city ​​of angels

During the period of injury, Ah Chong always felt that he was not in good spirits.

He was always beaten when he was a child, so he rarely hurt himself when he grew up. This car accident should be regarded as the most serious accident he has had in the past few years.Because he was uncomfortable, he felt that he was more easy-going and easy to talk to during this period of time.

Maybe this is the reason for agreeing to Ning Yu to come and take care of him?But Ah Chong thinks the main reason is... Ning Yu's cooking is quite delicious.

Ah Chong doesn't like cooking at home.Bangkok is too hot. He doesn't like air conditioning, so he doesn't have an air conditioner at home. Cooking at home can heat him to death.

Why don't you like to blow the air conditioner?I just don't like it, and the electric fan is cute, isn't it.He liked electric fans very much when he was a child, but he was poor at that time and had no money to buy them.Now that I have money, I can buy better ones, but Chong still likes electric fans.

When Ning Yu was cooking, Ah Chong would occasionally look at the kitchen door.

It seems that a year ago this person said that he couldn't cook, but now he looks very skilled, and the movement of breaking eggs with one hand is quite pleasing to the eye.

The kitchen was very stuffy, and Ning Yu's clothes were soaked in sweat, and they were close to the contours of his body, and the curve of his back was very eye-catching.What is rare is that this person is also very peaceful and focused, without any irritability.

In all fairness, Ah Chong knew that he was not that patient. Ningyu could bear the heat in the kitchen, but he couldn't.

The difference between people can be seen from such details.

In fact, after getting along with him, Ah Chong found that he couldn't find fault with this person. After all, Ning Yu was very measured. He came to take care of him at a fixed time every day, and did things properly.

Well-bred.But it was this kind of speechless upbringing that made Ah Chong even more embarrassed.

He injured his right hand, which made it inconvenient to eat.Ning Yu didn't seem to intend to let Ah Chong do it himself, he would feed him as soon as he came up, his movements and expressions were very natural.

In fact, it's not that you can't use your left hand, you can still do it after a meal.If it were someone else, they might be concerned about the face of a man, don’t feed them, but Ah Chong doesn’t, he feels that he is very happy to be fed, and there is a handsome guy rushing to take care of you. If you refuse, you will be a fool.

Today's meal is also very delicious, the beef is very fragrant.

When Ah Chong was eating, he would keep staring at Ning Yu's face carefully, making his face turn red little by little, and then asked him: "Are you very hot?"

Ning Yu didn't speak.Ah Chong continued: "Your face is very red, and you sweat a lot."

Ning Yu still didn't speak.Ah Chong continued: "Take off your clothes when it's hot, anyway, there's no one here."

In summer, I wear less and the clothes are light and thin.Every time Ah Chong finished speaking in a few words, he would find that this person would start talking because of his few words.

But it hasn't been done since then.Both of them had their own considerations, and they got along as if they were fighting each other, as if they were playing a strange game.

After being teased a lot, Ning Yu will now go back and forth: "You should eat well, don't talk when you eat, and don't talk when you sleep."

Ah Chong groaned, and then said: "Chinese is not very good, I don't understand it."

Well, anyway, your Chinese level is an unsolved mystery.Ning Yu was not annoyed either, but changed his sitting posture without any trace, covering the slightly embarrassing parts.

Ah Chong stared at Ning Yu for a while, and then said: "If you continue to take care of me like this, I will really become a useless person. These days, I have the feeling that you are taking care of the disabled."

disabled?After Ah Chong finished speaking, Ning Yu was stunned.To his surprise, he actually felt that Ah Chong's disability didn't matter, after all, then he would be able to be relied on all the time, and for Ah Chong...he would no longer be dispensable.

This thought shocked Ning Yu himself, he didn't understand why he thought this way, it was a bit selfish.

"If you're really disabled..." Ning Yu said in a low voice, "I'll always take care of you, take care of you, maybe you won't be able to leave me."

"How do you know that no one else will take care of me?" Ah Chong glanced at him, "Many people will want to take care of me, regardless of whether I'm really disabled or not."

Ning Yu thought to himself that I really want to maim others who will come to take care of you.He nodded on his face, still talking about his mother-in-law: "So you better not engage in so many dangerous activities, just stay well."

"It's the first time I said it, and I haven't had any accidents before." Ah Chong sighed after finishing speaking, "Aren't you bothered by reading about it all the time? Unlike you, you've been really verbose recently."

After Ning Yu listened, he paused for a long time with the hand holding the spoon, and put down the bowl.

"I also think I'm very long-winded, and I don't want to be so long-winded." Ning Yu said flatly, "I don't know if other people have my situation, maybe I'm a bit abnormal... You know I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, like In life, I cherish the things that belong to me very much. If something is lost or broken, I will have difficulty concentrating that day, and I will fall into a feeling of self-blame. This matter is even more serious when it comes to people. For example, if the person I like hurts, is sick, or feels uncomfortable, I will have nightmares at night, do you believe it?"

Ah Chong glanced at Ning Yu, he felt speechless, so he simply didn't speak.

Ning Yu added: "I didn't realize that I could be such a mother-in-law before, but I've been having nightmares recently. This feeling of uncertainty is too annoying. We can always get along like this, or we don't need to be together, I don't care. But you can't get hurt."

A Chong turned his gaze away.

What he thought was, this person is too amazing, how did his family teach him.

As Ning Yu talked, the speed of speech began to speed up again: "Although I selfishly hope that you will always be taken care of by me, but if you are taken care of by me in this way, I can't accept it. In short, if you have something else... I will Crazy, don't engage in so many dangerous entertainment activities in the future, okay?"

Ah Chong sighed, thinking that I was going crazy from hearing it.

He silently turned on the small electric fan next to him, pretending not to hear it.

Ning Yu directly reached out and turned off the electric fan that Ah Chong had turned on.Said: "You have a tendency to catch a cold these two days, don't blow it."

Ah Chong sighed again, turned his face to look at Ning Yu: "I found that you look like an animal."

Ning Yu: "Hope is a cute animal."

"Cute, isn't the dog cute?" Ah Chong said seriously, "I think you are very similar to Bian Mu and Jin Mao."

Ning Yu smiled, "It is derogatory to say that a person is like a dog in China, and it is generally used as a curse. Your Chinese is not good anymore?"

A Chong glanced at him, "What am I scolding you for? Do you look down on dogs? All beings are equal, aren't dogs cute? Besides, Bian Mu and Jin Mao are both smart."

Okay, take it as a compliment on my smartness.Ning Yu didn't care too much, Ah Chong used to always say that he was like a puppy, and he could tell that Ah Chong's tone was not cursing.

He thought for a while before saying, "Dogs are very protective of food."

Ah Chong shrugged: "The food protection is because I didn't teach it well."

Ning Yu picked up the bowl again.

"It's not necessarily because I didn't teach it well, maybe it's because the food was so delicious." Ning Yu handed the spoon to Ah Chong's mouth, "Open your mouth."

Only halfway through the meal, Ah Chong started to yawn.He has been sleepy very easily recently, probably because he hasn't had such a rest for a long time, or it may be because Ning Yu is too lazy to take care of him.

Ning Yu looked at Ah Chong for a while, then suddenly said: "I think you look like a cat."

Ah Chong nodded lazily: "Yes, I like cats."

Ning Yu stood up, intending to take the empty bowl to the kitchen, and before leaving, he said: "Cats and dogs are kept together, and cats bully dogs."

Ah Chong was stunned for a moment, then turned to Ning Yu's back and said speechlessly: "I admit that it is oppressive to bully you, but bullying is serious, my friend, what do you think?"

Ning Yu replied without turning his head: "You are bullying me by hurting yourself."

"..." Ah Chong retracted his head, thinking, okay, you won.

Ning Yu cleaned up the kitchen after washing the dishes, and went downstairs to throw out the trash.Because Ah Chong was sitting in the living room playing with his mobile phone, Ning Yu didn't close the door.

Ah Chong is playing a small game made by Ning Yu to measure hand speed.After eating, he became more sleepy, and the more he played, the more he wanted to sleep, and then Ah Chong heard a movement at the door.

He thought to himself that Ning Yu was quite slow in throwing away trash today, what's going on.

After playing for a while, I didn't hear Ning Yu enter the door.

Ah Chong put down his phone and looked at the door, only to see Ning Yu standing at the door, holding the doorknob, looking down at something with his head down.

He felt strange, raised his voice and asked, "Why don't you come in?"

Ning Yu turned his head and glanced at him, paused for a long time before saying, "There is something wrong."

Ah Chong was surprised: "What's wrong?"

Ning Yu looked at him with a complicated expression and didn't answer.

Ah Chong was puzzled, so he could only stand up and walk towards the door.

Ning Yu didn't move when he saw him coming, but stood still.

Walking to the door, Ah Chong followed Ning Yu's shoulder and looked outside, only to see...a dirty orange cat lying on its stomach beside the door.

Ah Chong looked at the cat in a daze for a long time, and Ning Yu was obviously a little confused.

After a long time, Ning Yu asked: "...is that one?"

Ah Chong shook his head: "... I don't know, maybe... right?"

I just saw the cat that day, the headlights flickered and passed, and the next second I fell unconscious. Who remembers what the cat looked like.

"I saw this cat squatting downstairs yesterday, and I didn't pay attention to it at the time." Ning Yu's tone was not sure, "...isn't it so mysterious?"

After he finished speaking, the cat glanced at them a few times, then moved to Achong's feet precisely, and rubbed its head twice.

Ah Chong was very happy to be rubbed by the cat: "It's not Xuan, it's Yuan, this is the one who came looking for me!"

But Ning Yu's reaction was not so excited, and he said strangely: "You are really good, and the cat will come after you."

Ever since he was injured, this man had been a bit eccentric in his speech, and Ah Chong didn't bother to argue with him, so he carried the cat into the house.

"It's still a little female cat." Seeing Ning Yu's complicated expression, Ah Chong said, "Don't be so stern, this should be the one from that night. It came to repay your kindness. I have to let him in."

Oh.Ning Yu thought to himself, I stood at your door for half a month and couldn't enter the room. I came in because you were injured. How nice it is to be a cat. If the cat just glances at it twice, you will be soft-hearted and let you in.

Ning Yu couldn't control that kind of jealousy. From that day on, he actually started eating the jealousy of a cat.

Ah Chong could also feel that Ning Yu didn't like the cat very much.First, he talked a lot about not being vaccinated and didn't know if he was sick, and then he said that no one would care about Ah Chong when he went to work. Anyway, he just didn't want Ah Chong to raise him.

Ah Chong was helpless: "Anyway, I'm bored these days, so I'll take care of it first. If I don't have time to take care of my third sister or my friends in the future, it's fine. I don't have that many illnesses, so don't be so nervous."

What else, Ning Yu can only force himself to ignore the existence of the cat.Ignoring Ah Chong holding the cat to play with the mobile phone, listening to music, taking a nap, ignoring that Ah Chong has to help the cat bathe with himself when one hand is inconvenient.

Not ignoring that he would go crazy, Chong also named the cat Princess.What else can you say if you don't ignore it?Don't ignore it, maybe Ning Yu will not be able to control himself to murder the princess tonight.

If the person you like is terribly nice to a cat, but not to yourself, that frustration can drive a person into a tizzy.

Ning Yu thought about it countless times, is he not as good as a cat?Why can't you just look at me more?Cats feed you?Can cats help you bathe?Cats can make cakes?Can cats help you change your medicine? !can't you?

When he is in a bad mood, Ning Yu is used to doing other things to calm himself down.For example, that day when Ah Chong was teasing the cat again, Ning Yu put on his earphones and went to the kitchen to spend the afternoon making a cake.

He now likes to listen to Jay Chou when he is making cakes, it's like hypnotizing himself to go back to that sunny day in Pattaya, the day Ah Chong pretended to be in love with him.

Only after listening to the song can he calm down, stop thinking about that cat, stop comparing with that cat.

When carrying it out of the kitchen, Ning Yu saw Ah Chong's arms were bare, a dark red silk scarf was covering his face, and his face was blown against a small electric fan.

The princess lay beside Ah Chong's legs, the whole scene looked... very comfortable, as quiet as the afternoon of a summer movie.

Ah Chong likes to blow his hair with an electric fan after taking a shower.It seems to be a bad habit that is easy to catch a cold, and Ning Yu doesn't understand why Ah Chong is so obsessed with electric fans, obviously he is very rich.

He seems to have never understood Ah Chong.Also because of that ignorance, he has been attracted.

Ah Chong is not short of money, Ah Chong seems to like money, but also hates money, Ah Chong does not like air conditioners, but likes electric fans, Ah Chong likes to eat cheap snacks, Ah Chong likes cats, and smokes a pack of [-] baht.These make up Chong, but are not entirely Chong.

Ning Yu was holding the cake and suddenly couldn't walk.

That scene was like a slow motion.He couldn't see Ah Chong's face, but through the red silk scarf, he seemed to feel something.

It seems to smell the youthful scent of Ah Chong... It is mixed with wantonness, freedom, softness, fragility, exhaustion, and perseverance, and it is also complicated.Brightness like sunshine, coolness like rain... These qualities that make up a person circulate contradictoryly in Ah Chong's body, as the silk scarf is blown up and down by the small fan.

In sight, Ah Chong stretched out his uninjured hand again, and slowly approached the small fan——

The good-looking hand slowly stretched and tightened, as if trying to hold the wind.

That scene was so beautiful that time seemed to stand still at that moment.

People will probably be uncontrollable and emotional because of this moment of beauty.

Ning Yu quietly approached Ah Chong.He decided to take this moment as a gift of life, temporarily forgetting who he is, and it didn't need a logical explanation, he just wanted to do it.

Close enough to touch.

Ning Yu found himself shaking when he bent over.

The wind from the fan also blew onto his face. It was obviously a cool wind, but his body became even hotter.

When kissing Ah Chong through the silk scarf, what Ning Yu thought was——

It doesn't seem to matter if we can't be together.He is only sure of one thing at the moment... In his life, it is impossible for him to forget Ah Chong.