city ​​of angels

Trying to hold the wind is a small game that Ah Chong never tires of playing when he is alone.

He likes to sit in front of the fan after taking a shower, close his eyes, or cover his eyelids with something, and then open his hands to feel the breeze created by the machine.

That's when he talks to himself, and in that gust of wind he allows himself to imagine unrealistically, or to confess and reflect on something awful.When his hair is dry and his face is cold, Ah Chong will turn off the fan, let the hot air wrap himself again, and return to reality at the same time.

For Ah Chong, the body's memory of the heat is real. If it is too cool and comfortable, he will not adapt to it.Master often used similar words to warn him, probably saying that people should not allow themselves to live too comfortably, after all, enduring the heat itself is a kind of practice, which can be used to meditate.

Love old fans perhaps a strange hobby?Anyway, Chong likes things with memories, such as retro cars, old-fashioned record players, and this old fan.

This old fan was a gift he got after giving the 33 yuan to the third sister that year, and it was also the first time the third sister bought something for him.It was broken three or four times, but Ah Chong stubbornly kept it and repaired it by himself. Every time he washed himself clean, he came to blow on it to calm his mind.

This city seems to be always summer. Some people are lazy because of the heat, and some are restless because of the heat. Chong feels that he should be in a balance between laziness and restlessness, which is similar to his life, which is mixed with movement and stillness, and is in a state of change.

He will recall the past in the wind.The wind brought him back to the past.In the past, in the past, he read scriptures on the futon, stabbed amulets on the skin of strangers, massaged people who came and went, slashed the pockets of rich people, and handed out a cigarette to a homeless stranger at night.

Thinking that in the past, his thoughts were easy to wander, and Ah Chong was a little sleepy thinking about it.

In addition to the monotonous rotation of the fan, there were some small sounds in my ears, probably because Ning Yu was packing something.In fact, Ning Yu is very quiet when doing housework, and he is used to handling things gently, as if afraid of disturbing something.During these days, Ah Chong began to get used to having this kind of sound at home, which has a sense of presence, but it is not noisy, and the strange thing is that this kind of sound can easily make Ah Chong relax.

Ning Yu will tidy up his home, no matter how many times it is messed up, it will be tidied up in the end, and he will not complain.Ah Chong also thought about whether to hire Ning Yu to help him look after the house?He can't go home for ten days and a half months after he leaves work. If he entrusts his home to this person, he seems to be at ease.

Thinking about these is getting more and more difficult.The princess on her lap rubbed against him from time to time, Ah Chong smelled sweetness, it should be that Ning Yu was baking cakes again.

He likes to eat sweets.The reason is also very simple. When I was young, I wanted to eat but no one bought it for me. When I grew up, I bought it for myself.He doesn't eat it often either. Master asked him to restrain himself, so he eats it about once every two or three days.But after Ning Yu came here, he made dessert every day, and his self-control was naturally gone, and he would tell himself to eat, anyway, I was sick or injured, and I wanted to rest.

Sitting almost fell asleep.When he was in a daze... Ah Chong felt his mouth was touched by something, and his face was itchy.

He slowly opened his eyes.

In fact, he couldn't see clearly, so he covered his face with a silk scarf.But I can feel as if a finger is touching the outline of my face.

The movements are really light, so Ah Chong feels his face is very itchy. This person seems to be using his fingers to trace his facial features. It is the kind of strength that is very cherished, and the air can be calmed down.

What will the expression on this person's face look like at this moment?Ah Chong felt that he could probably imagine it, but he didn't want to see it.

In the next second, the silk scarf was lifted gently.

Unavoidable, they can only bump their eyes together,

Ning Yu's eyes are very black, the same as his hair.He was very quiet when looking at people, especially if he stared at a person so intently, it would be a little unbearable, anyway, he saw Ah Chong clearly.

Ning Yu, who was in sight, shook the silk scarf in his hand and said, "In ancient China, this was called lifting the hijab, and it was a ritual of getting married. I accidentally lifted your head just now, what do you think should I do?"

Oh, grown up.

Ah Chong snatched back the third sister's silk scarf, and replied with a smile, "No, I remember that before lifting the hijab, there should be three books and six ceremonies, and four hired hardware, so it's a bit inappropriate for you to just lift the hijab right away? "

"When you said something like this, not only did your Chinese become better, but you also became a master of Chinese studies? Schrödinger's Chinese." Ning Yu knelt directly on the sofa, spread his legs and circled Ah Chong below, and pressed his face into it again. Point, "I think it is very suitable, there is nothing inappropriate."

Ah Chong thought to himself that Ning Yu probably had a hard time these two days.They shared the same room, and they had to help themselves to take a bath. It was normal for a gun to go off, but since the two of them were pretending nothing happened for some strange reason, it was okay to make a few jokes every time. Yes, but today it's...

I don't know what stimulated this person, it's weird.

Ah Chong moved his face closer to Ning Yu, stopped when he was about to kiss, and then moved his head back a little.

In just a second or two, Ning Yu's expression changed several times, and Ah Chong thought it was very funny.

He intentionally lowered his voice, and asked the wood in spring: "Then teach me, if we get married, what will you call me?"

Ning Yu was stunned for a long time, but Ah Chong got impatient and reached out to pat his buttocks.

"I'm asking you."

Ning Yu's tough aura last second seemed to be slapped away by Ah Chong's light slap.This posture can easily remind him of some charming memories, even if he just thinks about it, the feeling of being dominated is still fresh in his memory.

He lowered his eyes a little, and said hesitantly with a blushing face, "It seems to be called... Xianggong... or an official or something..."

Ah Chong groaned, and looked closer at Ning Yu's face again: "Why is there a 'bar'?"

That's it?

Can't help but tease.

Ning Yu's legs went limp from being picked up, and he reluctantly said: "...Mr.

Ah Chong groaned, and then said: "It turned out to be Mr. Xianggong. Can you get off Mr. Xianggong's lap?"

Ning Yu gave up his face this time: "...I don't want to go down."

Ah Chong stopped talking this time, and just stared at Ning Yu with a half-smile.

After watching for ten seconds, Ning Yu got up from his lap automatically and silently.

Chong was waiting for Ning Yu to be disappointed and dissatisfied, but he didn't wait.Ning Yu quickly adjusted his expression, and stared at his face again, the same as before.

In fact, Chong is used to seeing others disappointed.He has encountered some extreme ones, who would ferment disappointment into incomprehensible behaviors, such as losing their temper in a strange way, such as crying, making noise, and taking revenge like a resentful woman.

There are many people who like him, so he will pick and choose among the many likes. In his opinion, even if the king's son is kneeling at his feet, it depends on his mood to decide whether to lick him or not.He has suffered a lot in the past, so he doesn't want to be wronged because of his feelings. This has become an instinct.

What's strange about Ning Yu is that he seems to be enjoying the kind of obedience that would be unfair and uncomfortable to others.

Why would anyone like this.

If there is someone you can't fault, it's also very wrong, so Chong feels uncomfortable.

They sat in a somewhat awkward atmosphere for a while, but no one spoke.

Ah Chong thought to himself, maybe he should tell Ning Yu not to come tonight, and it seems a little bad to end up with this relationship... He felt that he was about to lose control of this relationship.

How to say need to think carefully.

Ning Yu, who was next to him, looked at the cat lying on his lap for a long time, and seemed to think of something, then handed him the knife and said, "Come and cut the cake, I made something special today."

Chong can only go to see the so-called special cake.Strange, it looks very ordinary, without any decorations, Ah Chong didn't see anything special, not even a mounting or decoration, it looked like an unfinished semi-finished product, similar to steamed buns.

Seeing Ning Yu looking at him expectantly, he could only take the knife and carefully cut the cake from the center——

With a knife, the white cream broke open, as if a colorful pocket had been pierced.

From top to bottom, the first layer is red, the second layer is orange, then the gradual yellow, then green, blue, purple... This cake is covered with a layer of white cream, and the belly is filled with rainbow colors, Divided into layers, the visual effect is very good.

A rainbow cake.

After Ah Chong cut to the end, his movements stopped.

It's not good, this is the first time someone has prepared this kind of thing for children to play with.

It's a bit stupid, but Ah Chong likes this kind of thing very much. He likes this kind of gaudy warmth. After all, he is a person without childhood, so he instinctively feels sad and likes it.

Ning Yu carefully observed Ah Chong's expression, and asked cautiously: "Does it look good?"

good looking.

He was a little speechless.Ning Yu added in a cautious tone: "I... watched the video and learned it. I made it when I thought it looked good. I failed a few times before, but this time the presentation is not bad. It should be quite delicious... that's it. , You shook me a glass of that rainbow before, do you remember, I am..."

The princess lying on Ah Chong's lap woke up and meowed softly.There was a faint noise, maybe the couple upstairs were arguing again.

Ah Chong looked at Ning Yu's mouth opening and closing, rambling, rambling, all irrelevant words.He began to feel a little dazed, and his heart softened for a moment. Ning Yu's face blurred into a gentle shadow in his eyes.

Rainbows are beautiful, but rainbows are rare, and the real world is not so gorgeous.The background of mediocre life is not so colorful and full of surprises.

Ah Chong sighed in his heart, held back the good-looking sentence, and said to Ning Yu stiffly: "It's so-so, and it's not that good-looking."

While constantly testing Ning Yu's bottom line, Ah Chong found that something was quietly changing in himself, although he couldn't tell what it was.

Ning Yu's expression froze for a moment before he gave an unnatural smile.He said, "Okay...then I'll do it next time, it looks a little weird..."

Next time, next time.

Ah Chong thought to himself, I probably really met a fool.