in fact he is stubborn and fragile, which makes people feel sorry for him.

He continued to coax Zhuo Yuchen: "Wouldn't it be over if you eat some candy later?"

Zhuo Yuchen sneered: "Eat candies? Didn't all those candies go into your stomach?"

Zheng Yan immediately groaned.

Before, when Zhuo Yuchen drank the medicine and prepared to eat sugar to neutralize the bitter taste, he couldn't help Zhuo Yuchen took the sugar first, and then fed Zhuo Yuchen mouth to mouth.The bitterness of medicine mixed with the sweetness of sugar always makes him both painful and sweet.

Ignoring Zheng Yan any more, Zhuo Yuchen took a deep breath, bravely picked up the medicine bowl, and drank the bitter Chinese medicine in one gulp.

Seeing that he had finished drinking the medicine, Zheng Yan immediately hit the snake on the stick again, picked up Zhuo Yuchen who was sitting on his lap, pressed him onto the sofa and kissed.

He pried open Zhuo Yuchen's lips and teeth, but this time he didn't have sugar in his mouth like before, and just plundered the bitterness in Zhuo Yuchen's mouth so fiercely.

Zhuo Yuchen struggled and pushed Zheng Yan away.

"What are you crazy about! Are you mentally ill?" He cursed, "Where's the sugar?"

Zheng Yan leaned forward and kissed him again: "Is your mouth still bitter?"

"bitter."

"Is that as hard as before?"

Zhuo Yuchen pondered for a moment, then said, "...not anymore."

Zheng Yan hugged him, buried his head on Zhuo Yuchen's neck, and murmured:

"There is no need for whitewashing things like sugar," he said, "From now on, I will taste your pain for you."